第 61 节
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恐龙王 更新:2021-03-08 19:22 字数:9322
stand peeping in through the iron gates and rails; I can peel the
rusty metal off; like bark from an old tree。 The illegible
tombstones are all lop…sided; the grave…mounds lost their shape in
the rains of a hundred years ago; the Lombardy Poplar or Plane…Tree
that was once a drysalter's daughter and several common…councilmen;
has withered like those worthies; and its departed leaves are dust
beneath it。 Contagion of slow ruin overhangs the place。 The
discoloured tiled roofs of the environing buildings stand so awry;
that they can hardly be proof against any stress of weather。 Old
crazy stacks of chimneys seem to look down as they overhang;
dubiously calculating how far they will have to fall。 In an angle
of the walls; what was once the tool…house of the grave…digger rots
away; encrusted with toadstools。 Pipes and spouts for carrying off
the rain from the encompassing gables; broken or feloniously cut
for old lead long ago; now let the rain drip and splash as it list;
upon the weedy earth。 Sometimes there is a rusty pump somewhere
near; and; as I look in at the rails and meditate; I hear it
working under an unknown hand with a creaking protest: as though
the departed in the churchyard urged; 'Let us lie here in peace;
don't suck us up and drink us!'
One of my best beloved churchyards; I call the churchyard of Saint
Ghastly Grim; touching what men in general call it; I have no
information。 It lies at the heart of the City; and the Blackwall
Railway shrieks at it daily。 It is a small small churchyard; with
a ferocious; strong; spiked iron gate; like a jail。 This gate is
ornamented with skulls and cross…bones; larger than the life;
wrought in stone; but it likewise came into the mind of Saint
Ghastly Grim; that to stick iron spikes a…top of the stone skulls;
as though they were impaled; would be a pleasant device。 Therefore
the skulls grin aloft horribly; thrust through and through with
iron spears。 Hence; there is attraction of repulsion for me in
Saint Ghastly Grim; and; having often contemplated it in the
daylight and the dark; I once felt drawn towards it in a
thunderstorm at midnight。 'Why not?' I said; in self…excuse。 'I
have been to see the Colosseum by the light of the moon; is it
worse to go to see Saint Ghastly Grim by the light of the
lightning?' I repaired to the Saint in a hackney cab; and found
the skulls most effective; having the air of a public execution;
and seeming; as the lightning flashed; to wink and grin with the
pain of the spikes。 Having no other person to whom to impart my
satisfaction; I communicated it to the driver。 So far from being
responsive; he surveyed me … he was naturally a bottled…nosed; red…
faced man … with a blanched countenance。 And as he drove me back;
he ever and again glanced in over his shoulder through the little
front window of his carriage; as mistrusting that I was a fare
originally from a grave in the churchyard of Saint Ghastly Grim;
who might have flitted home again without paying。
Sometimes; the queer Hall of some queer Company gives upon a
churchyard such as this; and; when the Livery dine; you may hear
them (if you are looking in through the iron rails; which you never
are when I am) toasting their own Worshipful prosperity。
Sometimes; a wholesale house of business; requiring much room for
stowage; will occupy one or two or even all three sides of the
enclosing space; and the backs of bales of goods will lumber up the
windows; as if they were holding some crowded trade…meeting of
themselves within。 Sometimes; the commanding windows are all
blank; and show no more sign of life than the graves below … not so
much; for THEY tell of what once upon a time was life undoubtedly。
Such was the surrounding of one City churchyard that I saw last
summer; on a Volunteering Saturday evening towards eight of the
clock; when with astonishment I beheld an old old man and an old
old woman in it; making hay。 Yes; of all occupations in this
world; making hay! It was a very confined patch of churchyard
lying between Gracechurch…street and the Tower; capable of
yielding; say an apronful of hay。 By what means the old old man
and woman had got into it; with an almost toothless hay…making
rake; I could not fathom。 No open window was within view; no
window at all was within view; sufficiently near the ground to have
enabled their old legs to descend from it; the rusty churchyard…
gate was locked; the mouldy church was locked。 Gravely among the
graves; they made hay; all alone by themselves。 They looked like
Time and his wife。 There was but the one rake between them; and
they both had hold of it in a pastorally…loving manner; and there
was hay on the old woman's black bonnet; as if the old man had
recently been playful。 The old man was quite an obsolete old man;
in knee…breeches and coarse grey stockings; and the old woman wore
mittens like unto his stockings in texture and in colour。 They
took no heed of me as I looked on; unable to account for them。 The
old woman was much too bright for a pew…opener; the old man much
too meek for a beadle。 On an old tombstone in the foreground
between me and them; were two cherubim; but for those celestial
embellishments being represented as having no possible use for
knee…breeches; stockings; or mittens; I should have compared them
with the hay…makers; and sought a likeness。 I coughed and awoke
the echoes; but the hay…makers never looked at me。 They used the
rake with a measured action; drawing the scanty crop towards them;
and so I was fain to leave them under three yards and a half of
darkening sky; gravely making hay among the graves; all alone by
themselves。 Perhaps they were Spectres; and I wanted a Medium。
In another City churchyard of similar cramped dimensions; I saw;
that selfsame summer; two comfortable charity children。 They were
making love … tremendous proof of the vigour of that immortal
article; for they were in the graceful uniform under which English
Charity delights to hide herself … and they were overgrown; and
their legs (his legs at least; for I am modestly incompetent to
speak of hers) were as much in the wrong as mere passive weakness
of character can render legs。 O it was a leaden churchyard; but no
doubt a golden ground to those young persons! I first saw them on
a Saturday evening; and; perceiving from their occupation that
Saturday evening was their trysting…time; I returned that evening
se'nnight; and renewed the contemplation of them。 They came there
to shake the bits of matting which were spread in the church
aisles; and they afterwards rolled them up; he rolling his end; she
rolling hers; until they met; and over the two once divided now
united rolls … sweet emblem! … gave and received a chaste salute。
It was so refreshing to find one of my faded churchyards blooming
into flower thus; that I returned a second time; and a third; and
ultimately this befell:… They had left the church door open; in
their dusting and arranging。 Walking in to look at the church; I
became aware; by the dim light; of him in the pulpit; of her in the
reading…desk; of him looking down; of her looking up; exchanging
tender discourse。 Immediately both dived; and became as it were
non…existent on this sphere。 With an assumption of innocence I
turned to leave the sacred edifice; when an obese form stood in the
portal; puffily demanding Joseph; or in default of Joseph; Celia。
Taking this monster by the sleeve; and luring him forth on pretence
of showing him whom he sought; I gave time for the emergence of
Joseph and Celia; who presently came towards us in the churchyard;
bending under dusty matting; a picture of thriving and unconscious
industry。 It would be superfluous to hint that I have ever since
deemed this the proudest passage in my life。
But such instances; or any tokens of vitality; are rare indeed in
my City churchyards。 A few sparrows occasionally try to raise a
lively chirrup in their solitary tree … perhaps; as taking a
different view of worms from that entertained by humanity … but
they are flat and hoarse of voice; like the clerk; the organ; the
bell; the clergyman; and all the rest of the Church…works when they
are wound up for Sunday。 Caged larks; thrushes; or blackbirds;
hanging in neighbouring courts; pour forth their strains
passionately; as scenting the tree; trying to break out; and see
leaves again before they die; but their song is Willow; Willow … of
a churchyard cast。 So little light lives inside the churches of my
churchyards; when the two are co…existent; that it is often only by
an accident and after long acquaintance that I discover their
having stained glass in some odd window。 The westering sun slants
into the churchyard by some unwonted entry; a few prismatic tears
drop on an old tombstone; and a window that I thought was only
dirty; is for the moment all bejewelled。 Then the light