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打死也不说 更新:2021-03-08 19:34 字数:9321
HIGH…WATER MARK
When the tide was out on the Dedlow Marsh; its extended dreariness
was patent。 Its spongy; low…lying surface; sluggish; inky pools;
and tortuous sloughs; twisting their slimy way; eel…like; toward
the open bay; were all hard facts。 So were the few green tussocks;
with their scant blades; their amphibious flavor and unpleasant
dampness。 And if you choose to indulge your fancyalthough the
flat monotony of the Dedlow Marsh was not inspiringthe wavy line
of scattered drift gave an unpleasant consciousness of the spent
waters; and made the dead certainty of the returning tide a gloomy
reflection which no present sunshine could dissipate。 The greener
meadowland seemed oppressed with this idea; and made no positive
attempt at vegetation until the work of reclamation should be
complete。 In the bitter fruit of the low cranberry bushes one
might fancy he detected a naturally sweet disposition curdled and
soured by an injudicious course of too much regular cold water。
The vocal expression of the Dedlow Marsh was also melancholy and
depressing。 The sepulchral boom of the bittern; the shriek of the
curlew; the scream of passing brent; the wrangling of quarrelsome
teal; the sharp; querulous protest of the startled crane; and
syllabled complaint of the 〃killdeer〃 plover; were beyond the power
of written expression。 Nor was the aspect of these mournful fowls
at all cheerful and inspiring。 Certainly not the blue heron
standing mid…leg deep in the water; obviously catching cold in a
reckless disregard of wet feet and consequences; nor the mournful
curlew; the dejected plover; or the low…spirited snipe; who saw fit
to join him in his suicidal contemplation; nor the impassive
kingfisheran ornithological Mariusreviewing the desolate
expanse; nor the black raven that went to and fro over the face of
the marsh continually; but evidently couldn抰 make up his mind
whether the waters had subsided; and felt low…spirited in the
reflection that; after all this trouble; he wouldn't be able to
give a definite answer。 On the contrary; it was evident at a
glance that the dreary expanse of Dedlow Marsh told unpleasantly on
the birds; and that the season of migration was looked forward to
with a feeling of relief and satisfaction by the full…grown; and of
extravagant anticipation by the callow; brood。 But if Dedlow Marsh
was cheerless at the slack of the low tide; you should have seen it
when the tide was strong and full。 When the damp air blew chilly
over the cold; glittering expanse; and came to the faces of those
who looked seaward like another tide; when a steel…like glint
marked the low hollows and the sinuous line of slough; when the
great shell…incrusted trunks of fallen trees arose again; and went
forth on their dreary; purposeless wanderings; drifting hither and
thither; but getting no farther toward any goal at the falling tide
or the day's decline than the cursed Hebrew in the legend; when the
glossy ducks swung silently; making neither ripple nor furrow on
the shimmering surface; when the fog came in with the tide and shut
out the blue above; even as the green below had been obliterated;
when boatmen lost in that fog; paddling about in a hopeless way;
started at what seemed the brushing of mermen's fingers on the
boat's keel; or shrank from the tufts of grass spreading around
like the floating hair of a corpse; and knew by these signs that
they were lost upon Dedlow Marsh and must make a night of it; and a
gloomy one at thatthen you might know something of Dedlow Marsh
at high water。
Let me recall a story connected with this latter view which never
failed to recur to my mind in my long gunning excursions upon
Dedlow Marsh。 Although the event was briefly recorded in the
counry paper; I had the story; in all its eloquent detail; from the
lips of the principal actor。 I cannot hope to catch the varying
emphasis and peculiar coloring of feminine delineation; for my
narrator was a woman; but I'll try to give at least its substance。
She lived midway of the great slough of Dedlow Marsh and a good…
sized river; which debouched four miles beyond into an estuary
formed by the Pacific Ocean; on the long sandy peninsula which
constituted the southwestern boundary of a noble bay。 The house in
which she lived was a small frame cabin raised from the marsh a few
feet by stout piles; and was three miles distant from the
settlements upon the river。 Her husband was a loggera profitable
business in a county where the principal occupation was the
manufacture of lumber。
It was the season of early spring when her husband left on the ebb
of a high tide; with a raft of logs for the usual transportation to
the lower end of the bay。 As she stood by the door of the little
cabin when the voyagers departed she noticed a cold look in the
southeastern sky; and she remembered hearing her husband say to his
companions that they must endeavor to complete their voyage before
the coming of the southwesterly gale which he saw brewing。 And
that night it began to storm and blow harder than she had ever
before experienced; and some great trees fell in the forest by the
river; and the house rocked like her baby's cradle。
But however the storm might roar about the little cabin; she knew
that one she trusted had driven bolt and bar with his own strong
hand; and that had he feared for her he would not have left her。
This; and her domestic duties; and the care of her little sickly
baby; helped to keep her mind from dwelling on the weather; except;
of course; to hope that he was safely harbored with the logs at
Utopia in the dreary distance。 But she noticed that day; when she
went out to feed the chickens and look after the cow; that the tide
was up to the little fence of their garden…patch; and the roar of
the surf on the south beach; though miles away; she could hear
distinctly。 And she began to think that she would like to have
someone to talk with about matters; and she believed that if it had
not been so far and so stormy; and the trail so impassable; she
would have taken the baby and have gone over to Ryckman's; her
nearest neighbor。 But then; you see; he might have returned in the
storm; all wet; with no one to see to him; and it was a long
exposure for baby; who was croupy and ailing。
But that night; she never could tell why; she didn't feel like
sleeping or even lying down。 The storm had somewhat abated; but
she still 〃sat and sat;〃 and even tried to read。 I don't know
whether it was a Bible or some profane magazine that this poor
woman read; but most probably the latter; for the words all ran
together and made such sad nonsense that she was forced at last to
put the book down and turn to that dearer volume which lay before
her in the cradle; with its white initial leaf as yet unsoiled; and
try to look forward to its mysterious future。 And; rocking the
cradle; she thought of everything and everybody; but still was
wide…awake as ever。
It was nearly twelve o'clock when she at last lay down in her
clothes。 How long she slept she could not remember; but she awoke
with a dreadful choking in her throat; and found herself standing;
trembling all over; in the middle of the room; with her baby
clasped to her breast; and she was 〃saying something。〃 The baby
cried and sobbed; and she walked up and down trying to hush it when
she heard a scratching at the door。 She opened it fearfully; and
was glad to see it was only old Pete; their dog; who crawled;
dripping with water; into the room。 She would like to have looked
out; not in the faint hope of her husband's coming; but to see how
things looked; but the wind shook the door so savagely that she
could hardly hold it。 Then she sat down a little while; and then
walked up and down a little while; and then she lay down again a
little while。 Lying close by the wall of the little cabin; she
thought she heard once or twice something scrape slowly against the
clapboards; like the scraping of branches。 Then there was a little
gurgling sound; 〃like the baby made when it was swallowing〃; then
something went 〃click…click〃 and 〃cluck…cluck;〃 so that she sat up
in bed。 When she did so she was attracted by something else that
seemed creeping from the back door toward the center of the room。
It wasn't much wider than her little finger; but soon it swelled to
the width of her hand; and began spreading all over the floor。 It
was water。
She ran to the front door and threw it wide open; and saw nothing
but water。 She ran to the back door and threw it open; and saw
nothing but water。 She ran to the side window; and throwing that
open; she saw nothing but water。 Then she remembered hearing her
husband once say that there was no danger in the tide; for that
fell regularly; and people could calculate on it; and that he would
rather live near the bay than the river; whose banks m