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作者:赖赖      更新:2021-02-27 02:48      字数:9322
  me if this were not so; the world would not live; but would die; smothered
  by its own stink。      Is the wall betwixt us gone; friend?〃
  He   smiled   as   he   looked   at   me;   kindly;   but   sadly  and   shamefast;   and
  shook his head。
  Then in a while he said; 〃Now ye have seen the images of those who
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  were our   friends;   come   and   see   the   images   of   those   who   were once   our
  foes。〃
  So he led the way through the side screen into the chancel aisle; and
  there on the pavement lay the bodies of the foemen; their weapons taken
  from   them   and   they   stripped   of   their   armour;   but   not   otherwise   of   their
  clothes; and their faces mostly; but not all; covered。                  At the east end of
  the aisle was another altar; covered with a rich cloth beautifully figured;
  and   on   the   wall   over   it   was   a   deal   of   tabernacle   work;   in   the   midmost
  niche of it an image painted and gilt of a gay knight on horseback; cutting
  his own cloak in two with his sword to give a cantle of it to a half…naked
  beggar。 〃Knowest thou any of these men?〃 said I。
  He   said;   〃Some   I   should   know;   could   I   see  their   faces;   but   let   them
  be。〃
  〃Were they evil men?〃 said I。
  〃Yea;〃 he said; 〃some two or three。              But I will not tell thee of them;
  let St。 Martin; whose house this is; tell their story if he will。                  As for the
  rest   they   were    hapless   fools;    or  else   men    who    must    earn   their   bread
  somehow;   and   were   driven   to   this   bad   way  of   earning   it;   God   rest   their
  souls!     I will be no tale…bearer; not even to God。〃
  So we stood musing a little while; I gazing not on the dead men; but on
  the strange pictures   on   the   wall;   which   were   richer and   deeper   coloured
  than those in the nave; till at last John Ball turned to me and laid his hand
  on   my   shoulder。      I   started   and   said;   〃Yea;   brother;   now   must   I   get   me
  back to Will Green's house; as I promised to do so timely。〃
  〃Not yet; brother;〃 said he; 〃I have still much to say to thee; and the
  night is yet young。        Go we and sit in the stalls of the vicars; and let us ask
  and answer   on   matters concerning   the   fashion of this   world   of   menfolk;
  and of this land wherein we dwell; for once more I deem of thee that thou
  hast seen things which I have not seen; and could not have seen。〃                         With
  that word he led me back into the chancel; and we sat down side by side in
  the   stalls   at   the   west   end   of   it;   facing   the   high   altar   and   the   great   east
  window。       By     this  time   the   chancel    was    getting   dimmer      as  the   moon
  wound round the heavens; but yet was there a twilight of the moon; so that
  I could still see the things about me for all the brightness of the window
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  that   faced   us;   and this   moon   twilight   would   last;   I   knew;   until   the   short
  summer night should wane; and the twilight of the dawn begin to show us
  the colours of all things about us。
  So we sat; and I gathered my thoughts to hear what he would say; and I
  myself was trying to think what I should ask of him; for I thought of him
  as he of me; that he had seen things which I could not have seen。
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  CHAPTER X
  TWO TALK OF THE DAYS TO COME
  〃Brother;〃 said John Ball; 〃how deemest thou of our adventure?                   I do
  not   ask thee  if thou   thinkest   we  are  right to   play  the  play  like  men;   but
  whether playing like men we shall fail like men。〃
  〃Why dost thou ask me?〃 said I; 〃how much further than beyond this
  church can I see?〃 〃Far further;〃 quoth he; 〃for I wot that thou art a scholar
  and   hast   read   books;   and   withal;   in   some   way   that   I   cannot   name;   thou
  knowest   more   than   we;   as   though   with   thee   the   world   had   lived   longer
  than   with   us。   Hide   not;   therefore;   what   thou   hast   in   thine   heart;   for   I
  think    after  this  night   I  shall  see  thee  no   more;   until   we   meet   in  the
  heavenly Fellowship。〃
  〃Friend;〃 I said; 〃ask me what thou wilt; or rather ask thou the years to
  come   to   tell   thee   some   little   of   their   tale;   and  yet   methinks   thou   thyself
  mayest have some deeming thereof。〃
  He raised himself on the elbow of the stall and looked me full in the
  face; and said to me:        〃Is it so after all that thou art no man in the flesh;
  but art sent to me by the Master of the Fellowship; and the King's Son of
  Heaven; to tell me what shall be?          If that be so tell me straight out; since I
  had some deeming hereof before; whereas thy speech is like ours and yet
  unlike; and thy face hath something in it which is not after the fashion of
  our day。     And yet take heed; if thou art such an one; I fear thee not; nay;
  nor him  that   sent thee; nor  for  thy bidding;  nor  for his;  will   I turn   back
  from London Bridge but will press on; for I do what is meet and right。〃
  〃Nay;〃 said I; 〃did I not tell thee e'en now that I knew life but not death?
  I am not dead; and as to who hath sent me; I say not that I am come by my
  own will; for I know not; yet also I know not the will that hath sent me
  hither。    And this I say to thee; moreover; that if I know more than thou; I
  do far less; therefore thou art my captain and I thy minstrel。〃
  He   sighed   as   one   from   whom   a   weight   had   been   lifted;   and   said:
  〃Well; then; since thou art alive on the earth and a man like myself; tell me
  how deemest thou of our adventure: shall we come to London; and how
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  shall we fare there?〃
  Said I; 〃What shall hinder you to come to London; and to fare there as
  ye will?     For be sure that the Fellowship in Essex shall not fail you; nor
  shall the Londoners who hate the king's uncles withstand you; nor hath the
  Court   any   great   force   to   meet   you   in   the   field;   ye   shall   cast   fear   and
  trembling into their hearts。〃
  〃Even so; I thought;〃 said he; 〃but afterwards what shall betide?〃
  Said I; 〃It grieves my heart to say that which I think。                 Yet hearken;
  many a man's son shall die who is now alive and happy; and if the soldiers
  be slain; and of them most not on the field; but by the lawyers; how shall
  the captains escape?        Surely thou goest to thy death。〃
  He   smiled   very   sweetly;   yet   proudly;   as   he   said:  〃Yea;   the   road   is
  long; but the end cometh at last。           Friend; many a day have I been dying;
  for my sister; with whom I have played and been merry in the autumn tide
  about     the  edges    of  the   stubble…fields;    and   we   gathered     the  nuts   and
  bramble…berries there; and started thence the missel…thrush; and wondered
  at   his   voice   and   thought   him   big;   and   the   sparrow…hawk   wheeled   and
  turned over the hedges and the weasel ran across the path; and the sound
  of the sheep…bells came to us from the downs as we sat happy on the grass;
  and she is dead and gone from the earth; for she pined from famine after
  the   years   of   the   great   sickness;   and   my   brother   was   slain   in   the   French
  wars; and none thanked him for dying save he that stripped him of his gear;
  and my unwedded wife with whom I dwelt in love after I had taken the
  tonsure;   and   all   men   said   she   was   good   and   fair;   and   true   she   was   and
  lovely; she also is dead and gone from the earth; and why should I abide
  save for the deeds of the flesh which must be done?                 Truly; friend; this is
  but an old tale that men must die; and I will tell thee another; to wit; that
  they live: and I live now and shall live。          Tell me then what shall befall。〃
  Somehow I could not heed him as a living man as much as I had done;
  and the voice that came from me seemed less of me as I answered:
  〃These men are strong and valiant as any that have been or shall be;
  and good fellows   also and kindly;   but they  are simple; and   see no   great
  way  before   their   own   noses。     The   victory  shall   they  have   and   shall   not
  know what to do with it; they shall figh