car　under　the　coverlet；　the　fall　of　an　apple　as　it　caught　against
  a　branch　and　rustled　among　the　dry　leaves；　the　leapings　of　frogs
  as　they　approached　almost　to　the　verandah…steps　arid　sat　with　the
  moon　shining　mysteriously　on　their　green　backsall　these　things
  took　on　for　me　a　strange　significancea　significance　of
  exceeding　beauty　and　of　infinite　love。　Before　me　would　rise　SHE；
  with　long　black　tresses　and　a　high　bust；　but　always　mournful　in
  her　fairness；　with　bare　hands　and　voluptuous　arms。　She　loved　me；
  and　for　one　moment　of　her　love　I　would　sacrifice　my　whole　life！
  But　the　moon　would　go　on　rising　higher　and　higher；　and　shining
  brighter　and　brighter；　in　the　heavens；　the　rich　sparkle　of　the
  pond　would　swell　like　a　sound；　and　become　ever　more　and　more
  brilliant；　while　the　shadows　would　grow　blacker　and　blacker；　and
  the　sheen　of　the　moon　more　and　more　transparent：　until；　as　I
  looked　at　and　listened　to　all　this；　something　would　say　to　me
  that　SHE　with　the　bare　hands　and　voluptuous　arms　did　not
  represent　ALL　happiness；　that　love　for　her　did　not　represent　ALL
  good；　so　that；　the　more　I　gazed　at　the　full；　high…riding　moon；
  the　higher　would　true　beauty　and　goodness　appear　to　me　to　lie；
  and　the　purer　and　purer　they　would　seemthe　nearer　and　nearer　to
  Him　who　is　the　source　of　all　beauty　and　all　goodness。　And　tears
  of　a　sort　of　unsatisfied；　yet　tumultuous；　joy　would　fill　my　eyes。
  Always；　too；　I　was　alone；　yet　always；　too；　it　seemed　to　me　that；
  although　great；　mysterious　Nature　could　draw　the　shining　disc　of
  the　moon　to　herself；　and　somehow　hold　in　some　high；　indefinite
  place　the　pale…blue　sky；　and　be　everywhere　around　me；　and　fill　of
  herself　the　infinity　of　space；　while　I　was　but　a　lowly　worm；
  already　defiled　with　the　poor；　petty　passions　of　humanityalways
  it　seemed　to　me　that；　nevertheless；　both　Nature　and　the　moon　and
  I　were　one。
  XXXIII
  OUR　NEIGHBOURS
  ON　the　first　day　after　our　arrival；　I　had　been　greatly　astonished
  that　Papa　should　speak　of　our　neighbours；　the　Epifanovs；　as　〃nice
  people；〃　and　still　more　so　that　he　should　go　to　call　upon　them。
  The　fact　was　that　we　had　long　been　at　law　over　some　land　with
  this　family。　When　a　child；　I　had　more　than　once　heard　Papa　raging
  over　the　litigation；　abusing　the　Epifanovs；　and　warning　people
  （so　I　understood　him）　against　them。　Likewise；　I　had　heard　Jakoff
  speak　of　them　as　〃our　enemies〃　and　〃black　people〃　and　could
  remember　Mamma　requesting　that　their　names　should　never　be
  mentioned　in　her　presence；　nor；　indeed；　in　the　house　at　all。
  From　these　data　I；　as　a　child；　had　arrived　at　the　clear　and　assured
  conviction　that　the　Epifanovs　were　foemen　of　ours　who　would　at
  any　time　stab　or　strangle　both　Papa　and　his　sons　if　they　should
  ever　come　across　them；　as　well　as　that　they　were　〃black　people〃；
  in　the　literal　sense　of　the　term。　Consequently；　when；　in　the　year
  that　Mamma　died；　I　chanced　to　catch　sight　of　Avdotia　（〃La　Belle
  Flamande〃）　on　the　occasion　of　a　visit　which　she　paid　to　my
  mother；　I　found　it　hard　to　believe　that　she　did　not　come　of　a
  family　of　negroes。　All　the　same；　I　had　the　lowest　possible
  opinion　of　the　family；　and；　for　all　that　we　saw　much　of　them　that
  summer；　continued　to　be　strongly　prejudiced　against　them。　As　a
  matter　of　fact；　their　household　only　consisted　of　the　mother　（a
  widow　of　fifty；　but　a　very　well…preserved；　cheery　old　woman）；　a
  beautiful　daughter　named　Avdotia；　and　a　son；　Peter；　who　was　a
  stammerer；　unmarried；　and　of　very　serious　disposition。
  For　the　last　twenty　years　before　her　husband's　death；　Madame
  Epifanov　had　lived　apart　from　himsometimes　in　St。　Petersburg；
  where　she　had　relatives；　but　more　frequently　at　her　village　of
  Mitishtchi；　which　stood　some　three　versts　from　ours。　Yet　the
  neighbourhood　had　taken　to　circulating　such　horrible　tales
  concerning　her　mode　of　life　that　Messalina　was；　by　comparison；　a
  blameless　child：　which　was　why　my　mother　had　requested　her　name
  never　to　be　mentioned。　As　a　matter　of　fact；　not　one…tenth　part　of
  the　most　cruel　of　all　gossipthe　gossip　of　country…housesis
  worthy　of　credence；　and　although；　when　I　first　made　Madame's
  acquaintance；　she　had　living　with　her　in　the　house　a　clerk　named
  Mitusha；　who　had　been　promoted　from　a　serf；　and　who；　curled；
  pomaded；　and　dressed　in　a　frockcoat　of　Circassian　pattern；　always
  stood　behind　his　mistress's　chair　at　luncheon；　while　from　time　to
  time　she　invited　her　guests　to　admire　his　handsome　eyes　and
  mouth；　there　was　nothing　for　gossip　to　take　hold　of。　I　believe；
  too；　that　since　the　timeten　years　earlierwhen　she　had　recalled
  her　dutiful　son　Peter　from　the　service；　she　had　wholly　changed
  her　mode　of　living。　It　seems　her　property　had　never　been　a　large
  onemerely　a　hundred　souls　or　so＇This　refers；　of　course；　to　the
  days　of　serfdom。＇and　that　during　her　previous　life　of　gaiety　she
  had　spent　a　great　deal。　Consequently；　when；　some　ten　years　ago；
  those　portions　of　the　property　which　had　been　mortgaged　and　re…
  mortgaged　had　been　foreclosed　upon　and　compulsorily　sold　by
  auction；　she　had　come　to　the　conclusion　that　all　these　unpleasant
  details　of　distress　upon　and　valuation　of　her　property　had　been
  due　not　so　much　to　failure　to　pay　the　interest　as　to　the　fact
  that　she　was　a　woman：　wherefore　she　had　written　to　her　son　（then
  serving　with　his　regiment）　to　come　and　save　his　mother　from　her
  embarrassments；　and　he；　like　a　dutiful　sonconceiving　that　his
  first　duty　was　to　comfort　his　mother　in　her　old　agehad
  straightway　resigned　his　commission　（for　all　that　he　had　been
  doing　well　in　his　profession；　and　was　hoping　soon　to　become
  independent）；　and　had　come　to　join　her　in　the　country。
  Despite　his　plain　face；　uncouth　demeanour；　and　fault　of
  stuttering；　Peter　was　a　man　of　unswerving　principles　and　of　the
  most　extraordinary　good　sense。　Somehowby　small　borrowings；
  sundry　strokes　of　business；　petitions　for　grace；　and　promises　to
  repayhe　contrived　to　carry　on　the　property；　and；　making　himself
  overseer；　donned　his　father's　greatcoat　（still　preserved　in　a
  drawer）；　dispensed　with　horses　and　carriages；　discouraged　guests
  from　calling　at　Mitishtchi；　fashioned　his　own　sleighs；　increased
  his　arable　land　and　curtailed　that　of　the　serfs；　felled　his　own
  timber；　sold　his　produce　in　person；　and　saw　to　matters　generally。
  Indeed；　he　swore；　and　kept　his　oath；　that；　until　all　outstanding
  debts　were　paid；　he　would　never　wear　any　clothes　than　his
  father's　greatcoat　and　a　corduroy　jacket　which　he　had　made　for
  himself；　nor　yet　ride　in　aught　but　a　country　waggon；　drawn　by
  peasants'　horses。　This　stoical　mode　of　life　he　sought　to　apply
  also　to　his　family；　so　far　as　the　sympathetic　respect　which　he
  conceived　to　be　his　mother's　due　would　allow　of；　so　that；
  although；　in　the　drawing…room；　he　would　show　her　only　stuttering
  servility；　and　fulfil　all　her　wishes；　and　blame　any　one　who　did
  not　do　precisely　as　she　bid　them；　in　his　study　or　his　office　he
  would　overhaul　the　cook　if　she　had　served　up　so　much　as　a　duck
  without　his　orders；　or　any　one　responsible　for　sending　a　serf
  （even　though　at　Madame's　own　bidding）　to　inquire　after　a
  neighbour's　health　or　for　despatching　the　peasant　girls　into　the
  wood　to　gather　wild　raspberries　instead　of　setting　them　to　weed
  the　kitchen…garden。
  Within　four　years　every　debt　had　been　repaid；　and　Peter　had　gone
  to　Moscow　and　returned　thence　in　a　new　jacket　and　tarantass。　＇A
  two…wheeled　carriage。＇　Yet；　despite　this　flourishing　position　of
  affairs；　he　still　preserved　the　stoical　tendencies　in　which；　to
  tell　the　truth；　he　took　a　certain　vague　pride　before　his　family
  and　strangers；　since　he　would　frequently　say　with　a　stutter：　〃Any
  one　who　REALLY　wishes　to　see　me　will　be　glad　to　see　me　even　in　my
  dressing…gown；　and　to　eat　nothing　but　shtchi　＇Cabbage…soup。＇　and
  kasha　＇Buckwheat　gruel。＇　at　my　table。〃　〃That　is　what　I　eat
  myself；〃　he　would　add。　In　his　every　word　and　movement　spoke　pride
  based　upon　a　consciousness　of　having　sacrificed　himself　for　his
  mother　and　redeemed　the　property；　as　well　as　contempt　for　any　one
  who　had　not　done　something　of　the　same　kind。
  The　mother　and　daughter　were　altogether　different　characters　from
  Peter；　as　well　as　altogether　different　from　one　another。　The
  former　was　one　of　the　most　agreeable；　uniformly　good…tempered；
  and　cheerful　women　whom　one　could　possibly　meet。　Anything
  attractive　and　genuinely　happy　delighted　her。　Even　the　faculty　of
  being　pleased　with　the　sight　of　young　people　enjoying　themselves
  （it　is　only　in　the　best…natured　of　elderly　folk　that　one　meets
  with　that　TRAIT）　she　possessed　to　the　full。　On　the　other　hand；
  her　daughter　was　of　a　grave　turn　of　mind。　Rather；　she　was　of　that
  peculiarly　careless；　absent…minded；　gratuitously　distant　bearing
  which　commonly　distinguishes　unmarried　beauties。　Whenever　she
  tried　to　be　gay；　her　gaiety　somehow　seemed　to　be　unnatural　to
  her；　so　that　she　always　appeared　to　be　laughing　either　at　herself
  or　at　the　persons　to　whom　she　was　speaking　or