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  paint ideas which were more suitable to literature。
  Strickland at this time must have been nearly forty…seven。
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  Chapter XLV
  I   have   said   already   that   but   for   the   hazard   of   a   journey   to   Tahiti   I
  should   doubtless   never   have   written   this   book。       It   is   thither   that   after
  many wanderings Charles Strickland came; and it is there that he painted
  the pictures on which his fame   most securely rests。                I suppose no   artist
  achieves   completely   the   realisation   of   the   dream   that   obsesses   him;   and
  Strickland; harassed incessantly by his struggle with technique; managed;
  perhaps; less than others to express the vision that he saw with his mind's
  eye; but in Tahiti the circumstances were favourable to him; he found in
  his   surroundings   the   accidents   necessary   for   his   inspiration   to   become
  effective; and his later pictures give at least a suggestion of what he sought。
  They offer the imagination something new and strange。                   It is as though in
  this   far  country   his    spirit;  that  had   wandered     disembodied;       seeking    a
  tenement; at last was able to clothe itself in flesh。             To use the hackneyed
  phrase; here he found himself。
  It would seem that my visit to this remote island should immediately
  revive my interest in Strickland; but the work I was engaged in occupied
  my attention to the exclusion of something that was irrelevant; and it was
  not till I had been there some days that I even remembered his connection
  with it。 After all; I had not seen him for fifteen years; and it was nine since
  he   died。   But   I   think   my  arrival   at Tahiti   would   have   driven   out   of   my
  head matters of much more immediate importance to me; and even after a
  week I found it not easy to order myself soberly。               I remember that on my
  first morning I awoke early; and when I came on to the terrace of the hotel
  no one was stirring。        I wandered round to the kitchen; but it was locked;
  and   on   a   bench   outside   it   a   native   boy   was   sleeping。   There   seemed   no
  chance of breakfast for some time; so I sauntered down to the water…front。
  The  Chinamen   were  already  busy  in   their  shops。            The  sky  had   still   the
  pallor of dawn; and there was a ghostly silence on the lagoon。                   Ten miles
  away   the   island   of   Murea;   like   some   high   fastness   of   the   Holy   Grail;
  guarded its mystery。
  I did not altogether believe my eyes。           The days that had passed since I
  left   Wellington   seemed   extraordinary   and   unusual。           Wellington   is   trim
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  and neat and English; it reminds you of a seaport town on the South Coast。
  And for three days afterwards the sea was stormy。                    Gray clouds chased
  one another across the sky。          Then the wind dropped; and the sea was calm
  and blue。      The Pacific is more desolate than other seas; its spaces seem
  more vast; and the most ordinary journey upon it has somehow the feeling
  of an adventure。        The air you breathe is an elixir which prepares you for
  the unexpected。  Nor  is it vouchsafed   to   man   in   the  flesh   to   know   aught
  that more nearly suggests the approach to the golden realms of fancy than
  the approach to Tahiti。         Murea; the sister isle; comes into view in rocky
  splendour; rising   from the   desert sea   mysteriously; like   the unsubstantial
  fabric of a magic wand。           With its jagged outline it is like a Monseratt of
  the Pacific; and you may imagine that there Polynesian knights guard with
  strange rites mysteries unholy for men to know。                The beauty of the island
  is unveiled as diminishing distance shows you in distincter shape its lovely
  peaks; but it keeps its secret as you sail by; and; darkly inviolable; seems
  to   fold   itself   together   in   a   stony;   inaccessible   grimness。   It   would   not
  surprise   you   if;   as   you   came   near   seeking   for   an   opening   in   the   reef;   it
  vanished suddenly from your view; and nothing met your gaze but the blue
  loneliness of the Pacific。
  Tahiti   is   a   lofty   green   island;   with   deep   folds   of   a   darker   green;   in
  which you divine silent valleys; there is mystery in their sombre depths;
  down   which   murmur   and   plash   cool   streams;   and   you   feel   that   in   those
  umbrageous places life from immemorial times has been led according to
  immemorial        ways。    Even    here   is  something     sad   and   terrible。   But    the
  impression is fleeting; and serves only to give a greater acuteness to the
  enjoyment of the moment。             It is like the sadness which you may see in
  the jester's eyes when a merry company is laughing at his sallies; his lips
  smile   and   his   jokes   are   gayer   because   in   the   communion   of   laughter   he
  finds himself more intolerably alone。 For Tahiti is smiling and friendly; it
  is like a lovely woman graciously prodigal of her charm and beauty; and
  nothing   can   be   more   conciliatory   than   the   entrance   into   the   harbour   at
  Papeete。      The schooners moored to the quay are trim and neat; the little
  town   along   the   bay   is   white   and   urbane;   and   the   flamboyants;   scarlet
  against the blue sky; flaunt their colour like a cry of passion。                   They are
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  sensual with an unashamed violence that leaves you breathless。              And the
  crowd that throngs the   wharf as   the steamer   draws alongside   is gay  and
  debonair; it is a noisy; cheerful; gesticulating crowd。 It is a sea of brown
  faces。    You     have   an  impression    of  coloured    movement      against   the
  flaming blue of the sky。 Everything is done with a great deal of bustle; the
  unloading of the baggage; the examination of the customs; and everyone
  seems to smile at you。      It is very hot。   The colour dazzles you。
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  Chapter XLVI
  HAD not been in Tahiti long before I met Captain Nichols。 He came
  in one morning when I was having breakfast on the terrace of the hotel and
  introduced     himself。    He    had   heard    that  I  was   interested   in  Charles
  Strickland;   and   announced   that   he   was   come   to   have   a   talk   about   him。
  They are as fond of gossip in Tahiti as in an English village; and one or
  two   enquiries   I   had   made   for   pictures   by   Strickland   had   been   quickly
  spread。 I asked the stranger if he had breakfasted。
  〃Yes; I have my coffee early;〃 he answered; 〃but I don't mind having a
  drop of whisky。〃
  I called the Chinese boy。
  〃You don't think it's too early?〃 said the Captain。
  〃You and your liver must decide that between you;〃 I replied。
  〃I'm practically a teetotaller;〃 he said; as he poured himself out a good
  half…tumbler of Canadian Club。
  When he smiled he showed broken and discoloured teeth。                   He was a
  very lean man; of no more than average height; with gray hair cut short
  and a stubbly gray moustache。           He had not shaved for a couple of days。
  His face was deeply lined; burned brown by long exposure to the sun; and
  he had a pair of small blue eyes which were astonishingly shifty。                 They
  moved quickly; following my smallest gesture; and they gave him the look
  of a very thorough rogue。         But at the moment he was all heartiness and
  good…fellowship。       He was dressed in a bedraggled suit of khaki; and his
  hands would have been all the better for a wash。
  〃I knew Strickland well;〃 he said; as he leaned back in his chair and lit
  the cigar I had offered him。       〃It's through me he came out to the islands。〃
  〃Where did you meet him?〃 I asked。
  〃In Marseilles。〃
  〃What were you doing there?〃
  He gave me an ingratiating smile。
  〃Well; I guess I was on the beach。〃
  My     friend's   appearance     suggested    that  he  was    now    in  the  same
  predicament; and I prepared myself to cultivate an agreeable acquaintance。
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