第 29 节
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尘小春 更新:2021-03-08 19:23 字数:9322
〃Yours;
〃E。 LOUSTEAU。〃
Having sent this letter by a commissionaire to the man who; in all
Paris; most delighted in such practical jokesin the slang of
artists; a /〃charge〃/Lousteau made a great show of settling the Muse
of Sancerre in his apartment。 He busied himself in arranging the
luggage she had brought; and informed her as to the persons and ways
of the house with such perfect good faith; and a glee which overflowed
in kind words and caresses; that Dinah believed herself the best…
beloved woman in the world。 These rooms; where everything bore the
stamp of fashion; pleased her far better than her old chateau。
Pamela Migeon; the intelligent damsel of fourteen; was questioned by
the journalist as to whether she would like to be waiting…maid to the
imposing Baroness。 Pamela; perfectly enchanted; entered on her duties
at once; by going off to order dinner from a restaurant on the
boulevard。 Dinah was able to judge of the extreme poverty that lay
hidden under the purely superficial elegance of this bachelor home
when she found none of the necessaries of life。 As she took possession
of the closets and drawers; she indulged in the fondest dreams; she
would alter Etienne's habits; she would make him home…keeping; she
would fill his cup of domestic happiness。
The novelty of the position hid its disastrous side; Dinah regarded
reciprocated love as the absolution of her sin; she did not yet look
beyond the walls of these rooms。 Pamela; whose wits were as sharp as
those of a /lorette/; went straight to Madame Schontz to beg the loan
of some plate; telling her what had happened to Lousteau。 After making
the child welcome to all she had; Madame Schontz went off to her
friend Malaga; that Cardot might be warned of the catastrophe that had
befallen his future son…in…law。
The journalist; not in the least uneasy about the crisis as affecting
his marriage; was more and more charming to the lady from the
provinces。 The dinner was the occasion of the delightful child's…play
of lovers set at liberty; and happy to be free。 When they had had
their coffee; and Lousteau was sitting in front of the fire; Dinah on
his knee; Pamela ran in with a scared face。
〃Here is Monsieur Bixiou!〃 said she。
〃Go into the bedroom;〃 said the journalist to his mistress; 〃I will
soon get rid of him。 He is one of my most intimate friends; and I
shall have to explain to him my new start in life。〃
〃Oh; ho! dinner for two; and a blue velvet bonnet!〃 cried Bixiou。 〃I
am off。Ah! that is what comes of marryingone must go through some
partings。 How rich one feels when one begins to move one's sticks;
heh?〃
〃Who talks of marrying?〃 said Lousteau。
〃What! are you not going to be married; then?〃 cried Bixiou。
〃No!〃
〃No? My word; what next? Are you making a fool of yourself; if you
please?What!You; who; by the mercy of Heaven; have come across
twenty thousand francs a year; and a house; and a wife connected with
all the first families of the better middle classa wife; in short;
out of the Rue des Lombards〃
〃That will do; Bixiou; enough; it is at an end。 Be off!〃
〃Be off? I have a friend's privileges; and I shall take every
advantage of them。What has come over you?〃
〃What has 'come over' me is my lady from Sancerre。 She is a mother;
and we are going to live together happily to the end of our days。You
would have heard it to…morrow; so you may as well be told it now。〃
〃Many chimney…pots are falling on my head; as Arnal says。 But if this
woman really loves you; my dear fellow; she will go back to the place
she came from。 Did any provincial woman ever yet find her sea…legs in
Paris? She will wound all your vanities。 Have you forgotten what a
provincial is? She will bore you as much when she is happy as when she
is sad; she will have as great a talent for escaping grace as a
Parisian has in inventing it。
〃Lousteau; listen to me。 That a passion should lead you to forget to
some extent the times in which we live; is conceivable; but I; my dear
fellow; have not the mythological bandage over my eyes。Well; then
consider your position。 For fifteen years you have been tossing in the
literary world; you are no longer young; you have padded the hoof till
your soles are worn through!Yes; my boy; you turn your socks under
like a street urchin to hide the holes; so that the legs cover the
heels! In short; the joke is too stale。 Your excuses are more familiar
than a patent medicine〃
〃I may say to you; like the Regent to Cardinal Dubois; 'That is
kicking enough!' 〃 said Lousteau; laughing。
〃Oh; venerable young man;〃 replied Bixiou; 〃the iron has touched the
sore to the quick。 You are worn out; aren't you? Well; then; in the
heyday of youth; under the pressure of penury; what have you done? You
are not in the front rank; and you have not a thousand francs of your
own。 That is the sum…total of the situation。 Can you; in the decline
of your powers; support a family by your pen; when your wife; if she
is an honest woman; will not have at her command the resources of the
woman of the streets; who can extract her thousand…franc note from the
depths where milord keeps it safe? You are rushing into the lowest
depths of the social theatre。
〃And this is only the financial side。 Now; consider the political
position。 We are struggling in an essentially /bourgeois/ age; in
which honor; virtue; high…mindedness; talent; learninggenius; in
short; is summed up in paying your way; owing nobody anything; and
conducting your affairs with judgment。 Be steady; be respectable; have
a wife; and children; pay your rent and taxes; serve in the National
Guard; and be on the same pattern as all the men of your companythen
you may indulge in the loftiest pretensions; rise to the Ministry!
and you have the best chances possible; since you are no Montmorency。
You were preparing to fulfil all the conditions insisted on for
turning out a political personage; you are capable of every mean trick
that is necessary in office; even of pretending to be commonplaceyou
would have acted it to the life。 And just for a woman; who will leave
you in the lurchthe end of every eternal passionin three; five; or
seven yearsafter exhausting your last physical and intellectual
powers; you turn your back on the sacred Hearth; on the Rue des
Lombards; on a political career; on thirty thousand francs per annum;
on respectability and respect!Ought that to be the end of a man who
has done with illusions?
〃If you had kept a pot boiling for some actress who gave you your fun
for itwell; that is what you may call a cabinet matter。 But to live
with another man's wife? It is a draft at sight on disaster; it is
bolting the bitter pills of vice with none of the gilding。〃
〃That will do。 One word answers it all; I love Madame de la Baudraye;
and prefer her to every fortune; to every position the world can
offer。I may have been carried away by a gust of ambition; but
everything must give way to the joy of being a father。〃
〃Ah; ha! you have a fancy for paternity? But; wretched man; we are the
fathers only of our legitimate children。 What is a brat that does not
bear your name? The last chapter of the romance。Your child will be
taken from you! We have seen that story in twenty plays these ten
years past。
〃Society; my dear boy; will drop upon you sooner or later。 Read
/Adolphe/ once more。Dear me! I fancy I can see you when you and she
are used to each other;I see you dejected; hang…dog; bereft of
position and fortune; and fighting like the shareholders of a bogus
company when they are tricked by a director!Your director is
happiness。〃
〃Say no more; Bixiou。〃
〃But I have only just begun;〃 said Bixiou。 〃Listen; my dear boy。
Marriage has been out of favor for some time past; but; apart from the
advantages it offers in being the only recognized way of certifying
heredity; as it affords a good…looking young man; though penniless;
the opportunity of making his fortune in two months; it survives in
spite of disadvantages。 And there is not the man living who would not
repent; sooner or later; of having; by his own fault; lost the chance
of marrying thirty thousand francs a year。〃
〃You won't understand me;〃 cried Lousteau; in a voice of exasperation。
〃Go awayshe is there〃
〃I beg your pardon; why did you not tell me sooner?You are of age;
and so is she;〃 he added in a lower voice; but loud enough to be heard
by Dinah。 〃She will make you repent bitterly of your happiness!〃
〃If it is a folly; I intend to commit it。Good…bye。〃
〃A man gone overboard!〃 cried Bixiou。
〃Devil take those friends who think they have a right to preach to
you;〃 said Lousteau; opening the door of the bedroom; where he found
Madame de la Baudraye sunk in an armchair and dabbing her eyes with an
embroidered handkerchief。
〃Oh; why did I come here?〃 sobbed she。 〃Good Heavens; why indeed?
Etienne; I am not so provincial as you think me。You are making a
fool of me。〃
〃Darling angel;〃 replied Lousteau; taking Dinah in his arms; lifting
her from her chair; and dragging her half dead into the drawing…room;
〃we have both pledged our future; it is sacrifice for sacrifice。 While
I was loving you at Sancerre; they were enga