第 4 节
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〃Except when you were teaching school;〃 pursued her mother。
〃Except when I taught school at Medville;〃 Diantha corrected。 〃When I
taught here I made 'em just the same。〃
〃So you did;〃 agreed her mother。 〃So you did! No matter how tired you
wereyou wouldn't admit it。 You always were the best child!〃
〃If I was tired it was not of making biscuits anyhow。 I was tired
enough of teaching school though。 I've got something to tell you;
presently; Mother。〃
She covered the biscuits with a light cloth and set them on the shelf
over the stove; then poked among the greasewood roots to find what she
wanted and started a fire。 〃Why _don't_ you get an oil stove? Or a
gasoline? It would be a lot easier。〃
〃Yes;〃 her mother agreed。 〃I've wanted one for twenty years; but you
know your Father won't have one in the house。 He says they're
dangerous。 What are you going to tell me; dear? I do hope you and Ross
haven't quarrelled。〃
〃No indeed we haven't; Mother。 Ross is splendid。 Only〃
〃Only what; Dinah?〃
〃Only he's so tied up!〃 said the girl; brushing every chip from the
hearth。 〃He's perfectly helpless there; with that mother of hisand
those four sisters。〃
〃Ross is a good son;〃 said Mrs。 Bell; 〃and a good brother。 I never saw
a better。 He's certainly doing his duty。 Now if his father'd lived you
two could have got married by this time maybe; though you're too young
yet。〃
Diantha washed and put away the dishes she had used; saw that the pantry
was in its usual delicate order; and proceeded to set the table; with
light steps and no clatter of dishes。
〃I'm twenty…one;〃 she said。
〃Yes; you're twenty…one;〃 her mother allowed。 〃It don't seem possible;
but you are。 My first baby!〃 she looked at her proudly
〃If Ross has to wait for all those girls to marryand to pay his
father's debtsI'll be old enough;〃 said Diantha grimly。
Her mother watched her quick assured movements with admiration; and
listened with keen sympathy。 〃I know it's hard; dear child。 You've
only been engaged six monthsand it looks as if it might be some years
before Ross'll be able to marry。 He's got an awful load for a boy to
carry alone。〃
〃I should say he had!〃 Diantha burst forth。 〃Five helpless women!or
three women; and two girls。 Though Cora's as old as I was when I began
to teach。 And not one of 'em will lift a finger to earn her own
living。〃
〃They weren't brought up that way;〃 said Mrs。 Bell。 〃Their mother don't
approve of it。 She thinks the home is the place for a womanand so
does Rossand so do I;〃 she added rather faintly。
Diantha put her pan of white puff…balls into the oven; sliced a quantity
of smoked beef in thin shavings; and made white sauce for it; talking
the while as if these acts were automatic。 〃I don't agree with Mrs。
Warden on that point; nor with Ross; nor with you; Mother;〃 she said;
〃What I've got to tell you is thisI'm going away from home。 To work。〃
Mrs。 Bell stopped rocking; stopped fanning; and regarded her daughter
with wide frightened eyes。
〃Why Diantha!〃 she said。 〃Why Diantha! You wouldn't go and leave your
Mother!〃
Diantha drew a deep breath and stood for a moment looking at the feeble
little woman in the chair。 Then she went to her; knelt down and hugged
her closeclose。
〃It's not because I don't love you; Mother。 It's because I do。 And
it's not because I don't love Ross either:it's because I _do。_ I want
to take care of you; Mother; and make life easier for you as long as you
live。 I want to help himto help carry that awful loadand I'm
goingtodoit!〃
She stood up hastily; for a step sounded on the back porch。 It was only
her sister; who hurried in; put a dish on the table; kissed her mother
and took another rocking…chair。
〃I just ran in;〃 said she; 〃to bring those berries。 Aren't they
beauties? The baby's asleep。 Gerald hasn't got in yet。 Supper's all
ready; and I can see him coming time enough to run back。 Why; Mother!
What's the matter? You're crying!〃
〃Am I?〃 asked Mrs。 Bell weakly; wiping her eyes in a dazed way。
〃What are you doing to Mother; Diantha?〃 demanded young Mrs。 Peters。
〃Bless me! I thought you and she never had any differences! I was always
the black sheep; when I was at home。 Maybe that's why I left so early!〃
She looked very pretty and complacent; this young matron and mother of
nineteen; and patted the older woman's hand affectionately; demanding;
〃Comewhat's the trouble?〃
〃You might as well know now as later;〃 said her sister。 〃I have decided
to leave home; that's all。〃
〃To leave home!〃 Mrs。 Peters sat up straight and stared at her。 〃To
leave home!And Mother!〃
〃Well?〃 said Diantha; while the tears rose and ran over from her
mother's eyes。 〃Well; why not? You left homeand Motherbefore you
were eighteen。〃
〃That's different!〃 said her sister sharply。 〃I left to be married;to
have a home of my own。 And besides I haven't gone far! I can see
Mother every day。〃
〃That's one reason I can go now better than later on;〃 Diantha said。
〃You are close by in case of any trouble。〃
〃What on earth are you going for? Ross isn't ready to marry yet; is
he?〃
〃Nonor likely to be for years。 That's another reason I'm going。〃
〃But what _for;_ for goodness sake。〃
〃To earn moneyfor one thing。〃
〃Can't you earn money enough by teaching?〃 the Mother broke in eagerly。
〃I know you haven't got the same place this fallbut you can get
another easy enough。〃
Diantha shook her head。 〃No; Mother; I've had enough of that。 I've
taught for four years。 I don't like it; I don't do well; and it
exhausts me horribly。 And I should never get beyond a thousand or
fifteen hundred dollars a year if I taught for a lifetime。〃
〃Well; I declare!〃 said her sister。 〃What do you _expect_ to get? I
should think fifteen hundred dollars a year was enough for any woman!〃
Diantha peered into the oven and turned her biscuit pan around。
〃And you're meaning to leave home just to make money; are you?〃
〃Why not?〃 said Diantha firmly。 〃Henderson didwhen he was eighteen。
None of you blamed him。〃
〃I don't see what that's got to do with it;〃 her mother ventured。
〃Henderson's a boy; and boys have to go; of course。 A mother expects
that。 But a girlWhy; Diantha! How can I get along without you! With
my health!〃
〃I should think you'd be ashamed of yourself to think of such a thing!〃
said young Mrs。 Peters。
A slow step sounded outside; and an elderly man; tall; slouching;
carelessly dressed; entered; stumbling a little over the rag…mat at the
door。
〃Father hasn't got used to that rug in fourteen years!〃 said his
youngest daughter laughingly。 〃And Mother will straighten it out after
him! I'm bringing Gerald up on better principles。 You should just see
him wait on me!〃
〃A man should be master in his own household;〃 Mr。 Bell proclaimed;
raising a dripping face from the basin and looking around for the
towelwhich his wife handed him。
〃You won't have much household to be master of presently;〃 said Mrs。
Peters provokingly。 〃Half of it's going to leave。〃
Mr。 Bell came out of his towel and looked from one to the other for some
explanation of this attempted joke; 〃What nonsense are you talking?〃 he
demanded。
〃I think it's nonsense myself;〃 said the pretty young womanher hand on
the doorknob。 〃But you'd better enjoy those biscuits of Di's while you
canyou won't get many more! There's Geraldgood night!〃 And off she
ran。
Diantha set the plateful on the table; puffy; brown; and crisply
crusted。 〃Supper's ready;〃 she said。 〃Do sit down; Mother;〃 and she
held the chair for her。 〃Minnie's quite right; Father; though I meant
not to tell you till you'd had supper。 I am going away to work。〃
Mr。 Bell regarded his daughter with a stern; slow stare; not so much
surprised as annoyed by an untimely jesting。 He ate a hot biscuit in
two un…Fletcherized mouthfuls; and put more sugar in his large cup of
tea。 〃You've got your Mother all worked up with your nonsense;〃 said
he。 〃What are you talking about anyway?〃
Diantha met his eyes unflinchingly。 He was a tall old man; still
handsome and impressive in appearance; had been the head of his own
household beyond question; ever since he was left the only son of an
idolizing mother。 But he had never succeeded in being the head of
anything else。 Repeated failures in the old New England home had
resulted in his ruthlessly selling all the property there; and bringing
his delicate wife and three young children to California。 Vain were her
protests and objections。 It would do her goodbest place in the world
for childrengood for nervous complaints too。 A wife's duty was to
follow her husband; of course。 She had followed; willy nilly; and it
was good for the childrenthere was no doubt of that。
Mr。 Bell had profited little by his venture。 They had the ranch; the
flowers and fruit and ample living of that rich soil; but he had failed
in oranges; failed in raisins; failed in prunes; and was now failing in
wealth…promising hens。
But Mrs。 Bell; though an ineffectual housekeeper; did not fail in the
children。 They had grown up big and vigorous; sturdy; handsome
creatures