第 31 节
作者:吻火      更新:2021-02-27 00:38      字数:9321
  am but a foolish old man; but; by the grace of God; I have remembered
  what our father told us。〃
  Paphnutius   thanked   Palemon   and   promised   to   think   over   his   advice。
  When he had passed the fence of reeds which enclosed the little garden; he
  turned   round   and   saw   the   good   old   gardener   engaged   in   watering   his
  salads; whilst the pigeon walked about on his bent back; and at that sight
  Paphnutius felt ready to weep。
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  On returning to his cell; he found there a strange turmoil; as though it
  were   filled   with   grains   of   sand   blown   about   by   a   strong   wind;   and   on
  looking closer; he saw these moving bodies were myriads of little jackals。
  That   night   he   saw   in   a   dream;   a   high   stone   column   surmounted   by   a
  human face; and he heard a voice which said
  〃Ascend this pillar!〃
  On   awaking;   he   felt   confident   that   this   dream   had   been   sent   from
  heaven。 He called his disciples; and addressed them in these words
  〃My   beloved   sons;   I   must   leave   you;   and   go   where   God   sends   me。
  During my absence obey Flavian as you would me; and take care of our
  brother Paul。 Bless you。 Farewell。〃
  As he strode away; they remained prostrate on the ground; and when
  they raised their heads; they saw his tall dark figure on the sandy horizon。
  He   walked   day   and   night   until   he   reached   the   ruins   of   the   temple;
  formerly      built   by   the   idolaters;    in  which     he   had   slept   amongst      the
  scorpions   and   sirens   on   his   former   strange   journey。   The   walls;   covered
  with   magic   signs;   were   still   standing。   Thirty   immense   columns;   which
  terminated in human heads or lotus flowers; still supported a heavy stone
  entablature。 But; at one end of the temple; a pillar had shaken off its old
  burden;   and   stood   isolated。   It   had   for   its   capital   the   head   of   a   woman
  which   smiled;   with   long   eyes   and   rounded   cheeks;   and   on   her   forehead
  cow's horns。
  Paphnutius;       on   seeing    it;  recognised     the  column      which    had    been
  shown   him  in   his   dream;   and   he   calculated   that   it   was   thirty…two   cubits
  high。   He   went   to   the   neighbouring   village;   and   ordered   a   ladder   of   that
  height to be made; and when the ladder was placed against the pillar; he
  ascended; knelt down on the top; and said to the Lord
  〃Here;   then;   O   God;   is   the   abode   Thou   hast   chosen   for   me。   May   I
  remain here; in Thy Grace; until the hour of my death。〃
  He had brought no provisions with him; trusting in divine providence;
  and expecting that charitable peasants would give him all that he needed。
  And; in fact; the next day; about the ninth hour; women came with their
  children; bringing bread; dates; and fresh water; which the boys carried to
  the top of the column。
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  The top of the pillar was not large enough to allow the monk to lie at
  full length; so that he slept with his legs crossed and his head on his breast;
  and sleep was a more cruel torture to him than his wakeful hours。 At dawn
  the ospreys brushed him with their wings; and he awoke filled with pain
  and terror。
  It happened that the carpenter who had made the ladder feared God。
  Disturbed at the thought that the saint was exposed to the sun and rain; and
  fearing that he might fall in his sleep; this pious man constructed a roof
  and a railing on the top of the column。
  Soon the report of this extraordinary existence spread from village to
  village; and the labourers of the valley came on Sundays; with their wives
  and   children;   to   look   at   the   stylite。   The   disciples   of   Paphnutius;   having
  learned with surprise the place of this wonderful retreat; came to him; and
  obtained from him permission to build their huts at the foot of the column。
  Every   morning   they   came   and   stood   in   a   circle   round   the   master;   and
  received from him the words of instruction。
  〃My sons;〃 he said to them; 〃continue like those little children whom
  Jesus loved。 That is the way of salvation。 The sin of the flesh is the source
  and origin of all sins; they spring from it as from a parent。 Pride; avarice;
  idleness; anger; and envy are its dearly beloved progeny。 I have seen this
  in Alexandria; I have seen rich men carried away by the vice of lust; which;
  like a river with a turbid flood; swept them into the gulf of bitterness。〃
  The    abbots    Ephrem     and   Serapion;     being   informed     of  his  strange
  proceeding; wished to behold him with their own eyes。 Seeing from afar;
  on    the   river;  the   triangular    sail  which    was    bringing    them    to   him;
  Paphnutius   could   not   prevent   himself   from  thinking   that   God   had   made
  him an example to all solitary monks。 The two abbots; when they saw him;
  did not conceal their surprise; and; having consulted together; they agreed
  in condemning such an extraordinary penance; and exhorted Paphnutius to
  come down。
  〃Such a mode of life is contrary to all usage;〃 they said; 〃it is peculiar;
  and against all rules。〃
  But Paphnutius replied
  〃What is the monastic life if not peculiar? And ought not the deeds of a
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  monk   to   be   as   eccentric   as   he   is   himself?   It   was   a   sign   from   God   that
  caused     me    to  ascend    here;   it  is  a  sign   from   God    that   will  make     me
  descend。〃
  Every day religious men came to join the disciples of Paphnutius; and
  they  built   for   themselves   shelters   round   the   aerial   hermitage。   Several   of
  them;   to   imitate   the   saint;   mounted   the   ruins   of   the   temple;   but;   being
  reproved by their brethren; and conquered by fatigue; they soon gave up
  these attempts。
  Pilgrims flocked from all parts。 There were some who had come long
  distances; and were hungry and thirsty。 The idea occurred to a poor widow
  of selling fresh water and melons。 Against the foot of the column; behind
  her bottles of red clay; her cups and her fruit under an awning of blue…and…
  white   striped   canvas;   she   cried;   〃Who   wants   to   drink?〃   Following   the
  example   of this   widow;  a   baker   brought   some   bricks   and   made   an   oven
  close by; in the hope of selling loaves and cakes to visitors。 As the crowd
  of visitors increased unceasingly; and the inhabitants of the large cities of
  Egypt began to come; some man; greedy of gain; built a caravanserai to
  lodge the guests and their servants; camels; and mules。 Soon there was; in
  front of the column; a market to which the fishermen of the Nile brought
  their fish; and the gardeners their vegetables。 A barber; who shaved people
  in the open air; amused the crowd with his jokes。 The old temple; so long
  given   over   to   silence   and   solitude   was   filled   with   countless   sights   and
  sounds of life。 The innkeepers turned the subterranean vaults into cellars
  and nailed on the   old pillars signs surmounted by the   figure   of   the   holy
  Paphnutius;       and     bearing     this   inscription     in   Greek     and    Egyptian
  〃/Pomegranate wine; fig wine; and genuine Cilician beer sold here/。〃 On
  the   walls;   sculptured   with   pure   and   graceful   carvings;   the   shop…keepers
  hung   ropes   of   onions;   and   smoked   fish;   dead   hares;   and   the   carcases   of
  sheep。 In the evening; the old occupants of the ruins; the rats; scuttled in a
  long row to the river; whilst the ibises; suspiciously craning their necks;
  perched on the high cornices; to which rose the smoke of the kitchens; the
  shouts of the drinkers;  and the cries of   the tapsters。 All around; builders
  laid out streets; and masons constructed convents; chapels; and churches。
  By   the   end   of   six   months   a   city   was   established   with   a   guardhouse;   a
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  tribunal; a prison; and a school; kept by an old blind scribe。
  The pilgrims were innumerable。 Bishops and other Church dignitaries;
  came; full of admiration。 The Patriarch of Antioch; who chanced to be in
  Egypt   at   that   time;   came   with   all   his   clergy。   He   highly   approved   of   the
  extraordinary conduct of the stylite; and the