第 10 节
作者:津鸿一瞥      更新:2021-03-08 19:41      字数:9322
  an hour; and at six; she became her own mistress。
  {marchande de mode = milliner; rusee = crafty; couturiere =
  seamstress}
  〃I put confidence in you; mademoiselle;〃 said the marchande de mode;
  〃and leave you to yourself entirely。 You will bring home the work as it is
  finished; and your money will be always ready。 Should your
  grandmother occupy more of your time than common; on any occasion;
  you can make it up of yourself; by working a little earlier; or a little later;
  or; once in a while; you can throw in a day; to make up for lost time。
  You would not do as well at piecework; and I wish to deal generously
  by you。 When certain things are wanted in a hurry; you will not mind
  working an hour or two beyond time; and I will always find lights with
  the greatest pleasure。 Permit me to advise you to take the intermissions
  as much as possible for your attentions to your grandmother; who must
  be attended to properly。 Sithe care of our parents is one of our most
  solemn duties! Adieu; mademoiselle; au revoir!〃
  {find lights = supply candles; si = yes indeed}
  This was one of the speeches of the marchande de mode to Adrienne;
  and the dear girl repeated it in her mind; as she sat at work on me;
  without the slightest distrust of the heartless selfishness it so ill
  concealed。 On fifteen sous she found she could live without encroaching
  on the little stock set apart for the support of her grandmother; and she
  was content。 Alas! The poor girl had not entered into any calculation of
  the expense of lodgings; of fuel; of clothes; of health impaired; and as
  for any resources for illness or accidents; she was totally without them。
  Still Adrienne thought herself the obliged party; in times as critical as
  those which then hung over France; in being permitted to toil for a sum
  that would barely supply a grisette; accustomed all her life to privations;
  with the coarsest necessaries。
  {grisette = working…class girl}
  I have little to say of the succeeding fortnight。 Mad。 De la Rocheaimard
  gradually grew feebler; but she might still live months。 No one could tell;
  and Adrienne hoped she would never die。 Happily; her real wants were
  few; though her appetite was capricious; and her temper querulous。
  Love for her grandchild; however; shone in all she said and did; and so
  long as she was loved by this; the only being on earth she had ever been
  taught to love herself; Adrienne would not think an instant of the ills
  caused by the infirmities of age。 She husbanded her money; with the
  utmost frugality; and contrived to save even a few sous daily; out of her
  own wages; to add to her grandmother's stock。 This she could not have
  done; but for the circumstance of there being so much in the house of
  their early stores; to help eke out the supplies of the moment。 But; at the
  end of a fortnight; Adrienne found herself reduced to her last franc;
  including all her own savings。 Something must be done; and that without
  delay; or Madame de la Rocheaimard would be without the means of
  support。
  By this time Adrienne had little to dispose of; except the lace。 This
  exquisite piece of human ingenuity had originally cost five louis d'or; and
  Adrienne had once shown it to her employer; who had generously
  offered to give two napoleons for it。 But the lace must be kept for my
  gala dress; and it was hoped that it would bring at least its original cost
  when properly bestowed as an ornament on a fabric of my quality。
  There was the silver thimble; and that had cost five francs。 Adrienne
  sent for the porter's daughter; and she went forth to dispose of this;
  almost the only article of luxury that remained to her。
  {louis d'or = gold coin worth 20 francs}
  〃Un de; ma bonne demoiselle!〃 exclaimed the woman to whom the
  thimble was offered for sale; this is so common an article as scarcely to
  command any price。 I will give thirty sous; notwithstanding。〃
  {Un de。。。。 = A thimble; young lady!}
  Adrienne had made her calculations; as she fancied; with some attention
  to the ways of the world。 Bitter experience was teaching her severe
  lessons; and she felt the necessity of paying more attention than had
  been her wont to the practices of men。 She had hoped to receive three
  francs for her thimble; which was quite new; and which; being pretty;
  was cheap at five; as sold in the shops。 She ventured; therefore; to
  express as much to the woman in question。
  〃Three francs; Mademoiselle!〃 exclaimed the other〃Jamais; since the
  three days! All our commerce was then destroyed; and no one would
  think of giving such a price。 If I get three for it myself I shall be too
  happy。 Cependant; as the thimble is pretty; and the metal looks good;
  we will say five and thirty sous; and have no more words about it。〃
  {Jamais = never; three days = the three days of the July Revolution;
  Cependant = nevertheless}
  Adrienne sighed; and then she received the money and returned home。
  Two hours later the woman of the shop met with an idle customer who
  had more money than discretion; and she sold this very thimble for six
  francs; under the plea that it was a new fashion that had sprung out of
  the Revolution of July。 That illustrious event; however; produced other
  results that were quite as hard to be reduced to the known connection
  between cause and effect as this。
  Adrienne found that by using the wine which still remained; as well as
  some sugar and arrowroot; her grandmother could be made
  comfortable for just ten sous a day。 She had been able to save of her
  own wages three; and here; then; were the means of maintaining
  Madame de la Rocheaimard; including the franc on hand; for just a
  week longer。 To do this; however; some little extra economy would be
  necessary。 Adrienne had conscientiously taken the time used to sell the
  thimble from her morning's work on me。 As she sat down; on her
  return; she went over these calculations in her mind; and when they
  were ended; she cast a look at her work; as if to calculate its duration
  by what she had so far finished。 Her eye assured her that not more than
  one fourth of her labor was; as yet; completed。 Could she get over the
  next six weeks; however; she would be comparatively rich; and; as her
  lease would be out in two months; she determined to get cheaper
  lodgings in the country; remove her grandmother; purchase another
  handkerchiefif possible one of my familyand while she lived on the
  fruits of her present labors; to earn the means for a still more remote
  day。 It is true; she had no more lace with which to decorate another
  handkerchief; but the sale of this would supply the money to purchase
  anew; and in this way the simple minded girl saw no reason why she
  might not continue on as long as health and strength would allowat
  least as long as her grandmother lived。
  Hope is as blessed a provision for the poor and unhappy as occupation。
  While oppressed with present ills they struggle to obtain a fancied
  existence under happier auspices; furnishing a healthful and important
  lesson to man; that never ceases to remind him of a future that is to
  repair every wrong; apply a balm to every wound; if he will only make a
  timely provision for its wants。
  Again did Adrienne resume her customary round of duties。 Four hours
  each morning were devoted to me。 Then followed the frugal breakfast;
  when her commoner toil for the milliner succeeded。 The rest of the day
  was occupied with this latter work; for which she received the
  customary fifteen sous。 When she retired at night; which the ailings and
  complaints of her grandmother seldom permitted before eleven; it was
  with a sense of weariness that began to destroy sleep; still the dear girl
  thought herself happy; for I more than equaled her expectations; and
  she had latterly worked on me with so much zeal as to have literally
  thrown the fruits of two weeks' work into one。
  But the few francs Adrienne possessed diminished with alarming
  rapidity。 She began to calculate her ways and means once more; and
  this was no longer done as readily as before。 Her own wardrobe would
  not bear any drain upon it。 Early in the indisposition of her grandmother;
  all of THAT had been sold which she could spare; for; with the
  disinterestedness of her nature; when sacrifices became necessary her
  first thoughts were of her own little stock of clothes。 Of jewelry she
  never had been the mistress of much; though the vicomtesse had
  managed to save a few relics of her own ancient magnificence。
  Nevertheless; they were articles of but little value; the days of her exile
  having made many demands on all such resources。
  It happened; one evening when Adrienne was receiving her wages from
  the milliner; that the poor girl overheard a discourse that proved she
  was not paid at the rate at which others were remunerated。 Her eyes
  told her that her own work was the neatest in the shop; and she also
  saw that she did more than any other girl employed by the same person。
  As she knew her own expertness with the needle; this did not surprise
  her; but she felt some wonder that more and better work should
  produce the least reward。 Little did she understand the artifices of the
  selfish and calculating; one of the most familiar of their frauds being to
  conceal from the