第 36 节
作者:炒作      更新:2021-02-27 02:55      字数:3457
  me!not just put up with it; and bear it!  I want him to _feel_ with
  meto care。  It is awful to know that all this big life of mine is just
  a mistake to himthat he condemns it in his heart。〃
  〃But you knew this from the beginning; my dear; didn't you?〃
  〃YesI knew itbut it is different now。  You know when you are
  _married_〃
  Mrs。 Weatherstone looked far away through the wide window。  〃I do know;〃
  she said。
  Diantha reached a strong hand to clasp her friend's。  〃I wish I could
  give it to you;〃 she said。  〃You have done so much for me!  So much!
  You have poured out your money like water!〃
  〃My money!  Well I like that!〃 said Mrs。 Weatherstone。  〃I have taken my
  money out of five and seven per cent investments; and put it into ten
  per cent ones; that's all。  Shall I never make you realize that I am a
  richer woman because of you; Diantha Bell Warden!  So don't try to be
  gratefulI won't have it!  Your work has _paid_ rememberpaid me as
  well as you; and lots of other folks beside。  You know there are
  eighteen good imitations of Union House running now; in different
  cities; and three 'Las Casas!' all succeedingand the papers are
  talking about the dangers of a Cooked Food Trust!〃
  They were friends old and tried; and happy in mutual affection。  Diantha
  had many now; though none quite so dear。  Her parents were
  contentedher brother and sister doing wellher children throve and
  grew and found Mama a joy they never had enough of。
  Yet still in her heart of hearts she was not wholly happy。
  *
  Then one night came by the last mail; a thick letter from Rossthicker
  than usual。  She opened it in her room alone; their roomto which they
  had come so joyously five years ago。
  He told her of his journeying; his lectures; his controversies and
  triumphs; rather brieflyand then:
  〃My darling; I have learned something at last; on my travels; which will
  interest you; I fancy; more than the potential speed of all the
  guinea…pigs in the world; and its transmissability。
  〃From what I hear about you in foreign lands; from what I read about you
  wherever I go; and; even more; from what I see; as a visitor; in many
  families; I have at last begun to grasp the nature and importance of
  your work。
  〃As a man of science I must accept any truth when it is once clearly
  seen; and; though I've been a long time about it; I do see at last what
  brave; strong; valuable work you have been doing for the world。  Doing
  it scientifically; too。  Your figures are quoted; your records studied;
  your example followed。  You have established certain truths in the
  business of living which are of importance to the race。  As a student I
  recognize and appreciate your work。  As man to man I'm proud of
  youtremendously proud of you。  As your husband!  Ah! my love!  I am
  coming back to youcoming soon; coming with my Whole Heart; Yours!
  Just wait; My Darling; till I get back to you!
  〃Your Lover and Husband。〃
  Diantha held the letter close; with hands that shook a little。  She
  kissed itkissed it hard; over and overnot improving its appearance
  as a piece of polite correspondence。
  Then she gave way to an overmastering burst of feeling; and knelt down
  by the wide bed; burying her face there; the letter still held fast。  It
  was a funny prayer; if any human ear had heard it。
  〃Thank you!〃 was all she said; with long; deep sobbing sighs between。
  〃Thank you!Othank you!〃
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