第 32 节
作者:不是就是      更新:2021-02-27 02:46      字数:9322
  Vassilievna Epifanov to be his wife。
  XXXV
  HOW WE RECEIVED THE NEWS
  Yet; even on the eve of the official announcement; every one had
  learnt of the matter; and was discussing it。 Mimi never left her
  room that day; and wept copiously。 Katenka kept her company; and
  only came out for luncheon; with a grieved expression on her face
  which was manifestly borrowed from her mother。 Lubotshka; on the
  contrary; was very cheerful; and told us after luncheon that she
  knew of a splendid secret which she was going to tell no one。
  〃There is nothing so splendid about your secret;〃 said Woloda;
  who did not in the least share her satisfaction。 〃If you were
  capable of any serious thought at all; you would understand that
  it is a very bad lookout for us。〃
  Lubotshka stared at him in amazement; and said no more。 After the
  meal was over; Woloda made a feint of taking me by the arm; and
  then; fearing that this would seem too much like 〃affection;〃
  nudged me gently by the elbow; and beckoned me towards the salon。
  〃You know; I suppose; what the secret is of which Lubotshka was
  speaking?〃 he said when he was sure that we were alone。 It was
  seldom that he and I spoke together in confidence: with the
  result that; whenever it came about; we felt a kind of
  awkwardness in one another's presence; and 〃boys began to jump
  about〃 in our eyes; as Woloda expressed it。 On the present
  occasion; however; he answered the excitement in my eyes with a
  grave; fixed look which said: 〃You need not be surprised; for we
  are brothers; and we have to consider an important family
  matter。〃 I understood him; and he went on:
  〃You know; I suppose; that Papa is going to marry Avdotia
  Epifanov?〃
  I nodded; for I had already heard so。 〃Well; it is not a good
  thing;〃 continued Woloda。
  〃Why so?〃
  〃Why?〃 he repeated irritably。 〃Because it will be so pleasant;
  won't it; to have this stuttering 'colonel' and all his family
  for relations! Certainly she seems nice enough; as yet; but who
  knows what she will turn out to be later? It won't matter much to
  you or myself; but Lubotshka will soon be making her debut; and
  it will hardly be nice for her to have such a 'belle mere' as
  thisa woman who speaks French badly; and has no manners to
  teach her。〃
  Although it seemed odd to hear Woloda criticising Papa's choice
  so coolly; I felt that he was right。
  〃Why is he marrying her?〃 I asked。
  〃Oh; it is a hole…and…corner business; and God only knows why;〃
  he answered。 〃All I know is that her brother; Peter; tried to
  make conditions about the marriage; and that; although at first
  Papa would not hear of them; he afterwards took some fancy or
  knight…errantry or another into his head。 But; as I say; it is a
  hole…and…corner business。 I am only just beginning to understand
  my father 〃the fact that Woloda called Papa 〃my father〃 instead
  of 〃Papa〃 somehow hurt me〃and though I can see that he is kind
  and clever; he is irresponsible and frivolous to a degree that
  Well; the whole thing is astonishing。 He cannot so much as look
  upon a woman calmly。 You yourself know how he falls in love with
  every one that he meets。 You know it; and so does Mimi。〃
  〃What do you mean?〃 I said。
  〃What I say。 Not long ago I learnt that he used to be in love
  with Mimi herself when he was a young man; and that he used to
  send her poetry; and that there really was something between
  them。 Mimi is heart…sore about it to this day〃and Woloda burst
  out laughing。
  〃Impossible!〃 I cried in astonishment。
  〃But the principal thing at this moment;〃 went on Woloda;
  becoming serious again; and relapsing into French; 〃is to think
  how delighted all our relations will be with this marriage! Why;
  she will probably have children!〃
  Woloda's prudence and forethought struck me so forcibly that I
  had no answer to make。 Just at this moment Lubotshka approached
  us。
  〃So you know?〃 she said with a joyful face。
  〃Yes;〃 said Woloda。 〃Still; I am surprised at you; Lubotshka。 You
  are no longer a baby in long clothes。 Why should you be so
  pleased because Papa is going to marry a piece of trash?〃
  At this Lubotshka's face fell; and she became serious。
  〃Oh; Woloda!〃 she exclaimed。 〃Why 'a piece of trash' indeed? How
  can you dare to speak of Avdotia like that? If Papa is going to
  marry her she cannot be 'trash。'〃
  〃No; not trash; so to speak; but〃
  〃No 'buts' at all!〃 interrupted Lubotshka; flaring up。 〃You have
  never heard me call the girl whom you are in love with 'trash!'
  How; then; can you speak so of Papa and a respectable woman?
  Although you are my elder brother; I won't allow you to speak
  like that! You ought not to!〃
  〃Mayn't I even express an opinion about〃
  〃No; you mayn't!〃 repeated Lubotshka。 〃No one ought to criticise
  such a father as ours。 Mimi has the right to; but not you;
  however much you may be the eldest brother。〃
  〃Oh you don't understand anything;〃 said Woloda contemptuously。
  〃Try and do so。 How can it be a good thing that a 'Dunetchka' of
  an Epifanov should take the place of our dead Mamma?〃
  For a moment Lubotshka was silent。 Then the tears suddenly came
  into her eyes。
  〃I knew that you were conceited; but I never thought that you
  could be cruel;〃 she said; and left us。
  〃Pshaw!〃 said Woloda; pulling a serio…comic face and make…
  believe; stupid eyes。 〃That's what comes of arguing with them。〃
  Evidently he felt that he was at fault in having so far forgot
  himself as to descend to discuss matters at all with Lubotshka。
  Next day the weather was bad; and neither Papa nor the ladies had
  come down to morning tea when I entered the drawing…room。 There
  had been cold rain in the night; and remnants of the clouds from
  which it had descended were still scudding across the sky; with
  the sun's luminous disc (not yet risen to any great height)
  showing faintly through them。 It was a windy; damp; grey morning。
  The door into the garden was standing open; and pools left by the
  night's rain were drying on the damp…blackened flags of the
  terrace。 The open door was swinging on its iron hinges in the
  wind; and all the paths looked wet and muddy。 The old birch trees
  with their naked white branches; the bushes; the turf; the
  nettles; the currant…trees; the elders with the pale side of
  their leaves turned upwardsall were dashing themselves about;
  and looking as though they were trying to wrench themselves free
  from their roots。 From the avenue of lime…trees showers of round;
  yellow leaves were flying through the air in tossing; eddying
  circles; and strewing the wet road and soaked aftermath of the
  hayfield with a clammy carpet。 At the moment; my thoughts were
  wholly taken up with my father's approaching marriage and with
  the point of view from which Woloda regarded it。 The future
  seemed to me to bode no good for any of us。 I felt distressed to
  think that a woman who was not only a stranger but young should
  be going to associate with us in so many relations of life;
  without having any right to do sonay; that this young woman was
  going to usurp the place of our dead mother。 I felt depressed;
  and kept thinking more and more that my father was to blame in
  the matter。 Presently I heard his voice and Woloda's speaking
  together in the pantry; and; not wishing to meet Papa just then;
  had just left the room when I was pursued by Lubotshka; who said
  that Papa wanted to see me。
  He was standing in the drawing…room; with his hand resting on the
  piano; and was gazing in my direction with an air at once grave
  and impatient。 His face no longer wore the youthful; gay
  expression which had struck me for so long; but; on the contrary;
  looked sad。 Woloda was walking about the room with a pipe in his
  hand。 I approached my father; and bade him good morning。
  〃Well; my children;〃 he said firmly; with a lift of his head and
  in the peculiarly hurried manner of one who wishes to announce
  something obviously unwelcome; but no longer admitting of
  reconsideration; 〃you know; I suppose; that I am going to marry
  Avdotia Epifanov。〃 He paused a moment。 〃Hitherto I had had no
  desire for any one to succeed your mother; but〃and again he
  paused〃it…it is evidently my fate。 Dunetchka is an excellent;
  kind girl; and no longer in her first youth。 I hope; therefore;
  my children; that you will like her; and she; I know; will be
  sincerely fond of you; for she is a good woman。 And now;〃 he went
  on; addressing himself more particularly to Woloda and myself;
  and having the appearance of speaking hurriedly in order to
  prevent us from interrupting him; 〃it is time for you to depart;
  while I myself am going to stay here until the New Year; and then
  to follow you to Moscow with〃again he hesitated a moment〃my
  wife and Lubotshka。〃 It hurt me to see my father standing as
  though abashed and at fault before us; so I moved a little nearer
  him; but Woloda only went on walking about th