第 4 节
作者:吹嘻      更新:2021-02-27 02:30      字数:9322
  for a moment; and spoke to her in a whisper。
  〃One word; my dear; before you return to the ball…room。 It may sound
  conceited; after the little you have told me; but I think I understand your
  position   _now_;   better   than   you   do   yourself。   Do   you   want   to   hear   my
  opinion?〃
  〃I   am   longing   to   hear   it;   Lucy!   I   want   your   opinion;   I   want   your
  advice。〃
  〃You     shall  have   both   in  the   plainest   and   fewest   words。    First;  my
  opinion:   You   have   no   choice   but   to   come   to   an   explanation   with   Mr。
  Wardour as soon as he returns。 Second; my advice: If you wish to make
  the   explanation   easy   to   both   sides;   take   care   that   you   make   it   in   the
  character of a free woman。〃
  She    laid   a  strong   emphasis     on   the   last  three  words;    and    looked
  pointedly at Francis Aldersley as she pronounced them。 〃I won't keep you
  from your partner any longer; Clara;〃 she resumed; and led the way back
  to the ball…room。
  Chapter 3。
  The burden on Clara's mind weighs on it more heavily than ever; after
  what     Mrs。   Crayford     has  said   to  her。  She   is  too   unhappy     to  feel  the
  inspiriting    influence    of   the  dance。    After   a  turn   round   the   room;    she
  complains of fatigue。 Mr。 Francis Aldersley looks at the conservatory (still
  as invitingly cool and empty as ever); leads her back to it; and places her
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  on a seat among the shrubs。 She triesvery feeblyto dismiss him。
  〃Don't let me keep you from dancing; Mr。 Aldersley。〃
  He    seats   himself   by   her   side;  and   feasts   his  eyes   on   the  lovely
  downcast face that dares not turn toward him。 He whispers to her:
  〃Call me Frank。〃
  She longs to call him Frankshe loves him with all her heart。 But Mrs。
  Crayford's warning words are still in her mind。 She never opens her lips。
  Her lover moves a little closer; and asks another favor。 Men are all alike
  on these occasions。 Silence invariably encourages them to try again。
  〃Clara! have you forgotten what I said at the concert yesterday? May I
  say it again?〃
  〃No!〃
  〃We   sail   to…morrow   for   the   Arctic   seas。   I   may   not   return   for   years。
  Don't send me away without hope! Think of the long; lonely time in the
  dark North! Make it a happy time for _me_。〃
  Though he speaks with the fervor of a man; he is little more than a lad:
  he is only twenty years old; and he is going to risk his young life on the
  frozen   deep!   Clara   pities   him   as   she   never   pitied   any   human   creature
  before。 He gently takes her hand。 She tries to release it。
  〃What! not even that little favor on the last night?〃
  Her faithful heart takes his part; in spite of her。 Her hand remains in
  his; and feels its soft persuasive pressure。 She is a lost woman。 It is only a
  question of time now!
  〃Clara! do you love me?〃
  There is a pause。 She shrinks from looking at himshe trembles with
  strange contradictory sensations of pleasure and pain。 His arm steals round
  her; he repeats his question in a  whisper; his lips almost touch her little
  rosy ear as he says it again:
  〃Do you love me?〃
  She closes her eyes faintlyshe hears nothing but those wordsfeels
  nothing but his arm round her forgets Mrs。 Crayford's warningforgets
  Richard      Wardour      himselfturns      suddenly;    with    a   loving    woman's
  desperate   disregard   of   everything   but   her   lovenestles   her   head   on   his
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  bosom; and answers him in that way; at last!
  He lifts the beautiful drooping headtheir lips meet in their first kiss
  they are both in heaven: it is Clara who brings them back to earth again
  with a startit is Clara who says; 〃Oh! what have I done?〃as usual; when
  it is too late。
  Frank answers the question。
  〃You have made me happy; my angel。 Now; when I come back; I come
  back to make you my wife。〃
  She shudders。 She remembers Richard Wardour again at those words。
  〃Mind!〃 she says; 〃nobody is to know we are engaged till I permit you
  to mention it。 Remember that!〃
  He   promises   to   remember   it。   His   arm   tries   to   wind   round   her   once
  more。 No! She is mistress of herself; she can positively dismiss him now
  after she has let him kiss her!
  〃Go!〃 she says。 〃I want to see Mrs。 Crayford。 Find her! Say I am here;
  waiting to speak to her。 Go at once; Frankfor my sake!〃
  There is no alternative but to obey her。 His eyes drink a last draught of
  her beauty。 He hurries away on his errandthe happiest man in the room。
  Five minutes since she was only his partner in the dance。 He has spoken
  and she has pledged herself to be his partner for life!
  Chapter 4。
  It was not easy to find Mrs。 Crayford in the crowd。 Searching here;
  and searching there; Frank became conscious of a stranger; who appeared
  to be   looking   for   somebody;   on   his side。  He   was   a dark;   heavy…browed;
  strongly…built   man;   dressed   in   a   shabby   old   naval   officer's   uniform。   His
  mannerstrikingly        resolute    and   self…containedwas        unmistakably      the
  manner   of   a   gentleman。   He   wound   his   way   slowly   through   the   crowd;
  stopping   to   look   at   every  lady  whom  he   passed;   and   then   looking   away
  again    with   a  frown。    Little  by   little  he  approached      the  conservatory
  entered   it;   after   a   moment's   reflectiondetected   the   glimmer   of   a   white
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  dress in the   distance; through   the shrubs   and flowersadvanced to   get a
  nearer   view   of   the   ladyand   burst   into   Clara's   presence   with   a   cry   of
  delight。
  She sprang to her feet。 She stood before him speechless; motionless;
  struck to stone。 All her life was in her eyesthe eyes which told her she
  was looking at Richard Wardour。
  He was the first to speak。
  〃I   am   sorry   I   startled   you;   my   darling。   I   forgot   everything   but   the
  happiness of seeing you again。 We only reached our moorings two hours
  since。   I   was   some   time   inquiring   after   you;   and   some   time   getting   my
  ticket when they told me you were at the ball。 Wish me joy; Clara! I am
  promoted。 I have come back to make you my wife。〃
  A   momentary   change   passed   over   the   blank   terror   of   her   face。   Her
  color rose faintly; her lips moved。 She abruptly put a question to him。
  〃Did you get my letter?〃
  He started。 〃A letter from you? I never received it。〃
  The momentary animation died out of her face again。 She drew back
  from him  and   dropped into   a chair。  He  advanced   toward   her;  astonished
  and alarmed。 She shrank in the chairshrank; as if she was frightened of
  him。
  〃Clara; you have not even shaken hands with me! What does it mean?〃
  He paused; waiting and watching her。 She made no reply。 A flash of
  the quick temper in him leaped up in his eyes。 He repeated his last words
  in louder and sterner tones:
  〃What does it mean?〃
  She replied this time。 His tone had hurt herhis tone had roused her
  sinking courage。
  〃It means; Mr。 Wardour; that you have been mistaken from the first。〃
  〃How have I been mistaken?〃
  〃You have been under a wrong impression; and you have given me no
  opportunity of setting you right。〃
  〃In what way have I been wrong?〃
  〃You have been too hasty and too confident about yourself and about
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  me。 You have entirely misunderstood me。 I am grieved to distress you; but
  for your sake I must speak plainly。 I am your friend always; Mr。 Wardour。 I
  can never be your wife。〃
  He mechanically repeated the last words。 He seemed to doubt whether
  he had heard her aright。
  〃You can never be my wife?〃
  〃Never!〃
  〃Why?〃
  There was no   answer。  She  was incapable of   telling   him  a  falsehood。
  She was ashamed to tell him the truth。
  He   stooped   over   her;   and   suddenly   possessed   himself   of   her   hand。
  Holding her hand firmly; he stooped a little lower; searching for the signs
  which might answer him in her face。 His own face darkened slowly while
  he looke