第 24 节
作者:寻找山吹      更新:2021-02-27 02:12      字数:9322
  Before the meal was over he had inspired me with loyalty and pride;
  enlisted the admiration of Jerry and Conybear and Johnnie Laurens; we
  followed him into the smoking…room; sitting down in a row on a leather
  lounge behind our elders。
  Here; now that the gentlemen were alone; there was an inspiring largeness
  in their talk that fired the imagination。  The subject was investments;
  at first those of coal and iron in my own state; for Mr。 Watling; it
  appeared; was counsel for the Boyne Iron Works。
  〃It will pay you to keep an eye on that company; Mr。 Kyme;〃 he said;
  knocking the ashes from his cigar。  〃Now that old Mr。 Durrett's gone〃
  〃You don't mean to say Nathaniel Durrett's dead!〃 said Mr。 Kyme。
  The lawyer nodded。
  〃The old regime passed with him。  Adolf Scherer succeeds him; and you may
  take my word for it; he's a coming man。  Mr。 Durrett; who was a judge of
  men; recognized that。  Scherer was an emigrant; he had ideas; and rose to
  be a foreman。  For the last few years Mr。 Durrett threw everything on his
  shoulders。。。。〃
  Little by little the scope of the discussion was enlarged until it ranged
  over a continent; touching lightly upon lines of railroad; built or
  projected; across the great west our pioneers had so lately succeeded in
  wresting from the savages; upon mines of copper and gold hidden away
  among the mountains; and millions of acres of forest and grazing lands
  which a complacent government would relinquish provided certain
  technicalities were met: touching lightly; too; very lightly;upon
  senators and congressmen at Washington。  And for the first time I learned
  that not the least of the functions of these representatives of the
  people was to act as the medium between capital and investment; to
  facilitate the handing over of the Republic's resources to those in a
  position to develop them。  The emphasis was laid on development; or
  rather on the resulting prosperity for the country: that was the
  justification; and it was taken for granted as supreme。  Nor was it new
  to me; this cult of prosperity。  I recalled the torch…light processions
  of the tariff enthusiasts of my childhood days; my father's championship
  of the Republican Party。  He had not idealized politicians; either。  For
  the American; politics and ethics were strangers。
  Thus I listened with increasing fascination to these gentlemen in evening
  clothes calmly treating the United States as a melon patch that existed
  largely for the purpose of being divided up amongst a limited and favored
  number of persons。  I had a feeling of being among the initiated。  Where;
  it may be asked; were my ideals?  Let it not be supposed that I believed
  myself to have lost them。  If so; the impression I have given of myself
  has been wholly inadequate。  No; they had been transmuted; that is all;
  transmuted by the alchemy of Weathersfield; by the personality of
  Theodore Watling into brighter visions。  My eyes rarely left his face; I
  hung on his talk; which was interspersed with native humour; though he
  did not always join in the laughter; sometimes gazing at the fire; as
  though his keen mind were grappling with a problem suggested。  I noted
  the respect in which his opinions were held; and my imagination was fired
  by an impression of the power to be achieved by successful men of his
  profession; by the evidence of their indispensability to capital
  itself。。。。  At last when the gentlemen rose and were leaving the room;
  Mr。 Watling lingered; with his hand on my arm。
  〃Of course you're going through the Law School; Hugh;〃 he said。
  〃Yes; sir;〃 I replied。
  〃Good!〃 he exclaimed emphatically。  〃The law; to…day; is more of a career
  than ever; especially for a young man with your antecedents and
  advantages; and I know of no city in the United States where I would
  rather start practice; if I were a young man; than ours。  In the next
  twenty years we shall see a tremendous growth。  Of course you'll be going
  into your father's office。  You couldn't do better。  But I'll keep an eye
  on you; and perhaps I'll be able to help you a little; too。〃
  I thanked him gratefully。
  A famous artist; who started out in youth to embrace a military career
  and who failed to pass an examination at West Point; is said to have
  remarked that if silicon had been a gas he would have been a soldier。  I
  am afraid I may have given the impression that if I had not gone to
  Weathersfield and encountered Mr。 Watling I might not have been a lawyer。
  This impression would be misleading。  And while it is certain that I have
  not exaggerated the intensity of the spiritual experience I went through
  at Cambridge; a somewhat belated consideration for the truth compels me
  to register my belief that the mood would in any case have been
  ephemeral。  The poison generated by the struggle of my nature with its
  environment had sunk too deep; and the very education that was supposed
  to make a practical man of me had turned me into a sentimentalist。  I
  became; as will be seen; anything but a practical man in the true sense;
  though the world in which I had been brought up and continued to live
  deemed me such。  My father was greatly pleased when I wrote him that I
  was now more than ever convinced of the wisdom of choosing the law as my
  profession; and was satisfied that I had come to my senses at last。  He
  had still been prepared to see me 〃go off at a tangent;〃 as he expressed
  it。  On the other hand; the powerful effect of the appeal made by
  Weathersfield and Mr。 Watling must not be underestimated。  Here in one
  object lesson was emphasized a host of suggestions each of which had made
  its impression。  And when I returned to Cambridge Alonzo Cheyne knew that
  he had lost me。。。。
  I pass over the rest of my college course; and the years I spent at the
  Harvard Law School; where were instilled into me without difficulty the
  dictums that the law was the most important of all professions; that
  those who entered it were a priestly class set aside to guard from
  profanation that Ark of the Covenant; the Constitution of the United
  States。  In short; I was taught law precisely as I had been taught
  religion;scriptural infallibility over again;a static law and a
  static theology;a set of concepts that were supposed to be equal to any
  problems civilization would have to meet until the millennium。  What we
  are wont to call wisdom is often naively innocent of impending change。
  It has no barometric properties。
  I shall content myself with relating one incident only of this period。
  In the January of my last year I went with a party of young men and girls
  to stay over Sunday at Beverly Farms; where Mrs。 Fremantlea young
  Boston matron had opened her cottage for the occasion。  This 〃cottage;〃 a
  roomy; gabled structure; stood on a cliff; at the foot of which roared
  the wintry Atlantic; while we danced and popped corn before the open
  fires。  During the daylight hours we drove about the country in sleighs;
  or made ridiculous attempts to walk on snow…shoes。
  On Sunday afternoon; left temporarily to my own devices; I wandered along
  the cliff; crossing into the adjoining property。  The wind had fallen;
  the waves; much subdued; broke rhythmically against the rocks; during the
  night a new mantle of snow had been spread; and the clouds were still low
  and menacing。  As I strolled I became aware of a motionless figure ahead
  of me;one that seemed oddly familiar; the set of the shabby overcoat on
  the stooping shoulders; the unconscious pose contributed to a certain
  sharpness of individuality; in the act of challenging my memory; I
  halted。  The man was gazing at the seascape; and his very absorption gave
  me a sudden and unfamiliar thrill。  The word absorption precisely
  expresses my meaning; for he seemed indeed to have become a part of his
  surroundings;an harmonious part。  Presently he swung about and looked
  at me as though he had expected to find me thereand greeted me by name。
  〃Krebs!〃 I exclaimed。
  He smiled; and flung out his arm; indicating the scene。  His eyes at that
  moment seemed to reflect the sea;they made the gaunt face suddenly
  beautiful。
  〃This reminds me of a Japanese print;〃 he said。
  The words; or the tone in which he spoke; curiously transformed the
  picture。  It was as if I now beheld it; anew; through his vision: the
  grey water stretching eastward to melt into the grey sky; the massed;
  black trees on the hillside; powdered with white; the snow in rounded;
  fantastic patches on the huge boulders at the foot of the cliff。  Krebs
  did not seem like a stranger; but like one whom I had known always;one
  who stood in a peculiar relationship between me and something greater I
  could not define。  The impression was fleeting; but real。。。。  I remember
  wondering how he could have known anything about Japanese prints。
  〃I didn't think you were still in this part of the country;〃 I remarked
  awkwardly。
  〃I'm a reporter on a Boston newspaper; and I've been sent up here to
  interview old Mr。 Dome; who lives in that house;〃 and he pointed to a
  roof above the trees。  〃There is a rumour; which I hope to verify; that
  he has just given a hundred thousand dollars to the University。〃
  〃Andwon't he see you?〃
  〃At present he's taking a nap;〃 said Krebs。  〃