第 90 节
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ich waited for them。 My mother; however; flew to your rescue; and as she seized on and held you fast; my uncle could not; as he has since told me; possess himself of your person; without using unmanly violence to his brother's widow。 Of this he was incapable; and; as people began to assemble upon my mother's screaming; he withdrew; after darting upon you and her one of those fearful looks; which; it is said; remain with our family; as a fatal bequest of Sir Alberick; our ancestor。'
'I have some recollection of the scuffle which you mention;' said Darsie; 'and I think it was my uncle himself (since my uncle he is) who recalled the circumstance to my mind on a late occasion。 I can now account for the guarded seclusion under which my poor mother livedfor her frequent tears; her starts of hysterical alarm; and her constant and deep melancholy。 Poor lady! what a lot was hers; and what must have been her feelings when it approached to a close!'
'It was then that she adopted;' said Lilias; 'every precaution her ingenuity could suggest; to keep your very existence concealed from the person whom she fearednay; from yourself; for she dreaded; as she is said often to have expressed herself; that the wildfire blood of Redgauntlet would urge you to unite your fortunes to those of your uncle; who was well known still to carry on political intrigues; which most other persons had considered as desperate。 It was also possible that he; as well as others; might get his pardon; as government showed every year more lenity towards the remnant of the Jacobites; and then he might claim the custody of your person; as your legal guardian。 Either of these events she considered as the direct road to your destruction。'
'I wonder she had not claimed the protection of Chancery for me;' said Darsie; 'or confided me to the care of some powerful friend。'
'She was on indifferent terms with her relations; on account of her marriage with our father;' said Lilias; 'and trusted more to secreting you from your uncle's attempts; than to any protection which law might afford against them。 Perhaps she judged unwisely; but surely not unnaturally; for one rendered irritable by so many misfortunes and so many alarms。 Samuel Griffiths; an eminent banker; and a worthy clergyman now dead were; I believe; the only persons whom she intrusted with the execution of her last will; and my uncle believes that she made them both swear to observe profound secrecy concerning your birth and pretensions; until you should come to the age of majority; and; in the meantime; to breed you up in the most private way possible; and that which was most likely to withdraw you from my uncle's observation。'
'And I have no doubt;' said Darsie; 'that betwixt change of name and habitation; they might have succeeded perfectly; but for the accidentlucky or unlucky; I know not which to term itwhich brought me to Brokenburn; and into contact with Mr。 Redgauntlet。 I see also why I was warned against England; for in England'
'In England alone; if I understand rightly;' said Miss Redgauntlet; 'the claims of your uncle to the custody of your person could have been enforced; in case of his being replaced in the ordinary rights of citizenship; either by the lenity of the government or by some change in it。 In Scotland; where you possess no property; I understand his authority might; have been resisted; and measures taken to put you under the protection of the law。 But; pray; think it not unlucky that you have taken the step of visiting BrokenburnI feel confident that the consequences must be ultimately fortunate; for have they not already brought us into contact with each other?'
So saying; she held out her hand to her brother; who grasped it with a fondness of pressure very different from the manner in which they first clasped hands that morning。 There was a moment's pause; while the hearts of both were overflowing with a feeling of natural affection; to which circumstances had hitherto rendered them strangers。
At length Darsie broke silence; 'I am ashamed;' he said; 'my dearest Lilias; that I have suffered you to talk so long about matters concerning myself only; while I remain ignorant of your story; and your present situation。'
'The former is none of the most interesting; nor the latter the most safe or agreeable;' answered Lilias; 'but now; my dearest brother; I shall have the inestimable support of your countenance and affection; and were I but sure that we could weather the formidable crisis which I find so close at hand; I should have little apprehensions for the future。'
'Let me know;' said Darsie; 'what our present situation is; and rely upon my utmost exertions both in your defence and my own。 For what reason can my uncle desire to detain me a prisoner? If in mere opposition to the will of my mother; she has long been no more; and I see not why he should wish; at so much trouble and risk; to interfere with the free will of one; to whom a few months will give a privilege of acting for himself; with which he will have no longer any pretence to interfere。'
'My dearest Arthur;' answered Lilias'for that name; as well as Darsie; properly belongs to youit is the leading feature in my uncle's character; that he has applied every energy of his powerful mind to the service of the exiled family of Stuart。 The death of his brother; the dilapidation of his own fortunes; have only added to his hereditary zeal for the House of Stuart a deep and almost personal hatred against the present reigning family。 He is; in short; a political enthusiast of the most dangerous character; and proceeds in his agency with as much confidence; as if he felt himself the very Atlas who is alone capable of supporting a sinking cause。'
'And where or how did you; my Lilias; educated; doubtless; under his auspices; learn to have a different view of such subjects?'
'By a singular chance;' replied Lilias; 'in the nunnery where my uncle placed me。 Although the abbess was a person exactly after his own heart; my education as a pensioner devolved much on an excellent old mother who had adopted the tenets of the Jansenists; with perhaps a still further tendency towards the reformed doctrines; than those of Port Royal。 The mysterious secrecy with which she inculcated these tenets; gave them charms to my young mind; and I embraced them the rather that they were in direct opposition to the doctrines of the abbess; whom I hated so much for her severity; that I felt a childish delight in setting her control at defiance; and contradicting in my secret soul all that I was openly obliged to listen to with reverence。 Freedom of religious opinion brings on; I suppose; freedom of political creed; for I had no sooner renounced the Pope's infallibility; than I began to question the doctrine of hereditary and indefeasible right。 In short; strange as it may seem; I came out of a Parisian convent; not indeed an instructed Whig and Protestant; but with as much inclination to be so as if I had been bred up; like you; within the Presbyterian sound of Saint Giles's chimes。'
'More so; perhaps;' replied Darsie; 'for the nearer the church the proverb is somewhat musty。 But how did these liberal opinions of yours agree with the very opposite prejudices of my uncle?'
'They would have agreed like fire and water;' answered Lilias; 'had I suffered mine to become visible; but as that would have subjected me to constant reproach and upbraiding; or worse; I took great care to keep my own secret; so that occasional censures for coldness; and lack of zeal for the good cause; were the worst I had to undergo; and these were bad enough。'
'I applaud your caution;' said Darsie。
'You have reason;' replied his sister; 'but I got so terrible a specimen of my uncle's determination of character; before I had been acquainted with him for much more than a week; that it taught me at what risk I should contradict his humour。 I will tell you the circumstances; for it will better teach you to appreciate the romantic and resolved nature of his character; than anything which I could state of his rashness and enthusiasm。
'After I had been many a long year at the convent; I was removed from thence; and placed with a meagre old Scottish lady of high rank; the daughter of an unfortunate person whose head had in the year 1715 been placed on Temple Bar。 She subsisted on a small pension from the French Court; aided by an occasional gratuity from the Stuarts; to which the annuity paid for my board formed a desirable addition。 She was not ill…tempered; nor very covetous neither beat me nor starved mebut she was so completely trammelled by rank and prejudices; so awfully profound in genealogy; and so bitterly keen; poor lady; in British; politics; that I sometimes thought it pity that the Hanoverians; who murdered; as she used to tell me; her poor dear father; had left his dear daughter in the land of the living。 Delighted; therefore; was I; when my uncle made his appearance; and abruptly announced his purpose of conveying me to England。 My extravagant joy at the idea of leaving Lady Rachel Rougedragon was somewhat qualified by observing the melancholy look; lofty demeanour; and commanding tone of my near relative。 He held more communication