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恐龙王 更新:2021-03-08 19:21 字数:9322
the tent where the Christmas Feast was held。 Similarly; one of the
graves for four was lying open and ready; here; in the churchyard。
So much of the scanty space was already devoted to the wrecked
people; that the villagers had begun to express uneasy doubts
whether they themselves could lie in their own ground; with their
forefathers and descendants; by…and…by。 The churchyard being but a
step from the clergyman's dwelling…house; we crossed to the latter;
the white surplice was hanging up near the door ready to be put on
at any time; for a funeral service。
The cheerful earnestness of this good Christian minister was as
consolatory; as the circumstances out of which it shone were sad。
I never have seen anything more delightfully genuine than the calm
dismissal by himself and his household of all they had undergone;
as a simple duty that was quietly done and ended。 In speaking of
it; they spoke of it with great compassion for the bereaved; but
laid no stress upon their own hard share in those weary weeks;
except as it had attached many people to them as friends; and
elicited many touching expressions of gratitude。 This clergyman's
brother … himself the clergyman of two adjoining parishes; who had
buried thirty…four of the bodies in his own churchyard; and who had
done to them all that his brother had done as to the larger number
… must be understood as included in the family。 He was there; with
his neatly arranged papers; and made no more account of his trouble
than anybody else did。 Down to yesterday's post outward; my
clergyman alone had written one thousand and seventy…five letters
to relatives and friends of the lost people。 In the absence of
self…assertion; it was only through my now and then delicately
putting a question as the occasion arose; that I became informed of
these things。 It was only when I had remarked again and again; in
the church; on the awful nature of the scene of death he had been
required so closely to familiarise himself with for the soothing of
the living; that he had casually said; without the least abatement
of his cheerfulness; 'indeed; it had rendered him unable for a time
to eat or drink more than a little coffee now and then; and a piece
of bread。'
In this noble modesty; in this beautiful simplicity; in this serene
avoidance of the least attempt to 'improve' an occasion which might
be supposed to have sunk of its own weight into my heart; I seemed
to have happily come; in a few steps; from the churchyard with its
open grave; which was the type of Death; to the Christian dwelling
side by side with it; which was the type of Resurrection。 I never
shall think of the former; without the latter。 The two will always
rest side by side in my memory。 If I had lost any one dear to me
in this unfortunate ship; if I had made a voyage from Australia to
look at the grave in the churchyard; I should go away; thankful to
GOD that that house was so close to it; and that its shadow by day
and its domestic lights by night fell upon the earth in which its
Master had so tenderly laid my dear one's head。
The references that naturally arose out of our conversation; to the
descriptions sent down of shipwrecked persons; and to the gratitude
of relations and friends; made me very anxious to see some of those
letters。 I was presently seated before a shipwreck of papers; all
bordered with black; and from them I made the following few
extracts。
A mother writes:
REVEREND SIR。 Amongst the many who perished on your shore was
numbered my beloved son。 I was only just recovering from a severe
illness; and this fearful affliction has caused a relapse; so that
I am unable at present to go to identify the remains of the loved
and lost。 My darling son would have been sixteen on Christmas…day
next。 He was a most amiable and obedient child; early taught the
way of salvation。 We fondly hoped that as a British seaman he
might be an ornament to his profession; but; 'it is well;' I feel
assured my dear boy is now with the redeemed。 Oh; he did not wish
to go this last voyage! On the fifteenth of October; I received a
letter from him from Melbourne; date August twelfth; he wrote in
high spirits; and in conclusion he says: 'Pray for a fair breeze;
dear mamma; and I'll not forget to whistle for it! and; God
permitting; I shall see you and all my little pets again。 Good…
bye; dear mother … good…bye; dearest parents。 Good…bye; dear
brother。' Oh; it was indeed an eternal farewell。 I do not
apologise for thus writing you; for oh; my heart is so very
sorrowful。
A husband writes:
MY DEAR KIND SIR。 Will you kindly inform me whether there are any
initials upon the ring and guard you have in possession; found; as
the Standard says; last Tuesday? Believe me; my dear sir; when I
say that I cannot express my deep gratitude in words sufficiently
for your kindness to me on that fearful and appalling day。 Will
you tell me what I can do for you; and will you write me a
consoling letter to prevent my mind from going astray?
A widow writes:
Left in such a state as I am; my friends and I thought it best that
my dear husband should be buried where he lies; and; much as I
should have liked to have had it otherwise; I must submit。 I feel;
from all I have heard of you; that you will see it done decently
and in order。 Little does it signify to us; when the soul has
departed; where this poor body lies; but we who are left behind
would do all we can to show how we loved them。 This is denied me;
but it is God's hand that afflicts us; and I try to submit。 Some
day I may be able to visit the spot; and see where he lies; and
erect a simple stone to his memory。 Oh! it will be long; long
before I forget that dreadful night! Is there such a thing in the
vicinity; or any shop in Bangor; to which I could send for a small
picture of Moelfra or Llanallgo church; a spot now sacred to me?
Another widow writes:
I have received your letter this morning; and do thank you most
kindly for the interest you have taken about my dear husband; as
well for the sentiments yours contains; evincing the spirit of a
Christian who can sympathise with those who; like myself; are
broken down with grief。
May God bless and sustain you; and all in connection with you; in
this great trial。 Time may roll on and bear all its sons away; but
your name as a disinterested person will stand in history; and; as
successive years pass; many a widow will think of your noble
conduct; and the tears of gratitude flow down many a cheek; the
tribute of a thankful heart; when other things are forgotten for
ever。
A father writes:
I am at a loss to find words to sufficiently express my gratitude
to you for your kindness to my son Richard upon the melancholy
occasion of his visit to his dear brother's body; and also for your
ready attention in pronouncing our beautiful burial service over my
poor unfortunate son's remains。 God grant that your prayers over
him may reach the Mercy Seat; and that his soul may be received
(through Christ's intercession) into heaven!
His dear mother begs me to convey to you her heartfelt thanks。
Those who were received at the clergyman's house; write thus; after
leaving it:
DEAR AND NEVER…TO…BE…FORGOTTEN FRIENDS。 I arrived here yesterday
morning without accident; and am about to proceed to my home by
railway。
I am overpowered when I think of you and your hospitable home。 No
words could speak language suited to my heart。 I refrain。 God
reward you with the same measure you have meted with!
I enumerate no names; but embrace you all。
MY BELOVED FRIENDS。 This is the first day that I have been able to
leave my bedroom since I returned; which will explain the reason of
my not writing sooner。
If I could only have had my last melancholy hope realised in
recovering the body of my beloved and lamented son; I should have
returned home somewhat comforted; and I think I could then have
been comparatively resigned。
I fear now there is but little prospect; and I mourn as one without
hope。
The only consolation to my distressed mind is in having been so
feelingly allowed by you to leave the matter in your hands; by whom
I well know that everything will be done that can be; according to
arrangements made before I left the scene of the awful catastrophe;
both as to the identification of my dear son; and also his
interment。
I feel most anxious to hear whether anything fresh has transpired
since I left you; will you add another to the many deep obligations
I am under to you by writing to me? And should the body of my dear
and unfortunate son be identified; let me hear from you
immediately; and I will come again。
Words cannot express the gratitude I feel I owe to you all for your
benevolent aid; your kindness;