第 8 节
作者:津鸿一瞥      更新:2021-03-08 19:41      字数:9322
  values of the day。 Old age; vexation; and this last most cruel blow; did
  not fail of effecting that which might have been foreseen。 The vicomtesse
  sunk under this accumulation of misfortunes; and became bed…ridden;
  helpless; and querulous。 Every thing now devolved on the timid; gentle;
  unpracticed Adrienne。 All females of her condition; in countries
  advanced in civilization like France; look to the resource of imparting a
  portion of what they themselves have acquired; to others of their own
  sex; in moments of urgent necessity。 The possibility of Adrienne's being
  compelled to become a governess; or a companion; had long been kept
  in view; but the situation of Mad。 de la Rocheaimard forbade any
  attempt of the sort; for the moment; had the state of the country
  rendered it at all probable that a situation could have been procured。
  On this fearful exigency; Adrienne had aroused all her energies; and
  gone deliberately into the consideration of her circumstances。
  {Mont de Piete = traditional term for a municipal pawn shop operated
  to help the poor}
  Poverty had compelled Mad。 de la Rocheaimard to seek the cheapest
  respectable lodgings she could find on reaching town。 In anticipation of
  a long residence; and; for the consideration of a considerable abatement
  in price; she had fortunately paid six months' rent in advance; thus
  removing from Adrienne the apprehension of having no place in which
  to cover her head; for some time to come。 These lodgings were in an
  entresol of the Place Royale; a perfectly reputable and private part of
  the town; and in many respects were highly eligible。 Many of the menial
  offices; too; were to be performed by the wife of the porter; according
  to the bargain; leaving to poor Adrienne; however; all the care of her
  grandmother; whose room she seldom quitted; the duties of nurse and
  cook; and the still more important task of finding the means of
  subsistence。
  {entresol = mezzanine; low…ceilinged area between between the first
  and second floors}
  For quite a month the poor desolate girl contrived to provide for her
  grandmother's necessities; by disposing of the different articles of the
  trousseau。 This store was now nearly exhausted; and she had found a
  milliner who gave her a miserable pittance for toiling with her needle
  eight or ten hours each day。 Adrienne had not lost a moment; but had
  begun this system of ill…requited industry long before her money was
  exhausted。 She foresaw that her grandmother must die; and the great
  object of her present existence was to provide for the few remaining
  wants of this only relative during the brief time she had yet to live; and to
  give her decent and Christian burial。 Of her own future lot; the poor girl
  thought as little as possible; though fearful glimpses would obtrude
  themselves on her uneasy imagination。 At first she had employed a
  physician; but her means could not pay for his visits; nor did the
  situation of her grandmother render them very necessary。 He promised
  to call occasionally without fee; and; for a short time; he kept his word;
  but his benevolence soon wearied of performing offices that really were
  not required。 By the end of a month; Adrienne saw him no more。
  As long as her daily toil seemed to supply her own little wants; Adrienne
  was content to watch on; weep on; pray on; in waiting for the moment
  she so much dreaded; that which was to sever the last tie she appeared
  to possess on earth。 It is true she had a few very distant relatives; but
  they had emigrated to America; at the commencement of the revolution
  of 1789; and all trace of them had long been lost。 In point of fact; the
  men were dead; and the females were grandmothers with English
  names; and were almost ignorant of any such persons as the de la
  Rocheaimards。 From these Adrienne had nothing to expect。 To her;
  they were as beings in another planet。 But the trousseau was nearly
  exhausted; and the stock of ready money was reduced to a  single
  napoleon; and a little change。 It was absolutely necessary to decide on
  some new scheme for a temporary subsistence; and that without delay。
  Among the valuables of the trousseau was a piece of exquisite lace; that
  had never been even worn。 The vicomtesse had a pride in looking at it;
  for it showed the traces of her former wealth and magnificence; and she
  would never consent to part with it。 Adrienne had carried it once to her
  employer; the milliner; with the intention of disposing of it; but the price
  offered was so greatly below what she knew to be the true value; that
  she would not sell it。 Her own wardrobe; however; was going fast;
  nothing disposable remained of her grandmother's; and this piece of lace
  must be turned to account in some way。 While reflecting on these dire
  necessities; Adrienne remembered our family。 She knew to what shop
  we had been sent in Paris; and she now determined to purchase one of
  us; to bestow on the handkerchief selected some of her own beautiful
  needle work; to trim it with this lace; and; by the sale; to raise a sum
  sufficient for all her grandmother's earthly wants。
  Generous souls are usually ardent。 Their hopes keep pace with their
  wishes; and; as Adrienne had heard that twenty napoleons were
  sometimes paid by the wealthy for a single pocket…handkerchief; when
  thus decorated; she saw a little treasure in reserve; before her mind's
  eye。
  〃I can do the work in two months;〃 she said to herself; 〃by taking the
  time I have used for exercise; and by severe economy; by eating less
  myself; and working harder; we can make out to live that time on what
  we have。〃
  This was the secret of my purchase; and the true reason why this lovely
  girl had literally expended her last sou in making it。 The cost had
  materially exceeded her expectations; and she could not return home
  without disposing of some article she had in her reticule; to supply the
  vacuum left in her purse。 There would be nothing ready for the milliner;
  under two or three days; and there was little in the lodgings to meet the
  necessities of her grandmother。 Adrienne had taken her way along the
  quays; delighted with her acquisition; and was far from the Mont de
  Piete before this indispensable duty occurred to her mind。 She then
  began to look about her for a shop in which she might dispose of
  something for the moment。 Luckily she was the mistress of a gold
  thimble; that had been presented to her by her grandmother; as her very
  last birth…day present。 It was painful for her to part with it; but; as it was
  to supply the wants of that very parent; the sacrifice cost her less than
  might otherwise have been the case。 Its price had been a napoleon; and
  a napoleon; just then; was a mint of money in her eyes。 Besides; she
  had a silver thimble at home; and a brass one would do for her work。
  Adrienne's necessities had made her acquainted with several jewellers'
  shops。 To one of these she now proceeded; and; first observing through
  the window that no person was in but one of her own sex; the
  silversmith's wife; she entered with the greater confidence and alacrity。
  〃Madame;〃 she said; in timid tones; for want had not yet made Adrienne
  bold or coarse; 〃I have a thimble to dispose ofcould you be induced
  to buy it?〃
  The woman took the thimble and examined it; weighed it; and submitted
  its metal to the test of the touchstone。 It was a pretty thimble; though
  small; or it would not have fitted Adrienne's finger。 This fact struck the
  woman of the shop; and she cast a suspicious glance at Adrienne's
  hand; the whiteness and size of which; however; satisfied her that the
  thimble had not been stolen。
  {touchstone = a variety of black stone used to test the purity of gold; by
  the streak it leaves when rubbed on the stone}
  〃What do you expect to receive for this thimble; mademoiselle?〃 asked
  the woman; coldly。
  〃It cost a napoleon; madame; and was made expressly for myself。〃
  〃You do not expect to sell it at what it cost?〃 was the dry answer。
  〃Perhaps not; madameI suppose you will look for a profit in selling it
  again。 I wish you to name the price。〃
  This was said because the delicate ever shrink from affixing a value to
  the time and services of others。 Adrienne was afraid she might
  unintentionally deprive the other of a portion of her just gains。 The
  woman understood by the timidity and undecided manner of the
  applicant; that she had a very unpracticed being to deal with; and she
  was emboldened to act accordingly。 First taking another look at the
  pretty little hand and fingers; to make certain the thimble might not be
  reclaimed; when satisfied that it really belonged to her who wished to
  dispose of it; she ventured to answer。
  〃In such times as we had before these vile republicans drove all the
  strangers from Paris; and when our commerce was good;〃 she said; 〃I
  might have offered seven francs and a half for that thimble; but; as things
  are now; the last sou I can think of giving is five francs。〃
  〃The gold is very good; madame;〃 Adrienne observed; in a voice half…
  choked; 〃they told my grandmother the metal alone was worth thirteen。〃
  〃Perhaps; mademoiselle; they might give that much at the mint; for there
  they coin money; but; in this shop; no one will