第 15 节
作者:吹嘻      更新:2021-02-27 02:30      字数:9319
  herself: 〃Is Clara present; in the spirit; with our loved and lost ones in the
  lonely North? Can mortal vision see the dead and living in the solitudes of
  the Frozen Deep?〃
  Chapter 14。
  The night had passed。
  Far   and   near   the   garden   view   looked   its   gayest   and   brightest   in   the
  light of the noonday sun。 The cheering sounds which tell of life and action
  were audible all round the villa。 From the garden of the nearest house rose
  the voices of children at play。 Along the road at the back sounded the roll
  of wheels; as carts and carriages passed at intervals。 Out on the blue sea;
  the   distant   splash   of   the   paddles;   the   distant   thump   of   the   engines;   told
  from time to time of the passage of steamers; entering or leaving the strait
  between   the   island   and   the   mainland。   In   the   trees;   the   birds   sang   gayly
  among       the  rustling    leaves。   In   the   house;    the   women…servants        were
  laughing over some jest or story that cheered them at their work。 It was a
  lively and pleasant timea bright; enjoyable day。
  The two ladies were out together; resting on a garden seat; after a walk
  round the grounds。
  They exchanged a few trivial words relating to the beauty of the day;
  and then said no more。 Possessing the same consciousness of what she had
  seen in the trance which persons in general possess of what they have seen
  in   a   dreambelieving   in   the   vision   as   a   supernatural   revelationClara's
  worst forebodings were now; to her mind; realized as truths。 Her last faint
  hope of ever seeing Frank again was now at an end。 Intimate experience of
  her told Mrs。 Crayford what was passing in Clara's mind; and warned her
  that   the   attempt   to   reason   and   remonstrate   would   be   little   better   than   a
  voluntary waste of words and time。 The disposition which she had herself
  felt on the previous night; to attach a superstitious importance to the words
  that Clara had   spoken   in   the trance;  had vanished   with   the  return   of  the
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  morning。 Rest and reflection had quieted her mind; and had restored the
  composing   influence   of   her   sober   sense。   Sympathizing   with   Clara   in   all
  besides; she had no sympathy; as they sat together in the pleasant sunshine;
  with Clara's gloomy despair of the future。 She; who could still hope; had
  nothing to say to the sad companion who had done with hope。 So the quiet
  minutes   succeeded   each   other;   and   the   two   friends   sat   side   by   side   in
  silence。
  An hour passed; and the gate…bell of the villa rang。
  They both startedthey both knew the ring。 It was the hour when the
  postman      brought     their  newspapers      from    London。     In   past   days;   what
  hundreds on hundreds of times they had torn off the cover which inclosed
  the   newspaper;      and   looked    at  the  same    column     with   the  same    weary
  mingling   of   hope   and   despair!   There   to…dayas   it   was   yesterday;   as   it
  would   be;   if   they   lived;   to…morrowthere   was   the   servant   with   Lucy's
  newspaper and Clara's newspaper in his hand!
  Would both of them do again to…day what both had done so often in
  the days that were gone?
  No!   Mrs。   Crayford   removed the   cover   from  her   newspaper   as   usual。
  Clara laid _her_ newspaper aside; unopened; on the garden seat。
  In   silence;   Mrs。   Crayford   looked;   where   she   always   looked;   at   the
  column devoted to the Latest Intelligence from foreign parts。 The instant
  her eye fell on the page she started with a loud cry of joy。 The newspaper
  fell   from   her   trembling   hand。   She   caught   Clara   in   her   arms。   〃Oh;   my
  darling! my darling! news of them at last。〃
  Without   answering;   without   the   slightest   change   in   look   or   manner;
  Clara   took   the   newspaper   from   the   ground;   and   read   the   top   line   in   the
  column; printed in capital letters:
  THE ARCTIC EXPEDITION。
  She waited; and looked at Mrs。 Crayford。
  〃Can you bear to hear it; Lucy;〃 she asked; 〃if I read it aloud?〃
  Mrs。    Crayford     was    too   agitated   to  answer     in  words。    She    signed
  impatiently to Clara to go on。
  Clara read the news which followed the heading in capital letters。 Thus
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  it ran:
  〃The     following     intelligence;    from    St。   Johns;    Newfoundland;        has
  reached us for publication。 The whaling…vessel _Blythew ood_ is reported
  to have met with the surviving officers and men of the Expedition in Davis
  Strait。 Many are stated to be dead; and some are supposed to be missing。
  The   list   of   the   saved;   as   collected   by   the   people   of   the   whaler;   is   not
  vouched   for   as   being   absolutely   correct;   the   circumstances   having   been
  adverse      to  investigation。     The   vessel    was    pressed    for  time;    and   the
  members   of   the   Expedition;   all   more   or   less   suffering   from   exhaustion;
  were not in a position to give the necessary assistance to inquiry。 Further
  particulars may be looked for by the next mail。〃
  The list of the survivors followed; beginning with the officers in   the
  order of their rank。 They  both read   the list   together。 The first name   was
  Captain Helding; the second was Lieutenant Crayford。
  There the wife's joy overpowered her。 After a pause; she put her arm
  around Clara's waist; and spoke to her。
  〃Oh; my love!〃 she murmured; 〃are you as happy as I am? Is Frank's
  name there too? The tears   are in my eyes。 Read   for meI can't read   for
  myself。〃
  The answer came; in still; sad tones:
  〃I   have   read   as   far   as   your   husband's   name。   I   have   no   need   to   read
  further。〃
  Mrs。   Crayford   dashed   the   tears   from   her   eyessteadied   herselfand
  looked at the newspaper。
  On the list of the survivors; the search was vain。 Frank's name was not
  among   them。   On   a   second   list;   headed   〃Dead   or   Missing;〃   the   first   two
  names that appeared were:
  FRANCIS ALDERSLEY。 RICHARD WARDOUR。
  In speechless distress and dismay; Mrs。 Crayford looked at Clara。 Had
  she force enough in her feeble health to sustain the shock that had fallen
  on her? Yes! she bore it with a strange unnatural resignationshe looked;
  she spoke; with the sad self…possession of despair。
  〃I was prepared for it;〃 she said。 〃I saw them in the spirit last night。
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  Richard Wardour has discovered the truth; and Frank has paid the penalty
  with   his   lifeand   I;   I   alone;   am   to   blame。〃   She   shuddered;   and   put   her
  hand on her heart。 〃We shall not be long parted; Lucy。 I shall go to him。
  He will not return to me。〃
  Those words were spoken with a calm certainty of conviction that was
  terrible to hear。 〃I have no more to say;〃 she added; after a moment; and
  rose   to   return   to   the   house。   Mrs。   Crayford   caught   her   by   the   hand;   and
  forced her to take her seat again。
  〃Don't   look   at   me;   don't   speak   to   me;   in   that   horrible   manner!〃   she
  exclaimed。 〃Clara! it is unworthy of a reasonable being; it is doubting the
  mercy   of   God;   to   say   what   you   have   just   said。   Look   at   the   newspaper
  again。    See!    They    tell  you   plainly   that  their   information     is  not  to   be
  depended       onthey   warn     you   to  wait   for  further   particulars。    The   very
  words at the top of the list show how little they knew of the truth 'Dead
  _or_   Missing!'   On   their   own   showing;   it   is   quite   as   likely   that   Frank   is
  missing as that Frank is dead。 For all you know; the next mail may bring a
  letter from him。 Are you listening to me?〃
  〃Yes。〃
  〃Can you deny what I say?〃
  〃No。〃
  〃'Yes!' 'No!' Is that the way to answer me when I am so distressed and
  so anxious about you?〃
  〃I am sorry I spoke as I did; Lucy。 We look at some subjects in very
  different ways。 I don't dispute; dear; that yours is the reasonable view。〃
  〃You   don't   dispute?〃   retorted   Mrs。   Crayford;   warmly。   〃No!   you   do
  what is worseyou believe in your own opinion; you persist in your own
  conclusionwith        the  newspaper      before    you!    Do