第 23 节
作者:低诉      更新:2021-02-27 01:23      字数:9321
  recollected that this stove also warmed the room of the housekeeper;
  a woman forty years of age; who; on the evening before; had been
  making preparations up to three o'clock in the morning for the supper
  which my son had eaten; and that she had cleared the table; and risen
  at seven; nevertheless。  The peasant was building the fire for her
  also。  And under her name the lazybones was warming himself。
  It is true that the interests of all are interwoven; but; even
  without any prolonged reckoning; the conscience of each man will say
  on whose side lies labor; and on whose idleness。  But although
  conscience says this; the account…book; the cash…book; says it still
  more clearly。  The more money any one spends; the more idle he is;
  that is to say; the more he makes others work for him。  The less he
  spends; the more he works。' {25}  But trade; but public undertakings;
  and; finally; the most terrible of words; culture; the development of
  sciences; and the arts;what of them?
  'If I live I will make answer to those points; and in detail; and
  until such answer I will narrate the following。' {25}
  CHAPTER XX。
  LIFE IN THE CITY。
  Last year; in March; I was returning home late at night。  As I turned
  from the Zubova into Khamovnitchesky Lane; I saw some black spots on
  the snow of the Dyevitchy Pole (field)。  Something was moving about
  in one place。  I should not have paid any attention to this; if the
  policeman who was standing at the end of the street had not shouted
  in the direction of the black spots; …
  〃Vasily! why don't you bring her in?〃
  〃She won't come!〃 answered a voice; and then the spot moved towards
  the policeman。
  I halted and asked the police…officer; 〃What is it?〃
  He said;〃They are taking a girl from the Rzhanoff house to the
  station…house; and she is hanging back; she won't walk。〃  A house…
  porter in a sheepskin coat was leading her。  She was walking forward;
  and he was pushing her from behind。  All of us; I and the porter and
  the policeman; were dressed in winter clothes; but she had nothing on
  over her dress。  In the darkness I could make out only her brown
  dress; and the kerchiefs on her head and neck。  She was short in
  stature; as is often the case with the prematurely born; with small
  feet; and a comparatively broad and awkward figure。
  〃We're waiting for you; you carrion。  Get along; what do you mean by
  it?  I'll give it to you!〃 shouted the policeman。  He was evidently
  tired; and he had had too much of her。  She advanced a few paces; and
  again halted。
  The little old porter; a good…natured fellow (I know him); tugged at
  her hand。  〃Here; I'll teach you to stop!  On with you!〃 he repeated;
  as though in anger。  She staggered; and began to talk in a discordant
  voice。  At every sound there was a false note; both hoarse and
  whining。
  〃Come now; you're shoving again。  I'll get there some time!〃
  She stopped and then went on。  I followed them。
  〃You'll freeze;〃 said the porters
  〃The likes of us don't freeze:  I'm hot。〃
  She tried to jest; but her words sounded like scolding。  She halted
  again under the lantern which stands not far from our house; and
  leaned against; almost hung over; the fence; and began to fumble for
  something among her skirts; with benumbed and awkward hands。  Again
  they shouted at her; but she muttered something and did something。
  In one hand she held a cigarette bent into a bow; in the other a
  match。  I paused behind her; I was ashamed to pass her; and I was
  ashamed to stand and look on。  But I made up my mind; and stepped
  forward。  Her shoulder was lying against the fence; and against the
  fence it was that she vainly struck the match and flung it away。  I
  looked in her face。  She was really a person prematurely born; but;
  as it seemed to me; already an old woman。  I credited her with thirty
  years。  A dirty hue of face; small; dull; tipsy eyes; a button…like
  nose; curved moist lips with drooping corners; and a short wisp of
  harsh hair escaping from beneath her kerchief; a long flat figure;
  stumpy hands and feet。  I paused opposite her。  She stared at me; and
  burst into a laugh; as though she knew all that was going on in my
  mind。
  I felt that it was necessary to say something to her。  I wanted to
  show her that I pitied her。
  〃Are your parents alive?〃 I inquired。
  She laughed hoarsely; with an expression which said; 〃he's making up
  queer things to ask。〃
  〃My mother is;〃 said she。  〃But what do you want?〃
  〃And how old are you?〃
  〃Sixteen;〃 said she; answering promptly to a question which was
  evidently customary。
  〃Come; march; you'll freeze; you'll perish entirely;〃 shouted the
  policeman; and she swayed away from the fence; and; staggering along;
  she went down Khamovnitchesky Lane to the police…station; and I
  turned to the wicket; and entered the house; and inquired whether my
  daughters had returned。  I was told that they had been to an evening
  party; had had a very merry time; had come home; and were in bed。
  Next morning I wanted to go to the station…house to learn what had
  been done with this unfortunate woman; and I was preparing to go out
  very early; when there came to see me one of those unlucky noblemen;
  who; through weakness; have dropped from the gentlemanly life to
  which they are accustomed; and who alternately rise and fall。  I had
  been acquainted with this man for three years。  In the course of
  those three years; this man had several times made way with every
  thing that he had; and even with all his clothes; the same thing had
  just happened again; and he was passing the nights temporarily in the
  Rzhanoff house; in the night…lodging section; and he had come to me
  for the day。  He met me as I was going out; at the entrance; and
  without listening to me he began to tell me what had taken place in
  the Rzhanoff house the night before。  He began his narrative; and did
  not half finish it; all at once (he is an old man who has seen men
  under all sorts of aspects) he burst out sobbing; and flooded has
  countenance with tears; and when he had become silent; turned has
  face to the wall。  This is what he told me。  Every thing that he
  related to me was absolutely true。  I authenticated his story on the
  spot; and learned fresh particulars which I will relate separately。
  In that night…lodging house; on the lower floor; in No。 32; in which
  my friend had spent the night; among the various; ever…changing
  lodgers; men and women; who came together there for five kopeks;
  there was a laundress; a woman thirty years of age; light…haired;
  peaceable and pretty; but sickly。  The mistress of the quarters had a
  boatman lover。  In the summer her lover kept a boat; and in the
  winter they lived by letting accommodations to night…lodgers:  three
  kopeks without a pillow; five kopeks with a pillow。
  The laundress had lived there for several months; and was a quiet
  woman; but latterly they had not liked her; because she coughed and
  prevented the women from sleeping。  An old half…crazy woman eighty
  years old; in particular; also a regular lodger in these quarters;
  hated the laundress; and imbittered the latter's life because she
  prevented her sleeping; and cleared her throat all night like a
  sheep。  The laundress held her peace; she was in debt for her
  lodgings; and was conscious of her guilt; and therefore she was bound
  to be quiet。  She began to go more and more rarely to her work; as
  her strength failed her; and therefore she could not pay her
  landlady; and for the last week she had not been out to work at all;
  and had only poisoned the existence of every one; especially of the
  old woman; who also did not go out; with her cough。  Four days before
  this; the landlady had given the laundress notice to leave the
  quarters:  the latter was already sixty kopeks in debt; and she
  neither paid them; nor did the landlady foresee any possibility of
  getting them; and all the bunks were occupied; and the women all
  complained of the laundress's cough。
  When the landlady gave the laundress notice; and told her that she
  must leave the lodgings if she did not pay up; the old woman rejoiced
  and thrust the laundress out of doors。  The laundress departed; but
  returned in an hour; and the landlady had not the heart to put her
  out again。  And the second and the third day; she did not turn her
  out。  〃Where am I to go?〃 said the laundress。  But on the third day;
  the landlady's lover; a Moscow man; who knew the regulations and how
  to manage; sent for the police。  A policeman with sword and pistol on
  a red cord came to the lodgings; and with courteous words he led the
  laundress into the street。
  It was a clear; sunny; but freezing March day。  The gutters were
  flowing; the house…porters were picking at the ice。  The cabman's
  sleigh jolted over the icy snow; and screeched over the stones。  The
  laundress walked up the street on the sunny side; went to the church;
  and seated herself at the entrance; still on the sunny side。  But
  when the sun began to sink behind the houses; the puddles began to be
  skimmed over with a glass of frost; and the laundress grew cold and
  wretched。  She rose; and dragged herself 。 。 。 whither?  Home; to the
  only home where she had lived so long。  While she was on