第 2 节
作者:低诉      更新:2021-02-27 01:23      字数:9320
  I can work。〃
  The peasant declares that he will come; and it seems to me that he is
  not deceiving me; and that he intents to come。
  On the following day I go to my peasants; and inquire whether that
  man has arrived。  He has not been there; and in this way several men
  deceived me。  And those also deceived me who said that they only
  required money for a ticket in order to return home; and who chanced
  upon me again in the street a week later。  Many of these I
  recognized; and they recognized me; and sometimes; having forgotten
  me; they repeated the same trick on me; and others; on catching sight
  of me; beat a retreat。  Thus I perceived; that in the ranks of this
  class also deceivers existed。  But these cheats were very pitiable
  creatures:  all of them were but half…clad; poverty…stricken; gaunt;
  sickly men; they were the very people who really freeze to death; or
  hang themselves; as we learn from the newspapers。
  CHAPTER II。
  When I mentioned this poverty of the town to inhabitants of the town;
  they always said to me:  〃Oh; all that you have seen is nothing。  You
  ought to see the Khitroff market…place; and the lodging…houses for
  the night there。  There you would see a regular 'golden company。'〃
  {1}  One jester told me that this was no longer a company; but a
  GOLDEN REGIMENT:  so greatly had their numbers increased。  The jester
  was right; but he would have been still more accurate if he had said
  that these people now form in Moscow neither a company nor a
  regiment; but an entire army; almost fifty thousand in number; I
  think。  'The old inhabitants; when they spoke to me about the poverty
  in town; always referred to it with a certain satisfaction; as though
  pluming themselves over me; because they knew it。  I remember that
  when I was in London; the old inhabitants there also rather boasted
  when they spoke of the poverty of London。  The case is the same with
  us。' {2}
  And I wanted to have a sight of this poverty of which I had been
  told。  Several times I set out in the direction of the Khitroff
  market…place; but on every occasion I began to feel uncomfortable and
  ashamed。  〃Why am I going to gaze on the sufferings of people whom I
  cannot help?〃 said one voice。  〃No; if you live here; and see all the
  charms of city life; go and view this also;〃 said another voice。  In
  December three years ago; therefore; on a cold and windy day; I
  betook myself to that centre of poverty; the Khitroff market…place。
  This was at four o'clock in the afternoon of a week…day。  As I passed
  through the Solyanka; I already began to see more and more people in
  old garments which had not originally belonged to them; and in still
  stranger foot…gear; people with a peculiar; unhealthy hue of
  countenance; and especially with a singular indifference to every
  thing around them; which was peculiar to them all。  A man in the
  strangest of all possible attire; which was utterly unlike any thing
  else; walked along with perfect unconcern; evidently without a
  thought of the appearance which he must present to the eyes of
  others。  All these people were making their way towards a single
  point。  Without inquiring the way; with which I was not acquainted; I
  followed them; and came out on the Khitroff market…place。  On the
  market…place; women both old and young; of the same description; in
  tattered cloaks and jackets of various shapes; in ragged shoes and
  overshoes; and equally unconcerned; notwithstanding the hideousness
  of their attire; sat; bargained for something; strolled about; and
  scolded。  There were not many people in the market itself。  Evidently
  market…hours were over; and the majority of the people were ascending
  the rise beyond the market and through the place; all still
  proceeding in one direction。  I followed them。  The farther I
  advanced; the greater in numbers were the people of this sort who
  flowed together on one road。  Passing through the market…place and
  proceeding along the street; I overtook two women; one was old; the
  other young。  Both wore something ragged and gray。  As they walked
  they were discussing some matter。  After every necessary word; they
  uttered one or two unnecessary ones; of the most improper character。
  They were not intoxicated; but merely troubled about something; and
  neither the men who met them; nor those who walked in front of them
  and behind them; paid any attention to the language which was so
  strange to me。  In these quarters; evidently; people always talked
  so。  Ascending the rise; we reached a large house on a corner。  The
  greater part of the people who were walking along with me halted at
  this house。  They stood all over the sidewalk of this house; and sat
  on the curbstone; and even the snow in the street was thronged with
  the same kind of people。  On the right side of the entrance door were
  the women; on the left the men。  I walked past the women; past the
  men (there were several hundred of them in all) and halted where the
  line came to an end。  The house before which these people were
  waiting was the Lyapinsky free lodging…house for the night。  The
  throng of people consisted of night lodgers; who were waiting to be
  let in。  At five o'clock in the afternoon; the house is opened; and
  the people permitted to enter。  Hither had come nearly all the people
  whom I had passed on my way。
  I halted where the line of men ended。  Those nearest me began to
  stare at me; and attracted my attention to them by their glances。
  The fragments of garments which covered these bodies were of the most
  varied sorts。  But the expression of all the glances directed towards
  me by these people was identical。  In all eyes the question was
  expressed:  〃Why have you; a man from another world; halted here
  beside us?  Who are you?  Are you a self…satisfied rich man who wants
  to enjoy our wretchedness; to get rid of his tedium; and to torment
  us still more? or are you that thing which does not and can not
  exist;a man who pities us?〃  This query was on every face。  You
  glance about; encounter some one's eye; and turn away。  I wished to
  talk with some one of them; but for a long time I could not make up
  my mind to it。  But our glances had drawn us together already while
  our tongues remained silent。  Greatly as our lives had separated us;
  after the interchange of two or three glances we felt that we were
  both men; and we ceased to fear each other。  The nearest of all to me
  was a peasant with a swollen face and a red beard; in a tattered
  caftan; and patched overshoes on his bare feet。  And the weather was
  eight degrees below zero。 {3}  For the third or fourth time I
  encountered his eyes; and I felt so near to him that I was no longer
  ashamed to accost him; but ashamed not to say something to him。  I
  inquired where he came from? he answered readily; and we began to
  talk; others approached。  He was from Smolensk; and had come to seek
  employment that he might earn his bread and taxes。  〃There is no
  work;〃 said he:  〃the soldiers have taken it all away。  So now I am
  loafing about; as true as I believe in God; I have had nothing to eat
  for two days。〃  He spoke modestly; with an effort at a smile。  A
  sbiten{4}…seller; an old soldier; stood near by。  I called him up。
  He poured out his sbiten。  The peasant took a boiling…hot glassful in
  his hands; and as he tried before drinking not to let any of the heat
  escape in vain; and warmed his hands over it; he related his
  adventures to me。  These adventures; or the histories of them; are
  almost always identical:  the man has been a laborer; then he has
  changed his residence; then his purse containing his money and ticket
  has been stolen from him in the night lodging…house; now it is
  impossible to get away from Moscow。  He told me that he kept himself
  warm by day in the dram…shops; that he nourished himself on the bits
  of bread in these drinking places; when they were given to him; and
  when he was driven out of them; he came hither to the Lyapinsky house
  for a free lodging。  He was only waiting for the police to make their
  rounds; when; as he had no passport; he would be taken to jail; and
  then despatched by stages to his place of settlement。  〃They say that
  the inspection will be made on Friday;〃 said he; 〃then they will
  arrest me。  If I can only get along until Friday。〃  (The jail; and
  the journey by stages; represent the Promised Land to him。)
  As he told his story; three men from among the throng corroborated
  his statements; and said that they were in the same predicament。  A
  gaunt; pale; long…nosed youth; with merely a shirt on the upper
  portion of his body; and that torn on the shoulders; and a cap
  without a visor; forced his way sidelong through the crowd。  He
  shivered violently and incessantly; but tried to smile disdainfully
  at the peasants' remarks; thinking by this means to adopt the proper
  tone with me; and he stared at me。  I offered him some sbiten; he
  also; on taking the glass; warmed his hands over it; but no sooner
  had he begun to speak; than he was thrust aside by a big; black;
  hook…nosed individual; in a chintz shirt and waistcoat; without a
  hat。  The hook…nosed man asked for some sbiten also。  Then came a
  tall old man; with a mass of beard; clad in a great…coat girded with