第 11 节
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浮游云中 更新:2021-02-27 02:50 字数:9322
seen her even smile other than bitterly。 Characteristically
unconscious of any humor in her error; he remained unembarrassed。
But he could not help noticing a change in the expression of her
face; her voice; and even her intonation。 It seemed as if that
fit of laughter had loosed the last ties that bound her to a
self…imposed character; had swept away the last barrier between
her and her healthier nature; had dispossessed a painful
unreality; and relieved the morbid tension of a purely nervous
attitude。 The change in her utterance and the resumption of her
softer Spanish accent seemed to have come with her confidences;
and Low took leave of her before their sylvan cabin with a
comrade's heartiness; and a complete forgetfulness that her voice
had ever irritated him。
When he returned that afternoon he was startled to find the cabin
empty。 But instead of bearing any appearance of disturbance or
hurried flight; the rude interior seemed to have magically
assumed a decorous order and cleanliness unknown before。 Fresh
bark hid the inequalities of the floor。 The skins and blankets
were folded in the corners; the rude shelves were carefully
arranged; even a few tall ferns and bright but quickly fading
flowers were disposed around the blackened chimney。 She had
evidently availed herself of the change of clothing he had
brought her; for her late garments were hanging from the hastily…
devised wooden pegs driven in the wall。 The young man gazed
around him with mixed feelings of gratification and uneasiness。
His presence had been dispossessed in a single hour; his ten
years of lonely habitation had left no trace that this woman had
not effaced with a deft move of her hand。 More than that; it
looked as if she had always occupied it; and it was with a
singular conviction that even when she should occupy it no longer
it would only revert to him as her dwelling that he dropped the
bark shutters athwart the opening; and left it to follow her。
To his quick ear; fine eye; and abnormal senses; this was easy
enough。 She had gone in the direction of this morning's camp。
Once or twice he paused with a half…gesture of recognition and a
characteristic 〃Good!〃 at the place where she had stopped; but
was surprised to find that her main course had been as direct as
his own。 Deviating from this direct line with Indian precaution;
he first made a circuit of the camp; and approached the shattered
trunk from the opposite direction。 He consequently came upon
Teresa unawares。 But the momentary astonishment and
embarrassment were his alone。
He scarcely recognized her。 She was wearing the garments he had
brought her the day beforea certain discarded gown of Miss
Nellie Wynn; which he had hurriedly begged from her under the
pretext of clothing the wife of a distressed overland emigrant
then on the way to the mines。 Although he had satisfied his
conscience with the intention of confessing the pious fraud to
her when Teresa was gone and safe from pursuit; it was not
without a sense of remorse that he witnessed the sacrilegious
transformation。 The two women were nearly the same height and
size; and although Teresa's maturer figure accented the outlines
more strongly; it was still becoming enough to increase his
irritation。
Of this becomingness she was doubtless unaware at the moment that
he surprised her。 She was conscious of having 〃a change;〃 and
this had emboldened her to 〃do her hair〃 and otherwise compose
herself。 After their greeting she was the first to allude to the
dress; regretting that it was not more of a rough disguise; and
that; as she must now discard the national habit of wearing her
shawl 〃manta〃 fashion over her head; she wanted a hat。 〃But you
must not;〃 she said; 〃borrow any more dresses for me from your
young woman。 Buy them for me at some shop。 They left me enough
money for that。〃 Low gently put aside the few pieces of gold she
had drawn from her pocket; and briefly reminded her of the
suspicion such a purchase by him would produce。 〃That's so;〃 she
said; with a laugh。 〃Caramba! what a mule I'm becoming! Ah!
wait a moment。 I have it! Buy me a common felt hata man's
hatas if for yourself; as a change to that animal;〃 pointing to
the fox…tailed cap he wore summer and winter; 〃and I'll show you
a trick。 I haven't run a theatrical wardrobe for nothing。〃 Nor
had she; for the hat thus procured; a few days later; became; by
the aid of a silk handkerchief and a bluejay's feather; a
fascinating 〃pork pie。〃
Whatever cause of annoyance to Low still lingered in Teresa's
dress; it was soon forgotten in a palpable evidence of Teresa's
value as a botanical assistant。 It appeared that during the
afternoon she had not only duplicated his specimens; but had
discoverd one or two rare plants as yet unclassified in the flora
of the Carquinez Woods。 He was delighted; and in turn; over the
campfire; yielded up some details of his present life and some of
his earlier recollections。
〃You don't remember anything of your father?〃 she asked。 〃Did he
ever try to seek you out?〃
〃No! Why should he?〃 replied the imperturbable Low; 〃he was not
a Cherokee。〃
〃No; he was a beast;〃 responded Teresa promptly。 〃And your
motherdo you remember her?〃
〃No; I think she died。〃
〃You THINK she died? Don't you know?〃
〃No!〃
〃Then you're another!〃 said Teresa。 Notwithstanding this
frankness; they shook hands for the night: Teresa nestling like a
rabbit in a hollow by the side of the campfire; Low with his feet
towards it; Indian…wise; and his head and shoulders pillowed on
his haversack; only half distinguishable in the darkness beyond。
With such trivial details three uneventful days slipped by。
Their retreat was undisturbed; nor could Low detect; by the least
evidence to his acute perceptive faculties; that any intruding
feet had since crossed the belt of shade。 The echoes of passing
events at Indian Spring had recorded the escape of Teresa as
occurring at a remote and purely imaginative distance; and her
probable direction the county of Yolo。
〃Can you remember;〃 he one day asked her; 〃what time it was when
you cut the riata and got away?〃
Teresa pressed her hands upon her eyes and temples。
〃About three; I reckon。〃
〃And you were here at seven; you could have covered some ground
in four hours?〃
〃PerhapsI don't know;〃 she said; her voice taking up its old
quality again。 〃Don't ask meI ran all the way。〃
Her face was quite pale as she removed her hands from her eyes;
and her breath came as quickly as if she had just finished that
race for life。
〃Then you think I am safe here?〃 she added; after a pause。
〃Perfectlyuntil they find you are NOT in Yolo。 Then they'll
look here。 And THAT'S the time for you to go THERE。〃 Teresa
smiled timidly。
〃It will take them some time to search Yolounless;〃 she added;
〃you're tired of me here。〃 The charming non sequitur did not;
however; seem to strike the young man。 〃I've got time yet to
find a few more plants for you;〃 she suggested。
〃Oh; certainly!〃
〃And give you a few more lessons in cooking。〃
〃Perhaps。〃
The conscientious and literal Low was beginning to doubt if she
were really practical。 How otherwise could she trifle with such
a situation?
It must be confessed that that day and the next she did trifle
with it。 She gave herself up to a grave and delicious languor
that seemed to flow from shadow and silence and permeate her
entire being。 She passed hours in a thoughtful repose of mind
and spirit that seemed to fall like balm from those steadfast
guardians; and distill their gentle ether in her soul; or
breathed into her listening ear immunity from the forgotten past;
and security for the present。 If there was no dream of the
future in this calm; even recurrence of placid existence; so much
the better。 The simple details of each succeeding day; the
quaint housekeeping; the brief companionship and coming and going
of her young hosthimself at best a crystallized personification
of the sedate and hospitable woodssatisfied her feeble
cravings。 She no longer regretted the inferior position that her
fears had obliged her to take the first night she came; she began
to look up to this young manso much younger than herself
without knowing what it meant; it was not until she found that
this attitude did not detract from his picturesqueness that she
discovered herself seeking for reasons to degrade him from this
seductive eminence。
A week had elapsed with little change。 On two days he had been
absent all day; returning only in time to sup in the hollow tree;
which; thanks to the final removal of the dead bear from its
vicinity; was now considered a safer retreat than the exposed
camp…fire。 On the first of these occasions she received him with
some preoccupation; paying but little heed to the scant gossip he
brought from Indian Spring; and retiring early under the plea of
fatigue; that he might seek his own distant camp…fire; which;
thanks to her stronger nerves and regained courage; she no longer
required so near。 On the second occasion; he found her writing a
letter more or less blotted with her tears。 When it was
finished