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THE SPHINX WITHOUT A SECRET
ONE afternoon I was sitting outside the Cafe de la Paix; watching
the splendour and shabbiness of Parisian life; and wondering over
my vermouth at the strange panorama of pride and poverty that was
passing before me; when I heard some one call my name。 I turned
round; and saw Lord Murchison。 We had not met since we had been at
college together; nearly ten years before; so I was delighted to
come across him again; and we shook hands warmly。 At Oxford we had
been great friends。 I had liked him immensely; he was so handsome;
so high…spirited; and so honourable。 We used to say of him that he
would be the best of fellows; if he did not always speak the truth;
but I think we really admired him all the more for his frankness。
I found him a good deal changed。 He looked anxious and puzzled;
and seemed to be in doubt about something。 I felt it could not be
modern scepticism; for Murchison was the stoutest of Tories; and
believed in the Pentateuch as firmly as he believed in the House of
Peers; so I concluded that it was a woman; and asked him if he was
married yet。
'I don't understand women well enough;' he answered。
'My dear Gerald;' I said; 'women are meant to be loved; not to be
understood。'
'I cannot love where I cannot trust;' he replied。
'I believe you have a mystery in your life; Gerald;' I exclaimed;
'tell me about it。'
'Let us go for a drive;' he answered; 'it is too crowded here。 No;
not a yellow carriage; any other colour … there; that dark green
one will do'; and in a few moments we were trotting down the
boulevard in the direction of the Madeleine。
'Where shall we go to?' I said。
'Oh; anywhere you like!' he answered … 'to the restaurant in the
Bois; we will dine there; and you shall tell me all about
yourself。'
'I want to hear about you first;' I said。 'Tell me your mystery。'
He took from his pocket a little silver…clasped morocco case; and
handed it to me。 I opened it。 Inside there was the photograph of
a woman。 She was tall and slight; and strangely picturesque with
her large vague eyes and loosened hair。 She looked like a
CLAIRVOYANTE; and was wrapped in rich furs。
'What do you think of that face?' he said; 'is it truthful?'
I examined it carefully。 It seemed to me the face of some one who
had a secret; but whether that secret was good or evil I could not
say。 Its beauty was a beauty moulded out of many mysteries … the
beauty; in fact; which is psychological; not plastic … and the
faint smile that just played across the lips was far too subtle to
be really sweet。
'Well;' he cried impatiently; 'what do you say?'
'She is the Gioconda in sables;' I answered。 'Let me know all
about her。'
'Not now;' he said; 'after dinner;' and began to talk of other
things。
When the waiter brought us our coffee and cigarettes I reminded
Gerald of his promise。 He rose from his seat; walked two or three
times up and down the room; and; sinking into an armchair; told me
the following story:…
'One evening;' he said; 'I was walking down Bond Street about five
o'clock。 There was a terrific crush of carriages; and the traffic
was almost stopped。 Close to the pavement was standing a little
yellow brougham; which; for some reason or other; attracted my
attention。 As I passed by there looked out from it the face I
showed you this afternoon。 It fascinated me immediately。 All that
night I kept thinking of it; and all the next day。 I wandered up
and down that wretched Row; peering into every carriage; and
waiting for the yellow brougham; but I could not find MA BELLE
INCONNUE; and at last I began to think she was merely a dream。
About a week afterwards I was dining with Madame de Rastail。
Dinner was for eight o'clock; but at half…past eight we were still
waiting in the drawing…room。 Finally the servant threw open the
door; and announced Lady Alroy。 It was the woman I had been
looking for。 She came in very slowly; looking like a moonbeam in
grey lace; and; to my intense delight; I was asked to take her in
to dinner。 After we had sat down; I remarked quite innocently; 〃I
think I caught sight of you in Bond Street some time ago; Lady
Alroy。〃 She grew very pale; and said to me in a low voice; 〃Pray
do not talk so loud; you may be overheard。〃 I felt miserable at
having made such a bad beginning; and plunged recklessly into the
subject of the French plays。 She spoke very little; always in the
same low musical voice; and seemed as if she was afraid of some one
listening。 I fell passionately; stupidly in love; and the
indefinable atmosphere of mystery that surrounded her excited my
most ardent curiosity。 When she was going away; which she did very
soon after dinner; I asked her if I might call and see her。 She
hesitated for a moment; glanced round to see if any one was near
us; and then said; 〃Yes; to…morrow at a quarter to five。〃 I begged
Madame de Rastail to tell me about her; but all that I could learn
was that she was a widow with a beautiful house in Park Lane; and
as some scientific bore began a dissertation on widows; as
exemplifying the survival of the matrimonially fittest; I left and
went home。
'The next day I arrived at Park Lane punctual to the moment; but
was told by the butler that Lady Alroy had just gone out。 I went
down to the club quite unhappy and very much puzzled; and after
long consideration wrote her a letter; asking if I might be allowed
to try my chance some other afternoon。 I had no answer for several
days; but at last I got a little note saying she would be at home
on Sunday at four and with this extraordinary postscript: 〃Please
do not write to me here again; I will explain when I see you。〃 On
Sunday she received me; and was perfectly charming; but when I was
going away she begged of me; if I ever had occasion to write to her
again; to address my letter to 〃Mrs。 Knox; care of Whittaker's
Library; Green Street。〃 〃There are reasons;〃 she said; 〃why I
cannot receive letters in my own house。〃
'All through the season I saw a great deal of her; and the
atmosphere of mystery never left her。 Sometimes I thought that she
was in the power of some man; but she looked so unapproachable;
that I could not believe it。 It was really very difficult for me
to come to any conclusion; for she was like one of those strange
crystals that one sees in museums; which are at one moment clear;
and at another clouded。 At last I determined to ask her to be my
wife: I was sick and tired of the incessant secrecy that she
imposed on all my visits; and on the few letters I sent her。 I
wrote to her at the library to ask her if she could see me the
following Monday at six。 She answered yes; and I was in the
seventh heaven of delight。 I was infatuated with her: in spite of
the mystery; I thought then … in consequence of it; I see now。 No;
it was the woman herself I loved。 The mystery troubled me;
maddened me。 Why did chance put me in its track?'
'You discovered it; then?' I cried。
'I fear so;' he answered。 'You can judge for yourself。'
'When Monday came round I went to lunch with my uncle; and about
four o'clock found myself in the Marylebone Road。 My uncle; you
know; lives in Regent's Park。 I wanted to get to Piccadilly; and
took a short cut through a lot of shabby little streets。 Suddenly
I saw in front of me Lady Alroy; deeply veiled and walking very
fast。 On coming to the last house in the street; she went up the
steps; took out a latch…key; and let herself in。 〃Here is the
mystery;〃 I said to myself; and I hurried on and examined the
house。 It seemed a sort of place for letting lodgings。 On the
doorstep lay her handkerchief; which she had dropped。 I picked it
up and put it in my pocket。 Then I began to consider what I should
do。 I came to the conclusion that I had no right to spy on her;
and I drove down to the club。 At six I called to see her。 She was
lying on a sofa; in a tea…gown of silver tissue looped up by some
strange moonstones that she always wore。 She was looking quite
lovely。 〃I am so glad to see you;〃 she said; 〃I have not been out
all day。〃 I stared at her in amazement; and pulling the
handkerchief out of my pocket; handed it to her。 〃You dropped this
in Cumnor Street this afternoon; Lady Alroy;〃 I said very calmly。
She looked at me in terror but made no attempt to take the
handkerchief。 〃What were you doing there?〃 I asked。 〃What right
have you to question me?〃 she answered。 〃The right of a man who
loves you;〃 I replied; 〃I came here to ask you to be my wife。〃 She
hid her face in her hands; and burst into floods of tears。 〃You
must tell me;〃 I continued。 She stood up; and; looking me straight
in the face; said; 〃Lord Murchison; there is nothing to tell you。〃
… 〃You went to meet some one;〃 I cried; 〃this is your mystery。〃
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