第 30 节
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津鸿一瞥 更新:2021-03-08 19:41 字数:9322
great republic; every body but the fortune…hunters; an exceedingly
contemptible class; considers a match without money; quite as much a
matter of course; as a match with。 But; the governess had been
educated under a different system; and it struck her imagination as very
proper; that she should make both herself and her lover miserable;
because he had two hundred thousand dollars; and she had not as many
hundreds。 All this strangely conflicted with Betts' preconceived opinion
of a French woman's selfishness; and; while he was disposed to believe
his adored perfection; he almost feared it was a trick。 Of such
contradictory materials is the human mind composed!
At length the eyes of Betts fell on me; who was still in the hand of
Mademoiselle Hennequin; and had several times been applied to her
eyes unheeded。 It was evident I revived unpleasant recollections; and
the young man could not avoid letting an expression escape him; that
sufficiently betrayed his feelings。
〃This handkerchief!〃 exclaimed the young governess〃Ah! it is that of
Mademoiselle Julie; which I must have taken by mistake。 But; why
should this handkerchief awaken any feeling in you; monsieur? You are
not about to enact the Moor; in your days of wooing?〃
{the Moor = from Shakespeare's 〃Othello〃}
This was said sweetly; and withal a little archly; for the poor girl was
glad to turn the conversation from its harassing and painful points; but
Betts was in no humor for pleasantry; and he spoke out in a way to give
his mistress some clue to his thoughts。
〃That cursed handkerchief〃it is really indecent in young men to use
such improper language; but they little heed what they say when strongly
excited〃that cursed handkerchief has given me as much pain; as it
appears also to have given you。 I wish I knew the real secret of its
connection with your feelings; for I confess; like that of Desdemona's; it
has excited distrust; though for a very different cause。
The cheeks of Mademoiselle Hennequin were pale; and her brow
thoughtful。 Still; she had a sweet smile for Betts; and; though ignorant of
the nature of his suspicions; which she would have scarcely pardoned; it
was her strongest wish to leave no darker cloud between them; than the
one she felt it her duty to place there herself。 She answered; therefore;
frankly and simply; though not without betraying strong emotion as she
proceeded。
〃This handkerchief is well known to me;〃 answered the young French
woman; 〃it revives the recollections of some of the most painful scenes
of a life that has never seen much sunshine。 You have heard me speak
of a grandmother; Mr。 Shoreham; who took care of my childhood; and
who died in my arms。 That handkerchief; I worked for her support in
her last illness; and this laceyes; this beautiful lace was a part of that
beloved grandmother's bridal trousseau。 I put it where you see it; to
enhance the value of my labors。〃
〃I see it all!〃 exclaimed the repentant Betts〃FEEL it all; dearest;
dearest Mademoiselle Hennequin; and I hope this exquisite work; this
refined taste brought all the comfort and reward you had a right to
anticipate。
A shade of anguish crossed the face of Adriennefor it was no other
as she gazed at me; and recalled all the scenes of her sufferings and
distress。 Then I knew her again; for time and a poor memory; with
some development of person; had caused me to forget the appearance
of the lovely creature who may be said to have made me what I am; but
one glance at her; with that expression of intense suffering on her
countenance; renewed all my earlier impressions。
〃I received as much as I merited; perhaps;〃 returned the meek…minded
girlfor she was proud only in insisting on what she fancied right〃and
enough to give my venerated parent Christian burial。 They were days of
want and sorrow that succeeded; during which; Betts; I toiled for bread
like an Eastern slave; the trodden…on and abused hireling of a selfish
milliner。 Accident at length placed me in a family as a governess。 This
family happened to be acquainted with Madame Monson; and an offer
that was brilliant to me; in my circumstances; brought me to America。
You see by all this how unfit I am to be your wife; monsieur。 You would
blush to have it said you had married a French milliner!〃
〃But you are not a milliner; in that sense; dearest Adriennefor you
must suffer me to call you by that nameyou are a lady reduced by
revolutions and misfortunes。 The name of Hennequin I know is
respectable; and what care I for money; when so much worth is to be
found on your side of the scale。 Money would only oppress me; under
such circumstances。〃
〃Your generosity almost overcomes my scruples; but it may not be。 The
name to which I am entitled is certainly not one to be ashamed ofit is
far more illustrious than that of Hennequin; respectable as is the last; but
of what account is a NAME to one in my condition!〃
〃And your family name is not Hennequin?〃 asked the lover; anxiously。
〃It is not。 My poor grandmother assumed the name of Hennequin; when
we went last to Paris; under an apprehension that the guillotine might
follow the revolution of July; as it had followed that of '89。 This name
she enjoined it on me to keep; and I have never thought it prudent to
change it。 I am of the family of de la Rocheaimard。〃
The exclamation which burst from the lips of Betts Shoreham;
betokened both surprise and delight。 He made Adrienne repeat her
declarations; and even desired her to explain her precise parentage。 The
reader will remember; that there had been an American marriage in
Adrienne's family; and that every relative the poor girl had on earth; was
among these distant connections on this side of the Atlantic。 One of
these relatives; though it was no nearer than a third cousin; was Betts
Shoreham; whose great…grandmother had been a bona fide de la
Rocheaimard; and who was enabled; at once; to point out to the poor
deserted orphan some forty or fifty persons; who stood in the same
degree of affinity to her。 It is needless to say that this conversation was
of absorbing interest to both; so much so; indeed; that Betts
momentarily forgot his love; and by the time it had ended; Adrienne was
disposed to overlook most of her over scrupulous objections to
rewarding that very passion。 But the hour admonished them of the
necessity of separating。
〃And now; my beloved cousin;〃 said Betts Shoreham; as he rose to quit
the room; seizing Adrienne's unresisting hand〃now; my own Adrienne;
you will no longer urge your sublimated notions of propriety against my
suit。 I am your nearest male relative; and have a right to your
obedienceand I command that you be the second de la Rocheaimard
who became the wife of a Shoreham。〃
〃Tell me; mon cher cousin;〃 said Adrienne; smiling through her tears
〃were your grand…parents; my good uncle and aunt; were they happy?
Was their union blessed?〃
{mon cher cousin = my dear cousin}
〃They were miracles of domestic felicity; and their happiness has passed
down in tradition; among all their descendants。 Even religion could not
furnish them with a cause for misunderstanding。 That example which
they set to the last century; we will endeavor to set to this。〃
Adrienne smiled; kissed her hand to Betts; and ran out of the room;
leaving me forgotten on the sofa。 Betts Shoreham seized his hat; and left
the house; a happy man; for; though he had no direct promise as yet; he
felt as reasonably secure of success; as circumstances required。
CHAPTER XVII。
Five minutes later; Tom Thurston entered; and Julia Monson came
down to receive HIM; her pique not interfering; and it being rather
stylish to be disengaged on the morning of the day when the household
was in all the confusion of a premeditated rout。
{premeditated rout = planned party}
〃This is SO good of you; Miss Monson;〃 said Tom; as he made his
bowI heard it all; being still on the sofa〃This is SO good of you;
when your time must have so many demands on it。〃
〃Not in the least; Mr。 Thurstonmamma and the housekeeper have
settled every thing; and I am really pleased to see you; as you can give
me the history of the new play〃
〃Ah! Miss Monson; my heartmy facultiesmy ideas〃 Tom was
getting bothered; and he made a desperate effort to extricate himself
〃In short; my JUDGMENT is so confused and monopolized; that I have
no powers left to think or speak of plays。 In a word; I was not there。〃
〃That explains it; thenand what has thus confused your mind; Mr。
Thurston?〃
〃The approach of this awful night。 You will be surrounded by a host of
admirers; pouring into your ears their admiration and love; and then
what shall I have to support me; but that 'yes;' with which you once
raised me from the depths of despair to an elevation of happiness that
was high as the highest pinnacle of the caverns of Kentucky; raising me
from the depths of Chimborazo。〃
{caverns of Kentucky = Mammoth Cave; Chimborazo = a 20;500 foot
volcano in Ecuador}
Tom meant to reverse this image; but love is proverbially desperate in
its figures of speech; and any thing was better than appearing to
hesitate。 Nevertheless; Miss Monson was too well instruct