第 3 节
作者:恐龙王      更新:2021-03-08 19:21      字数:9322
  the tent where the Christmas Feast was held。  Similarly; one of the
  graves for four was lying open and ready; here; in the churchyard。
  So much of the scanty space was already devoted to the wrecked
  people; that the villagers had begun to express uneasy doubts
  whether they themselves could lie in their own ground; with their
  forefathers and descendants; by…and…by。  The churchyard being but a
  step from the clergyman's dwelling…house; we crossed to the latter;
  the white surplice was hanging up near the door ready to be put on
  at any time; for a funeral service。
  The cheerful earnestness of this good Christian minister was as
  consolatory; as the circumstances out of which it shone were sad。
  I never have seen anything more delightfully genuine than the calm
  dismissal by himself and his household of all they had undergone;
  as a simple duty that was quietly done and ended。  In speaking of
  it; they spoke of it with great compassion for the bereaved; but
  laid no stress upon their own hard share in those weary weeks;
  except as it had attached many people to them as friends; and
  elicited many touching expressions of gratitude。  This clergyman's
  brother … himself the clergyman of two adjoining parishes; who had
  buried thirty…four of the bodies in his own churchyard; and who had
  done to them all that his brother had done as to the larger number
  … must be understood as included in the family。  He was there; with
  his neatly arranged papers; and made no more account of his trouble
  than anybody else did。  Down to yesterday's post outward; my
  clergyman alone had written one thousand and seventy…five letters
  to relatives and friends of the lost people。  In the absence of
  self…assertion; it was only through my now and then delicately
  putting a question as the occasion arose; that I became informed of
  these things。  It was only when I had remarked again and again; in
  the church; on the awful nature of the scene of death he had been
  required so closely to familiarise himself with for the soothing of
  the living; that he had casually said; without the least abatement
  of his cheerfulness; 'indeed; it had rendered him unable for a time
  to eat or drink more than a little coffee now and then; and a piece
  of bread。'
  In this noble modesty; in this beautiful simplicity; in this serene
  avoidance of the least attempt to 'improve' an occasion which might
  be supposed to have sunk of its own weight into my heart; I seemed
  to have happily come; in a few steps; from the churchyard with its
  open grave; which was the type of Death; to the Christian dwelling
  side by side with it; which was the type of Resurrection。  I never
  shall think of the former; without the latter。  The two will always
  rest side by side in my memory。  If I had lost any one dear to me
  in this unfortunate ship; if I had made a voyage from Australia to
  look at the grave in the churchyard; I should go away; thankful to
  GOD that that house was so close to it; and that its shadow by day
  and its domestic lights by night fell upon the earth in which its
  Master had so tenderly laid my dear one's head。
  The references that naturally arose out of our conversation; to the
  descriptions sent down of shipwrecked persons; and to the gratitude
  of relations and friends; made me very anxious to see some of those
  letters。  I was presently seated before a shipwreck of papers; all
  bordered with black; and from them I made the following few
  extracts。
  A mother writes:
  REVEREND SIR。  Amongst the many who perished on your shore was
  numbered my beloved son。  I was only just recovering from a severe
  illness; and this fearful affliction has caused a relapse; so that
  I am unable at present to go to identify the remains of the loved
  and lost。  My darling son would have been sixteen on Christmas…day
  next。  He was a most amiable and obedient child; early taught the
  way of salvation。  We fondly hoped that as a British seaman he
  might be an ornament to his profession; but; 'it is well;' I feel
  assured my dear boy is now with the redeemed。  Oh; he did not wish
  to go this last voyage!  On the fifteenth of October; I received a
  letter from him from Melbourne; date August twelfth; he wrote in
  high spirits; and in conclusion he says:  'Pray for a fair breeze;
  dear mamma; and I'll not forget to whistle for it! and; God
  permitting; I shall see you and all my little pets again。  Good…
  bye; dear mother … good…bye; dearest parents。  Good…bye; dear
  brother。'  Oh; it was indeed an eternal farewell。  I do not
  apologise for thus writing you; for oh; my heart is so very
  sorrowful。
  A husband writes:
  MY DEAR KIND SIR。  Will you kindly inform me whether there are any
  initials upon the ring and guard you have in possession; found; as
  the Standard says; last Tuesday?  Believe me; my dear sir; when I
  say that I cannot express my deep gratitude in words sufficiently
  for your kindness to me on that fearful and appalling day。  Will
  you tell me what I can do for you; and will you write me a
  consoling letter to prevent my mind from going astray?
  A widow writes:
  Left in such a state as I am; my friends and I thought it best that
  my dear husband should be buried where he lies; and; much as I
  should have liked to have had it otherwise; I must submit。  I feel;
  from all I have heard of you; that you will see it done decently
  and in order。  Little does it signify to us; when the soul has
  departed; where this poor body lies; but we who are left behind
  would do all we can to show how we loved them。  This is denied me;
  but it is God's hand that afflicts us; and I try to submit。  Some
  day I may be able to visit the spot; and see where he lies; and
  erect a simple stone to his memory。  Oh! it will be long; long
  before I forget that dreadful night!  Is there such a thing in the
  vicinity; or any shop in Bangor; to which I could send for a small
  picture of Moelfra or Llanallgo church; a spot now sacred to me?
  Another widow writes:
  I have received your letter this morning; and do thank you most
  kindly for the interest you have taken about my dear husband; as
  well for the sentiments yours contains; evincing the spirit of a
  Christian who can sympathise with those who; like myself; are
  broken down with grief。
  May God bless and sustain you; and all in connection with you; in
  this great trial。  Time may roll on and bear all its sons away; but
  your name as a disinterested person will stand in history; and; as
  successive years pass; many a widow will think of your noble
  conduct; and the tears of gratitude flow down many a cheek; the
  tribute of a thankful heart; when other things are forgotten for
  ever。
  A father writes:
  I am at a loss to find words to sufficiently express my gratitude
  to you for your kindness to my son Richard upon the melancholy
  occasion of his visit to his dear brother's body; and also for your
  ready attention in pronouncing our beautiful burial service over my
  poor unfortunate son's remains。  God grant that your prayers over
  him may reach the Mercy Seat; and that his soul may be received
  (through Christ's intercession) into heaven!
  His dear mother begs me to convey to you her heartfelt thanks。
  Those who were received at the clergyman's house; write thus; after
  leaving it:
  DEAR AND NEVER…TO…BE…FORGOTTEN FRIENDS。  I arrived here yesterday
  morning without accident; and am about to proceed to my home by
  railway。
  I am overpowered when I think of you and your hospitable home。  No
  words could speak language suited to my heart。  I refrain。  God
  reward you with the same measure you have meted with!
  I enumerate no names; but embrace you all。
  MY BELOVED FRIENDS。  This is the first day that I have been able to
  leave my bedroom since I returned; which will explain the reason of
  my not writing sooner。
  If I could only have had my last melancholy hope realised in
  recovering the body of my beloved and lamented son; I should have
  returned home somewhat comforted; and I think I could then have
  been comparatively resigned。
  I fear now there is but little prospect; and I mourn as one without
  hope。
  The only consolation to my distressed mind is in having been so
  feelingly allowed by you to leave the matter in your hands; by whom
  I well know that everything will be done that can be; according to
  arrangements made before I left the scene of the awful catastrophe;
  both as to the identification of my dear son; and also his
  interment。
  I feel most anxious to hear whether anything fresh has transpired
  since I left you; will you add another to the many deep obligations
  I am under to you by writing to me?  And should the body of my dear
  and unfortunate son be identified; let me hear from you
  immediately; and I will come again。
  Words cannot express the gratitude I feel I owe to you all for your
  benevolent aid; your kindness;