第 23 节
作者:寻找山吹      更新:2021-02-27 02:12      字数:9322
  dreamed dreams; beheld a delectable country of my very own。  A year ago
  nay; even a month agohow such an invitation would have glittered!。。。  I
  returned at length to my theme; over which; before Jerry's arrival; I had
  been working feverishly。  But now the glamour had gone from it。
  Presently Tom came in。
  〃Anyone been here?〃 he demanded。
  〃Jerry;〃 I told him。
  〃What did he want?〃
  〃He wanted me to go home with him at Easter。〃
  〃You're going; of course。〃
  〃I don't know。  I haven't decided。〃
  〃You'd be a fool not to;〃 was Tom's comment。  It voiced; succinctly; a
  prevailing opinion。
  It was the conclusion I arrived at in my own mind。  But just why I had
  been chosen for the honour; especially at such a time; was a riddle。
  Jerry's invitations were charily given; and valued accordingly; and more
  than once; at our table; I had felt a twinge of envy when Conybear or
  someone else had remarked; with the proper nonchalance; in answer to a
  question; that they were going to Weathersfield。  Such was the name of
  the Kyme place。。。。
  I shall never forget the impression made on me by the decorous luxury of
  that big house; standing amidst its old trees; halfway up the gentle
  slope that rose steadily from the historic highway where poor Andre was
  captured。  I can see now the heavy stone pillars of its portico vignetted
  in a flush of tenderest green; the tulips just beginning to flame forth
  their Easter colours in the well…kept beds; the stately; well…groomed
  evergreens; the vivid lawns; the clipped hedges。  And like an
  overwhelming wave of emotion that swept all before it; the impressiveness
  of wealth took possession of me。  For here was a kind of wealth I had
  never known; that did not exist in the West; nor even in the still
  Puritan environs of Boston where I had visited。  It took itself for
  granted; proclaimed itself complacently to have solved all problems。  By
  ignoring them; perhaps。  But I was too young to guess this。  It was order
  personified; gaining effect at every turn by a multitude of details too
  trivial to mention were it not for the fact that they entered deeply into
  my consciousness; until they came to represent; collectively; the very
  flower of achievement。  It was a wealth that accepted tribute calmly; as
  of inherent right。  Law and tradition defended its sanctity more
  effectively than troops。  Literature descended from her high altar to
  lend it dignity; and the long; silent library displayed row upon row of
  the masters; appropriately clad in morocco or calf;Smollett; Macaulay;
  Gibbon; Richardson; Fielding; Scott; Dickens; Irving and Thackeray; as
  though each had striven for a tablet here。  Art had denied herself that
  her canvases might be hung on these walls; and even the Church; on that
  first Sunday of my visit; forgot the blood of her martyrs that she might
  adorn an appropriate niche in the setting。  The clergyman; at one of the
  dinner parties; gravely asked a blessing as upon an Institution that
  included and absorbed all other institutions in its being。。。。
  The note of that house was a tempered gaiety。  Guests arrived from New
  York; spent the night and departed again without disturbing the even
  tenor of its ways。  Unobtrusive servants ministered to their wants;and
  to mine。。。。
  Conybear was there; and two classmates from Boston; and we were treated
  with the amiable tolerance accorded to college youths and intimates of
  the son of the house。  One night there was a dance in our honour。  Nor
  have I forgotten Jerry's sister; Nathalie; whom I had met at Class Days;
  a slim and willowy; exotic young lady of the Botticelli type; with a
  crown of burnished hair; yet more suggestive of a hothouse than of
  spring。  She spoke English with a French accent。  Capricious; impulsive;
  she captured my interest because she put a high value on her favour; she
  drove me over the hills; informing me at length that I was sympathique
  different from the rest; in short; she emphasized and intensified what I
  may call the Weathersfield environment; stirred up in me new and vague
  aspirations that troubled yet excited me。
  Then there was Mrs。 Kyme; a pretty; light…hearted lady; still young; who
  seemed to have no intention of growing older; who romped and played songs
  for us on the piano。  The daughter of an old but now impecunious
  Westchester family; she had been born to adorn the position she held; she
  was adapted by nature to wring from it the utmost of the joys it offered。
  From her; rather than from her husband; both of the children seemed to
  have inherited。  I used to watch Mr。 Grosvenor Kyme as he sat at the end
  of the dinner…table; dark; preoccupied; taciturn; symbolical of a wealth
  new to my experience; and which had about it a certain fabulous quality。
  It toiled not; neither did it spin; but grew as if by magic; day and
  night; until the very conception of it was overpowering。  What must it be
  to have had ancestors who had been clever enough to sit still until a
  congested and discontented Europe had begun to pour its thousands and
  hundreds of thousands into the gateway of the western world; until that
  gateway had become a metropolis? ancestors; of course; possessing what
  now suddenly appeared to me as the most desirable of giftssince it
  reaped so dazzling a harvest…business foresight。  From time to time these
  ancestors had continued to buy desirable corners; which no amount of
  persuasion had availed to make them relinquish。  Lease them; yes; sell
  them; never!  By virtue of such a system wealth was as inevitable as
  human necessity; and the thought of human necessity did not greatly
  bother me。  Mr。 Kyme's problem of life was not one of making money; but
  of investing it。  One became automatically a personage。。。。
  It was due to one of those singular coincidencesso interesting a
  subject for speculationthat the man who revealed to me this golden
  romance of the Kyme family was none other than a resident of my own city;
  Mr。 Theodore Watling; now become one of our most important and
  influential citizens; a corporation lawyer; new and stimulating
  qualification; suggesting as it did; a deus ex machina of great affairs。
  That he; of all men; should come to Weathersfield astonished me; since I
  was as yet to make the connection between that finished; decorous;
  secluded existence and the source of its being。  The evening before my
  departure he arrived in company with two other gentlemen; a Mr。 Talbot
  and a Mr。 Saxes; whose names were spoken with respect in a sphere of
  which I had hitherto taken but little cognizance…Wall Street。  Conybear
  informed me that they were 〃magnates;〃。。。  We were sitting in the
  drawing…room at tea; when they entered with Mr。 Watling; and no sooner
  had he spoken to Mrs。 Kyme than his quick eye singled me out of the
  group。
  〃Why; Hugh!〃 he exclaimed; taking my hand。  〃I had no idea I should meet
  you hereI saw your father only last week; the day I left home。〃  And he
  added; turning to Mrs。 Kyme; 〃Hugh is the son of Mr。 Matthew Paret; who
  has been the leader of our bar for many years。〃
  The recognition and the tribute to my father were so graciously given
  that I warmed with gratitude and pride; while Mr。 Kyme smiled a little;
  remarking that I was a friend of Jerry's。  Theodore Watling; for being
  here; had suddenly assumed in my eyes a considerable consequence; though
  the note he struck in that house was a strange one。  It was; however; his
  own note; and had a certain distinction; a ring of independence; of the
  knowledge of self…worth。  Dinner at Weathersfield we youngsters had
  usually found rather an oppressive ceremony; with its shaded lights and
  precise ritual over which Mr。 Kyme presided like a high priest;
  conversation had been restrained。  That night; as Johnnie Laurens
  afterwards expressed it; 〃things loosened up;〃 and Mr。 Watling was
  responsible for the loosening。  Taking command of the Kyme dinner table
  appeared to me to be no mean achievement; but this is just what he did;
  without being vulgar or noisy or assertive。  Suavitar in modo; forbiter
  in re。  If; as I watched him there with a newborn pride and loyalty; I
  had paused to reconstruct the idea that the mention of his name would
  formerly have evoked; I suppose I should have found him falling short of
  my notion of a gentleman; it had been my father's opinion; but Mr。
  Watling's marriage to Gene Hollister's aunt had given him a standing with
  us at home。  He possessed virility; vitality in a remarkable degree; yet
  some elusive quality that was neither tact nor delicacythough related
  to these differentiated him from the commonplace; self…made man of
  ability。  He was just off the type。  To liken him to a clothing store
  model of a well…built; broad…shouldered man with a firm neck; a handsome;
  rather square face not lacking in colour and a conventional; drooping
  moustache would be slanderous; yet he did suggest it。  Suggesting it; he
  redeemed it: and the middle western burr in his voice was rather
  attractive than otherwise。  He had not so much the air of belonging
  there; as of belonging anywhereone of those anomalistic American
  citizens of the world who go abroad and make intimates of princes。
  Before the meal was over he had inspired me with loyalty and pri