第 27 节
作者:吻火      更新:2021-02-27 00:38      字数:9296
  delicate   skin   scratched   by   the   coarse   cassock;   felt   a   thrill   of   horror   and
  fright。
  At   that   moment   a   man   elegantly  dressed;   and   with   a   wreath   of   wild
  celery on his head; opened a road for himself through the furious crowd;
  and cried
  〃Stop! Stop! This monk is my brother!〃
  It was Nicias; who; having closed the eyes of the philosopher Eucrites;
  was passing through the square to return to his house;。 and saw; without
  very much surprise (for nothing astonished him); the smoking pile; Thais
  clad an a serge cassock; and Paphnutius being stoned。
  He repeated
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  〃Stop; I tell you; spare my old fellow…scholar; respect the beloved head
  of Paphnutius!〃
  But; being only used to subtle disquisitions with philosophers; he did
  not possess that imperious energy which commands vulgar minds。 He was
  not   listened   to。   A   shower   of   stones   and   shells   fell   on   the   monk;   who;
  protecting Thais with his body;  praised the Lord whose goodness   turned
  his wounds into caresses。 Despairing of making himself heard; and feeling
  but too sure that he could not save his friend either by force or persuasion;
  Nicias   resigned   himself   to   the   will   of   the   godsin   whom   he   had   little
  confidencewhen the idea occurred to him to use a stratagem which his
  contempt for men had suddenly suggested to him。 He took from his girdle
  his purse; which was full of gold and silver; for he was a pleasure…loving
  and   charitable   man;   and   running   up   to   the   men   who   were   throwing   the
  stones; he chinked the money in their ears。 At first they paid no attention
  to   him;   their   fury   being   too   great;   but   little   by   little   their   looks   turned
  towards   the   chinking   gold;   and   soon   their   arms   dropped   and   no   longer
  menaced their victim。 Seeing that he had attracted their eyes and minds;
  Nicias opened his purse and threw some pieces of gold and silver amongst
  the    crowd。     The   more     greedy    of   them    stooped     to   pick   it  up。   The
  philosopher;      pleased     at  his   first  success;    adroitly   threw    deniers    and
  drachmas here and there。 At the sound of the pieces of money rattling on
  the   pavement;      the  persecutors     of  Paphnutius      threw    themselves     on   the
  ground。     Beggars;     slaves;   and   tradespeople      scrambled     after  the   money;
  whilst;   grouped   round   Cerons;   the   patricians   watched   the   struggle   and
  laughed      heartily。   Cerons     himself    quite   forgot    his  wrath。    His   friends
  encouraged the rivals; chose competitors; and made bets; and urged on the
  miserable   wretches   as   they   would   have   done   fighting   dogs。   A   cripple
  without   legs   having   succeeded   in   seizing   a   drachma;   the   applause   was
  frenetic。 The young men themselves began to throw money; and nothing
  was to be seen in the square but a multitude of backs; rising and falling
  like waves of the sea; under a shower of coins。 Paphnutius was forgotten。
  Nicias ran up to him; covered him with his cloak; and dragged him and
  Thais into by…streets where they were safe from pursuit。 They ran for some
  time   in   silence;   and   when   they   thought   they   were   out   of   reach   of   their
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  enemies;   they   ceased   running;   and   Nicias   said;   in   a   tone   of   raillery   in
  which a little sadness was mingled
  〃It is   finished   then!  Pluto   ravishes   Proserpine;  and Thais   will   follow
  my fierce…looking friend whithersoever he will lead her。〃
  〃It is true; Nicias;〃 replied Thais; 〃that I am tired of living with men
  like you; smiling; perfumed; kindly egoists。 I am weary of all I know; and
  I am; therefore; going   to seek the unknown。   I have experienced joy  that
  was not joy; and here is a man who teaches me that sorrow is true joy。 I
  believe him; for he knows the truth。〃
  〃And   I;   sweetheart;〃   replied   Nicias;   smiling;   〃I   know   the   truths。   He
  knows but one; I know them all。 I am superior to him in that respect; but to
  tell the truth; it doesn't make me any the prouder nor any the happier。〃
  Then; seeing that the monk was glaring fiercely at him
  〃My     dear    Paphnutius;     do   not   imagine     that   I  think   you   extremely
  absurd;  or   even   altogether   unreasonable。 And if   I   were to   compare   your
  life   with   mine;    I  could    not   say   which    is  preferable     in  itself。  I  shall
  presently go and take the bath which Crobyle and Myrtale have prepared
  for me; I shall eat the wing of a Phasian pheasant; then I shall read for
  the hundredth timesome fable by Apuleius or some treatise by Porphyry。
  You will   return to   your cell;  where;  leaning   like a tame   camel;   you   will
  ruminate   onI   know   not   whatformulas   of   incarnations   you   have   long
  chewed and rechewed; and in the evening you will swallow some radishes
  without   any   oil。   Well;   my   dear   friend;   in   accomplishing   these   acts;   so
  different   apparently;   we   are   both   obeying   the   same   sentiment;   the   only
  motive for all human actions; we are both seeking our own pleasure; and
  striving   to   attain   the   same   endhappiness;   the   impossible   happiness。   It
  would   be   folly   on   my   part   to   say   you   were   wrong;   dear   friend;   even
  though I think myself in the right。
  〃And you; my Thais; go and enjoy yourself; and be more happy still; if
  it be possible; in abstinence and austerity than you have been in riches and
  pleasure。 On the whole; I should say you were to be envied。 For if in our
  whole  lives;   Paphnutius   and   I   have pursued   but   one   kind   of   pleasurable
  satisfaction; you in your life; dear Thais; have tasted diverse joys such as it
  is rarely given to the same person to know。 I should really like to be for
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  one hour; a saint like our dear friend Paphnutius。 But that is not possible。
  Farewell;   then;   Thais!   Go   where   the   secret   forces   of   nature   and   your
  destiny   conduct   you!   Go;   and   take   with   you;   whithersoever   you   go;   the
  good wishes of Nicias! I know that is mere foolishness; but can I give you
  anything   more   than   barren   regrets   and   vain   wishes   in   payment   for   the
  delicious illusions which once enveloped me when I was in your arms; and
  of which only the shadow now remains to me? Farewell; my benefactress!
  Farewell; goodness that is ignorant of its own existence; mysterious virtue;
  joy of men! Farewell to the most adorable of the images that nature has
  ever   thrownfor   some   unknown   reasonson   the   face   of   this   deceptive
  world!〃
  Whilst   he   spoke;   deep   wrath   had   been   brewing   in   the   monk's   heart;
  and it now broke forth in imprecations。
  〃Avaunt; cursed wretch! I scorn thee and hate thee。 Go; child of hell; a
  thousand times worse than those poor lost ones who just now threw stones
  and   insults   at   me! They  knew   not   what   they  did;   and the   grace   of   God;
  which I implored for them; may some day descend into their hearts。 But
  thou; detestable Nicias; thou art but a perfidious venom and a bitter poison。
  Thy mouth breathes despair and death。 One of thy smiles contains more
  blasphemy than issues in a century from the smoking lips of Satan。 Avaunt;
  backslider!〃
  Nicias looked at him。
  〃Farewell;   my   brother;〃   he   said;   〃and   may   you   preserve   until   your
  life's end your store of faith; hate; and love。 Farewell; Thais! It is in vain
  that you will forget me; because I shall ever remember you。〃
  On quitting them he walked thoughtfully through the winding streets
  in the vicinity of the great cemetery of Alexandria; which are peopled by
  the makers of funeral urns。 Their shops were full of clay figures painted in
  bright    colours    and    representing     gods   and    goddesses;     mimes;     women;
  winged sprites; &c。; such as were usually buried with the dead。 He fancied
  that   perhaps   some   of   the   little   images   which   he   saw   there   might   be   the
  companions of   his   eternal   sleep;   and   it   seemed   to   him  that   a   little   Eros;
  with its tunic tucked up; laughed at him mockingly。 He looked forward to
  his death; and the idea was painful to him。 To cure his sadness he tried to