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d for there; Master Darsie; by more than him; which I regret to think is impossible to have; as well by your engagements; as that our cousin; Peter Fairford; comes from the West on purpose; and we have no place to offer him but your chamber in the wall。 And; to be plain with you; after my use and wont; Master Darsie; it may be as well that Alan and you do not meet till he is hefted as it were to his new calling。 You are a pleasant gentleman; and full of daffing; which may well become you; as you have enough (as I understand) to uphold your merry humour。 If you regard the matter wisely; you would perchance consider that a man of substance should have a douce and staid demeanour; yet you are so far from growing grave and considerate with the increase of your annual income; that the richer you become; the merrier I think you grow。 But this must be at your own pleasure; so far as you are concerned。 Alan; however (overpassing my small savings); has the world to win; and louping and laughing; as you and he were wont to do; would soon make the powder flee out of his wig; and the pence out of his pocket。 Nevertheless; I trust you will meet when you return from your rambles; for there is a time; as the wise man sayeth; for gathering; and a time for casting away; it is always the part of a man of sense to take the gathering time first。 I remain; dear sir; your well…wishing friend; and obedient to command; ALEXANDER FAIRFORD。
PS。Alan's Thesis is upon the title DE PERICULO ET COMMODO REI VENDITAE; and is a very pretty piece of Latinity。Ross House; in our neighbourhood; is nearly finished; and is thought to excel Duff House in ornature。
LETTER X
DARSIE LATIMER TO ALAN FAIRFORD
The plot thickens; Alan。 I have your letter; and also one from your father。 The last makes it impossible for me to comply with the kind request which the former urges。 NoI cannot be with you; Alan; and that; for the best of all reasonsI cannot and ought not to counteract your father's anxious wishes。 I do not take it unkind of him that he desires my absence。 It is natural that he should wish for his son what his son so well deserves the advantage of a wiser and steadier companion than I seem to him。 And yet I am sure I have often laboured hard enough to acquire that decency of demeanour which can no more be suspected of breaking bounds; than an owl of catching a butterfly。
But it was in vain that I have knitted my brows till I had the headache; in order to acquire the reputation of a grave; solid; and well…judging youth。 Your father always has discovered; or thought that he discovered; a hare…brained eccentricity lying folded among the wrinkles of my forehead; which rendered me a perilous associate for the future counsellor and ultimate judge。 Well; Corporal Nym's philosophy must be my comfort'Things must be as they may。'I cannot come to your father's house; where he wishes not to see me; and as to your coming hither;by all that is dear to me; I vow that if you are guilty of such a piece of reckless follynot to say undutiful cruelty; considering your father's thoughts and wishesI will never speak to you again as long as I live! I am perfectly serious。 And besides; your father; while he in a manner prohibits me from returning to Edinburgh; gives me the strongest reasons for continuing a little while longer in this country; by holding out the hope that I may receive from your old friend; Mr。 Herries of Birrenswork; some particulars concerning my origin; with which that ancient recusant seems to be acquainted。
That gentleman mentioned the name of a family in Westmoreland; with which he supposes me connected。 My inquiries here after such a family have been ineffectual; for the borderers; on either side; know little of each other。 But I shall doubtless find some English person of whom to make inquiries; since the confounded fetterlock clapped on my movements by old Griffiths; prevents me repairing to England in person。 At least; the prospect of obtaining some information is greater here than elsewhere; it will be an apology for my making a longer stay in this neighbourhood; a line of conduct which seems to have your father's sanction; whose opinion must be sounder than that of your wandering damoselle。
If the road were paved with dangers which leads to such a discovery; I cannot for a moment hesitate to tread it。 But in fact there is no peril in the case。 If the Tritons of the Solway shall proceed to pull down honest Joshua's tide…nets; I am neither Quixote enough in disposition; nor Goliath enough in person; to attempt their protection。 I have no idea of attempting to prop a falling house by putting my shoulders against it。 And indeed; Joshua gave me a hint that the company which he belongs to; injured in the way threatened (some of them being men who thought after the fashion of the world); would pursue the rioters at law; and recover damages; in which probably his own ideas of non…resistance will not prevent his participating。 Therefore the whole affair will take its course as law will; as I only mean to interfere when it may be necessary to direct the course of the plaintiffs to thy chambers; and I request they may find thee intimate with all the Scottish statutes concerning salmon fisheries; from the LEX AQUARUM; downward。
As for the Lady of the Mantle; I will lay a wager that the sun so bedazzled thine eyes on that memorable morning; that everything thou didst look upon seemed green; and notwithstanding James Wilkinson's experience in the Fusileers; as well as his negative whistle; I will venture to hold a crown that she is but a what… shall…call…'um after all。 Let not even the gold persuade you to the contrary。 She may make a shift to cause you to disgorge that; and (immense spoil!) a session's fees to boot; if you look not all the sharper about you。 Or if it should be otherwise; and if indeed there lurk some mystery under this visitation; credit me; it is one which thou canst not penetrate; nor can I as yet even attempt to explain it; since; if I prove mistaken; and mistaken I may easily be; I would be fain to creep into Phalaris's bull; were it standing before me ready heated; rather than be roasted with thy raillery。 Do not tax me with want of confidence; for the instant I can throw any light on the matter thou shalt have it; but while I am only blundering about in the dark; I do not choose to call wise folks to see me; perchance; break my nose against a post。 So if you marvel at this;
E'en marvel on till time makes all things plain。
In the meantime; kind Alan; let me proceed in my diurnal。
On the third or fourth day after my arrival at Mount Sharon; Time; that bald sexton to whom I have just referred you; did certainly limp more heavily along with me than he had done at first。 The quaint morality of Joshua; and Huguenot simplicity of his sister; began to lose much of their raciness with their novelty; and my mode of life; by dint of being very quiet; began to feel abominably dull。 It was; as thou say'st; as if the Quakers had put the sun in their pocketsall around was soft and mild; and even pleasant; but there was; in the whole routine; a uniformity; a want of interest; a helpless and hopeless languor; which rendered life insipid。 No doubt; my worthy host and hostess felt none of this void; this want of excitation; which was becoming oppressive to their guest。 They had their little round of occupations; charities; and pleasures; Rachel had her poultry…yard and conservatory; and Joshua his garden。 Besides this; they enjoyed; doubtless; their devotional meditations; and; on the whole; time glided softly and imperceptibly on with them; though to me; who long for stream and cataract; it seemed absolutely to stand still。 I meditated returning to Shepherd's Bush; and began to think; with some hankering; after little Benjie and the rod。 The imp has ventured hither; and hovers about to catch a peep of me now and then; I suppose the little sharper is angling for a few more sixpences。 But this would have been; in Joshua's eyes; a return of the washed sow to wallowing in the mire; and I resolved; while I remained his guest; to spare him so violent a shock to his prejudices。 The next point was; to shorten the time of my proposed stay; but; alas! that I felt to be equally impossible。 I had named a week; and however rashly my promise had been pledged; it must be held sacred; even according to the letter; from which the Friends permit no deviation。
All these considerations wrought me up to a kind of impatience yesterday evening; so that I snatched up my hat; and prepared for a sally beyond the cultivated farm and ornamented grounds of Mount Sharon; just as if I were desirous to escape from the realms of art; into those of free and unconstrained nature。
I was scarcely more delighted when I first entered this peaceful demesne; than I now wassuch is the instability and inconsistency of human nature!when I escaped from it to the open downs; which had formerly seemed so waste and dreary; The air I breathed felt purer and more bracing。 The clouds; riding high upon a summer breeze; drove; in gay succession; over my head; now obscuring the sun; now letting its rays stream in transient flashes upon various par