第 29 节
作者:尘小春      更新:2021-03-08 19:23      字数:9322
  〃Yours;
  〃E。 LOUSTEAU。〃
  Having sent this letter by a commissionaire to the man who; in all
  Paris; most delighted in such practical jokesin the slang of
  artists; a /〃charge〃/Lousteau made a great show of settling the Muse
  of Sancerre in his apartment。 He busied himself in arranging the
  luggage she had brought; and informed her as to the persons and ways
  of the house with such perfect good faith; and a glee which overflowed
  in kind words and caresses; that Dinah believed herself the best…
  beloved woman in the world。 These rooms; where everything bore the
  stamp of fashion; pleased her far better than her old chateau。
  Pamela Migeon; the intelligent damsel of fourteen; was questioned by
  the journalist as to whether she would like to be waiting…maid to the
  imposing Baroness。 Pamela; perfectly enchanted; entered on her duties
  at once; by going off to order dinner from a restaurant on the
  boulevard。 Dinah was able to judge of the extreme poverty that lay
  hidden under the purely superficial elegance of this bachelor home
  when she found none of the necessaries of life。 As she took possession
  of the closets and drawers; she indulged in the fondest dreams; she
  would alter Etienne's habits; she would make him home…keeping; she
  would fill his cup of domestic happiness。
  The novelty of the position hid its disastrous side; Dinah regarded
  reciprocated love as the absolution of her sin; she did not yet look
  beyond the walls of these rooms。 Pamela; whose wits were as sharp as
  those of a /lorette/; went straight to Madame Schontz to beg the loan
  of some plate; telling her what had happened to Lousteau。 After making
  the child welcome to all she had; Madame Schontz went off to her
  friend Malaga; that Cardot might be warned of the catastrophe that had
  befallen his future son…in…law。
  The journalist; not in the least uneasy about the crisis as affecting
  his marriage; was more and more charming to the lady from the
  provinces。 The dinner was the occasion of the delightful child's…play
  of lovers set at liberty; and happy to be free。 When they had had
  their coffee; and Lousteau was sitting in front of the fire; Dinah on
  his knee; Pamela ran in with a scared face。
  〃Here is Monsieur Bixiou!〃 said she。
  〃Go into the bedroom;〃 said the journalist to his mistress; 〃I will
  soon get rid of him。 He is one of my most intimate friends; and I
  shall have to explain to him my new start in life。〃
  〃Oh; ho! dinner for two; and a blue velvet bonnet!〃 cried Bixiou。 〃I
  am off。Ah! that is what comes of marryingone must go through some
  partings。 How rich one feels when one begins to move one's sticks;
  heh?〃
  〃Who talks of marrying?〃 said Lousteau。
  〃What! are you not going to be married; then?〃 cried Bixiou。
  〃No!〃
  〃No? My word; what next? Are you making a fool of yourself; if you
  please?What!You; who; by the mercy of Heaven; have come across
  twenty thousand francs a year; and a house; and a wife connected with
  all the first families of the better middle classa wife; in short;
  out of the Rue des Lombards〃
  〃That will do; Bixiou; enough; it is at an end。 Be off!〃
  〃Be off? I have a friend's privileges; and I shall take every
  advantage of them。What has come over you?〃
  〃What has 'come over' me is my lady from Sancerre。 She is a mother;
  and we are going to live together happily to the end of our days。You
  would have heard it to…morrow; so you may as well be told it now。〃
  〃Many chimney…pots are falling on my head; as Arnal says。 But if this
  woman really loves you; my dear fellow; she will go back to the place
  she came from。 Did any provincial woman ever yet find her sea…legs in
  Paris? She will wound all your vanities。 Have you forgotten what a
  provincial is? She will bore you as much when she is happy as when she
  is sad; she will have as great a talent for escaping grace as a
  Parisian has in inventing it。
  〃Lousteau; listen to me。 That a passion should lead you to forget to
  some extent the times in which we live; is conceivable; but I; my dear
  fellow; have not the mythological bandage over my eyes。Well; then
  consider your position。 For fifteen years you have been tossing in the
  literary world; you are no longer young; you have padded the hoof till
  your soles are worn through!Yes; my boy; you turn your socks under
  like a street urchin to hide the holes; so that the legs cover the
  heels! In short; the joke is too stale。 Your excuses are more familiar
  than a patent medicine〃
  〃I may say to you; like the Regent to Cardinal Dubois; 'That is
  kicking enough!' 〃 said Lousteau; laughing。
  〃Oh; venerable young man;〃 replied Bixiou; 〃the iron has touched the
  sore to the quick。 You are worn out; aren't you? Well; then; in the
  heyday of youth; under the pressure of penury; what have you done? You
  are not in the front rank; and you have not a thousand francs of your
  own。 That is the sum…total of the situation。 Can you; in the decline
  of your powers; support a family by your pen; when your wife; if she
  is an honest woman; will not have at her command the resources of the
  woman of the streets; who can extract her thousand…franc note from the
  depths where milord keeps it safe? You are rushing into the lowest
  depths of the social theatre。
  〃And this is only the financial side。 Now; consider the political
  position。 We are struggling in an essentially /bourgeois/ age; in
  which honor; virtue; high…mindedness; talent; learninggenius; in
  short; is summed up in paying your way; owing nobody anything; and
  conducting your affairs with judgment。 Be steady; be respectable; have
  a wife; and children; pay your rent and taxes; serve in the National
  Guard; and be on the same pattern as all the men of your companythen
  you may indulge in the loftiest pretensions; rise to the Ministry!
  and you have the best chances possible; since you are no Montmorency。
  You were preparing to fulfil all the conditions insisted on for
  turning out a political personage; you are capable of every mean trick
  that is necessary in office; even of pretending to be commonplaceyou
  would have acted it to the life。 And just for a woman; who will leave
  you in the lurchthe end of every eternal passionin three; five; or
  seven yearsafter exhausting your last physical and intellectual
  powers; you turn your back on the sacred Hearth; on the Rue des
  Lombards; on a political career; on thirty thousand francs per annum;
  on respectability and respect!Ought that to be the end of a man who
  has done with illusions?
  〃If you had kept a pot boiling for some actress who gave you your fun
  for itwell; that is what you may call a cabinet matter。 But to live
  with another man's wife? It is a draft at sight on disaster; it is
  bolting the bitter pills of vice with none of the gilding。〃
  〃That will do。 One word answers it all; I love Madame de la Baudraye;
  and prefer her to every fortune; to every position the world can
  offer。I may have been carried away by a gust of ambition; but
  everything must give way to the joy of being a father。〃
  〃Ah; ha! you have a fancy for paternity? But; wretched man; we are the
  fathers only of our legitimate children。 What is a brat that does not
  bear your name? The last chapter of the romance。Your child will be
  taken from you! We have seen that story in twenty plays these ten
  years past。
  〃Society; my dear boy; will drop upon you sooner or later。 Read
  /Adolphe/ once more。Dear me! I fancy I can see you when you and she
  are used to each other;I see you dejected; hang…dog; bereft of
  position and fortune; and fighting like the shareholders of a bogus
  company when they are tricked by a director!Your director is
  happiness。〃
  〃Say no more; Bixiou。〃
  〃But I have only just begun;〃 said Bixiou。 〃Listen; my dear boy。
  Marriage has been out of favor for some time past; but; apart from the
  advantages it offers in being the only recognized way of certifying
  heredity; as it affords a good…looking young man; though penniless;
  the opportunity of making his fortune in two months; it survives in
  spite of disadvantages。 And there is not the man living who would not
  repent; sooner or later; of having; by his own fault; lost the chance
  of marrying thirty thousand francs a year。〃
  〃You won't understand me;〃 cried Lousteau; in a voice of exasperation。
  〃Go awayshe is there〃
  〃I beg your pardon; why did you not tell me sooner?You are of age;
  and so is she;〃 he added in a lower voice; but loud enough to be heard
  by Dinah。 〃She will make you repent bitterly of your happiness!〃
  〃If it is a folly; I intend to commit it。Good…bye。〃
  〃A man gone overboard!〃 cried Bixiou。
  〃Devil take those friends who think they have a right to preach to
  you;〃 said Lousteau; opening the door of the bedroom; where he found
  Madame de la Baudraye sunk in an armchair and dabbing her eyes with an
  embroidered handkerchief。
  〃Oh; why did I come here?〃 sobbed she。 〃Good Heavens; why indeed?
  Etienne; I am not so provincial as you think me。You are making a
  fool of me。〃
  〃Darling angel;〃 replied Lousteau; taking Dinah in his arms; lifting
  her from her chair; and dragging her half dead into the drawing…room;
  〃we have both pledged our future; it is sacrifice for sacrifice。 While
  I was loving you at Sancerre; they were enga