第 8 节
作者:不是就是      更新:2021-02-27 02:46      字数:9322
  lenses carefully; and to replace them)。 Still not a word from
  Ikonin。 All at once; however; a smile spread itself over his
  face; and he gave his long hair another shake。 Next he reached
  across the table; laid down his ticket; looked at each of the
  professors in turn and then at myself; and finally; wheeling
  round on his heels; made a gesture with his hand and returned to
  the desks。 The professors stared blankly at one another。
  〃Bless the fellow!〃 said the youngish professor。 〃What an
  original!〃
  It was now my turn to move towards the table; but the professors
  went on talking in undertones among themselves; as though they
  were unaware of my presence。 At the moment; I felt firmly
  persuaded that the three of them were engrossed solely with the
  question of whether I should merely PASS the examination or
  whether I should pass it WELL; and that it was only swagger which
  made them pretend that they did not care either way; and behave
  as though they had not seen me。
  When at length the professor in the spectacles turned to me with
  an air of indifference; and invited me to answer; I felt hurt; as
  I looked at him; to think that he should have so undeceived me:
  wherefore I answered brokenly at first。 In time; however; things
  came easier to my tongue; and; inasmuch as all the questions bore
  upon Russian history (which I knew thoroughly); I ended with
  eclat; and even went so far; in my desire to convince the
  professors that I was not Ikonin and that they must not in anyway
  confound me with him; as to offer to draw a second ticket。 The
  professor in the spectacles; however; merely nodded his head;
  said 〃That will do;〃 and marked something in his register。 On
  returning to the desks; I at once learnt from the gymnasium men
  (who somehow seemed to know everything) that I had been placed
  fifth。
  XI
  MY EXAMINATION IN MATHEMATICS
  AT the subsequent examinations; I made several new acquaintances
  in addition to the Graps (whom I considered unworthy of my
  notice) and Iwin (who for some reason or other avoided me)。 With
  some of these new friends I grew quite intimate; and even Ikonin
  plucked up sufficient courage to inform me; when we next met;
  that he would have to undergo re…examination in historythe
  reason for his failure this time being that the professor of that
  faculty had never forgiven him for last year's examination; and
  had; indeed; 〃almost killed〃 him for it。 Semenoff (who was
  destined for the same faculty as myselfthe faculty of
  mathematics) avoided every one up to the very close of
  the examinations。 Always leaning forward upon his elbows and
  running his fingers through his grey hair; he sat silent and
  alone。 Nevertheless; when called up for examination in
  mathematics (he had no companion to accompany him); he came out
  second。 The first place was taken by a student from the first
  gymnasiuma tall; dark; lanky; pale…faced fellow who wore a
  black folded cravat and had his cheeks and forehead dotted all
  over with pimples。 His hands were shapely and slender; but their
  nails were so bitten to the quick that the finger…ends looked as
  though they had been tied round with strips of thread。 All this
  seemed to me splendid; and wholly becoming to a student of the
  first gymnasium。 He spoke to every one; and we all made friends
  with him。 To me in particular his walk; his every movement; his
  lips; his dark eyes; all seemed to have in them something
  extraordinary and magnetic。
  On the day of the mathematical examination I arrived earlier than
  usual at the hall。 I knew the syllabus well; yet there were two
  questions in the algebra which my tutor had managed to pass over;
  and which were therefore quite unknown to me。 If I remember
  rightly; they were the Theory of Combinations and Newton's
  Binomial。 I seated myself on one of the back benches and pored
  over the two questions; but; inasmuch as I was not accustomed to
  working in a noisy room; and had even less time for preparation
  than I had anticipated; I soon found it difficult to take in all
  that I was reading。
  〃Here he is。 This way; Nechludoff;〃 said Woloda's familiar voice
  behind me。
  I turned and saw my brother and Dimitritheir gowns unbuttoned;
  and their hands waving a greeting to methreading their way
  through the desks。 A moment's glance would have sufficed to show
  any one that they were second…course studentspersons to whom
  the University was as a second home。 The mere look of their open
  gowns expressed at once disdain for the 〃mere candidate〃 and a
  knowledge that the 〃mere candidate's〃 soul was filled with envy
  and admiration of them。 I was charmed to think that every one
  near me could now see that I knew two real second…course
  students: wherefore I hastened to meet them half…way。
  Woloda; of course; could not help vaunting his superiority a
  little。
  〃Hullo; you smug!〃 he said。 〃Haven't you been examined yet?〃
  〃No。〃
  〃Well; what are you reading? Aren't you sufficiently primed?〃
  〃Yes; except in two questions。 I don't understand them at all。〃
  〃Eh; what?〃and Woloda straightway began to expound to me
  Newton's Binomial; but so rapidly and unintelligibly that;
  suddenly reading in my eyes certain misgivings as to the
  soundness of his knowledge; he glanced also at Dimitri's face。
  Clearly; he saw the same misgivings there; for he blushed hotly;
  though still continuing his involved explanations。
  〃No; hold on; Woloda; and let me try and do it;〃 put in Dimitri
  at length; with a glance at the professors' corner as he seated
  himself beside me。
  I could see that my friend was in the best of humours。 This was
  always the case with him when he was satisfied with himself; and
  was one of the things in him which I liked best。 Inasmuch as he
  knew mathematics well and could speak clearly; he hammered the
  question so thoroughly into my head that I can remember it to
  this day。 Hardly had he finished when St。 Jerome said to me in a
  loud whisper; 〃A vous; Nicolas;〃 and I followed Ikonin out from
  among the desks without having had an opportunity of going
  through the OTHER question of which I was ignorant。 At the table
  which we now approached were seated two professors; while before
  the blackboard stood a gymnasium student; who was working some
  formula aloud; and knocking bits off the end of the chalk with
  his too vigorous strokes。 He even continued writing after one of
  the Professors had said to him 〃Enough!〃 and bidden us draw our
  tickets。 〃Suppose I get the Theory of Combinations?〃 I thought to
  myself as my tremulous fingers took a ticket from among a bundle
  wrapped in torn paper。 Ikonin; for his part; reached across the
  table with the same assurance; and the same sidelong movement of
  his whole body; as he had done at the previous examination。
  Taking the topmost ticket without troubling to make further
  selection; he just glanced at it; and then frowned angrily。
  〃I always draw this kind of thing;〃 he muttered。
  I looked at mine。 Horrors! It was the Theory of Combinations!
  〃What have you got?〃 whispered Ikonin at this point。
  I showed him。
  〃Oh; I know that;〃 he said。
  〃Will you make an exchange; then?〃
  〃No。 Besides; it would be all the same for me if I did;〃 he
  contrived to whisper just as the professor called us up to the
  blackboard。 〃I don't feel up to anything to…day。〃
  〃Then everything is lost!〃 I thought to myself。 Instead of the
  brilliant result which I had anticipated I should be for ever
  covered with shamemore so even than Ikonin! Suddenly; under the
  very eyes of the professor; Ikonin turned to me; snatched my
  ticket out of my hands; and handed me his own。 I looked at his
  ticket。 It was Newton's Binomial!
  The professor was a youngish man; with a pleasant; clever
  expression of facean effect chiefly due to the prominence of
  the lower part of his forehead。
  〃What? Are you exchanging tickets; gentlemen?〃 he said。
  〃No。 He only gave me his to look at; professor;〃 answered Ikonin
  and; sure enough; the word 〃professor〃 was the last word that he
  uttered there。 Once again; he stepped backwards towards me from
  the table; once again he looked at each of the professors in turn
  and then at myself; once again he smiled faintly; and once again
  he shrugged his shoulders as much as to say; 〃It is no use; my
  good sirs。〃 Then he returned to the desks。 Subsequently; I learnt
  that this was the third year he had vainly attempted to
  matriculate。
  I answered my question well; for I had just read it up; and the
  professor; kindly informing me that I had done even better than
  was required; placed me fifth。
  XII
  MY EXAMINATION IN LATIN
  All went well until my examination in Latin。 So far; a gymnasium
  student stood first on the list; Semenoff second; and myself
  third。 On the strength of it I had begun to swagger a little; and
  to think that; for all my youth; I was not to be despised。
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