第 9 节
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旅游巴士 更新:2021-03-08 19:15 字数:9321
helped me off with my coat in the entry; and a peasant in a red shirt hung it on a hook; and when Ivan Ivanitch and I went into his little study; two barefooted little girls were sitting on the floor looking at a picture…book; when they saw us they jumped up and ran away; and a tall; thin old woman in specta cles came in at once; bowed gravely to me; and picking up a pillow from the sofa and a picture…book from the floor; went away。 From the adjoining rooms we heard incessant whispering and the patter of bare feet。
〃I am expecting the doctor to dinner;〃 said Ivan Ivanitch。 〃He promised to come from the relief centre。 Yes。 He dines with me every Wednesday; God bless him。〃 He craned towards me and kissed me on the neck。 〃You have come; my dear fellow; so you are not vexed;〃 he whispered; sniffing。 〃Don't be vexed; my dear creature。 Yes。 Perhaps it is annoying; but don't be cross。 My only prayer to God before I die is to live in peace and harmony with all in the true way。 Yes。〃
〃Forgive me; Ivan Ivanitch; I will put my feet on a chair;〃 I said; feeling that I was so exhausted I could not be myself; I sat further back on the sofa and put up my feet on an arm…chair。 My face was burning from the snow and the wind; and I felt as though my whole body were basking in the warmth and growing weaker from it。
〃It's very nice here;〃 I went on 〃warm; soft; snug 。 。 。 and goose…feather pens;〃 I laughed; looking at the writing…table; 〃sand instead of blotting…paper。〃
〃Eh? Yes 。 。 。 yes。 。 。 。 The writing…table and the mahogany cupboard here were made for my father by a self…taught cabinet…maker Glyeb Butyga; a serf of General Zhukov's。 Yes 。 。 。 a great artist in his own way。〃
Listlessly and in the tone of a man dropping asleep; he began telling me about cabinet…maker Butyga。 I listened。 Then Ivan Ivanitch went into the next room to show me a polisander wood chest of drawers remarkable for its beauty and cheapness。 He tapped the chest with his fingers; then called my attention to a stove of patterned tiles; such as one never sees now。 He tapped the stove; too; with his fingers。 There was an atmosphere of good…natured simplicity and well…fed abundance about the chest of drawers; the tiled stove; the low chairs; the pictures embroidered in wool and silk on canvas in solid; ugly frames。 When one remembers that all those objects were standing in the same places and precisely in the same order when I was a little child; and used to come here to name…day parties with my mother; it is simply unbelievable that they could ever cease to exist。
I thought what a fearful difference between Butyga and me! Butyga who made things; above all; solidly and substantially; and seeing in that his chief object; gave to length of life peculiar significance; had no thought of death; and probably hardly believed in its possibility; I; when I built my bridges of iron and stone which would last a thousand years; could not keep from me the thought; 〃It's not for long 。 。 。 。it's no use。〃 If in time Butyga's cupboard and my bridge should come under the notice of some sensible historian of art; he would say: 〃These were two men remarkable in their own way: Butyga loved his fellow…creatures and would not admit the thought that they might die and be annihilated; and so when he made his furniture he had the immortal man in his mind。 The engineer Asorin did not love life or his fellow…creatures; even in the happy moments of creation; thoughts of death; of finiteness and dissolution; were not alien to him; and we see how insignificant and finite; how timid and poor; are these lines of his。 。 。 。〃
〃I only heat these rooms;〃 muttered Ivan Ivanitch; showing me his rooms。 〃Ever since my wife died and my son was killed in the war; I have kept the best rooms shut up。 Yes 。 。 。 see。 。 。〃
He opened a door; and I saw a big room with four columns; an old piano; and a heap of peas on the floor; it smelt cold and damp。
〃The garden seats are in the next room 。 。 。〃 muttered Ivan Ivanitch。 〃There's no one to dance the mazurka now。 。 。 。 I've shut them up。〃
We heard a noise。 It was Dr。 Sobol arriving。 While he was rubbing his cold hands and stroking his wet beard; I had time to notice in the first place that he had a very dull life; and so was pleased to see Ivan Ivanitch and me; and; secondly; that he was a naive and simple…hearted man。 He looked at me as though I were very glad to see him and very much interested in him。
〃I have not slept for two nights;〃 he said; looking at me naively and stroking his beard。 〃One night with a confinement; and the next I stayed at a peasant's with the bugs biting me all night。 I am as sleepy as Satan; do you know。〃
With an expression on his face as though it could not afford me anything but pleasure; he took me by the arm and led me to the dining…room。 His naive eyes; his crumpled coat; his cheap tie and the smell of iodoform made an unpleasant impression upon me; I felt as though I were in vulgar company。 When we sat down to table he filled my glass with vodka; and; smiling helplessly; I drank it; he put a piece of ham on my plate and I ate it submissively。
〃_Repetitia est mater studiorum_;〃 said Sobol; hastening to drink off another wineglassful。 〃Would you believe it; the joy of seeing good people has driven away my sleepiness? I have turned into a peasant; a savage in the wilds; I've grown coarse; but I am still an educated man; and I tell you in good earnest; it's tedious without company。〃
They served first for a cold course white sucking…pig with horse…radish cream; then a rich and very hot cabbage soup with pork on it; with boiled buckwheat; from which rose a column of steam。 The doctor went on talking; and I was soon convinced that he was a weak; unfortunate man; disorderly in external life。 Three glasses of vodka made him drunk; he grew unnaturally lively; ate a great deal; kept clearing his throat and smacking his lips; and already addressed me in Italian; 〃Eccellenza。〃 Looking naively at me as though he were convinced that I was very glad to see and hear him; he informed me that he had long been separated from his wife and gave her three…quarters of his salary; that she lived in the town with his children; a boy and a girl; whom he adored; that he loved another woman; a widow; well educated; with an estate in the country; but was rarely able to see her; as he was busy with his work from morning till night and had not a free moment。
〃The whole day long; first at the hospital; then on my rounds;〃 he told us; 〃and I assure you; Eccellenza; I have not time to read a book; let alone going to see the woman I love。 I've read nothing for ten years! For ten years; Eccellenza。 As for the financial side of the question; ask Ivan Ivanitch: I have often no money to buy tobacco。〃
〃On the other hand; you have the moral satisfaction of your work;〃 I said。
〃What?〃 he asked; and he winked。 〃No;〃 he said; 〃better let us drink。〃
I listened to the doctor; and; after my invariable habit; tried to take his measure by my usual classification materialist; idealist; filthy lucre; gregarious instincts; and so on; but no classification fitted him even approximately; and strange to say; while I simply listened and looked at him; he seemed perfectly clear to me as a person; but as soon as I began trying to classify him he became an exceptionally complex; intricate; and incomprehensible character in spite of all his candour and simplicity。 〃Is that man;〃 I asked myself; 〃capable of wasting other people's money; abusing their confidence; being disposed to sponge on them?〃 And now this question; which had once seemed to me grave and important; struck me as crude; petty; and coarse。
Pie was served; then; I remember; with long intervals between; during which we drank home…made liquors; they gave us a stew of pigeons; some dish of giblets; roast sucking…pig; partridges; cauliflower; curd dumplings; curd cheese and milk; jelly; and finally pancakes and jam。 At first I ate with great relish; especially the cabbage soup and the buckwheat; but afterwards I munched and swallowed mechanically; smiling helplessly and unconscious of the taste of anything。 My face was burning from the hot cabbage soup and the heat of the room。 Ivan Ivanitch and Sobol; too; were crimson。
〃To the health of your wife;〃 said Sobol。 〃She likes me。 Tell her her doctor sends her his respects。〃
〃She's fortunate; upon my word;〃 sighed Ivan Ivanitch。 〃Though she takes no trouble; does not fuss or worry herself; she has become the most important person in the whole district。 Almost the whole business is in her hands; and they all gather round her; the doctor; the District Captains; and the ladies。 With people of the right sort that happens of itself。 Yes。 。 。 。 The apple…tree need take no thought for the apple to grow on it; it will grow of itself。〃
〃It's only people who don't care who take no thought;〃 said I。
〃Eh? Yes 。 。 。 〃 muttered Ivan Ivanitch; not catching what I said; 〃that's true。 。 。 。 One must not worry oneself。 Just so; just so。 。 。 。 Only do your duty towards God and your neighbour; and then never mind what happens。〃
〃Eccellenza;〃 said Sobol solemnly; 〃just look at nature about us: if you poke your nose or your ear out of your fur collar it