第 18 节
作者:猫王      更新:2021-02-27 00:40      字数:9251
  wanted   to   make   coffee   for   me;   racked   his   brain   for   something   he   could
  possibly do for me; and beamed and laughed; and in the exuberance of his
  delight sweated at every pore。
  〃You haven't changed;〃 I said; smiling; as I looked at him。
  He had the same absurd appearance that I remembered。                 He was a fat
  little man; with short legs; young still  he could not have been more than
  thirty  but prematurely bald。       His face was perfectly round; and he had a
  very high colour; a white skin; red cheeks; and red lips。              His eyes were
  blue    and   round   too;  he   wore    large  gold…rimmed      spectacles;   and   his
  eyebrows were so fair that you could not see them。              He reminded you of
  those jolly; fat merchants that Rubens painted。
  When I told him that I meant to live in Paris for a while; and had taken
  an apartment; he reproached me bitterly for not having let him know。                He
  would have found me an apartment himself; and lent me furniture  did I
  really mean that I had gone to the expense of buying it?  and he would
  have helped me to move in。          He really looked upon it as unfriendly that I
  had    not  given   him   the   opportunity    of  making    himself    useful   to  me。
  Meanwhile;       Mrs。   Stroeve   sat  quietly   mending     her  stockings;    without
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  talking; and she listened to all he said with a quiet smile on her lips。
  〃So; you   see; I'm  married;〃 he  said suddenly;   〃what do   you think   of
  my wife?〃
  He beamed at her; and settled his spectacles on the bridge of his nose。
  The sweat made them constantly slip down。
  〃What on earth do you expect me to say to that?〃 I laughed。
  〃Really; Dirk;〃 put in Mrs。 Stroeve; smiling。
  〃But    isn't  she   wonderful?      I   tell  you;  my    boy;   lose  no   time;   get
  married as soon as ever you can。            I'm the happiest man alive。 Look at her
  sitting there。     Doesn't she make a picture? Chardin; eh?               I've seen all the
  most beautiful women in the world; I've never seen anyone more beautiful
  than Madame Dirk Stroeve。〃
  〃If you don't be quiet; Dirk; I shall go away。〃
  ; he said。
  She flushed a little; embarrassed by the passion in his tone。 His letters
  had told me that he was very much in love with his wife; and I saw that he
  could hardly take his eyes off her。 I could not tell if she loved him。                 Poor
  pantaloon; he was not an object to excite love; but the smile in her eyes
  was   affectionate;   and   it   was   possible   that   her   reserve   concealed   a   very
  deep feeling。      She was not the ravishing creature that his love…sick fancy
  saw;   but   she   had   a   grave   comeliness。   She   was   rather   tall;   and   her   gray
  dress; simple and quite well…cut; did not hide the fact that her figure was
  beautiful。  It   was   a   figure  that   might   have   appealed   more   to   the   sculptor
  than to the costumier。         Her hair; brown and abundant; was plainly done;
  her    face   was    very   pale;   and   her   features    were    good    without    being
  distinguished。      She had quiet gray eyes。 She just missed being beautiful;
  and    in  missing     it  was   not  even    pretty。   But    when    Stroeve    spoke    of
  Chardin it was not without reason; and she reminded me curiously of that
  pleasant housewife in her mob…cap and apron whom the great painter has
  immortalised。       I   could   imagine   her   sedately   busy   among   her   pots   and
  pans;   making   a   ritual   of   her   household   duties;   so   that   they   acquired   a
  moral significance; I did not suppose that she was clever or could ever be
  amusing; but there was something in   her grave intentness which   excited
  my interest。 Her reserve was not without mystery。                  I wondered why she
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  had married Dirk Stroeve。           Though she was English; I could not exactly
  place her;  and it   was not   obvious from  what rank in society  she sprang;
  what had been her upbringing; or how she had lived before her marriage。
  She was very silent; but when she spoke it was with a pleasant voice; and
  her manners were natural。
  I asked Stroeve if he was working。
  〃Working?       I'm   painting   better   than   I've   ever   painted   before。〃  We
  sat in   the   studio;   and   he   waved   his   hand   to   an   unfinished   picture   on   an
  easel。    I gave a little start。     He was painting a group of Italian peasants;
  in   the  costume     of  the   Campagna;      lounging    on   the  steps   of  a  Roman
  church。
  〃Is that what you're doing now?〃 I asked。
  〃Yes。    I can get my models here just as well as in Rome。〃
  〃Don't you think it's very beautiful?〃 said Mrs。 Stroeve。
  〃This foolish wife of mine thinks I'm a great artist;〃 said he。
  His apologetic laugh did not disguise the pleasure that he felt。 His eyes
  lingered on his picture。        It was strange that his critical sense; so accurate
  and   unconventional   when   he   dealt   with   the   work   of   others;   should   be
  satisfied in himself with what was hackneyed and vulgar beyond belief。
  〃Show him some more of your pictures;〃 she said。
  〃Shall I?〃
  Though he had suffered so much from the ridicule of his friends; Dirk
  Stroeve;     eager   for  praise   and   naively    self…satisfied;   could   never    resist
  displaying      his  work。    He    brought     out  a  picture   of   two   curly…headed
  Italian urchins playing marbles。
  〃Aren't they sweet?〃 said Mrs。 Stroeve。
  And then he showed me more。             I discovered that in Paris he had been
  painting     just   the   same  stale;   obviously   picturesque     things   that   he  had
  painted for years in Rome。          It was all false; insincere; shoddy; and yet no
  one was more honest; sincere; and frank than Dirk Stroeve。                    Who could
  resolve the contradiction?
  I do not know what put it into my head to ask:
  〃I   say;   have   you   by   any   chance   run   across   a   painter   called   Charles
  Strickland?〃
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  〃You don't mean to say you know him?〃 cried Stroeve。
  〃Beast;〃 said his wife。
  Stroeve laughed。
  He   went   over   to   her   and   kissed   both   her
  hands。     〃She     doesn't   like  him。    How     strange    that  you   should    know
  Strickland!〃
  〃I don't like bad manners;〃 said Mrs。 Stroeve。
  Dirk; laughing still; turned to me to explain。
  〃You see; I asked him to come here one day and look at my pictures。
  Well; he came; and I showed him everything I had。〃 Stroeve hesitated a
  moment with embarrassment。             I do not know why he had begun the story
  against himself; he felt an awkwardness at finishing it。               〃He looked at
  at my pictures; and he didn't say anything。           I thought he was reserving his
  judgment till the end。       And at last I said:      ‘There; that's the lot!' He said:
  ‘I came to ask you to lend me twenty francs。'〃
  〃And Dirk actually gave it him;〃 said his wife indignantly。
  〃I was so taken aback。         I didn't like to refuse。     He put the money in
  his pocket; just nodded; said 'Thanks;' and walked out。〃
  Dirk Stroeve; telling the story; had such a look of blank astonishment
  on his round; foolish face that it was almost impossible not to laugh。
  〃I shouldn't have minded if he'd said my pictures were bad; but he said
  nothing  nothing。〃
  〃And you  tell the story; Dirk;〃 Said his wife。
  It was lamentable that one was more amused by the ridiculous figure
  cut by the Dutchman than outraged by Strickland's brutal treatment of him。
  〃I hope I shall never see him again;〃 said Mrs。 Stroeve。
  Stroeve     smiled     and   shrugged      his   shoulders。      He    had    already
  recovered his good…humour。
  〃The fact remains that he's a great artist; a very great artist。〃
  〃Strickland?〃 I exclaimed。         〃It can't be the same man。〃
  〃A big fellow with a red beard。         Charles Strickland。 An Englishman。〃
  〃He had no beard when I knew him; but if he has grown one it might
  well   be   red。   The   man   I'm   thinking   of   only   began   painting   five   years
  ago。〃
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