第 17 节
作者:恐龙王      更新:2021-03-08 19:21      字数:9322
  bed; with a tap of water turned on over his grey hair; and running;
  drip; drip; drip; down his wretched face until it got to the corner
  of his mouth; where it took a turn; and made him look sly。  One New
  Year's Morning (by the same token; the sun was shining outside; and
  there was a mountebank balancing a feather on his nose; within a
  yard of the gate); I was pulled in again to look at a flaxen…haired
  boy of eighteen; with a heart hanging on his breast … 'from his
  mother;' was engraven on it … who had come into the net across the
  river; with a bullet wound in his fair forehead and his hands cut
  with a knife; but whence or how was a blank mystery。  This time; I
  was forced into the same dread place; to see a large dark man whose
  disfigurement by water was in a frightful manner comic; and whose
  expression was that of a prize…fighter who had closed his eyelids
  under a heavy blow; but was going immediately to open them; shake
  his head; and 'come up smiling。'  Oh what this large dark man cost
  me in that bright city!
  It was very hot weather; and he was none the better for that; and I
  was much the worse。  Indeed; a very neat and pleasant little woman
  with the key of her lodging on her forefinger; who had been showing
  him to her little girl while she and the child ate sweetmeats;
  observed monsieur looking poorly as we came out together; and asked
  monsieur; with her wondering little eyebrows prettily raised; if
  there were anything the matter?  Faintly replying in the negative;
  monsieur crossed the road to a wine…shop; got some brandy; and
  resolved to freshen himself with a dip in the great floating bath
  on the river。
  The bath was crowded in the usual airy manner; by a male population
  in striped drawers of various gay colours; who walked up and down
  arm in arm; drank coffee; smoked cigars; sat at little tables;
  conversed politely with the damsels who dispensed the towels; and
  every now and then pitched themselves into the river head foremost;
  and came out again to repeat this social routine。  I made haste to
  participate in the water part of the entertainments; and was in the
  full enjoyment of a delightful bath; when all in a moment I was
  seized with an unreasonable idea that the large dark body was
  floating straight at me。
  I was out of the river; and dressing instantly。  In the shock I had
  taken some water into my mouth; and it turned me sick; for I
  fancied that the contamination of the creature was in it。  I had
  got back to my cool darkened room in the hotel; and was lying on a
  sofa there; before I began to reason with myself。
  Of course; I knew perfectly well that the large dark creature was
  stone dead; and that I should no more come upon him out of the
  place where I had seen him dead; than I should come upon the
  cathedral of Notre…Dame in an entirely new situation。  What
  troubled me was the picture of the creature; and that had so
  curiously and strongly painted itself upon my brain; that I could
  not get rid of it until it was worn out。
  I noticed the peculiarities of this possession; while it was a real
  discomfort to me。  That very day; at dinner; some morsel on my
  plate looked like a piece of him; and I was glad to get up and go
  out。  Later in the evening; I was walking along the Rue St。 Honore;
  when I saw a bill at a public room there; announcing small…sword
  exercise; broad…sword exercise; wrestling; and other such feats。  I
  went in; and some of the sword…play being very skilful; remained。
  A specimen of our own national sport; The British Boaxe; was
  announced to be given at the close of the evening。  In an evil
  hour; I determined to wait for this Boaxe; as became a Briton。  It
  was a clumsy specimen (executed by two English grooms out of
  place); but one of the combatants; receiving a straight right…
  hander with the glove between his eyes; did exactly what the large
  dark creature in the Morgue had seemed going to do … and finished
  me for that night。
  There was rather a sickly smell (not at all an unusual fragrance in
  Paris) in the little ante…room of my apartment at the hotel。  The
  large dark creature in the Morgue was by no direct experience
  associated with my sense of smell; because; when I came to the
  knowledge of him; he lay behind a wall of thick plate…glass as good
  as a wall of steel or marble for that matter。  Yet the whiff of the
  room never failed to reproduce him。  What was more curious; was the
  capriciousness with which his portrait seemed to light itself up in
  my mind; elsewhere。  I might be walking in the Palais Royal; lazily
  enjoying the shop windows; and might be regaling myself with one of
  the ready…made clothes shops that are set out there。  My eyes;
  wandering over impossible…waisted dressing…gowns and luminous
  waistcoats; would fall upon the master; or the shopman; or even the
  very dummy at the door; and would suggest to me; 'Something like
  him!' … and instantly I was sickened again。
  This would happen at the theatre; in the same manner。  Often it
  would happen in the street; when I certainly was not looking for
  the likeness; and when probably there was no likeness there。  It
  was not because the creature was dead that I was so haunted;
  because I know that I might have been (and I know it because I have
  been) equally attended by the image of a living aversion。  This
  lasted about a week。  The picture did not fade by degrees; in the
  sense that it became a whit less forcible and distinct; but in the
  sense that it obtruded itself less and less frequently。  The
  experience may be worth considering by some who have the care of
  children。  It would be difficult to overstate the intensity and
  accuracy of an intelligent child's observation。  At that
  impressible time of life; it must sometimes produce a fixed
  impression。  If the fixed impression be of an object terrible to
  the child; it will be (for want of reasoning upon) inseparable from
  great fear。  Force the child at such a time; be Spartan with it;
  send it into the dark against its will; leave it in a lonely
  bedroom against its will; and you had better murder it。
  On a bright morning I rattled away from Paris; in the German
  chariot; and left the large dark creature behind me for good。  I
  ought to confess; though; that I had been drawn back to the Morgue;
  after he was put underground; to look at his clothes; and that I
  found them frightfully like him … particularly his boots。  However;
  I rattled away for Switzerland; looking forward and not backward;
  and so we parted company。
  Welcome again; the long; long spell of France; with the queer
  country inns; full of vases of flowers and clocks; in the dull
  little town; and with the little population not at all dull on the
  little Boulevard in the evening; under the little trees!  Welcome
  Monsieur the Cure; walking alone in the early morning a short way
  out of the town; reading that eternal Breviary of yours; which
  surely might be almost read; without book; by this time!  Welcome
  Monsieur the Cure; later in the day; jolting through the highway
  dust (as if you had already ascended to the cloudy region); in a
  very big…headed cabriolet; with the dried mud of a dozen winters on
  it。  Welcome again Monsieur the Cure; as we exchange salutations;
  you; straightening your back to look at the German chariot; while
  picking in your little village garden a vegetable or two for the
  day's soup:  I; looking out of the German chariot window in that
  delicious traveller's trance which knows no cares; no yesterdays;
  no to…morrows; nothing but the passing objects and the passing
  scents and sounds!  And so I came; in due course of delight; to
  Strasbourg; where I passed a wet Sunday evening at a window; while
  an idle trifle of a vaudeville was played for me at the opposite
  house。
  How such a large house came to have only three people living in it;
  was its own affair。  There were at least a score of windows in its
  high roof alone; how many in its grotesque front; I soon gave up
  counting。  The owner was a shopkeeper; by name Straudenheim; by
  trade … I couldn't make out what by trade; for he had forborne to
  write that up; and his shop was shut。
  At first; as I looked at Straudenheim's; through the steadily
  falling rain; I set him up in business in the goose…liver line。
  But; inspection of Straudenheim; who became visible at a window on
  the second floor; convinced me that there was something more
  precious than liver in the case。  He wore a black velvet skull…cap;
  and looked usurious and rich。  A large…lipped; pear…nosed old man;
  with white hair; and keen eyes; though near…sighted。  He was
  writing at a desk; was Straudenheim; and ever and again left off
  writing; put his pen in his mouth; and went through actions with
  his right hand; like a man steadying piles of cash。  Five…franc
  pieces; Straudenheim; or golden Napoleons?  A jeweller;
  Straudenheim; a dealer in money; a diamond merchant; or what?
  Below Straudenheim; at a w