第 9 节
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  when everything was settled he would be four or five hundred pounds out
  of pocket。
  〃It's lucky the furniture in the flat is in Amy's name。 She'll have that at
  all events。〃
  〃Did you mean it when you said she wouldn't have a bob?〃
  〃Of   course   I   did。   She's   got   two   or   three   hundred   pounds   and   the
  furniture。〃
  〃But how is she going to live?〃
  〃God knows。〃
  The   affair   seemed   to   grow   more   complicated;   and   the   Colonel;   with
  his expletives and his indignation; confused rather than informed me。                       I
  was glad that; catching sight of the clock at the Army and Navy Stores; he
  remembered an engagement to play cards at his club; and so left me to cut
  across St。 James Park。
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  A day or two later Mrs。 Strickland sent me round a note asking if I
  could go and see her that evening after dinner。               I found her alone。        Her
  black dress; simple   to   austerity;  suggested   her   bereaved   condition;  and   I
  was   innocently   astonished   that   notwithstanding   a   real   emotion   she   was
  able    to  dress   the   part   she  had    to  play   according     to  her   notions    of
  seemliness。
  〃You said that if I wanted you to do anything you wouldn't mind doing
  it;〃 she remarked。
  〃It was quite true。〃
  〃Will you go over to Paris and see Charlie?〃
  〃I?〃
  I was taken aback。        I reflected that I had only seen him once。 I did not
  know what she wanted me to do。
  〃Fred   is   set   on   going。〃  Fred   was   Colonel   MacAndrew。          〃But   I'm
  sure he's not the man to go。          He'll only make things worse。 I don't know
  who else to ask。〃
  Her voice trembled a little; and I felt a brute even to hesitate。
  〃But I've not spoken ten words to your husband。               He doesn't know me。
  He'll probably just tell me to go to the devil。〃
  〃That wouldn't hurt you;〃 said Mrs。 Strickland; smiling。
  〃What is it exactly you want me to do?〃
  She did not answer directly。
  〃I think it's rather an advantage that he doesn't know you。 You see; he
  never     really  liked   Fred;   he   thought    him   a  fool;   he  didn't   understand
  soldiers。     Fred   would   fly   into   a   passion;   and   there'd   be   a   quarrel;   and
  things   would   be   worse   instead   of   better。   If   you   said   you   came   on   my
  behalf; he couldn't refuse to listen to you。〃
  〃I   haven't   known     you   very    long;〃   I  answered。     〃I   don't   see  how
  anyone can be expected to tackle a case like this unless he knows all the
  details。    I   don't   want   to   pry  into   what   doesn't   concern   me。 Why  don't
  you go and see him yourself?〃
  〃You forget he isn't alone。〃
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  I   held   my   tongue。   I   saw   myself   calling   on   Charles   Strickland   and
  sending   in   my   card;   I   saw   him  come   into   the   room;   holding   it   between
  finger and thumb:
  〃To what do I owe this honour?〃
  〃I've come to see you about your wife。〃
  〃Really。     When   you   are   a   little   older   you   will   doubtless   learn   the
  advantage of minding your own business。                  If you will be so good as to
  turn   your   head   slightly   to   the   left;   you   will   see   the   door。 I   wish   you
  good…afternoon。〃
  I foresaw that it would be difficult to make my exit with dignity; and I
  wished to goodness that I had not returned to London till Mrs。 Strickland
  had composed her difficulties。 I stole a glance at her。              She was immersed
  in thought。 Presently she looked up at me; sighed deeply; and smiled。
  〃It was all so unexpected;〃 she said。             〃We'd been married seventeen
  years。    I sever dreamed that Charlie was the sort of man to get infatuated
  with anyone。        We always got on very well together。              Of course; I had a
  great many interests that he didn't share。〃
  〃Have   you   found   out   who〃      I   did   not   quite   know   how   to   express
  myself  〃who the person; who it is he's gone away with?〃
  〃No。     No one seems to have an idea。            It's so strange。 Generally when
  a man falls in love with someone people see them about together; lunching
  or   something;  and   her   friends   always   come   and   tell the   wife。     I   had   no
  warning  nothing。 His letter came like a thunderbolt。                 I thought he was
  perfectly happy。〃
  She began to cry; poor thing; and I felt very sorry for her。 But in a little
  while she grew calmer。
  〃It's no good making a fool of myself;〃 she said; drying her eyes。 〃The
  only thing is to decide what is the best thing to do。〃
  She went on; talking somewhat at random; now of the recent past; then
  of their first meeting and their marriage; but presently I began to form a
  fairly coherent picture of their lives; and it seemed to me that my surmises
  had   not   been   incorrect。    Mrs。   Strickland   was   the   daughter   of   an   Indian
  civilian; who on his retirement had settled in the depths of the country; but
  it was his habit every August to take his family to Eastbourne for change
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  of   air;  and  it  was  here;  when    she  was   twenty;   that  she  met   Charles
  Strickland。   He   was   twenty…three。    They   played   together;   walked   on   the
  front together; listened together to the nigger minstrels; and she had made
  up her mind to accept him a week before he proposed to her。              They lived
  in London; first in Hampstead; and then; as he grew more prosperous; in
  town。    Two children were born to them。
  〃He always seemed very fond of them。            Even if he was tired of me; I
  wonder that he had the heart to leave them。          It's all so incredible。    Even
  now I can hardly believe it's true。〃
  At last she showed me the letter he had written。 I was curious to see it;
  but had not ventured to ask for it。
  〃MY DEAR AMY;
  〃CHARLES STRICKLAND。〃
  〃Not   a   word   of   explanation    or   regret。   Don't    you    think   it's
  inhuman?〃
  〃It's a very strange letter under the circumstances;〃 I replied。
  〃There's only one explanation; and that is that he's not himself。 I don't
  know who this woman is who's got hold of him; but she's made him into
  another man。      It's evidently been going on a long time。〃
  〃What makes you think that?〃
  〃Fred found that out。      My husband said he went to the club three or
  four nights a week to play bridge。         Fred knows one of the members; and
  said something about Charles being a great bridge…player。             The man was
  surprised。    He said he'd never even seen Charles in the card…room。               It's
  quite clear now that when I thought Charles was at his club he was with
  her。〃
  I was silent for a moment。       Then I thought of the children。
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  〃It must have been difficult to explain to Robert;〃 I said。
  〃Oh; I never said a word to either of them。            You see; we only came up
  to town the day before they had to go back to school。 I had the presence of
  mind to say that their father had been called away on business。〃
  It   could   not   have   been  very  easy  to   be   bright   and   careless   with   that
  sudden secret in her heart; nor to give her attention to all the things that
  needed      doing    to   get   her   children     comfortably      packed     off。    Mrs。
  Strickland's voice broke again。
  〃And what is to happen to them; poor darlings?                How are we going to
  live?〃
  She    struggled     for  self…control;    and    I  saw   her   hands    clench    and
  unclench spasmodically。          It was dreadfully painful。
  〃Of course I'll go over to Paris if you think I