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musician; I should find him willing to take my letter to the post; to invoke the assistance of some active magistrate; or of the commanding…officer of Carlisle Castle; or; in short; to do whatever else I could point out; in the compass of his power; to contribute to my liberation。 But to obtain speech of him; I must have run the risk of alarming the suspicions of Dorcas; if not of her yet more stupid Corydon。 My ally's blindness prevented his receiving any communication by signs from the windoweven if I could have ventured to make them; consistently with prudenceso that notwithstanding the mode of intercourse we had adopted was both circuitous and peculiarly liable to misapprehension; I saw nothing I could do better than to continue it; trusting my own and my correspondent's acuteness in applying to the airs the meaning they were intended to convey。 I thought of singing the words themselves of some significant song; but feared I might; by doing so; attract suspicion。 I endeavoured; therefore; to intimate my speedy departure from my present place of residence; by whistling the well…known air with which festive parties in Scotland usually conclude the dance:
Good night and joy be wi' ye a'; For here nae langer maun I stay; There's neither friend nor foe; of mine But wishes that I were away。
It appeared that Willie's powers of intelligence were much more active than mine; and that; like a deaf person accustomed to be spoken to by signs; he comprehended; from the very first notes; the whole meaning I intended to convey; and he accompanied me in the air with his violin; in such a manner as at once to show he understood my meaning; and to prevent my whistling from being attended to。
His reply was almost immediate; and was conveyed in the old martial air of 'Hey; Johnnie lad; cock up your beaver。' I ran over the words; and fixed on the following stanza; as most applicable to my circumstances:
Cock up your beaver; and cock it fu' sprush; We'll over the Border and give them a brush; There's somebody there we'll teach better behaviour; Hey; Johnnie lad; cock up your beaver。
If these sounds alluded; as I hope they do; to the chance of assistance from my Scottish friends; I may indeed consider that a door is open to hope and freedom。 I immediately replied with:
My heart's in the Highlands; my heart is not here; My heart's in the Highlands; a…chasing the deer; A…chasing the wild deer; and following the roe; My heart's in the Highlands wherever I go。
Farewell to the Highlands! farewell to the North! The birth…place of valour; the cradle of worth; Wherever I wander; wherever I rove; The hills of the Highlands for ever I love。
Willie instantly played; with a degree of spirit which might have awakened hope in Despair herself; if Despair could be supposed to understand Scotch music; the fine old Jacobite air;
For a' that; and a' that; And twice as much as a' that。
I next endeavoured to intimate my wish to send notice of my condition to my friends; and; despairing to find an air sufficiently expressive of my purpose; I ventured to sing a verse; which; in various forms; occurs so frequently in old ballads
Whare will I get a bonny boy That will win hose and shoon: That will gae down to Durisdeer; And bid my merry men come?
He drowned the latter part of the verse by playing; with much emphasis;
Kind Robin loes me。
Of this; though I ran over the verses of the song in my mind; I could make nothing; and before I could contrive any mode of intimating my uncertainty; a cry arose in the courtyard that Cristal Nixon was coming。 My faithful Willie was obliged to retreat; but not before he had half played; half hummed; by way of farewell;
Leave theeleave thee; lad I'll never leave thee; The stars shall gae withershins Ere I will leave thee。
I am thus; I think; secure of one trusty adherent in my misfortunes; and; however whimsical it may be to rely much on a man of his idle profession and deprived of sight withal; it is deeply impressed on my mind that his services may be both useful and necessary。 There is another quarter from which I look for succour; and which I have indicated to thee; Alan; in more than one passage of my journal。 Twice; at the early hour of daybreak; I have seen the individual alluded to in the court of the farm; and twice she made signs of recognition in answer to the gestures by which I endeavoured to make her comprehend my situation; but on both occasions she pressed her finger on her lips; as expressive of silence and secrecy。
The manner in which G。M。 entered upon the scene for the first time; seems to assure me of her goodwill; so far as her power may reach; and I have many reasons to believe it is considerable。 Yet she seemed hurried and frightened during the very transitory moments of our interview; and I think was; upon the last occasion; startled by the entrance of some one into the farmyard; just as she was on the point of addressing me。 You must not ask whether I am an early riser; since such objects are only to be seen at daybreak; and although I have never again seen her; yet I have reason to think she is not distant。 It was but three nights ago; that; worn out by the uniformity of my confinement; I had manifested more symptoms of despondence than I had before exhibited; which I conceive may have attracted the attention of the domestics; through whom the circumstance might transpire。 On the next morning; the following lines lay on my table; but how conveyed there; I cannot tell。 The hand in which they were written is a beautiful Italian manuscript:
As lords their labourers' hire delay; Fate quits our toil with hopes to come; Which; if far short of present pay; Still; owns a debt and names a sum。
Quit not the pledge; frail sufferer; then; Although a distant date be given; Despair is treason towards man; And blasphemy to Heaven。
That these lines were written with the friendly purpose of inducing me to keep up my spirits; I cannot doubt; and I trust the manner in which I shall conduct myself may show that the pledge is accepted。
The dress is arrived in which it seems to be my self…elected guardian's pleasure that I shall travel; and what does it prove to be?A skirt; or upper…petticoat of camlet; like those worn by country ladies of moderate rank when on horseback; with such a riding…mask as they frequently use on journeys to preserve their eyes and complexion from the sun and dust; and sometimes; it is suspected; to enable then to play off a little coquetry。 From the gayer mode of employing the mask; however; I suspect I shall be precluded; for instead of being only pasteboard; covered with black velvet; I observe with anxiety that mine is thickened with a plate of steel; which; like Quixote's visor; serves to render it more strong and durable。
This apparatus; together with a steel clasp for securing the mask behind me with a padlock; gave me fearful recollections of the unfortunate being; who; never being permitted to lay aside such a visor; acquired the well…known historical epithet of the Man in the Iron Mask。 I hesitated a moment whether I should; so far submit to the acts of oppression designed against me as to assume this disguise; which was; of course; contrived to aid their purposes。 But when I remembered Mr。 Herries's threat; that I should be kept close prisoner in a carriage; unless I assumed the dress which should be appointed for me; and I considered the comparative degree of freedom which I might purchase by wearing the mask and female dress as easily and advantageously purchased。 Here; therefore; I must pause for the present; and await what the morning may bring forth。
'To carry on the story from the documents before us; we think it proper here to drop the journal of the captive Darsie Latimer; and adopt; instead; a narrative of the proceedings of Alan Fairford in pursuit of his friend; which forms another series in this history。'
CHAPTER X
NARRATIVE OF ALAN FAIRFORD
The reader ought; by this time; to have formed some idea of the character of Alan Fairford。 He had a warmth of heart which the study of the law and of the world could not chill; and talents which they had rendered unusually acute。 Deprived of the personal patronage enjoyed by most of his contemporaries; who assumed the gown under the protection of their aristocratic alliances and descents; he early saw that he should have that to achieve for himself which fell to them as a right of birth。 He laboured hard in silence and solitude; and his labours were crowned with success。 But Alan doted on his friend Darsie; even more than he loved his profession; and; as we have seen; threw everything aside when he thought Latimer in danger; forgetting fame and fortune; and hazarding even the serious displeasure of his father; to rescue him whom he loved with an elder brother's affection。 Darsie; though his parts were more quick and brilliant than those of his friend; seemed always to the latter a being under his peculiar charge; whom he was called upon to cherish and protect in cases where the youth's own experience was unequal to the exigency; and now; when; the fate of Latimer seeming worse than doubt