第 14 节
作者:吹嘻      更新:2021-02-27 02:30      字数:9321
  between the two extremes。 In spite of sorrow and suffering; Mrs。 Crayford
  is the beautiful Mrs。 Crayford still。
  The delicious silence of the hour is softly disturbed by the voice of the
  younger lady in the garden。
  〃Go to the piano; Lucy。 It is a night for music。 Play something that is
  worthy of the night。〃
  Mrs。 Crayford looks round at the clock on the mantelpiece。
  〃My dear Clara; it is past twelve! Remember what the doctor told you。
  You ought to have been in bed an hour ago。〃
  〃Half    an   hour;   Lucygive      me   half   an   hour   more!    Look     at  the
  moonlight on the sea。 Is it possible to go to bed on such a night as this?
  Play something; Lucysomething spiritual and divine。〃
  Earnestly pleading with her friend; Clara advances toward the window。
  She too has   suffered under the   wasting influences of suspense。 Her   face
  has lost its youthful freshness; no delicate flush of color rises on it when
  she   speaks。   The   soft   gray   eyes   which   won   Frank's   heart   in   the   by…gone
  time   are   sadly  altered   now。   In   repose;   they  have   a   dimmed   and   wearied
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  look。   In   action;   they   are   wild   and   restless;   like   eyes   suddenly   wakened
  from     startling   dreams。    Robed     in  whiteher     soft   brown    hair   hanging
  loosely over her shouldersthere is something weird and ghost…like in the
  girl; as she moves nearer and nearer to the window in the full light of the
  moonpleading   for   music   that   shall   be   worthy   of   the   mystery   and   the
  beauty of the night。
  〃Will you come in here if I play to you?〃 Mrs。 Crayford asks。 〃It is a
  risk; my love; to be out so long in the night air。〃
  〃No! no! I like it。 Playwhile I am out here looking at the sea。 It quiets
  me; it comforts me; it does me good。〃
  She   glides   back;   ghost…like;   over   the   lawn。   Mrs。   Crayford   rises;   and
  puts    down     the  volume     that   she   has  been    reading。    It  is  a  record   of
  explorations in the Arctic seas。 The time has gone by when the two lonely
  women   could   take   an   interest   in   subjects   not   connected   with   their   own
  anxieties。 Now; when hope is fast failing themnow; when their last news
  of the _Wanderer_ and the _Sea…mew_ is news that is more than two years
  oldthey can read of nothing; they can think of nothing; but dangers and
  discoveries; losses and rescues in the terrible Polar seas。
  Unwillingly; Mrs。 Crayford puts her book aside; and opens the piano
  Mozart's 〃Air in A; with Variations;〃 lies open on the instrument。 One after
  another she plays the lovely  melodies;   so simply; so purely beautiful;   of
  that unpretending and unrivaled work。 At the close of the ninth Variation
  (Clara's favorite); she pauses; and turns toward the garden。
  〃Shall I stop there?〃 she asks。
  There   is   no   answer。   Has   Clara   wandered   away  out of   hearing   of   the
  music that she lovesthe music that harmonizes so subtly with the tender
  beauty of the night? Mrs。 Crayford rises and advances to the window。
  No! there is the white figure standing alone on the slope of the lawn
  the head turned away from the house; the face looking out over the calm
  sea; whose gently rippling waters end in the dim line on the horizon which
  is the line of the Hampshire coast。
  Mrs。 Crayford advances as far as the path before the window; and calls
  to her。
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  〃Clara!〃
  Again there is no answer。 The white figure still stands immovably in
  its place。
  With   signs   of   distress   in   her   face;   but   with   no   appearance   of   alarm;
  Mrs。 Crayford returns to the room。 Her own sad experience tells her what
  has happened。 She summons the servants and directs them to wait in the
  drawing…room until she calls to them。 This done; she returns to the garden;
  and approaches the mysterious figure on the lawn。
  Dead to the outer world; as if she lay already in her graveinsensible
  to   touch;   insensible   to   sound;   motionless   as   stone;   cold   as   stoneClara
  stands on the moonlit lawn; facing the seaward view。 Mrs。 Crayford waits
  at her side; patiently watching for the change which she knows is to come。
  〃Catalepsy;〃 as some call it〃hysteria;〃 as others saythis alone is certain;
  the same interval always passes; the same change always appears。
  It comes now。 Not a change in her eyes; they still remain wide open;
  fixed and glassy。 The first movement is a movement of her hands。 They
  rise slowly from her side and waver in the air like the hands of a person
  groping   in   the   dark。 Another   interval;   and   the   movement   spreads   to   her
  lips: they part and tremble。 A few minutes more; and words begin to drop;
  one by one; from those parted lipswords spoken in a lost; vacant tone; as
  if she is talking in her sleep。
  Mrs。   Crayford   looks   back   at   the   house。   Sad   experience   makes   her
  suspicious of the servants' curiosity。 Sad experience has long since warned
  her that the servants are not to be trusted within hearing of the wild words
  which Clara speaks in the trance。 Has any one of them ventured into the
  garden? No。 They are out of hearing at the window; waiting for the signal
  which tells them that their help is needed。
  Turning   toward   Clara   once   more;   Mrs。   Crayford   hears   the   vacantly
  uttered words; falling faster and faster from her lips
  〃Frank! Frank! Frank! Don't drop behinddon't trust Richard Wardour。
  While you can stand; keep with the other men; Frank!〃
  (The farewell warning of Crayford in the solitudes of the Frozen Deep;
  repeated by Clara in the garden of her English home!)
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  A   moment   of   silence   follows;   and;   in   that   moment;   the   vision   has
  changed。 She   sees him  on   the iceberg   now;  at   the   mercy  of   the bitterest
  enemy      he   has   on  earth。   She   sees   him    driftingover    the   black   water;
  through the ashy light。
  〃Wake; Frank! wake and defend yourself! Richard Wardour knows that
  I love youRichard Wardour's vengeance will take your life! Wake; Frank…
  …wake! You are drifting to your death!〃 A low groan of horror bursts from
  her;   sinister   and   terrible   to  hear。  〃Drifting!    drifting!〃    she   whispers    to
  herself〃drifting to his death!〃
  Her    glassy   eyes    suddenly   softenthen      close。   A   long   shudder    runs
  through her。 A faint flush shows itself on the deadly pallor of her face; and
  fades again。 Her limbs fail her。 She sinks into Mrs。 Crayford's arms。
  The   servants;   answering   the   call   for   help;   carry   her   into   the   house。
  They lay her insensible on her bed。 After half an hour or more; her eyes
  open     againthis    time    with   the   light  of   life  in  themopen;      and   rest
  languidly on the friend sitting by the bedside。
  〃I have had a dreadful dream;〃 she murmurs faintly。 〃Am I ill; Lucy? I
  feel so weak。〃
  Even   as   she   says   the   words;   sleep;   gentle;   natural   sleep;   takes   her
  suddenly; as it takes young children weary with their play。 Though it is all
  over   now;   though   no   further   watching   is   required;   Mrs。   Crayford   still
  keeps her place by the bedside; too anxious and too wakeful to retire to her
  own room。
  On other occasions; she is accustomed to dismiss from her   mind the
  words which drop from Clara in the trance。 This time the effort to dismiss
  them   is   beyond   her   power。   The   words   haunt   her。   Vainly   she   recalls   to
  memory all that the doctors have said to her; in speaking of Clara in the
  state of trance。 〃What she vaguely dreads for the lost man whom she loves
  is   mingled   in   her   mind   with   what   she   is   constantly   reading;   of   trials;
  dangers; and escapes in the Arctic seas。 The most startling things that she
  may say or do are all attributable to this cause; and may all be explained in
  this   way。〃   So   the  doctors   have   spoken;   and;  thus   far;  Mrs。  Crayford   has
  shared their view。 It is only to…night that the girl's words ring in her ear;
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  with a  strange  prophetic  sound   in   them。  It   is   only  to…night   that she  asks
  herself: 〃Is Clara present; in the spirit; with our loved and lost ones in the
  lonely North? Can