第 19 节
作者:桃桃逃      更新:2021-02-27 02:10      字数:9322
  few  moments before  returning   to   the  cabin。 On   entering   she  was   a  little
  startled at observing a figure seated at her father's desk; but was relieved at
  finding it was Mr。 Renshaw。
  He rose and put aside the book he had idly picked up。 〃I am afraid I
  am an intentional intruder this time; Miss Nott。 But I found no one here;
  and I was tempted to look into this ship…shape little snuggery。 You see the
  temptation got the better of me。〃
  His   voice   and   smile   were   so   frank   and   pleasant;   so   free   from   his
  previous   restraint;   yet   still   respectful;   so   youthful   yet   manly;   that   Rosey
  was affected by them even in her preoccupation。 Her eyes brightened and
  then     dropped     before    his   admiring      glance。    Had    she   known      that   the
  excitement of the last few hours had brought a wonderful charm into her
  pretty face; had aroused the slumbering life of her half…awakened beauty;
  she would have been more confused。 As it was; she was only glad that the
  young      man    should     turn   out  to   be  〃nice。〃    Perhaps     he   might    tell  her
  something   about   ships;   perhaps   if   she   had   only   known   him   longer   she
  might;   with   de   Ferrieres's   permission;   have   shared   her   confidence   with
  him; and enlisted his sympathy and assistance。 She contented herself with
  showing this anticipatory gratitude in her face as she begged him; with the
  timidity of a maiden hostess; to resume his seat。
  But   Mr。   Renshaw   seemed   to   talk   only   to   make   her   talk;   and   I   am
  forced to admit that Rosey found this almost as pleasant。 It was not long
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  before he was in possession of her simple history from the day of her baby
  emigration to California to the transfer of her childish life to the old ship;
  and    even    of  much     of  the   romantic     fancies   she   had   woven     into   her
  existence there。 Whatever ulterior purpose he had in view; he listened as
  attentively as if her artless chronicle was filled with practical information。
  Once; when she had paused for breath; he said gravely; 〃I must ask you to
  show me over this wonderful ship some day that I may see it with your
  eyes。〃
  〃But I think you know it already better than I do;〃 said Rosey with a
  smile。
  Mr。 Renshaw's brow clouded slightly。 〃Ah;〃 he said; with a touch of
  his former restraint; 〃and why?〃
  〃Well;〃   said   Rosey   timidly;   〃I   thought   you   went   round   and   touched
  things in a familiar way as if you had handled them before。〃
  The   young   man   raised   his   eyes   to   Rosey's   and kept them  there   long
  enough to bring back his gentler expression。 〃Then; because I found you
  trying    on   a   very   queer    bonnet     the  first  day    I  saw   you;〃    he   said;
  mischievously; 〃I ought to believe you were in the habit of wearing one。〃
  In the first flush of mutual admiration young people are apt to find a
  laugh     quite  as   significant   as  a  sigh   for  an   expression     of  sympathetic
  communion;   and   this   master…stroke   of   wit   convulsed   them   both。   In   the
  midst of it Mr。 Nott entered the cabin。 But the complacency with which he
  viewed the evident perfect understanding of the pair was destined to suffer
  some   abatement。   Rosey;   suddenly   conscious   that   she   was   in   some   way
  participating   in   ridicule   of   her   father   through   his   unhappy   gift;   became
  embarrassed。 Mr。 Renshaw's restraint returned with the presence of the old
  man。 In vain; at first; Abner Nott strove with profound levity to indicate
  his   arch   comprehension        of  the  situation;   and   in  vain;   later;  becoming
  alarmed;      he   endeavored;      with   cheerful    gravity;   to   indicate    his  utter
  obliviousness of any but a business significance in their tete…a…tete。
  〃I   oughtn't    to  hev   intruded;    Rosey;〃    he   said;  〃when     you   and   the
  gentleman were talkin' of contracts; mebbee; but don't mind me。 I'm on the
  fly; anyhow; Rosey dear; hevin' to see a man round the corner。〃
  But    even   the   attitude   of  withdrawing      did   not  prevent    the   exit  of
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  Renshaw   to   his   apartment   and   of   Rosey   to   the   galley。   Left   alone   in   the
  cabin; Abner Nott felt in the knots and tangles of his beard for a reason。
  Glancing   down   at   his   prodigious   boots   which;   covered   with   mud   and
  gravel; strongly emphasized his agricultural origin; and gave him a general
  appearance of standing on his own broad acres; he was struck with an idea。
  〃It's   them   boots;〃   he   whispered   to   himself;   softly;   〃they   somehow   don't
  seem 'xactly to trump or follow suit in this yer cabin; they don't hitch into
  anythin';   but   jist   slosh   round   loose;   and;   so   to   speak;   play  it   alone。 And
  them young critters nat'rally feels it and gets out o' the way。〃 Acting upon
  this instinct with his usual precipitate caution; he at once proceeded to the
  nearest    second…hand       shop;   and;   purchasing     a  pair  of  enormous      carpet
  slippers; originally the property of a gouty sea…captain; reappeared with a
  strong    suggestion     of   newly   upholstering      the  cabin。   The    improvement;
  however; was fraught with a portentous circumstance。 Mr。 Nott's footsteps;
  which usually announced his approach all over the ship; became stealthy
  and inaudible。
  Meantime   Miss   Rosey   had   taken   advantage   of   the   absence   of   her
  father to visit her patient。 To avoid attracting attention she did not take a
  light; but groped her way to the lower deck and rapped softly at the door。
  It was instantly opened by de Ferrieres。 He had apparently appreciated the
  few changes she had already made in the room; and had himself cleared
  away the pallet from which he had risen to make two low seats against the
  wall。 Two bits of candle placed on the floor illuminated the beams above;
  the dressing…gown was artistically draped over the solitary chair; and a pile
  of cushions formed another seat。 With elaborate courtesy he handed Miss
  Rosey  to   the   chair。   He   looked   pale   and   weak;   though   the   gravity  of   the
  attack had evidently passed。 Yet he persisted in remaining standing。 〃If I
  sit;〃 he explained with a gesture; 〃I shall again disgrace myself by sleeping
  in Mademoiselle's presence。 Yes! I shall sleepI shall dreamand wake to
  find her gone?〃
  More embarrassed by his recovery than when he was lying helplessly
  before her; she said hesitatingly that she was glad he was better; and that
  she hoped he liked the broth。
  〃It was manna from heaven; Mademoiselle。 See; I have taken it all
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  every   precious   drop。   What   else   could   I   have   done   for   Mademoiselle's
  kindness?〃
  He showed her the empty bowl。 A swift conviction came upon her that
  the man had been suffering from want of food。 The thought restored her
  self…possession   even   while   it   brought   the   tears   to   her   eyes。   〃I   wish   you
  would   let   me   speak   to   fatheror   some   one;〃   she   said   impulsively;   and
  stopped。
  A quick and half insane gleam of terror and suspicion lit up his deep
  eyes。     〃For    what;    Mademoiselle!        For    an   accidentthat      is   nothing
  absolutely      nothing;     for   I   am    strong    and    well    nowsee!〃      he   said
  tremblingly。      〃Or   for   a  whimfor     a  folly   you   may   say;    that  they   will
  misunderstand。 No; Mademoiselle is good; is wise。 She will say to herself;
  'I understand; my friend Monsieur de Ferrieres for the moment has a secret。
  He   would   seem   poor;   he   would   take   the   role   of   artisan;   he   would   shut
  himself up in these wallsperhaps I may guess why; but it is his secret。 I
  think   of   it   no   more。'〃   He   caught   her   hand   in   his   with   a   gesture   that   he
  would   have   made   one   of   gallantry;   but   that   in   its   tremulous   intensity
  became a piteous supplication。
  〃I have said nothing; and will say nothing; if you wish it;〃 said Rosey
  hastily; 〃but others may find out how you live here。 This is not fit work for
  you。 You seem to be aa gentleman。 You ought to be a lawyer; or a doctor;
  or   in   a   bank;〃   she   continued   timidly;   with   a   vague   enumeration   of   the
  prevailing degrees of local gentility。
  He dropped her hand。