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作者:吹嘻      更新:2021-02-27 02:30      字数:9322
  what is worseyou believe in your own opinion; you persist in your own
  conclusionwith        the  newspaper      before    you!    Do   you;   or  do   you    not;
  believe the newspaper?〃
  〃I believe in what I saw last night。〃
  〃In what you saw last night! You; an educated woman; a clever woman;
  believing in a vision of your own fancya mere dream! I wonder you are
  not ashamed to acknowledge it!〃
  〃Call   it   a   dream  if   you   like;   Lucy。   I   have   had   other   dreams   at   other
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  timesand I have known them to be fulfilled。〃
  〃Yes!〃   said   Mrs。   Crayford。   〃For   once   in   a   way   they   may   have   been
  fulfilled; by chanceand you notice it; and remember it; and pin your faith
  on it。 Come; Clara; be honest!What about the occasions when the chance
  has    been   against    you;  and    your   dreams    have    not  been    fulfilled?   You
  superstitious     people    are   all  alike。  You   conveniently   forget      when    your
  dreams and your presentiments prove false。 For my sake; dear; if not for
  your own;〃 she continued; in gentler and tenderer tones; 〃try to be more
  reasonable and more hopeful。 Don't lose your trust in the future; and your
  trust   in   God。   God;   who   has   saved   my   husband;   can   save   Frank。   While
  there is doubt; there is hope。 Don't embitter my happiness; Clara! Try to
  think as I thinkif it is only to show that you love me。〃
  She put her arm round the girl's neck; and kissed her。 Clara returned
  the kiss; Clara answered; sadly and submissively;
  〃I do love you; Lucy。 I _will_ try。〃
  Having   answered   in   those   terms;   she   sighed   to   herself;   and   said   no
  more。 It would have been plain; only too plain; to far less observant eyes
  than Mrs。 Crayford's that no salutary impression had been produced on her。
  She   had   ceased   to   defend   her   own   way   of   thinking;   she   spoke   of   it   no
  morebut there was the terrible conviction of Frank's death at Wardour's
  hands rooted as firmly as ever in her mind! Discouraged and   distressed;
  Mrs。 Crayford left her; and walked back toward the house。
  Chapter 15。
  At the drawing…room window of the villa there appeared a polite little
  man;   with   bright   intelligent   eyes;   and   cheerful   sociable   manners。   Neatly
  dressed     in  professional     black;   he  stood;   self…proclaimed;      a  prosperous
  country   doctorsuccessful   and   popular   in   a   wide   circle   of   patients   and
  friends。 As Mrs。 Crayford approached him; he stepped out briskly to meet
  her    on  the   lawn;   with   both    hands   extended     in  courteous     and   cordial
  greeting。
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  〃My     dear   madam;      accept   my    heartfelt   congratulations!〃      cried   the
  doctor。 〃I have seen the good news in the paper; and I could hardly feel
  more   rejoiced   than   I   do   now   if   I   had   the   honor   of   knowing   Lieutenant
  Crayford personally。 We mean to celebrate the occasion at home。 I said to
  my wife before I came out; 'A bottle of the old Madeira at dinner to…day;
  mind!to   drink   the   lieutenant's   health;   God   bless   him!' And   how   is   our
  interesting patient? The news is not altogether what we could wish; so far
  as she is concerned。 I felt a little anxious; to tell you the truth; about the
  effect of it; and I have paid my visit to…day before my usual time。 Not that
  I   take   a   gloomy   view   of   the   news   myself。   No! There   is   clearly   a   doubt
  about     the  correctness     of  the   information;     so  far  as  Mr。    Aldersley    is
  concernedand that is a point; a great point in Mr。 Aldersley's favor。 I give
  him the benefit of the doubt; as the lawyers say。 Does Miss Burnham give
  him the benefit of the doubt too? I hardly dare hope it; I confess。〃
  〃Miss Burnham has grieved and alarmed me;〃 Mrs。 Crayford answered。
  〃I was just thinking of sending for you when we met here。〃
  With   those  introductory  words;  she   told   the doctor   exactly  what   had
  happened;   repeating   not   only   the   conversation   of   that   morning   between
  Clara and herself; but also the words which had fallen from Clara; in the
  trance of the past night。
  The     doctor   listened    attentively。   Little   by   little;  its  easy   smiling
  composure vanished from his face; as Mrs。 Crayford went on; and left him
  completely transformed into a grave and thoughtful man。
  〃Let us go and look at her;〃 he said。
  He seated himself by Clara's side; and carefully studied her face; with
  his hand on her pulse。 There was no sympathy here between the dreamy
  mystical temperament of the patient and the downright practical character
  of the doctor。 Clara secretly disliked her medical attendant。 She submitted
  impatiently to the close investigation of which he made her the object。 He
  questioned herand she answered irritably。 Advancing a step further (the
  doctor     was   not   easily   discouraged)      he   adverted    to  the   news    of  the
  Expedition; and took up the tone of remonstrance which had been already
  adopted by Mrs。 Crayford。 Clara declined to discuss the question。 She rose
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  with   formal   politeness;   and   requested   permission   to   return   to   the   house。
  The     doctor    attempted      no   further    resistance。    〃By    all   means;     Miss
  Burnham;〃       he   answered;     resignedlyhaving       first  cast   a  look   at  Mrs。
  Crayford      which    said   plainly;   〃Stay   here    with   me。〃   Clara    bowed     her
  acknowledgments   in   co   ld   silence;   and   left   them   together。   The   doctor's
  bright eyes followed the girl's wasted; yet still graceful figure as it slowly
  receded     from    view;   with    an  expression     of  grave    anxiety    which    Mrs。
  Crayford noticed with grave misgiving on her side。 He said nothing; until
  Clara had disappeared under the veranda which ran round the garden…side
  of the house。
  〃I think you told me;〃 he began; 〃that Miss Burnham has neither father
  nor mother living?〃
  〃Yes。 Miss Burnham is an orphan。〃
  〃Has she any near relatives?〃
  〃No。 You   may   speak   to   me   as   her   guardian   and   her   friend。 Are   you
  alarmed about her?〃
  〃I am  seriously  alarmed。   It   is   only two   days   since   I   called here last;
  and I see a marked change in her for the worsephysically and morally; a
  change for the worse。 Don't needlessly alarm yourself! The case is not; I
  trust;   entirely   beyond   the   reach   of   remedy。  The   great   hope   for   us   is   the
  hope that Mr。 Aldersley may still be living。 In that event; I should feel no
  misgivings   about   the   future。   Her   marriage   would   make   a   healthy   and   a
  happy     woman      of  her。   But   as  things    are;  I  own    I  dread   that   settled
  conviction in her mind that Mr。 Aldersley is dead; and that her own death
  is soon to follow。 In her present state of health this idea (haunting her as it
  certainly will night and day) will have its influence on her body as well as
  on    her  mind。    Unless    we   can   check    the  mischief;    her   last  reserves   of
  strength will give way。 If you wish for other advice; by all means send for
  it。 You have my opinion。〃
  〃I am quite satisfied with your opinion;〃 Mrs。 Crayford replied。 〃For
  God's sake; tell me; what can we do?〃
  〃We can try a complete change;〃 said the doctor。 〃We can remove her
  at once from this place。〃
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  〃She will refuse to leave it;〃 Mrs。 Crayford rejoined。 〃I have more than
  once proposed a change to herand she always says No。〃
  The doctor paused for a moment; like a man collecting his thoughts。
  〃I heard something on my way here;〃 he proceeded; 〃which suggests
  to   my    mind    a  method     of  meeting     the  difficulty   that   you   have   just
  mentioned。 Unless I am entirely mistaken; Miss Burnham will not say No
  to the change that I have in view for her。〃
  〃What is it?〃 asked Mrs。 Crayford; eagerly。
  〃Pardon me if I ask you a question; on my part; before I reply;〃 said
  the   doctor。   〃Are    you   fortunate    enough    to  possess    any   interest  at  the
  Admiralty?〃
  〃Certainly。 My father is in the Secretary's office; and two of the L