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  cries    and   lamentation。       They     lifted   up   their  voices    and    they   wept。
  Strickland   did   not   speak。 After   looking   at   them   for   a   moment;   he   came
  back into the room。
  〃How long do you think I can last?〃
  〃Who knows? Sometimes the disease continues for twenty years。 It is
  a mercy when it runs its course quickly。〃
  Strickland went to his easel and looked reflectively at the picture that
  stood on it。
  〃You     have    had   a   long   journey。     It   is  fitting  that   the   bearer   of
  important      tidings    should    be   rewarded。      Take     this   picture。   It  means
  nothing to you now; but it may be that one day you will be glad to have it。〃
  Dr。 Coutras protested that he   needed no payment for   his journey;   he
  had   already   given     back   to   Ata   the   hundred…franc      note;   but  Strickland
  insisted that he should take the picture。 Then together they went out on the
  verandah。       The     natives   were    sobbing     violently。    〃Be     quiet;   woman。
  Dry thy tears;〃 said Strickland; addressing Ata。               〃There is no great harm。
  I shall leave thee very soon。〃
  〃They are not going to take thee away?〃 she cried。
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  At that time there was no rigid sequestration on the islands; and lepers;
  if they chose; were allowed to go free。
  〃I shall go up into the mountain;〃 said Strickland。
  Then Ata stood up and faced him。
  〃Let the others go if they choose; but I will not leave thee。 Thou art my
  man and I am thy woman。            If thou leavest me I shall hang myself on the
  tree that is behind the house。 I swear it by God。〃
  There   was   something   immensely  forcible   in   the   way  she   spoke。   She
  was no longer the meek; soft native girl; but a determined woman。                     She
  was extraordinarily transformed。
  〃Why shouldst thou stay with me? Thou canst go back to Papeete; and
  thou wilt soon find another white man。             The old woman can take care of
  thy children; and Tiare will be glad to have thee back。〃
  〃Thou art my man and I am thy woman。               Whither thou goest I will go;
  too。〃    For a   moment   Strickland's fortitude   was shaken; and   a tear   filled
  each of his eyes and trickled slowly down his cheeks。 Then he gave the
  sardonic smile which was usual with him。
  〃Women   are   strange   little   beasts;〃   he   said   to   Dr。   Coutras。   〃You   can
  treat them like dogs; you can beat them till your arm aches; and still they
  love you。〃      He shrugged his shoulders。 〃Of course; it is one of the most
  absurd illusions of Christianity that they have souls。〃
  〃What is it that thou art saying to the doctor?〃 asked Ata suspiciously。
  〃Thou wilt not go?〃
  〃If it please thee I will stay; poor child。〃
  Ata flung herself on her knees before him; and clasped his legs with
  her arms and kissed them。          Strickland looked at Dr。 Coutras with a faint
  smile。
  〃In the end they get you; and you are helpless in their hands。 White or
  brown; they are all the same。〃
  Dr。 Coutras felt that it was absurd to offer expressions of regret in so
  terrible a disaster; and he took his leave。 Strickland told Tane; the boy; to
  lead   him   to   the   village。   Dr。   Coutras   paused   for   a   moment;   and   then   he
  addressed himself to me。
  〃I did not like him; I have told you he was not sympathetic to me; but
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  as   I   walked   slowly   down   to   Taravao   I   could   not   prevent   an   unwilling
  admiration for the stoical courage which enabled him to bear perhaps the
  most dreadful of human afflictions。 When Tane left me I told him I would
  send some medicine that might be of service; but my hope was small that
  Strickland   would   consent   to   take   it;   and   even   smaller   that;   if   he   did;   it
  would do him good。           I gave the boy a message for Ata that I would come
  whenever she   sent   for   me。       Life   is   hard;   and   Nature   takes   sometimes   a
  terrible delight in torturing her children。 It was with a heavy heart that I
  drove back to my comfortable home in Papeete。〃
  For a long time none of us spoke。
  〃But   Ata   did   not   send   for   me;〃   the   doctor   went   on;   at   last;   〃and   it
  chanced that I did not go to that part of the island for a long time。                  I had
  no   news   of   Strickland。      Once   or    twice   I   heard   that   Ata   had   been  to
  Papeete to buy painting materials; but I did not happen to see her。                    More
  than two years passed before I went to Taravao again; and then it was once
  more     to  see   the  old   chiefess。    I  asked    them   whether      they   had   heard
  anything   of   Strickland。      By   now   it   was   known   everywhere   that   he   had
  leprosy。     First   Tane;   the   boy;   had   left   the   house;   and   then;   a   little   time
  afterwards; the old woman and her grandchild。                  Strickland and Ata were
  left alone with their babies。         No one went near the plantation; for; as you
  know; the natives have a very lively horror of the disease; and in the old
  days when it was discovered the sufferer was killed; but sometimes; when
  the village boys were scrambling about the hills; they would catch sight of
  the white man; with his great red beard; wandering about。                     They fled in
  terror。 Sometimes Ata would come down to the village at night and arouse
  the trader; so that he might sell her various things of which she stood in
  need。     She knew that the natives looked upon her with the same horrified
  aversion   as   they  looked   upon   Strickland;   and   she   kept   out   of   their   way。
  Once some women; venturing nearer than usual to the plantation; saw her
  washing clothes in the brook; and they threw stones at her。 After that the
  trader was told to give her the message that if she used the brook again
  men would come and burn down her house。〃
  〃Brutes;〃 I said。
  〃;   men   are   always   the   same。   Fear
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  makes them cruel。。。。        I decided to see Strickland; and when I had finished
  with the chiefess asked for a boy to show me the way。                   But none would
  accompany me; and I was forced to find it alone。〃
  When      Dr。  Coutras    arrived   at  the   plantation   he   was   seized   with    a
  feeling   of   uneasiness。     Though   he   was   hot   from   walking;   he   shivered。
  There was something hostile in the air which made him hesitate; and he
  felt that invisible forces barred his way。 Unseen hands seemed to draw him
  back。     No one would go near now to gather the cocoa…nuts; and they lay
  rotting    on   the  ground。     Everywhere        was   desolation。     The    bush    was
  encroaching; and it looked as though very soon the primeval forest would
  regain possession of that strip of land which had been snatched from it at
  the cost of so much labour。         He had the sensation that here was the abode
  of   pain。    As   he   approached   the   house   he   was   struck   by   the   unearthly
  silence; and at first he thought it was deserted。             Then he saw Ata。         She
  was   sitting   on   her   haunches   in   the   lean…to   that   served   her   as   kitchen;
  watching some mess cooking in a pot。              Near her a small boy was playing
  silently in the dirt。     She did not smile when she saw him。
  〃I have come to see Strickland;〃 he said。
  〃I will go and tell him。〃
  She went to the house; ascended the few steps that led to the verandah;
  and entered。      Dr。 Coutras followed her; but waited outside in obedience to
  her   gesture。    As   she   opened   the   door   he   smelt   the   sickly   sweet   smell
  which   makes   the   neighbourhood   of   the   leper   nauseous。         He   heard   her
  speak; and then he heard Strickland's answer; but he did not recognise the
  voice。    It  had   become     hoarse    and   indistinct。    Dr。    Coutras    raised   his
  eyebrows。       He   judged   that   the   disease   had   already   attacked   the   vocal
  chords。     Then Ata came out again。
  〃He will not see you。        You must go away。〃
  Dr。   Coutras   insisted;   but   she   would   not   let   him   pass。 Dr。   Coutras
  shrugged his shoulders; and after a moment's rejection turned away。 She
  walked with