第 12 节
作者:津鸿一瞥      更新:2021-03-08 19:41      字数:9322
  and learning that I should probably be ready for sale that very morning;
  under the pretence of hiring the apartment; she was shown into my
  important presence。 A brief apology explained all; and Adrienne civilly
  showed her little rooms。
  〃When does your lease end; mademoiselle?〃 demanded Desiree;
  carelessly。
  〃Next week; madame。 I intend to remove to the country with my
  grandmother the beginning of the week。〃
  〃You will do very right; no one that has the means should stay in Paris
  after June。 Dieu! What a beautiful handkerchief! Surelysurelythis is
  not your work; mademoiselle?〃
  Adrienne simply answered in the affirmative; and then the
  commissionaire's admiration was redoubled。 Glancing her eye round the
  room; as if to ascertain the probabilities; the woman inquired if the
  handkerchief was ordered。 Adrienne blushed; but shaking off the
  transient feeling of shame; she stated that it was for sale。
  〃I know a lady who would buy thisa marchande de mode; a friend of
  mine; who gives the highest prices that are ever paid for such articles
  for to tell you the truth certain Russian princesses employ her in all these
  little matters。 Have you thought of your price; mademoiselle?〃
  Adrienne's bloom had actually returned; with this unexpected gleam of
  hope; for the affair of disposing of me had always appeared awful in her
  imagination。 She owned the truth frankly; and said that she had not
  made herself acquainted with the prices of such things; except as she
  had understood what affluent ladies paid for them。
  〃Ah! that is a different matter;〃 said Desiree; coldly。 〃These ladies pay
  far more than a thing is worth。 Now you paid ten francs for the
  handkerchief itself。〃
  〃Twenty…eight;〃 answered Adrienne; trembling。
  〃Twenty…eight! mademoiselle; they deceived you shamefully。 Ten would
  have been dear in the present absence of strangers from Paris。 No; call
  THAT ten。 This lace would probably bring a napoleonyes; I think it
  might bring a napoleon。〃
  Adrienne's heart sunk within her。 She had supposed it to be worth at
  least five times as much。
  〃That makes thirty francs;〃 continued Desiree coldly; 〃and now for the
  work。 You must have been a fortnight doing all this pretty work。〃
  〃Two months; madame;〃 said Adrienne; faintly。
  〃Two months! Ah! you are not accustomed to this sort of work and are
  not adroit; perhaps。〃
  〃I worked only in the mornings and late at night; but still think I worked
  full hours。〃
  〃Yes; you worked when sleepy。 Call it a month; then。 Thirty days at ten
  sous a day make fifteen francs。 Ten for the handkerchief; twenty for the
  lace; and fifteen for the work; make forty…five francsparole d'honneur;
  it does come to a pretty price for a handkerchief。 Si; we must ask forty…
  five francs for it; and then we can always abate the five francs; and take
  two napoleons。〃
  {parole d'honneur = word of honor; upon my word!}
  Adrienne felt sick at heart。 Want of nourishment had lessened her
  energies; and here came a blow to all her golden visions that was near
  overcoming her。 She knew that handkerchiefs similar to this frequently
  sold for twenty napoleons in the shops; but she did not know how much
  the cupidity of trade extracted from the silly and vain in the way of sheer
  contributions to avarice。 It is probable the unfortunate young lady would
  have lost her consciousness; under the weight of this blow; had it not
  been for the sound of her grandmother's feeble voice calling her to the
  bedside。 This was a summons that Adrienne never disregarded; and; for
  the moment; she forgot her causes of grief。
  〃My poor Adrienne;〃 whispered Madame de la Rocheaimard in a tone
  of tenderness that her granddaughter had not heard for some weeks;
  〃my poor Adrienne; the hour is near when we must part〃
  〃Grand…mamma!dearest grand…mamma!〃
  〃Nay; love; God wills it。 I am old; and I feel death upon me。 It is happy
  that he comes so gently; and when I am so well prepared to meet him。
  The grave has views; that no other scene offers; Adrienne! Noble blood
  and ancient renown are as nothing compared to God's mercy and
  forgiveness。 Pardon me if I have ever taught thy simple heart to dwell on
  vanities; but it was a fault of the age。 This world is all vanity; and I can
  now see it when it is too late。 Do not let MY fault be THY fault; child of
  my love。 Kiss me; Adrienne; pray for my soul when all is over。〃
  〃Yes; dearest; dearest grand…mamma; thou know'st I will。〃
  〃Thou must part with the rest of the trousseau to make thyself
  comfortable when I am gone。〃
  〃I will do as thou wishest; dearest grand…mamma。〃
  〃Perhaps it will raise enough to purchase thee four or five hundred
  francs of rentes; on which thou may'st live with frugality。〃
  {rentes = annuity; yearly income}
  〃Perhaps it will; grand…mamma。〃
  〃Thou wilt not sell the thimbleTHAT thou wilt keep to remember me。〃
  Adrienne bowed her head and groaned。 Then her grandmother desired
  her to send for a priest; and her thoughts took another direction。 It was
  fortunate they did; for the spirit of the girl could not have endured more。
  That night Madame de la Rocheaimard died; the wife of the porter; the
  bon cure; and Adrienne alone being present。 Her last words were a
  benediction on the fair and gentle being who had so faithfully and
  tenderly nursed her in old age。 When all was over; and the body was
  laid out; Adrienne asked to be left alone with it。 Living or dead; her
  grandmother could never be an object of dread to her; and there were
  few disposed to watch。 In the course of the night; Adrienne even caught
  a little sleep; a tribute that nature imperiously demanded of her
  weakness。
  {bon cure = worthy parish priest}
  The following day was one of anguish and embarrassment。 The
  physician; who always inspects the dead in France; came to make his
  report。 The arrangements were to be ordered for the funeral。
  Fortunately; as Adrienne then thought; Desiree appeared in the course
  of the morning; as one who came in consequence of having been
  present at so much of the scene of the preceding day。 In her character
  of a commissionaire she offered her services; and Adrienne;
  unaccustomed to act for herself in such offices; was fain to accept them。
  She received an order; or rather an answer to a suggestion of her own;
  and hurried off to give the necessary directions。 Adrienne was now left
  alone again with the body of her deceased grandmother。 As soon as the
  excitement ceased; she began to feel languid; and she became sensible
  of her own bodily wants。 Food of no sort had passed her lips in more
  than thirty hours; and her last meal had been a scanty breakfast of dry
  bread。 As the faintness of hunger came over her; Adrienne felt for her
  purse with the intention of sending Nathalie to a neighboring baker's;
  when the truth flashed upon her; in its dreadful reality。 She had not a
  liard。 Her last sou had furnished the breakfast of the preceding day。 A
  sickness like that of death came over her; when; casting her eyes
  around her in despair; they fell on the little table that usually held the
  nourishment prepared for her grandmother。 A little arrowroot; and a
  light potage; that contained bread; still remained。 Although it was all that
  seemed to separate the girl from death; she hesitated about using it。
  There was an appearance of sacrilege; in her eyes; in the act of
  appropriating these things to herself。 A moment's reflection; however;
  brought her to a truer state of mind; and then she felt it to be a duty to
  that dear parent herself; to renew her own strength; in order to
  discharge her duty to the dead。 She ate; therefore; though it was with a
  species of holy reverence。 Her strength was renewed; and she was
  enabled to relieve her soul by prayer。
  {liard = half…farthing; the tiniest of coins}
  〃Mademoiselle will have the goodness to give me ten francs;〃 said
  Desiree; on her return; 〃I have ordered every thing that is proper; but
  money is wanting to pay for some little articles that will soon come。〃
  〃I have no money; Desireenot even a sou。〃
  〃No money; mademoiselle? In the name of heaven; how are we to bury
  your grandmother?〃
  〃The handkerchief〃
  Desiree shook her head; and saw that she must countermand most of
  the orders。 Still she was human; and she was a female。 She could not
  altogether desert one so helpless; in a moment of such extreme distress。
  She reflected on the matter for a minute or two; and opened her mind。
  〃This handkerchief might sell for forty…five francs; mademoiselle;〃 she
  said; 〃and I will pay that much for it myself; and will charge nothing for
  my services to…day。 Your dear grandmother must have Christian burial;
  that is certain; and poor enough will that be which is had for two
  napoleons。 What say you; mademoisellewill you accept the forty five
  francs; or would you prefer seeing the marchande de mode?〃
  〃I can see no one now; Desiree。 Give me the money; and do honor to
  the remains of my dear; dear grandmother。〃
  Adrienne said this with her hands resting on her lap in quiescent despair。
  Her eyes were hollow and vacant; her cheeks bloodless; her mind
  almost as helpless as that of an infant。 Desiree laid down two
  napoleons; keeping the five francs to pay for some nece