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作者:猫王      更新:2021-02-27 00:39      字数:9307
  function。 The Stricklands 〃owed〃 dinners to a number of persons; whom
  they    took   no   interest   in;  and   so  had   asked    them;   these   persons    had
  accepted。      Why?      To avoid the tedium of dining ; to give
  their servants a rest; because there was no reason to refuse; because they
  were 〃owed〃 a dinner。
  The dining…room was inconveniently crowded。                 There was a K。C。 and
  his wife; a Government official and his wife; Mrs。 Strickland's sister and
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  her    husband;      Colonel     MacAndrew;        and    the   wife   of   a  Member       of
  Parliament。       It   was   because   the   Member   of   Parliament   found   that        he
  could not leave the House that I had been invited。                  The respectability of
  the party  was   portentous。 The   women   were   too   nice   to   be   well   dressed;
  and too sure of their position to be amusing。               The men were solid。 There
  was about all of them an air of well…satisfied prosperity。
  Everyone talked a little louder than natural in an instinctive desire to
  make the party go; and there was a great deal of noise in the room。                      But
  there was no general conversation。 Each one talked to his neighbour; to his
  neighbour on the right during the soup; fish; and entree; to his neighbour
  on   the   left   during   the  roast;   sweet;   and   savoury。     They   talked     of  the
  political situation and of golf; of their children and the latest play; of the
  pictures   at   the   Royal   Academy;   of   the   weather   and   their   plans   for   the
  holidays。      There   was   never   a   pause;   and   the   noise   grew   louder。    Mrs。
  Strickland   might   congratulate   herself   that   her   party   was   a   success。   Her
  husband   played   his   part   with   decorum。        Perhaps   he   did   not   talk   very
  much;   and   I   fancied   there   was   towards   the   end   a   look   of   fatigue   in   the
  faces of the women on either side of him。 They were finding him heavy。
  Once or twice Mrs。 Strickland's eyes rested on him somewhat anxiously。
  At last she rose and shepherded the ladies out of one room。 Strickland
  shut the door behind her; and; moving to the other end of the table; took
  his   place    between     the  K。C。   and    the  Government       official。   He     passed
  round   the   port   again   and   handed   us   cigars。   The   K。C。   remarked   on   the
  excellence of the wine; and Strickland told us where he got it。                  We began
  to chat about vintages and tobacco。              The K。C。 told us of a case he was
  engaged in; and the Colonel talked about polo。                 I had nothing to say and
  so   sat   silent;   trying   politely   to   show   interest   in   the   conversation;   and
  because I thought no one was in the least concerned with me; examined
  Strickland at my ease。          He was bigger than I expected:              I do not know
  why I had imagined him slender and of insignificant appearance; in point
  of fact he was broad and heavy; with large hands and feet; and he wore his
  evening clothes clumsily。          He gave you somewhat the idea of a coachman
  dressed up for the occasion。            He was   a man of forty; not good…looking;
  and yet not ugly; for his features were rather good; but they were all a little
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  larger than life…size; and the effect was ungainly。             He was clean shaven;
  and his large face looked uncomfortably naked。 His hair was reddish; cut
  very     short;   and   his   eyes    were    small;   blue    or  grey。     He     looked
  commonplace。         I no longer wondered that   Mrs。 Strickland felt a   certain
  embarrassment   about   him;   he   was   scarcely   a   credit   to   a   woman   who
  wanted to make herself a position in the world of art and letters。                 It was
  obvious that he had no social gifts; but these a man can do without; he had
  no   eccentricity  even;   to take   him  out   of the   common   run; he   was   just   a
  good; dull; honest; plain man。          One would admire his excellent qualities;
  but avoid his company。 He was null。             He was probably a worthy member
  of society; a good husband and father; an honest broker; but there was no
  reason to waste one's time over him。
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  Chapter VII
  The season was drawing to its dusty end; and everyone I knew was
  arranging to go away。         Mrs。 Strickland was taking her family to the coast
  of Norfolk; so that the children might have the sea and her husband golf。
  We   said   good…bye   to   one   another;   and   arranged   to   meet   in   the   autumn。
  But on my last day in town; coming out of the Stores; I met her with her
  son   and daughter; like   myself;  she   had   been   making her   final   purchases
  before leaving London; and we were both hot and tired。 I proposed that we
  should all go and eat ices in the park。
  I   think   Mrs。   Strickland   was   glad   to   show   me   her   children;   and   she
  accepted   my   invitation   with   alacrity。      They   were   even   more   attractive
  than   their   photographs   had   suggested;   and   she   was   right   to   be   proud   of
  them。     I was young enough for them not to feel shy; and they chattered
  merrily     about   one   thing   and   another。    They    were   extraordinarily     nice;
  healthy young children。 It was very agreeable under the trees。
  When in an hour they crowded into a cab to go home; I strolled idly to
  my club。      I was perhaps a little lonely; and it was with a touch of envy
  that   I   thought   of   the   pleasant   family   life   of   which   I   had   had   a   glimpse。
  They   seemed   devoted   to   one   another。       They   had   little   private   jokes   of
  their own which; unintelligible to the outsider; amused them enormously。
  Perhaps Charles Strickland was dull judged by a standard that demanded
  above all things verbal scintillation; but his intelligence was adequate to
  his surroundings; and that is a passport; not only to reasonable success; but
  still more to happiness。        Mrs。 Strickland was a charming woman; and she
  loved   him。     I   pictured   their   lives;   troubled   by   no   untoward   adventure;
  honest; decent; and; by reason of those two upstanding; pleasant children;
  so obviously destined to carry on the normal traditions of their race and
  station; not without significance。          They would grow old insensibly; they
  would see their son and daughter come to years of reason; marry in due
  course  the one a pretty girl; future mother of healthy children; the other
  a handsome; manly fellow; obviously a soldier; and at last; prosperous in
  their dignified retirement; beloved by their descendants; after a happy; not
  unuseful life; in the fullness of their age they would sink into the grave。
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  That must be the story of innumerable couples; and the pattern of life
  it   offers  has   a  homely     grace。    It  reminds     you   of  a  placid   rivulet;
  meandering smoothly through green pastures and shaded by pleasant trees;
  till at last it falls   into the vasty sea;   but the sea is   so calm; so silent;  so
  indifferent;    that   you   are   troubled    suddenly    by   a  vague     uneasiness。
  Perhaps it is only by a kink in my nature; strong in me even in those days;
  that I felt in such an existence; the share of the great majority; something
  amiss。     I recognised its social values; I saw its ordered happiness; but a
  fever    in  my   blood   asked    for  a  wilder   course。   There     seemed    to  me
  something   alarming   in   such   easy  delights。     In   my  heart   was   a desire   to
  live   more    dangerously。     I  was   not   unprepared     for   jagged   rocks    and
  treacherous      shoals   if  I  could   only   have    change      change    and   the
  excitement of the unforeseen。
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  Chapter VIII
  On reading over what I have written of the Stricklands; I am conscious
  that they must seem shadowy。            I have been able to invest them with none
  of those characteristics which make the persons of a book exist with a r