第 12 节
作者:冬恋      更新:2021-03-08 19:33      字数:9296
  i》Flames through the dust;
  And dares;
  And flings you back your scorn;
  Come; face to face; and slay me if you will;
  But not until you've felt the weight
  Of all betricked humanity's contempt
  In one bold blow!
  Speak forth a Reason; and I will answer it;
  Yes; to your faces I will answer it;
  Come garmented in flesh and I will fight with you;
  Yes; in your faces will I smite you; gods;
  Coward gods and tricksters that set traps
  In paradise!
  Far gods that hedge yourselves about with silence
  And with distance;
  That mock men from the unscalable escarpments of
  your Heavens。〃
  Thus I raved; being mad。
  I had no sooner finished speaking than I felt
  The darkness fluttered by approaching feet;
  And the silence was burned through by trembling
  flames of sound;
  And I was 'ware that Something stood by me。
  And with a shout I leapt and grasped that Being;
  And the Thing grasped me。
  We came to wrestling grips;
  And back and forth we swayed;
  Hand seeking throat; and crook'd knee seeking
  To encrook unwary leg;
  And spread toes grasping the uneven ground;
  The strained breast muscles cracked and creaked;
  The sweat ran in my eyes;
  The plagued breath sobbed and whistled through
  my throat;
  I tasted blood; and strangled; but still struggled
  on
  The stars above me danced in swarms like yellow
  bees;
  The shaken moonlight writhed upon the rocks;
  But at the last I felt his breathing weaker grow;
  The tense limbs grow less tense;
  And with a bursting cry I bent his head right
  back;
  Back; back; until
  I heard his neck bones snap;
  His spine crunched in my grip;
  I flung him to the earth and knelt upon his breast
  And listened till the fluttering pulse was stilled。
  Man; god; or devil; I had wrenched the life from
  him!
  And lo!even as he died
  The moonlight failed above the vale;
  And somehow; sure; I know now how!
  Between the rifted rocks the great Sun struck
  A finger down the cliff; and that red beam
  Lay sharp across the face of him that I had slain;
  And in that light I read the answer of the silent
  gods
  Unto my cursed…out prayer;
  For he that lay upon the ground wasI!
  I understood the lesson then;
  It was myself that lay there dead;
  Yes; I had slain my Self。
  THE REBEL
  No doubt the ordered worlds speed on
  With purpose in their wings;
  No doubt the ordered songs are sweet
  Each worthy angel sings;
  And doubtless it is wise to heed
  The ordered words of Kings;
  But how the heart leaps up to greet
  The headlong; rebel flight;
  Whenas some reckless meteor
  Blazes across the night!
  Some cometByronLucifer
  Has dared to Be; and fight!
  No doubt but it is safe to dwell
  Where ordered duties are;
  No doubt the cherubs earn their wage
  Who wind each ticking star;
  No doubt the system is quite right!
  Sane; ordered; regular;
  But how the rebel fires the soul
  Who dares the strong gods' ire!
  Each Byron!Shelley!Lucifer!
  And all the outcast choir
  That chant when some Prometheus
  Leaps up to steal Jove's fire!
  THE CHILD AND THE MILL
  BETTER a pauper; penniless; asleep on the kindly
  sod
  Better a gipsy; houseless; but near to the heart
  of God;
  That beats for ears not dulled by the clanking
  wheels of care
  Better starvation and freedom; hope and the good
  fresh air
  Than death to the Something in him that was
  born to laugh and dream;
  That was kin to the idle lilies and the ripples of
  the stream。
  For out of the dreams of childhood; that careless
  come and go;
  The boy gains strength; unknowing; that the Man
  will prove and know。
  But these fools with their lies and their dollars;
  their mills and their bloody hands;
  Who make a god of a wheel; who worship their
  whirring bands;
  They are flinging the life of a people; raw; to the
  brute machines。
  Dull…eyed; weary; and oldold in his early teens
  Stunted and stupid and twisted; marred in the
  mills of grief;
  Can your factories fashion a Man of this thing
  a Man and a Chief?
  Dumb is the heart of him now; at the time when
  his heart should sing
  Wasters of body and brain; what race will the
  future bring?
  What of the nation's nerve whenas swift crises
  come?
  What of the brawn that should heave the guns on
  the beck of the drum?
  Thieves of body and soul; who can neither think
  nor feel;
  Swine…eyed priests of little false gods of gold and
  steel;
  Bow to your obscene altars; worship your loud
  mills then!
  Feed to Moloch and Baal the brawn and brains
  of men
  But silent and watchful and hidden forever over
  all
  The masters brood of those Mills that 〃grind
  exceeding small。〃
  And it needs no occult art nor magic to foreshow
  That a people who sow defeat they will reap the
  thing they sow。
  〃SIC TRANSIT GLORIA MUNDI〃
  CONQUERORS leonine; lordly;
  Princes and vaunting kings;
  Ye are drunk with the sound of your braggart
  trumps
  But lo! ye are little things!
  Earth 。 。 。 it is charnel with monarchs!
  And the puffs of dust that start
  Where your war steeds stamp with their ringing hoofs
  Were each some warrior's heart。
  Peoples imperial; mighty;
  Masterful; challenging fate;
  The tread of your cohorts shakes the hills
  But lo! ye are not great!
  Nations that swarm and murmur;
  Ye are moths that flutter and climb
  Ye are whirling gnats; ye are swirling bees;
  Tossed in the winds of time!
  Earth that is flushed with glory;
  A marvelous world ye are!
  But lo! in the midst of a million stars
  Ye are only one pale star!
  A breath stirs the dark abysses。 。 。 。
  The deeps below the deep
  Are troubled and vexed 。 。 。 and a thousand worlds
  Fall on eternal sleep!
  THE COMRADE
  I
  HATH not man at his noblest
  An air of something more than man?
  A hint of grace immortal;
  Born of his greatly daring to assist the gods
  In conquering these shaggy wastes;
  These desert worlds;
  And planting life and order in these stars?
  So Woman at her best:
  Her eyes are bright with visions and with dreams
  That triumph over time;
  Her plumed thought; wing for wing; is mate with
  his。
  II
  The world rolls on from dream to dream;
  And 'neath the vast impersonal revenges of its
  going;
  Crushed fools that cried defeat
  Lie dead amid the dust they prophesied
  Ye doubters of man's larger destiny;
  Ye that despair;
  Look backward down the vistaed years;
  And all is battleand all victory!
  Man fought; to be a man!
  Through painful centuries the slow beast fought;
  Blinded and baffled; fought to gain his soul;
  Wild; hairy; shag; and feared of shadows;
  Yet the clouds
  Made him strange signals that he puzzled o'er;
  Beast; child; and ape;
  And yet the winds harped to him; and the sea
  Rolled in upon his consciousness
  Its tides of wonder and romance;
  Uncouth and caked with mire;
  And yet the stars said something to him; and the
  sun
  Declared itself a god;
  The lagging cycles turned at last
  The pictures into thought;
  Thought flowered in soul;
  But; oh; the myriad weary years
  Ere Caliban was Shakespeare's self
  And Darwin's ape had Darwin's brain!
  The battling; battling; and the steep ascent;
  The fight to hold the little gained;
  The loss; the doubt; the shaken heart;
  The stubborn; groping slow recovery!
  But looking backward toward the dim beginnings;
  You that despair;
  Hath he not climbed and conquered?
  Look backward and all's Victory!
  What coward looks forward and foresees defeat?
  III
  Who climbed beside him; and who fought
  And suffered and was glad?
  Is she a lesser thing than he;
  Who stained the slopes with bloody feet; or stood
  Beside him on some hard…won eminence of hope
  Exulting as the bold dawn swept
  A harper hand along the ringing hills?
  Flesh of his flesh; and of his soul the soul;
  Hath she not fought; hath she not climbed?
  And how is she a lesser thing?
  Nay; if she ever was
  'Twas we that made her so; who called her queen
  But kept her slave。
  IV
  Had she not courage for the fight?
  Hath she not courage for the years to come?
  Hath she not courage who descends alone
  (How pitifully alone; except for Love!)
  Where man's thought even falters that would
  follow;
  Into the shadowy abyss
  (Through vast and murmurous caverns dark with
  crowding dread
  And terrible with hovering wings);
  To battle there with Death?to battle
  There with Death; and wrest from him;
  O Conqueror and Mother;
  Life!
  V
  Hath she too long dwelt dream…bound in the world
  of love;
  Unconscious of the sterner throes;
  The more austere; impersonal; wide faith;
  The urge that drives Christs