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作者:没事找事      更新:2021-02-27 01:28      字数:9322
  THE SPHINX WITHOUT A SECRET
  ONE afternoon I was sitting outside the Cafe de la Paix; watching
  the splendour and shabbiness of Parisian life; and wondering over
  my vermouth at the strange panorama of pride and poverty that was
  passing before me; when I heard some one call my name。  I turned
  round; and saw Lord Murchison。  We had not met since we had been at
  college together; nearly ten years before; so I was delighted to
  come across him again; and we shook hands warmly。  At Oxford we had
  been great friends。  I had liked him immensely; he was so handsome;
  so high…spirited; and so honourable。  We used to say of him that he
  would be the best of fellows; if he did not always speak the truth;
  but I think we really admired him all the more for his frankness。
  I found him a good deal changed。  He looked anxious and puzzled;
  and seemed to be in doubt about something。  I felt it could not be
  modern scepticism; for Murchison was the stoutest of Tories; and
  believed in the Pentateuch as firmly as he believed in the House of
  Peers; so I concluded that it was a woman; and asked him if he was
  married yet。
  'I don't understand women well enough;' he answered。
  'My dear Gerald;' I said; 'women are meant to be loved; not to be
  understood。'
  'I cannot love where I cannot trust;' he replied。
  'I believe you have a mystery in your life; Gerald;' I exclaimed;
  'tell me about it。'
  'Let us go for a drive;' he answered; 'it is too crowded here。  No;
  not a yellow carriage; any other colour … there; that dark green
  one will do'; and in a few moments we were trotting down the
  boulevard in the direction of the Madeleine。
  'Where shall we go to?' I said。
  'Oh; anywhere you like!' he answered … 'to the restaurant in the
  Bois; we will dine there; and you shall tell me all about
  yourself。'
  'I want to hear about you first;' I said。  'Tell me your mystery。'
  He took from his pocket a little silver…clasped morocco case; and
  handed it to me。  I opened it。  Inside there was the photograph of
  a woman。  She was tall and slight; and strangely picturesque with
  her large vague eyes and loosened hair。  She looked like a
  CLAIRVOYANTE; and was wrapped in rich furs。
  'What do you think of that face?' he said; 'is it truthful?'
  I examined it carefully。  It seemed to me the face of some one who
  had a secret; but whether that secret was good or evil I could not
  say。  Its beauty was a beauty moulded out of many mysteries … the
  beauty; in fact; which is psychological; not plastic … and the
  faint smile that just played across the lips was far too subtle to
  be really sweet。
  'Well;' he cried impatiently; 'what do you say?'
  'She is the Gioconda in sables;' I answered。  'Let me know all
  about her。'
  'Not now;' he said; 'after dinner;' and began to talk of other
  things。
  When the waiter brought us our coffee and cigarettes I reminded
  Gerald of his promise。  He rose from his seat; walked two or three
  times up and down the room; and; sinking into an armchair; told me
  the following story:…
  'One evening;' he said; 'I was walking down Bond Street about five
  o'clock。  There was a terrific crush of carriages; and the traffic
  was almost stopped。  Close to the pavement was standing a little
  yellow brougham; which; for some reason or other; attracted my
  attention。  As I passed by there looked out from it the face I
  showed you this afternoon。  It fascinated me immediately。  All that
  night I kept thinking of it; and all the next day。  I wandered up
  and down that wretched Row; peering into every carriage; and
  waiting for the yellow brougham; but I could not find MA BELLE
  INCONNUE; and at last I began to think she was merely a dream。
  About a week afterwards I was dining with Madame de Rastail。
  Dinner was for eight o'clock; but at half…past eight we were still
  waiting in the drawing…room。  Finally the servant threw open the
  door; and announced Lady Alroy。  It was the woman I had been
  looking for。  She came in very slowly; looking like a moonbeam in
  grey lace; and; to my intense delight; I was asked to take her in
  to dinner。  After we had sat down; I remarked quite innocently; 〃I
  think I caught sight of you in Bond Street some time ago; Lady
  Alroy。〃  She grew very pale; and said to me in a low voice; 〃Pray
  do not talk so loud; you may be overheard。〃  I felt miserable at
  having made such a bad beginning; and plunged recklessly into the
  subject of the French plays。  She spoke very little; always in the
  same low musical voice; and seemed as if she was afraid of some one
  listening。  I fell passionately; stupidly in love; and the
  indefinable atmosphere of mystery that surrounded her excited my
  most ardent curiosity。  When she was going away; which she did very
  soon after dinner; I asked her if I might call and see her。  She
  hesitated for a moment; glanced round to see if any one was near
  us; and then said; 〃Yes; to…morrow at a quarter to five。〃  I begged
  Madame de Rastail to tell me about her; but all that I could learn
  was that she was a widow with a beautiful house in Park Lane; and
  as some scientific bore began a dissertation on widows; as
  exemplifying the survival of the matrimonially fittest; I left and
  went home。
  'The next day I arrived at Park Lane punctual to the moment; but
  was told by the butler that Lady Alroy had just gone out。  I went
  down to the club quite unhappy and very much puzzled; and after
  long consideration wrote her a letter; asking if I might be allowed
  to try my chance some other afternoon。  I had no answer for several
  days; but at last I got a little note saying she would be at home
  on Sunday at four and with this extraordinary postscript:  〃Please
  do not write to me here again; I will explain when I see you。〃  On
  Sunday she received me; and was perfectly charming; but when I was
  going away she begged of me; if I ever had occasion to write to her
  again; to address my letter to 〃Mrs。 Knox; care of Whittaker's
  Library; Green Street。〃  〃There are reasons;〃 she said; 〃why I
  cannot receive letters in my own house。〃
  'All through the season I saw a great deal of her; and the
  atmosphere of mystery never left her。  Sometimes I thought that she
  was in the power of some man; but she looked so unapproachable;
  that I could not believe it。  It was really very difficult for me
  to come to any conclusion; for she was like one of those strange
  crystals that one sees in museums; which are at one moment clear;
  and at another clouded。  At last I determined to ask her to be my
  wife:  I was sick and tired of the incessant secrecy that she
  imposed on all my visits; and on the few letters I sent her。  I
  wrote to her at the library to ask her if she could see me the
  following Monday at six。  She answered yes; and I was in the
  seventh heaven of delight。  I was infatuated with her:  in spite of
  the mystery; I thought then … in consequence of it; I see now。  No;
  it was the woman herself I loved。  The mystery troubled me;
  maddened me。  Why did chance put me in its track?'
  'You discovered it; then?' I cried。
  'I fear so;' he answered。  'You can judge for yourself。'
  'When Monday came round I went to lunch with my uncle; and about
  four o'clock found myself in the Marylebone Road。  My uncle; you
  know; lives in Regent's Park。  I wanted to get to Piccadilly; and
  took a short cut through a lot of shabby little streets。  Suddenly
  I saw in front of me Lady Alroy; deeply veiled and walking very
  fast。  On coming to the last house in the street; she went up the
  steps; took out a latch…key; and let herself in。  〃Here is the
  mystery;〃 I said to myself; and I hurried on and examined the
  house。  It seemed a sort of place for letting lodgings。  On the
  doorstep lay her handkerchief; which she had dropped。  I picked it
  up and put it in my pocket。  Then I began to consider what I should
  do。  I came to the conclusion that I had no right to spy on her;
  and I drove down to the club。  At six I called to see her。  She was
  lying on a sofa; in a tea…gown of silver tissue looped up by some
  strange moonstones that she always wore。  She was looking quite
  lovely。  〃I am so glad to see you;〃 she said; 〃I have not been out
  all day。〃  I stared at her in amazement; and pulling the
  handkerchief out of my pocket; handed it to her。  〃You dropped this
  in Cumnor Street this afternoon; Lady Alroy;〃  I said very calmly。
  She looked at me in terror but made no attempt to take the
  handkerchief。  〃What were you doing there?〃 I asked。  〃What right
  have you to question me?〃 she answered。  〃The right of a man who
  loves you;〃 I replied; 〃I came here to ask you to be my wife。〃  She
  hid her face in her hands; and burst into floods of tears。  〃You
  must tell me;〃 I continued。  She stood up; and; looking me straight
  in the face; said; 〃Lord Murchison; there is nothing to tell you。〃
  … 〃You went to meet some one;〃 I cried; 〃this is your mystery。〃
  She gre