第 17 节
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恐龙王 更新:2021-03-08 19:21 字数:9322
bed; with a tap of water turned on over his grey hair; and running;
drip; drip; drip; down his wretched face until it got to the corner
of his mouth; where it took a turn; and made him look sly。 One New
Year's Morning (by the same token; the sun was shining outside; and
there was a mountebank balancing a feather on his nose; within a
yard of the gate); I was pulled in again to look at a flaxen…haired
boy of eighteen; with a heart hanging on his breast … 'from his
mother;' was engraven on it … who had come into the net across the
river; with a bullet wound in his fair forehead and his hands cut
with a knife; but whence or how was a blank mystery。 This time; I
was forced into the same dread place; to see a large dark man whose
disfigurement by water was in a frightful manner comic; and whose
expression was that of a prize…fighter who had closed his eyelids
under a heavy blow; but was going immediately to open them; shake
his head; and 'come up smiling。' Oh what this large dark man cost
me in that bright city!
It was very hot weather; and he was none the better for that; and I
was much the worse。 Indeed; a very neat and pleasant little woman
with the key of her lodging on her forefinger; who had been showing
him to her little girl while she and the child ate sweetmeats;
observed monsieur looking poorly as we came out together; and asked
monsieur; with her wondering little eyebrows prettily raised; if
there were anything the matter? Faintly replying in the negative;
monsieur crossed the road to a wine…shop; got some brandy; and
resolved to freshen himself with a dip in the great floating bath
on the river。
The bath was crowded in the usual airy manner; by a male population
in striped drawers of various gay colours; who walked up and down
arm in arm; drank coffee; smoked cigars; sat at little tables;
conversed politely with the damsels who dispensed the towels; and
every now and then pitched themselves into the river head foremost;
and came out again to repeat this social routine。 I made haste to
participate in the water part of the entertainments; and was in the
full enjoyment of a delightful bath; when all in a moment I was
seized with an unreasonable idea that the large dark body was
floating straight at me。
I was out of the river; and dressing instantly。 In the shock I had
taken some water into my mouth; and it turned me sick; for I
fancied that the contamination of the creature was in it。 I had
got back to my cool darkened room in the hotel; and was lying on a
sofa there; before I began to reason with myself。
Of course; I knew perfectly well that the large dark creature was
stone dead; and that I should no more come upon him out of the
place where I had seen him dead; than I should come upon the
cathedral of Notre…Dame in an entirely new situation。 What
troubled me was the picture of the creature; and that had so
curiously and strongly painted itself upon my brain; that I could
not get rid of it until it was worn out。
I noticed the peculiarities of this possession; while it was a real
discomfort to me。 That very day; at dinner; some morsel on my
plate looked like a piece of him; and I was glad to get up and go
out。 Later in the evening; I was walking along the Rue St。 Honore;
when I saw a bill at a public room there; announcing small…sword
exercise; broad…sword exercise; wrestling; and other such feats。 I
went in; and some of the sword…play being very skilful; remained。
A specimen of our own national sport; The British Boaxe; was
announced to be given at the close of the evening。 In an evil
hour; I determined to wait for this Boaxe; as became a Briton。 It
was a clumsy specimen (executed by two English grooms out of
place); but one of the combatants; receiving a straight right…
hander with the glove between his eyes; did exactly what the large
dark creature in the Morgue had seemed going to do … and finished
me for that night。
There was rather a sickly smell (not at all an unusual fragrance in
Paris) in the little ante…room of my apartment at the hotel。 The
large dark creature in the Morgue was by no direct experience
associated with my sense of smell; because; when I came to the
knowledge of him; he lay behind a wall of thick plate…glass as good
as a wall of steel or marble for that matter。 Yet the whiff of the
room never failed to reproduce him。 What was more curious; was the
capriciousness with which his portrait seemed to light itself up in
my mind; elsewhere。 I might be walking in the Palais Royal; lazily
enjoying the shop windows; and might be regaling myself with one of
the ready…made clothes shops that are set out there。 My eyes;
wandering over impossible…waisted dressing…gowns and luminous
waistcoats; would fall upon the master; or the shopman; or even the
very dummy at the door; and would suggest to me; 'Something like
him!' … and instantly I was sickened again。
This would happen at the theatre; in the same manner。 Often it
would happen in the street; when I certainly was not looking for
the likeness; and when probably there was no likeness there。 It
was not because the creature was dead that I was so haunted;
because I know that I might have been (and I know it because I have
been) equally attended by the image of a living aversion。 This
lasted about a week。 The picture did not fade by degrees; in the
sense that it became a whit less forcible and distinct; but in the
sense that it obtruded itself less and less frequently。 The
experience may be worth considering by some who have the care of
children。 It would be difficult to overstate the intensity and
accuracy of an intelligent child's observation。 At that
impressible time of life; it must sometimes produce a fixed
impression。 If the fixed impression be of an object terrible to
the child; it will be (for want of reasoning upon) inseparable from
great fear。 Force the child at such a time; be Spartan with it;
send it into the dark against its will; leave it in a lonely
bedroom against its will; and you had better murder it。
On a bright morning I rattled away from Paris; in the German
chariot; and left the large dark creature behind me for good。 I
ought to confess; though; that I had been drawn back to the Morgue;
after he was put underground; to look at his clothes; and that I
found them frightfully like him … particularly his boots。 However;
I rattled away for Switzerland; looking forward and not backward;
and so we parted company。
Welcome again; the long; long spell of France; with the queer
country inns; full of vases of flowers and clocks; in the dull
little town; and with the little population not at all dull on the
little Boulevard in the evening; under the little trees! Welcome
Monsieur the Cure; walking alone in the early morning a short way
out of the town; reading that eternal Breviary of yours; which
surely might be almost read; without book; by this time! Welcome
Monsieur the Cure; later in the day; jolting through the highway
dust (as if you had already ascended to the cloudy region); in a
very big…headed cabriolet; with the dried mud of a dozen winters on
it。 Welcome again Monsieur the Cure; as we exchange salutations;
you; straightening your back to look at the German chariot; while
picking in your little village garden a vegetable or two for the
day's soup: I; looking out of the German chariot window in that
delicious traveller's trance which knows no cares; no yesterdays;
no to…morrows; nothing but the passing objects and the passing
scents and sounds! And so I came; in due course of delight; to
Strasbourg; where I passed a wet Sunday evening at a window; while
an idle trifle of a vaudeville was played for me at the opposite
house。
How such a large house came to have only three people living in it;
was its own affair。 There were at least a score of windows in its
high roof alone; how many in its grotesque front; I soon gave up
counting。 The owner was a shopkeeper; by name Straudenheim; by
trade … I couldn't make out what by trade; for he had forborne to
write that up; and his shop was shut。
At first; as I looked at Straudenheim's; through the steadily
falling rain; I set him up in business in the goose…liver line。
But; inspection of Straudenheim; who became visible at a window on
the second floor; convinced me that there was something more
precious than liver in the case。 He wore a black velvet skull…cap;
and looked usurious and rich。 A large…lipped; pear…nosed old man;
with white hair; and keen eyes; though near…sighted。 He was
writing at a desk; was Straudenheim; and ever and again left off
writing; put his pen in his mouth; and went through actions with
his right hand; like a man steadying piles of cash。 Five…franc
pieces; Straudenheim; or golden Napoleons? A jeweller;
Straudenheim; a dealer in money; a diamond merchant; or what?
Below Straudenheim; at a w