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me if this were not so; the world would not live; but would die; smothered
by its own stink。 Is the wall betwixt us gone; friend?〃
He smiled as he looked at me; kindly; but sadly and shamefast; and
shook his head。
Then in a while he said; 〃Now ye have seen the images of those who
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were our friends; come and see the images of those who were once our
foes。〃
So he led the way through the side screen into the chancel aisle; and
there on the pavement lay the bodies of the foemen; their weapons taken
from them and they stripped of their armour; but not otherwise of their
clothes; and their faces mostly; but not all; covered。 At the east end of
the aisle was another altar; covered with a rich cloth beautifully figured;
and on the wall over it was a deal of tabernacle work; in the midmost
niche of it an image painted and gilt of a gay knight on horseback; cutting
his own cloak in two with his sword to give a cantle of it to a half…naked
beggar。 〃Knowest thou any of these men?〃 said I。
He said; 〃Some I should know; could I see their faces; but let them
be。〃
〃Were they evil men?〃 said I。
〃Yea;〃 he said; 〃some two or three。 But I will not tell thee of them;
let St。 Martin; whose house this is; tell their story if he will。 As for the
rest they were hapless fools; or else men who must earn their bread
somehow; and were driven to this bad way of earning it; God rest their
souls! I will be no tale…bearer; not even to God。〃
So we stood musing a little while; I gazing not on the dead men; but on
the strange pictures on the wall; which were richer and deeper coloured
than those in the nave; till at last John Ball turned to me and laid his hand
on my shoulder。 I started and said; 〃Yea; brother; now must I get me
back to Will Green's house; as I promised to do so timely。〃
〃Not yet; brother;〃 said he; 〃I have still much to say to thee; and the
night is yet young。 Go we and sit in the stalls of the vicars; and let us ask
and answer on matters concerning the fashion of this world of menfolk;
and of this land wherein we dwell; for once more I deem of thee that thou
hast seen things which I have not seen; and could not have seen。〃 With
that word he led me back into the chancel; and we sat down side by side in
the stalls at the west end of it; facing the high altar and the great east
window。 By this time the chancel was getting dimmer as the moon
wound round the heavens; but yet was there a twilight of the moon; so that
I could still see the things about me for all the brightness of the window
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that faced us; and this moon twilight would last; I knew; until the short
summer night should wane; and the twilight of the dawn begin to show us
the colours of all things about us。
So we sat; and I gathered my thoughts to hear what he would say; and I
myself was trying to think what I should ask of him; for I thought of him
as he of me; that he had seen things which I could not have seen。
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CHAPTER X
TWO TALK OF THE DAYS TO COME
〃Brother;〃 said John Ball; 〃how deemest thou of our adventure? I do
not ask thee if thou thinkest we are right to play the play like men; but
whether playing like men we shall fail like men。〃
〃Why dost thou ask me?〃 said I; 〃how much further than beyond this
church can I see?〃 〃Far further;〃 quoth he; 〃for I wot that thou art a scholar
and hast read books; and withal; in some way that I cannot name; thou
knowest more than we; as though with thee the world had lived longer
than with us。 Hide not; therefore; what thou hast in thine heart; for I
think after this night I shall see thee no more; until we meet in the
heavenly Fellowship。〃
〃Friend;〃 I said; 〃ask me what thou wilt; or rather ask thou the years to
come to tell thee some little of their tale; and yet methinks thou thyself
mayest have some deeming thereof。〃
He raised himself on the elbow of the stall and looked me full in the
face; and said to me: 〃Is it so after all that thou art no man in the flesh;
but art sent to me by the Master of the Fellowship; and the King's Son of
Heaven; to tell me what shall be? If that be so tell me straight out; since I
had some deeming hereof before; whereas thy speech is like ours and yet
unlike; and thy face hath something in it which is not after the fashion of
our day。 And yet take heed; if thou art such an one; I fear thee not; nay;
nor him that sent thee; nor for thy bidding; nor for his; will I turn back
from London Bridge but will press on; for I do what is meet and right。〃
〃Nay;〃 said I; 〃did I not tell thee e'en now that I knew life but not death?
I am not dead; and as to who hath sent me; I say not that I am come by my
own will; for I know not; yet also I know not the will that hath sent me
hither。 And this I say to thee; moreover; that if I know more than thou; I
do far less; therefore thou art my captain and I thy minstrel。〃
He sighed as one from whom a weight had been lifted; and said:
〃Well; then; since thou art alive on the earth and a man like myself; tell me
how deemest thou of our adventure: shall we come to London; and how
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shall we fare there?〃
Said I; 〃What shall hinder you to come to London; and to fare there as
ye will? For be sure that the Fellowship in Essex shall not fail you; nor
shall the Londoners who hate the king's uncles withstand you; nor hath the
Court any great force to meet you in the field; ye shall cast fear and
trembling into their hearts。〃
〃Even so; I thought;〃 said he; 〃but afterwards what shall betide?〃
Said I; 〃It grieves my heart to say that which I think。 Yet hearken;
many a man's son shall die who is now alive and happy; and if the soldiers
be slain; and of them most not on the field; but by the lawyers; how shall
the captains escape? Surely thou goest to thy death。〃
He smiled very sweetly; yet proudly; as he said: 〃Yea; the road is
long; but the end cometh at last。 Friend; many a day have I been dying;
for my sister; with whom I have played and been merry in the autumn tide
about the edges of the stubble…fields; and we gathered the nuts and
bramble…berries there; and started thence the missel…thrush; and wondered
at his voice and thought him big; and the sparrow…hawk wheeled and
turned over the hedges and the weasel ran across the path; and the sound
of the sheep…bells came to us from the downs as we sat happy on the grass;
and she is dead and gone from the earth; for she pined from famine after
the years of the great sickness; and my brother was slain in the French
wars; and none thanked him for dying save he that stripped him of his gear;
and my unwedded wife with whom I dwelt in love after I had taken the
tonsure; and all men said she was good and fair; and true she was and
lovely; she also is dead and gone from the earth; and why should I abide
save for the deeds of the flesh which must be done? Truly; friend; this is
but an old tale that men must die; and I will tell thee another; to wit; that
they live: and I live now and shall live。 Tell me then what shall befall。〃
Somehow I could not heed him as a living man as much as I had done;
and the voice that came from me seemed less of me as I answered:
〃These men are strong and valiant as any that have been or shall be;
and good fellows also and kindly; but they are simple; and see no great
way before their own noses。 The victory shall they have and shall not
know what to do with it; they shall figh