第 5 节
作者:九十八度      更新:2021-02-27 02:59      字数:9322
  river; leaving barely room for a road between it and the door; over
  this there was a wooden bridge leading to the garden; and some two or
  three hundred yards from the bridge began the steps by which the
  ascent was made to the grotto。
  When the season was full and the weather perfectly warm the place was
  much frequented。  There was a green table in it; and four or five
  deal chairs; a green garden seat also was there; which however had
  been removed into the innermost back corner of the excavation; as its
  hinder legs were somewhat at fault。  A wall about two feet high ran
  along the face of it; guarding its occupants from the precipice。  In
  fact it was no grotto; but a little chasm in the rock; such as we
  often see up above our heads in rocky valleys; and which by means of
  these steep steps had been turned into a source of exercise and
  amusement for the visitors at the hotel。
  Standing at the wall one could look down into the garden; and down
  also upon the shining slate roof of Madame Bauche's house; and to the
  left might be seen the sombre; silent; snow…capped top of stern old
  Canigou; king of mountains among those Eastern Pyrenees。
  And so Madame Bauche undertook to send Marie up to the grotto; and
  Adolphe undertook to follow her thither。  It was now spring; and
  though the winds had fallen and the snow was no longer lying on the
  lower peaks; still the air was fresh and cold; and there was no
  danger that any of the few guests at the establishment would visit
  the place。
  〃Make her put on her cloak; Mere Bauche;〃 said the capitaine; who did
  not wish that his bride should have a cold in her head on their
  wedding…day。  La Mere Bauche pished and pshawed; as though she were
  not minded to pay any attention to recommendations on such subjects
  from the capitaine。  But nevertheless when Marie was seen slowly to
  creep across the little bridge about fifteen minutes after this time;
  she had a handkerchief on her head; and was closely wrapped in a dark
  brown cloak。
  Poor Marie herself little heeded the cold fresh air; but she was glad
  to avail herself of any means by which she might hide her face。  When
  Madame Bauche sought her out in her own little room; and with a
  smiling face and kind kiss bade her go to the grotto; she knew; or
  fancied that she knew that it was all over。
  〃He will tell you all the truth;how it all is;〃 said La Mere。  〃We
  will do all we can; you know; to make you happy; Marie。  But you must
  remember what Monsieur le Cure told us the other day。  In this vale
  of tears we cannot have everything; as we shall have some day; when
  our poor wicked souls have been purged of all their wickedness。  Now
  go; dear; and take your cloak。〃
  〃Yes; maman。〃
  〃And Adolphe will come to you。  And try and behave well; like a
  sensible girl。〃
  〃Yes; maman;〃and so she went; bearing on her brow another
  sacrificial kissand bearing in her heart such an unutterable load
  of woe!
  Adolphe had gone out of the house before her; but standing in the
  stable yard; well within the gate so that she should not see him; he
  watched her slowly crossing the bridge and mounting the first flight
  of the steps。  He had often seen her tripping up those stairs; and
  had; almost as often; followed her with his quicker feet。  And she;
  when she would hear him; would run; and then he would catch her
  breathless at the top; and steal kisses from her when all power of
  refusing them had been robbed from her by her efforts at escape。
  There was no such running now; no such following; no thought of such
  kisses。
  As for him; he would fain have skulked off and shirked the interview
  had he dared。  But he did not dare; so he waited there; out of heart;
  for some ten minutes; speaking a word now and then to the bath…man;
  who was standing by; just to show that he was at his ease。  But the
  bath…man knew that he was not at his ease。  Such would…be lies as
  those rarely achieve deception;are rarely believed。  And then; at
  the end of the ten minutes; with steps as slow as Marie's had been;
  he also ascended to the grotto。
  Marie had watched him from the top; but so that she herself should
  not be seen。  He however had not once lifted up his head to look for
  her; but with eyes turned to the ground had plodded his way up to the
  cave。  When he entered she was standing in the middle; with her eyes
  downcast and her hands clasped before her。  She had retired some way
  from the wall; so that no eyes might possibly see her but those of
  her false lover。  There she stood when he entered; striving to stand
  motionless; but trembling like a leaf in every limb。
  It was only when he reached the top step that he made up his mind how
  he would behave。  Perhaps after all; the capitaine was right; perhaps
  she would not mind it。
  〃Marie;〃 said he; with a voice that attempted to be cheerful; 〃this
  is an odd place to meet in after such a long absence;〃 and he held
  out his hand to her。  But only his hand!  He offered her no salute。
  He did not even kiss her cheek as a brother would have done!  Of the
  rules of the outside world it must be remembered that poor Marie knew
  but little。  He had been a brother to her before he had become her
  lover。
  But Marie took his hand saying; 〃Yes; it has been very long。〃
  〃And now that I have come back;〃 he went on to say; 〃it seems that we
  are all in a confusion together。  I never knew such a piece of work。
  However; it is all for the best; I suppose。〃
  〃Perhaps so;〃 said Marie; still trembling violently; and still
  looking upon the ground。  And then there was silence between them for
  a minute or so。
  〃I tell you what it is; Marie;〃 said Adolphe at last; dropping her
  hand and making a great effort to get through the work before him。
  〃I am afraid we two have been very foolish。  Don't you think we have
  now?  It seems quite clear that we can never get ourselves married。
  Don't you see it in that light?〃
  Marie's head turned round and round with her; but she was not of the
  fainting order。  She took three steps backwards and leant against the
  wall of the cave。  She also was trying to think how she might best
  fight her battle。  Was there no chance for her?  Could no eloquence;
  no love prevail?  On her own beauty she counted but little; but might
  not prayers do something; and a reference to those old vows which had
  been so frequent; so eager; so solemnly pledged between them?
  〃Never get ourselves married!〃 she said; repeating his words。
  〃Never; Adolphe?  Can we never be married?〃
  〃Upon my word; my dear girl; I fear not。  You see my mother is so
  dead against it。〃
  〃But we could wait; could we not?〃
  〃Ah; but that's just it; Marie。  We cannot wait。  We must decide
  now;to…day。  You see I can do nothing without money from herand
  as for you; you see she won't even let you stay in the house unless
  you marry old Campan at once。  He's a very good sort of fellow
  though; old as he is。  And if you do marry him; why you see you'll
  stay here; and have it all your own way in everything。  As for me; I
  shall come and see you all from time to time; and shall be able to
  push my way as I ought to do。〃
  〃Then; Adolphe; you wish me to marry the capitaine?〃
  〃Upon my honour I think it is the best thing you can do; I do
  indeed。〃
  〃Oh; Adolphe!〃
  〃What can I do for you; you know?  Suppose I was to go down to my
  mother and tell her that I had decided to keep you myself; what would
  come of it?  Look at it in that light; Marie。〃
  〃She could not turn you outyou her own son!〃
  〃But she would turn you out; and deuced quick; too; I can assure you
  of that; I can; upon my honour。〃
  〃I should not care that;〃 and she made a motion with her hand to show
  how indifferent she would be to such treatment as regarded herself。
  〃Not that; if I still had the promise of your love。〃
  〃But what would you do?〃
  〃I would work。  There are other houses beside that one;〃 and she
  pointed to the slate roof of the Bauche establishment。
  〃And for meI should not have a penny in the world;〃 said the young
  man。
  She came up to him and took his right hand between both of hers and
  pressed it warmly; oh; so warmly。  〃You would have my love;〃 said
  she; 〃my deepest; warmest best heart's love should want nothing more;
  nothing on earth; if I could still have yours。〃  And she leaned
  against his shoulder and looked with all her eyes into his face。
  〃But; Marie; that's nonsense; you know。〃
  〃No; Adolphe; it is not nonsense。  Do not let them teach you so。
  What does love mean; if it does not mean that?  Oh; Adolphe; you do
  love me; you do love me; you do love me?〃
  〃Yes;I love you;〃 he said slowly;as though he would not have said
  it; if he could have helped it。  And then his arm crept slowly round
  her waist; as though in that also he could not help himself。
  〃And do not I love you?〃 said the passionate girl。  〃Oh; I do; so
  dearly; with all my heart; with all my soul。  Adolphe; I so love you;
  that I cannot give you up。  Have I not sworn to be yours; sworn;
  sworn a thousand times?  How can I marry that man!  Oh Adolphe how
  can you wish that I should marry him?〃  And she clung to him; and
  looked at him; and besought him with her eyes。
  〃I shouldn't wish it;only〃 and then he paused。  It was hard to