第 8 节
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津鸿一瞥 更新:2021-03-08 19:41 字数:9322
values of the day。 Old age; vexation; and this last most cruel blow; did
not fail of effecting that which might have been foreseen。 The vicomtesse
sunk under this accumulation of misfortunes; and became bed…ridden;
helpless; and querulous。 Every thing now devolved on the timid; gentle;
unpracticed Adrienne。 All females of her condition; in countries
advanced in civilization like France; look to the resource of imparting a
portion of what they themselves have acquired; to others of their own
sex; in moments of urgent necessity。 The possibility of Adrienne's being
compelled to become a governess; or a companion; had long been kept
in view; but the situation of Mad。 de la Rocheaimard forbade any
attempt of the sort; for the moment; had the state of the country
rendered it at all probable that a situation could have been procured。
On this fearful exigency; Adrienne had aroused all her energies; and
gone deliberately into the consideration of her circumstances。
{Mont de Piete = traditional term for a municipal pawn shop operated
to help the poor}
Poverty had compelled Mad。 de la Rocheaimard to seek the cheapest
respectable lodgings she could find on reaching town。 In anticipation of
a long residence; and; for the consideration of a considerable abatement
in price; she had fortunately paid six months' rent in advance; thus
removing from Adrienne the apprehension of having no place in which
to cover her head; for some time to come。 These lodgings were in an
entresol of the Place Royale; a perfectly reputable and private part of
the town; and in many respects were highly eligible。 Many of the menial
offices; too; were to be performed by the wife of the porter; according
to the bargain; leaving to poor Adrienne; however; all the care of her
grandmother; whose room she seldom quitted; the duties of nurse and
cook; and the still more important task of finding the means of
subsistence。
{entresol = mezzanine; low…ceilinged area between between the first
and second floors}
For quite a month the poor desolate girl contrived to provide for her
grandmother's necessities; by disposing of the different articles of the
trousseau。 This store was now nearly exhausted; and she had found a
milliner who gave her a miserable pittance for toiling with her needle
eight or ten hours each day。 Adrienne had not lost a moment; but had
begun this system of ill…requited industry long before her money was
exhausted。 She foresaw that her grandmother must die; and the great
object of her present existence was to provide for the few remaining
wants of this only relative during the brief time she had yet to live; and to
give her decent and Christian burial。 Of her own future lot; the poor girl
thought as little as possible; though fearful glimpses would obtrude
themselves on her uneasy imagination。 At first she had employed a
physician; but her means could not pay for his visits; nor did the
situation of her grandmother render them very necessary。 He promised
to call occasionally without fee; and; for a short time; he kept his word;
but his benevolence soon wearied of performing offices that really were
not required。 By the end of a month; Adrienne saw him no more。
As long as her daily toil seemed to supply her own little wants; Adrienne
was content to watch on; weep on; pray on; in waiting for the moment
she so much dreaded; that which was to sever the last tie she appeared
to possess on earth。 It is true she had a few very distant relatives; but
they had emigrated to America; at the commencement of the revolution
of 1789; and all trace of them had long been lost。 In point of fact; the
men were dead; and the females were grandmothers with English
names; and were almost ignorant of any such persons as the de la
Rocheaimards。 From these Adrienne had nothing to expect。 To her;
they were as beings in another planet。 But the trousseau was nearly
exhausted; and the stock of ready money was reduced to a single
napoleon; and a little change。 It was absolutely necessary to decide on
some new scheme for a temporary subsistence; and that without delay。
Among the valuables of the trousseau was a piece of exquisite lace; that
had never been even worn。 The vicomtesse had a pride in looking at it;
for it showed the traces of her former wealth and magnificence; and she
would never consent to part with it。 Adrienne had carried it once to her
employer; the milliner; with the intention of disposing of it; but the price
offered was so greatly below what she knew to be the true value; that
she would not sell it。 Her own wardrobe; however; was going fast;
nothing disposable remained of her grandmother's; and this piece of lace
must be turned to account in some way。 While reflecting on these dire
necessities; Adrienne remembered our family。 She knew to what shop
we had been sent in Paris; and she now determined to purchase one of
us; to bestow on the handkerchief selected some of her own beautiful
needle work; to trim it with this lace; and; by the sale; to raise a sum
sufficient for all her grandmother's earthly wants。
Generous souls are usually ardent。 Their hopes keep pace with their
wishes; and; as Adrienne had heard that twenty napoleons were
sometimes paid by the wealthy for a single pocket…handkerchief; when
thus decorated; she saw a little treasure in reserve; before her mind's
eye。
〃I can do the work in two months;〃 she said to herself; 〃by taking the
time I have used for exercise; and by severe economy; by eating less
myself; and working harder; we can make out to live that time on what
we have。〃
This was the secret of my purchase; and the true reason why this lovely
girl had literally expended her last sou in making it。 The cost had
materially exceeded her expectations; and she could not return home
without disposing of some article she had in her reticule; to supply the
vacuum left in her purse。 There would be nothing ready for the milliner;
under two or three days; and there was little in the lodgings to meet the
necessities of her grandmother。 Adrienne had taken her way along the
quays; delighted with her acquisition; and was far from the Mont de
Piete before this indispensable duty occurred to her mind。 She then
began to look about her for a shop in which she might dispose of
something for the moment。 Luckily she was the mistress of a gold
thimble; that had been presented to her by her grandmother; as her very
last birth…day present。 It was painful for her to part with it; but; as it was
to supply the wants of that very parent; the sacrifice cost her less than
might otherwise have been the case。 Its price had been a napoleon; and
a napoleon; just then; was a mint of money in her eyes。 Besides; she
had a silver thimble at home; and a brass one would do for her work。
Adrienne's necessities had made her acquainted with several jewellers'
shops。 To one of these she now proceeded; and; first observing through
the window that no person was in but one of her own sex; the
silversmith's wife; she entered with the greater confidence and alacrity。
〃Madame;〃 she said; in timid tones; for want had not yet made Adrienne
bold or coarse; 〃I have a thimble to dispose ofcould you be induced
to buy it?〃
The woman took the thimble and examined it; weighed it; and submitted
its metal to the test of the touchstone。 It was a pretty thimble; though
small; or it would not have fitted Adrienne's finger。 This fact struck the
woman of the shop; and she cast a suspicious glance at Adrienne's
hand; the whiteness and size of which; however; satisfied her that the
thimble had not been stolen。
{touchstone = a variety of black stone used to test the purity of gold; by
the streak it leaves when rubbed on the stone}
〃What do you expect to receive for this thimble; mademoiselle?〃 asked
the woman; coldly。
〃It cost a napoleon; madame; and was made expressly for myself。〃
〃You do not expect to sell it at what it cost?〃 was the dry answer。
〃Perhaps not; madameI suppose you will look for a profit in selling it
again。 I wish you to name the price。〃
This was said because the delicate ever shrink from affixing a value to
the time and services of others。 Adrienne was afraid she might
unintentionally deprive the other of a portion of her just gains。 The
woman understood by the timidity and undecided manner of the
applicant; that she had a very unpracticed being to deal with; and she
was emboldened to act accordingly。 First taking another look at the
pretty little hand and fingers; to make certain the thimble might not be
reclaimed; when satisfied that it really belonged to her who wished to
dispose of it; she ventured to answer。
〃In such times as we had before these vile republicans drove all the
strangers from Paris; and when our commerce was good;〃 she said; 〃I
might have offered seven francs and a half for that thimble; but; as things
are now; the last sou I can think of giving is five francs。〃
〃The gold is very good; madame;〃 Adrienne observed; in a voice half…
choked; 〃they told my grandmother the metal alone was worth thirteen。〃
〃Perhaps; mademoiselle; they might give that much at the mint; for there
they coin money; but; in this shop; no one will