第 23 节
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recollected that this stove also warmed the room of the housekeeper;
a woman forty years of age; who; on the evening before; had been
making preparations up to three o'clock in the morning for the supper
which my son had eaten; and that she had cleared the table; and risen
at seven; nevertheless。 The peasant was building the fire for her
also。 And under her name the lazybones was warming himself。
It is true that the interests of all are interwoven; but; even
without any prolonged reckoning; the conscience of each man will say
on whose side lies labor; and on whose idleness。 But although
conscience says this; the account…book; the cash…book; says it still
more clearly。 The more money any one spends; the more idle he is;
that is to say; the more he makes others work for him。 The less he
spends; the more he works。' {25} But trade; but public undertakings;
and; finally; the most terrible of words; culture; the development of
sciences; and the arts;what of them?
'If I live I will make answer to those points; and in detail; and
until such answer I will narrate the following。' {25}
CHAPTER XX。
LIFE IN THE CITY。
Last year; in March; I was returning home late at night。 As I turned
from the Zubova into Khamovnitchesky Lane; I saw some black spots on
the snow of the Dyevitchy Pole (field)。 Something was moving about
in one place。 I should not have paid any attention to this; if the
policeman who was standing at the end of the street had not shouted
in the direction of the black spots; …
〃Vasily! why don't you bring her in?〃
〃She won't come!〃 answered a voice; and then the spot moved towards
the policeman。
I halted and asked the police…officer; 〃What is it?〃
He said;〃They are taking a girl from the Rzhanoff house to the
station…house; and she is hanging back; she won't walk。〃 A house…
porter in a sheepskin coat was leading her。 She was walking forward;
and he was pushing her from behind。 All of us; I and the porter and
the policeman; were dressed in winter clothes; but she had nothing on
over her dress。 In the darkness I could make out only her brown
dress; and the kerchiefs on her head and neck。 She was short in
stature; as is often the case with the prematurely born; with small
feet; and a comparatively broad and awkward figure。
〃We're waiting for you; you carrion。 Get along; what do you mean by
it? I'll give it to you!〃 shouted the policeman。 He was evidently
tired; and he had had too much of her。 She advanced a few paces; and
again halted。
The little old porter; a good…natured fellow (I know him); tugged at
her hand。 〃Here; I'll teach you to stop! On with you!〃 he repeated;
as though in anger。 She staggered; and began to talk in a discordant
voice。 At every sound there was a false note; both hoarse and
whining。
〃Come now; you're shoving again。 I'll get there some time!〃
She stopped and then went on。 I followed them。
〃You'll freeze;〃 said the porters
〃The likes of us don't freeze: I'm hot。〃
She tried to jest; but her words sounded like scolding。 She halted
again under the lantern which stands not far from our house; and
leaned against; almost hung over; the fence; and began to fumble for
something among her skirts; with benumbed and awkward hands。 Again
they shouted at her; but she muttered something and did something。
In one hand she held a cigarette bent into a bow; in the other a
match。 I paused behind her; I was ashamed to pass her; and I was
ashamed to stand and look on。 But I made up my mind; and stepped
forward。 Her shoulder was lying against the fence; and against the
fence it was that she vainly struck the match and flung it away。 I
looked in her face。 She was really a person prematurely born; but;
as it seemed to me; already an old woman。 I credited her with thirty
years。 A dirty hue of face; small; dull; tipsy eyes; a button…like
nose; curved moist lips with drooping corners; and a short wisp of
harsh hair escaping from beneath her kerchief; a long flat figure;
stumpy hands and feet。 I paused opposite her。 She stared at me; and
burst into a laugh; as though she knew all that was going on in my
mind。
I felt that it was necessary to say something to her。 I wanted to
show her that I pitied her。
〃Are your parents alive?〃 I inquired。
She laughed hoarsely; with an expression which said; 〃he's making up
queer things to ask。〃
〃My mother is;〃 said she。 〃But what do you want?〃
〃And how old are you?〃
〃Sixteen;〃 said she; answering promptly to a question which was
evidently customary。
〃Come; march; you'll freeze; you'll perish entirely;〃 shouted the
policeman; and she swayed away from the fence; and; staggering along;
she went down Khamovnitchesky Lane to the police…station; and I
turned to the wicket; and entered the house; and inquired whether my
daughters had returned。 I was told that they had been to an evening
party; had had a very merry time; had come home; and were in bed。
Next morning I wanted to go to the station…house to learn what had
been done with this unfortunate woman; and I was preparing to go out
very early; when there came to see me one of those unlucky noblemen;
who; through weakness; have dropped from the gentlemanly life to
which they are accustomed; and who alternately rise and fall。 I had
been acquainted with this man for three years。 In the course of
those three years; this man had several times made way with every
thing that he had; and even with all his clothes; the same thing had
just happened again; and he was passing the nights temporarily in the
Rzhanoff house; in the night…lodging section; and he had come to me
for the day。 He met me as I was going out; at the entrance; and
without listening to me he began to tell me what had taken place in
the Rzhanoff house the night before。 He began his narrative; and did
not half finish it; all at once (he is an old man who has seen men
under all sorts of aspects) he burst out sobbing; and flooded has
countenance with tears; and when he had become silent; turned has
face to the wall。 This is what he told me。 Every thing that he
related to me was absolutely true。 I authenticated his story on the
spot; and learned fresh particulars which I will relate separately。
In that night…lodging house; on the lower floor; in No。 32; in which
my friend had spent the night; among the various; ever…changing
lodgers; men and women; who came together there for five kopeks;
there was a laundress; a woman thirty years of age; light…haired;
peaceable and pretty; but sickly。 The mistress of the quarters had a
boatman lover。 In the summer her lover kept a boat; and in the
winter they lived by letting accommodations to night…lodgers: three
kopeks without a pillow; five kopeks with a pillow。
The laundress had lived there for several months; and was a quiet
woman; but latterly they had not liked her; because she coughed and
prevented the women from sleeping。 An old half…crazy woman eighty
years old; in particular; also a regular lodger in these quarters;
hated the laundress; and imbittered the latter's life because she
prevented her sleeping; and cleared her throat all night like a
sheep。 The laundress held her peace; she was in debt for her
lodgings; and was conscious of her guilt; and therefore she was bound
to be quiet。 She began to go more and more rarely to her work; as
her strength failed her; and therefore she could not pay her
landlady; and for the last week she had not been out to work at all;
and had only poisoned the existence of every one; especially of the
old woman; who also did not go out; with her cough。 Four days before
this; the landlady had given the laundress notice to leave the
quarters: the latter was already sixty kopeks in debt; and she
neither paid them; nor did the landlady foresee any possibility of
getting them; and all the bunks were occupied; and the women all
complained of the laundress's cough。
When the landlady gave the laundress notice; and told her that she
must leave the lodgings if she did not pay up; the old woman rejoiced
and thrust the laundress out of doors。 The laundress departed; but
returned in an hour; and the landlady had not the heart to put her
out again。 And the second and the third day; she did not turn her
out。 〃Where am I to go?〃 said the laundress。 But on the third day;
the landlady's lover; a Moscow man; who knew the regulations and how
to manage; sent for the police。 A policeman with sword and pistol on
a red cord came to the lodgings; and with courteous words he led the
laundress into the street。
It was a clear; sunny; but freezing March day。 The gutters were
flowing; the house…porters were picking at the ice。 The cabman's
sleigh jolted over the icy snow; and screeched over the stones。 The
laundress walked up the street on the sunny side; went to the church;
and seated herself at the entrance; still on the sunny side。 But
when the sun began to sink behind the houses; the puddles began to be
skimmed over with a glass of frost; and the laundress grew cold and
wretched。 She rose; and dragged herself 。 。 。 whither? Home; to the
only home where she had lived so long。 While she was on