the　salle；　and；　after　congratulating　me　with　much　empressement；
  handed　me；　according　to　instructions　from　my　father；　four　bank…
  notes；　as　well　as　informed　me　that　Papa　had　also　given　orders
  that；　from　that　day　forth；　the　groom　Kuzma；　the　phaeton；　and　the
  bay　horse　Krassavchik　were　to　be　entirely　at　my　disposal。　I　was
  so　overjoyed　at　this　not　altogether　expected　good…fortune　that　I
  could　no　longer　feign　indifference　in　Gabriel's　presence；　but；
  flustered　and　panting；　said　the　first　thing　which　came　into　my
  head　（〃Krassavchik　is　a　splendid　trotter；〃　I　think　it　was）。　Then；
  catching　sight　of　the　various　heads　protruding　from　the　doors　of
  the　hall　and　corridor；　I　felt　that　I　could　bear　no　more；　and　set
  off　running　at　full　speed　across　the　salle；　dressed　as　I　was　in
  the　new　tunic；　with　its　shining　gilt　buttons。　Just　as　I　burst
  into　Woloda's　room；　I　heard　behind　me　the　voices　of　Dubkoff　and
  Nechludoff；　who　had　come　to　congratulate　me；　as　well　as　to
  propose　a　dinner　somewhere　and　the　drinking　of　much　champagne　in
  honour　of　my　matriculation。　Dimitri　informed　me　that；　though　he
  did　not　care　for　champagne；　he　would　nevertheless　join　us　that
  evening　and　drink　my　health；　while　Dubkoff　remarked　that　I　looked
  almost　like　a　colonel；　and　Woloda　omitted　to　congratulate　me　at
  all；　merely　saying　in　an　acid　way　that　he　supposed　we　should　now
  i。e。　in　two　days　timebe　off　into　the　country。　The　truth　was
  that　Woloda；　though　pleased　at　my　matriculation；　did　not
  altogether　like　my　becoming　as　grown…up　as　himself。　St。　Jerome；
  who　also　joined　us　at　this　moment；　said　in　a　very　pompous　manner
  that　his　duties　were　now　ended；　and　that；　although　he　did　not
  know　whether　they　had　been　well　done　or　ill；　at　least　he　had　done
  his　best；　and　must　depart　to…morrow　to　his　Count's。　In　replying
  to　their　various　remarks　I　could　feel；　in　spite　of　myself；　a
  pleased；　agreeable；　faintly　self…sufficient　smile　playing　over　my
  countenance；　as　well　as　could　remark　that　that　smile；
  communicated　itself　to　those　to　whom　I　was　speaking。
  So　here　was　I　without　a　tutor；　yet　with　my　own　private　drozhki；
  my　name　printed　on　the　list　of　students；　a　sword　and　belt　of　my
  own；　and　a　chance　of　an　occasional　salute　from　officials！　In
  short；　I　was　grownup　and；　I　suppose；　happy。
  Finally；　we　arranged　to　go　out　and　dine　at　five　o'clock；　but　since
  Woloda　presently　went　off　to　Dubkoff's；　and　Dimitri　disappeared
  in　his　usual　fashion　（saying　that　there　was　something　he　MUST　do
  before　dinner）；　I　was　left　with　two　whole　hours　still　at　my
  disposal。　For　a　time　I　walked　through　the　rooms　of　the　house；　and
  looked　at　myself　in　all　the　mirrorsfirstly　with　the　tunic
  buttoned；　then　with　it　unbuttoned；　and　lastly　with　only　the　top
  button　fastened。　Each　time　it　looked　splendid。　Eventually；　though
  anxious　not　to　show　any　excess　of　delight；　I　found　myself　unable
  to　refrain　from　crossing　over　to　the　coach…house　and　stables　to
  gaze　at　Krassovchik；　Kuzma；　and　the　drozhki。　Then　I　returned　and
  once　more　began　my　tour　of　the　rooms；　where　I　looked　at　myself　in
  all　the　mirrors　as　before；　and　counted　my　money　over　in　my
  pocketmy　face　smiling　happily　the　while。　Yet　not　an　hour　had
  elapsed　before　I　began　to　feel　slightly　ennuyeto　feel　a　shade
  of　regret　that　no　one　was　present　to　see　me　in　my　splendid
  position。　I　began　to　long　for　life　and　movement；　and　so　sent　out
  orders　for　the　drozhki　to　be　got　ready；　since　I　had　made　up　my
  mind　to　drive　to　the　Kuznetski　Bridge　and　make　some　purchases。
  In　this　connection　I　recalled　how；　after　matriculating；　Woloda
  had　gone　and　bought　himself　a　lithograph　of　horses　by　Victor　Adam
  and　some　pipes　and　tobacco：　wherefore　I　felt　that　I　too　must　do
  the　same。　Amid　glances　showered　upon　me　from　every　side；　and　with
  the　sunlight　reflected　from　my　buttons；　cap…badge；　and　sword；　I
  drove　to　the　Kuznetski　Bridge；　where；　halting　at　a　Picture　shop；
  I　entered　it　with　my　eyes　looking　to　every　side。　It　was　not
  precisely　horses　by　Adam　which　I　meant　to　buy；　since　I　did　not
  wish　to　be　accused　of　too　closely　imitating　Woloda；　wherefore；
  out　of　shame　for　causing　the　obsequious　shopmen　such　agitation　as
  I　appeared　to　do；　I　made　a　hasty　selection；　and　pitched　upon　a
  water…colour　of　a　woman's　head　which　I　saw　displayed　in　the
  windowprice　twenty　roubles。　Yet　no　sooner　had　I　paid　the　twenty
  roubles　over　the　counter　than　my　heart　smote　me　for　having　put
  two　such　beautifully　dressed　shop…assistants　to　so　much　trouble
  for　such　a　trifle。　Moreover；　I　fancied　that　they　were　regarding
  me　with　some　disdain。　Accordingly；　in　my　desire　to　show　them　what
  manner　of　man　I　was；　I　turned　my　attention　to　a　silver　trifle
  which　I　saw　displayed　in　a　show…case；　and；　recognising　that　it
  was　a　porte…crayon　（price　eighteen　roubles）；　requested　that　it
  should　forthwith　be　wrapped　in　paper　for　me。　Next；　the　money
  paid；　and　the　information　acquired　that　splendid　pipes　and
  tobacco　were　to　be　obtained　in　an　adjacent　emporium；　I　bowed　to
  the　two　shopmen　politely；　and　issued　into　the　street　with　the
  picture　under　my　arm。　At　the　shop　next　door　（which　had　painted　on
  its　sign…board　a　negro　smoking　a　cigar）　I　bought　（likewise　out　of
  a　desire　to　imitate　no　one）　some　Turkish　tobacco；　a　Stamboul
  hookah；　and　two　pipes。　On　coming　out　of　the　shop；　I　had　just
  entered　the　drozhki　when　I　caught　sight　of　Semenoff；　who　was
  walking　hurriedly　along　the　pavement　with　his　head　bent　down。
  Vexed　that　he　should　not　have　recognised　me；　I　called　out　to　him
  pretty　loudly；　〃Hold　on　a　minute！〃　and；　whipping　up　the　drozhki；
  soon　overtook　him。
  〃How　do　you　do？〃　I　said。
  〃My　respects　to　you；〃　he　replied；　but　without　stopping。
  〃Why　are　you　not　in　your　University　uniform？〃　I　next　inquired。
  At　this　he　stopped　short　with　a　frown；　and　parted　his　white　teeth
  as　though　the　sun　were　hurting　his　eyes。　The　next　moment；
  however；　he　threw　a　glance　of　studied　indifference　at　my　drozhki
  and　uniform；　and　continued　on　his　way。
  From　the　Kuznetski　Bridge；　I　drove　to　a　confectioner's　in
  Tverskaia　Street；　and；　much　as　I　should　have　liked　it　to　be
  supposed　that　it　was　the　newspapers　which　most　interested　me；　I
  had　no　choice　but　to　begin　falling　upon　tartlet　after　tartlet。　In
  fact；　for　all　my　bashfulness　before　a　gentleman　who　kept
  regarding　me　with　some　curiosity　from　behind　a　newspaper；　I　ate
  with　great　swiftness　a　tartlet　of　each　of　the　eight　different
  sorts　which　the　confectioner　kept。
  On　reaching　home；　I　experienced　a　slight　touch　of　stomach…ache；
  but　paid　no　attention　to　it；　and　set　to　work　to　inspect　my
  purchases。　Of　these；　the　picture　so　much　displeased　me　that；
  instead　of　having　it　framed　and　hung　in　my　room；　as　Woloda　had
  done　with　his；　I　took　pains　to　hide　it　behind　a　chest　of　drawers；
  where　no　one　could　see　it。　Likewise；　though　I　also　found　the
  porte…crayon　distasteful；　I　was　able；　as　I　laid　it　on　my　table；
  to　comfort　myself　with　the　thought　that　it　was　at　least　a　SILVER
  articleso　much　capital；　as　it　wereand　likely　to　be　very
  useful　to　a　student。　As　for　the　smoking　things；　I　decided　to　put
  them　into　use　at　once；　and　try　their　capabilities。
  Unsealing　the　four　packages；　and　carefully　filling　the　Stamboul
  pipe　with　some　fine…cut；　reddish…yellow　Turkish　tobacco；　I
  applied　a　hot　cinder　to　it；　and；　taking　the　mouthpiece　between　my
  first　and　second　fingers　（a　position　of　the　hand　which　greatly
  caught　my　fancy）；　started　to　inhale　the　smoke。
  The　smell　of　the　tobacco　seemed　delightful；　yet　something　burnt
  my　mouth　and　caught　me　by　the　breath。　Nevertheless；　I　hardened　my
  heart；　and　continued　to　draw　abundant　fumes　into　my　interior。
  Then　I　tried　blowing　rings　and　retaining　the　smoke。　Soon　the　room
  became　filled　with　blue　vapours；　while　the　pipe　started　to
  crackle　and　the　tobacco　to　fly　out　in　sparks。　Presently；　also；　I
  began　to　feel　a　smarting　in　my　mouth　and　a　giddiness　in　my　head。
  Accordingly；　I　was　on　the　point　of　stopping　and　going　to　look　at
  myself　and　my　pipe　in　the　mirror；　when；　to　my　surprise；　I　found
  myself　staggering　about。　The　room　was　whirling　round　and　round；
  and　as　I　peered　into　the　mirror　（which　I　reached　only　with　some
  difficulty）　I　perceived　that　my　face　was　as　white　as　a　sheet。
  Hardly　had　I　thrown　myself　down　upon　a　sofa　when　such　nausea　and
  faintness　swept　over　me　that；　making　up　my　mind　that　the　pipe　had
  proved　my　death；　I　expected　every　moment　to　expire。　Terribly
  frightened；　I　tried　to　call　out　for　some　one　to　come　and　help　me；
  and　to　send　for　the　doctor。
  However；　this　panic　of　mine　did　not　last　long；　for　I　soon
  understood　what　the　matter　with　me　was；　and　remained　lying　on　the
  sofa　with　a　racking　headache　and　my　limbs　relaxed　as　I　stared
  dully　at　the　stamp　on　the　package　of　tobacco；　the　Pipe…tube
  coiled　on　the　floor；　and　the　odds　and　ends　of　tobacco　and
  confectioner's　tartlets　which　were　littered　about。　〃Truly；〃　I
  thought　to　myself　in　my　dejection　and　disillusionment；　〃I　cannot
  be　quite　grown…up　if　I　cannot　smoke　as　other　fell