第 37 节
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恐龙王 更新:2021-03-08 19:21 字数:9322
same floor; there lived a man of law who pursued his business
elsewhere; and used those chambers as his place of residence。 For
three or four years; Parkle rather knew of him than knew him; but
after that … for Englishmen … short pause of consideration; they
began to speak。 Parkle exchanged words with him in his private
character only; and knew nothing of his business ways; or means。
He was a man a good deal about town; but always alone。 We used to
remark to one another; that although we often encountered him in
theatres; concert…rooms; and similar public places; he was always
alone。 Yet he was not a gloomy man; and was of a decidedly
conversational turn; insomuch that he would sometimes of an evening
lounge with a cigar in his mouth; half in and half out of Parkle's
rooms; and discuss the topics of the day by the hour。 He used to
hint on these occasions that he had four faults to find with life;
firstly; that it obliged a man to be always winding up his watch;
secondly; that London was too small; thirdly; that it therefore
wanted variety; fourthly; that there was too much dust in it。
There was so much dust in his own faded chambers; certainly; that
they reminded me of a sepulchre; furnished in prophetic
anticipation of the present time; which had newly been brought to
light; after having remained buried a few thousand years。 One dry;
hot autumn evening at twilight; this man; being then five years
turned of fifty; looked in upon Parkle in his usual lounging way;
with his cigar in his mouth as usual; and said; 'I am going out of
town。' As he never went out of town; Parkle said; 'Oh indeed! At
last?' 'Yes;' says he; 'at last。 For what is a man to do? London
is so small! If you go West; you come to Hounslow。 If you go
East; you come to Bow。 If you go South; there's Brixton or
Norwood。 If you go North; you can't get rid of Barnet。 Then; the
monotony of all the streets; streets; streets … and of all the
roads; roads; roads … and the dust; dust; dust!' When he had said
this; he wished Parkle a good evening; but came back again and
said; with his watch in his hand; 'Oh; I really cannot go on
winding up this watch over and over again; I wish you would take
care of it。' So; Parkle laughed and consented; and the man went
out of town。 The man remained out of town so long; that his
letter…box became choked; and no more letters could be got into it;
and they began to be left at the lodge and to accumulate there。 At
last the head…porter decided; on conference with the steward; to
use his master…key and look into the chambers; and give them the
benefit of a whiff of air。 Then; it was found that he had hanged
himself to his bedstead; and had left this written memorandum: 'I
should prefer to be cut down by my neighbour and friend (if he will
allow me to call him so); H。 Parkle; Esq。' This was an end of
Parkle's occupancy of chambers。 He went into lodgings immediately。
Third。 While Parkle lived in Gray's Inn; and I myself was
uncommercially preparing for the Bar … which is done; as everybody
knows; by having a frayed old gown put on in a pantry by an old
woman in a chronic state of Saint Anthony's fire and dropsy; and;
so decorated; bolting a bad dinner in a party of four; whereof each
individual mistrusts the other three … I say; while these things
were; there was a certain elderly gentleman who lived in a court of
the Temple; and was a great judge and lover of port wine。 Every
day he dined at his club and drank his bottle or two of port wine;
and every night came home to the Temple and went to bed in his
lonely chambers。 This had gone on many years without variation;
when one night he had a fit on coming home; and fell and cut his
head deep; but partly recovered and groped about in the dark to
find the door。 When he was afterwards discovered; dead; it was
clearly established by the marks of his hands about the room that
he must have done so。 Now; this chanced on the night of Christmas
Eve; and over him lived a young fellow who had sisters and young
country friends; and who gave them a little party that night; in
the course of which they played at Blindman's Buff。 They played
that game; for their greater sport; by the light of the fire only;
and once; when they were all quietly rustling and stealing about;
and the blindman was trying to pick out the prettiest sister (for
which I am far from blaming him); somebody cried; Hark! The man
below must be playing Blindman's Buff by himself to…night! They
listened; and they heard sounds of some one falling about and
stumbling against furniture; and they all laughed at the conceit;
and went on with their play; more light…hearted and merry than
ever。 Thus; those two so different games of life and death were
played out together; blindfolded; in the two sets of chambers。
Such are the occurrences; which; coming to my knowledge; imbued me
long ago with a strong sense of the loneliness of chambers。 There
was a fantastic illustration to much the same purpose implicitly
believed by a strange sort of man now dead; whom I knew when I had
not quite arrived at legal years of discretion; though I was
already in the uncommercial line。
This was a man who; though not more than thirty; had seen the world
in divers irreconcilable capacities … had been an officer in a
South American regiment among other odd things … but had not
achieved much in any way of life; and was in debt; and in hiding。
He occupied chambers of the dreariest nature in Lyons Inn; his
name; however; was not up on the door; or door…post; but in lieu of
it stood the name of a friend who had died in the chambers; and had
given him the furniture。 The story arose out of the furniture; and
was to this effect:… Let the former holder of the chambers; whose
name was still upon the door and door…post; be Mr。 Testator。
Mr。 Testator took a set of chambers in Lyons Inn when he had but
very scanty furniture for his bedroom; and none for his sitting…
room。 He had lived some wintry months in this condition; and had
found it very bare and cold。 One night; past midnight; when he sat
writing and still had writing to do that must be done before he
went to bed; he found himself out of coals。 He had coals down…
stairs; but had never been to his cellar; however the cellar…key
was on his mantelshelf; and if he went down and opened the cellar
it fitted; he might fairly assume the coals in that cellar to be
his。 As to his laundress; she lived among the coal…waggons and
Thames watermen … for there were Thames watermen at that time … in
some unknown rat…hole by the river; down lanes and alleys on the
other side of the Strand。 As to any other person to meet him or
obstruct him; Lyons Inn was dreaming; drunk; maudlin; moody;
betting; brooding over bill…discounting or renewing … asleep or
awake; minding its own affairs。 Mr。 Testator took his coal…scuttle
in one hand; his candle and key in the other; and descended to the
dismallest underground dens of Lyons Inn; where the late vehicles
in the streets became thunderous; and all the water…pipes in the
neighbourhood seemed to have Macbeth's Amen sticking in their
throats; and to be trying to get it out。 After groping here and
there among low doors to no purpose; Mr。 Testator at length came to
a door with a rusty padlock which his key fitted。 Getting the door
open with much trouble; and looking in; he found; no coals; but a
confused pile of furniture。 Alarmed by this intrusion on another
man's property; he locked the door again; found his own cellar;
filled his scuttle; and returned up…stairs。
But the furniture he had seen; ran on castors across and across Mr。
Testator's mind incessantly; when; in the chill hour of five in the
morning; he got to bed。 He particularly wanted a table to write
at; and a table expressly made to be written at; had been the piece
of furniture in the foreground of the heap。 When his laundress
emerged from her burrow in the morning to make his kettle boil; he
artfully led up to the subject of cellars and furniture; but the
two ideas had evidently no connexion in her mind。 When she left
him; and he sat at his breakfast; thinking about the furniture; he
recalled the rusty state of the padlock; and inferred that the
furniture must have been stored in the cellars for a long time …
was perhaps forgotten … owner dead; perhaps? After thinking it
over; a few days; in the course of which he could pump nothing out
of Lyons Inn about the furniture; he became desperate; and resolved
to borrow that table。 He did so; that night。 He had not had the
table long; when he determined to borrow an easy…chair; he had not
had that long; when he made up his mind to borrow a bookcase; then;
a couch; then; a carpet and rug。 By that time; he felt he was 'in
furniture stepped in so far;' as that it could be no worse to
borrow it all。 Consequently; he borrowed it all; and locked u