第 61 节
作者:恐龙王      更新:2021-03-08 19:22      字数:9322
  stand peeping in through the iron gates and rails; I can peel the
  rusty metal off; like bark from an old tree。  The illegible
  tombstones are all lop…sided; the grave…mounds lost their shape in
  the rains of a hundred years ago; the Lombardy Poplar or Plane…Tree
  that was once a drysalter's daughter and several common…councilmen;
  has withered like those worthies; and its departed leaves are dust
  beneath it。  Contagion of slow ruin overhangs the place。  The
  discoloured tiled roofs of the environing buildings stand so awry;
  that they can hardly be proof against any stress of weather。  Old
  crazy stacks of chimneys seem to look down as they overhang;
  dubiously calculating how far they will have to fall。  In an angle
  of the walls; what was once the tool…house of the grave…digger rots
  away; encrusted with toadstools。  Pipes and spouts for carrying off
  the rain from the encompassing gables; broken or feloniously cut
  for old lead long ago; now let the rain drip and splash as it list;
  upon the weedy earth。  Sometimes there is a rusty pump somewhere
  near; and; as I look in at the rails and meditate; I hear it
  working under an unknown hand with a creaking protest:  as though
  the departed in the churchyard urged; 'Let us lie here in peace;
  don't suck us up and drink us!'
  One of my best beloved churchyards; I call the churchyard of Saint
  Ghastly Grim; touching what men in general call it; I have no
  information。  It lies at the heart of the City; and the Blackwall
  Railway shrieks at it daily。  It is a small small churchyard; with
  a ferocious; strong; spiked iron gate; like a jail。  This gate is
  ornamented with skulls and cross…bones; larger than the life;
  wrought in stone; but it likewise came into the mind of Saint
  Ghastly Grim; that to stick iron spikes a…top of the stone skulls;
  as though they were impaled; would be a pleasant device。  Therefore
  the skulls grin aloft horribly; thrust through and through with
  iron spears。  Hence; there is attraction of repulsion for me in
  Saint Ghastly Grim; and; having often contemplated it in the
  daylight and the dark; I once felt drawn towards it in a
  thunderstorm at midnight。  'Why not?' I said; in self…excuse。  'I
  have been to see the Colosseum by the light of the moon; is it
  worse to go to see Saint Ghastly Grim by the light of the
  lightning?'  I repaired to the Saint in a hackney cab; and found
  the skulls most effective; having the air of a public execution;
  and seeming; as the lightning flashed; to wink and grin with the
  pain of the spikes。  Having no other person to whom to impart my
  satisfaction; I communicated it to the driver。  So far from being
  responsive; he surveyed me … he was naturally a bottled…nosed; red…
  faced man … with a blanched countenance。  And as he drove me back;
  he ever and again glanced in over his shoulder through the little
  front window of his carriage; as mistrusting that I was a fare
  originally from a grave in the churchyard of Saint Ghastly Grim;
  who might have flitted home again without paying。
  Sometimes; the queer Hall of some queer Company gives upon a
  churchyard such as this; and; when the Livery dine; you may hear
  them (if you are looking in through the iron rails; which you never
  are when I am) toasting their own Worshipful prosperity。
  Sometimes; a wholesale house of business; requiring much room for
  stowage; will occupy one or two or even all three sides of the
  enclosing space; and the backs of bales of goods will lumber up the
  windows; as if they were holding some crowded trade…meeting of
  themselves within。  Sometimes; the commanding windows are all
  blank; and show no more sign of life than the graves below … not so
  much; for THEY tell of what once upon a time was life undoubtedly。
  Such was the surrounding of one City churchyard that I saw last
  summer; on a Volunteering Saturday evening towards eight of the
  clock; when with astonishment I beheld an old old man and an old
  old woman in it; making hay。  Yes; of all occupations in this
  world; making hay!  It was a very confined patch of churchyard
  lying between Gracechurch…street and the Tower; capable of
  yielding; say an apronful of hay。  By what means the old old man
  and woman had got into it; with an almost toothless hay…making
  rake; I could not fathom。  No open window was within view; no
  window at all was within view; sufficiently near the ground to have
  enabled their old legs to descend from it; the rusty churchyard…
  gate was locked; the mouldy church was locked。  Gravely among the
  graves; they made hay; all alone by themselves。  They looked like
  Time and his wife。  There was but the one rake between them; and
  they both had hold of it in a pastorally…loving manner; and there
  was hay on the old woman's black bonnet; as if the old man had
  recently been playful。  The old man was quite an obsolete old man;
  in knee…breeches and coarse grey stockings; and the old woman wore
  mittens like unto his stockings in texture and in colour。  They
  took no heed of me as I looked on; unable to account for them。  The
  old woman was much too bright for a pew…opener; the old man much
  too meek for a beadle。  On an old tombstone in the foreground
  between me and them; were two cherubim; but for those celestial
  embellishments being represented as having no possible use for
  knee…breeches; stockings; or mittens; I should have compared them
  with the hay…makers; and sought a likeness。  I coughed and awoke
  the echoes; but the hay…makers never looked at me。  They used the
  rake with a measured action; drawing the scanty crop towards them;
  and so I was fain to leave them under three yards and a half of
  darkening sky; gravely making hay among the graves; all alone by
  themselves。  Perhaps they were Spectres; and I wanted a Medium。
  In another City churchyard of similar cramped dimensions; I saw;
  that selfsame summer; two comfortable charity children。  They were
  making love … tremendous proof of the vigour of that immortal
  article; for they were in the graceful uniform under which English
  Charity delights to hide herself … and they were overgrown; and
  their legs (his legs at least; for I am modestly incompetent to
  speak of hers) were as much in the wrong as mere passive weakness
  of character can render legs。  O it was a leaden churchyard; but no
  doubt a golden ground to those young persons!  I first saw them on
  a Saturday evening; and; perceiving from their occupation that
  Saturday evening was their trysting…time; I returned that evening
  se'nnight; and renewed the contemplation of them。  They came there
  to shake the bits of matting which were spread in the church
  aisles; and they afterwards rolled them up; he rolling his end; she
  rolling hers; until they met; and over the two once divided now
  united rolls … sweet emblem! … gave and received a chaste salute。
  It was so refreshing to find one of my faded churchyards blooming
  into flower thus; that I returned a second time; and a third; and
  ultimately this befell:… They had left the church door open; in
  their dusting and arranging。  Walking in to look at the church; I
  became aware; by the dim light; of him in the pulpit; of her in the
  reading…desk; of him looking down; of her looking up; exchanging
  tender discourse。  Immediately both dived; and became as it were
  non…existent on this sphere。  With an assumption of innocence I
  turned to leave the sacred edifice; when an obese form stood in the
  portal; puffily demanding Joseph; or in default of Joseph; Celia。
  Taking this monster by the sleeve; and luring him forth on pretence
  of showing him whom he sought; I gave time for the emergence of
  Joseph and Celia; who presently came towards us in the churchyard;
  bending under dusty matting; a picture of thriving and unconscious
  industry。  It would be superfluous to hint that I have ever since
  deemed this the proudest passage in my life。
  But such instances; or any tokens of vitality; are rare indeed in
  my City churchyards。  A few sparrows occasionally try to raise a
  lively chirrup in their solitary tree … perhaps; as taking a
  different view of worms from that entertained by humanity … but
  they are flat and hoarse of voice; like the clerk; the organ; the
  bell; the clergyman; and all the rest of the Church…works when they
  are wound up for Sunday。  Caged larks; thrushes; or blackbirds;
  hanging in neighbouring courts; pour forth their strains
  passionately; as scenting the tree; trying to break out; and see
  leaves again before they die; but their song is Willow; Willow … of
  a churchyard cast。  So little light lives inside the churches of my
  churchyards; when the two are co…existent; that it is often only by
  an accident and after long acquaintance that I discover their
  having stained glass in some odd window。  The westering sun slants
  into the churchyard by some unwonted entry; a few prismatic tears
  drop on an old tombstone; and a window that I thought was only
  dirty; is for the moment all bejewelled。  Then the light