第 27 节
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吻火 更新:2021-02-27 00:38 字数:9296
delicate skin scratched by the coarse cassock; felt a thrill of horror and
fright。
At that moment a man elegantly dressed; and with a wreath of wild
celery on his head; opened a road for himself through the furious crowd;
and cried
〃Stop! Stop! This monk is my brother!〃
It was Nicias; who; having closed the eyes of the philosopher Eucrites;
was passing through the square to return to his house;。 and saw; without
very much surprise (for nothing astonished him); the smoking pile; Thais
clad an a serge cassock; and Paphnutius being stoned。
He repeated
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〃Stop; I tell you; spare my old fellow…scholar; respect the beloved head
of Paphnutius!〃
But; being only used to subtle disquisitions with philosophers; he did
not possess that imperious energy which commands vulgar minds。 He was
not listened to。 A shower of stones and shells fell on the monk; who;
protecting Thais with his body; praised the Lord whose goodness turned
his wounds into caresses。 Despairing of making himself heard; and feeling
but too sure that he could not save his friend either by force or persuasion;
Nicias resigned himself to the will of the godsin whom he had little
confidencewhen the idea occurred to him to use a stratagem which his
contempt for men had suddenly suggested to him。 He took from his girdle
his purse; which was full of gold and silver; for he was a pleasure…loving
and charitable man; and running up to the men who were throwing the
stones; he chinked the money in their ears。 At first they paid no attention
to him; their fury being too great; but little by little their looks turned
towards the chinking gold; and soon their arms dropped and no longer
menaced their victim。 Seeing that he had attracted their eyes and minds;
Nicias opened his purse and threw some pieces of gold and silver amongst
the crowd。 The more greedy of them stooped to pick it up。 The
philosopher; pleased at his first success; adroitly threw deniers and
drachmas here and there。 At the sound of the pieces of money rattling on
the pavement; the persecutors of Paphnutius threw themselves on the
ground。 Beggars; slaves; and tradespeople scrambled after the money;
whilst; grouped round Cerons; the patricians watched the struggle and
laughed heartily。 Cerons himself quite forgot his wrath。 His friends
encouraged the rivals; chose competitors; and made bets; and urged on the
miserable wretches as they would have done fighting dogs。 A cripple
without legs having succeeded in seizing a drachma; the applause was
frenetic。 The young men themselves began to throw money; and nothing
was to be seen in the square but a multitude of backs; rising and falling
like waves of the sea; under a shower of coins。 Paphnutius was forgotten。
Nicias ran up to him; covered him with his cloak; and dragged him and
Thais into by…streets where they were safe from pursuit。 They ran for some
time in silence; and when they thought they were out of reach of their
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enemies; they ceased running; and Nicias said; in a tone of raillery in
which a little sadness was mingled
〃It is finished then! Pluto ravishes Proserpine; and Thais will follow
my fierce…looking friend whithersoever he will lead her。〃
〃It is true; Nicias;〃 replied Thais; 〃that I am tired of living with men
like you; smiling; perfumed; kindly egoists。 I am weary of all I know; and
I am; therefore; going to seek the unknown。 I have experienced joy that
was not joy; and here is a man who teaches me that sorrow is true joy。 I
believe him; for he knows the truth。〃
〃And I; sweetheart;〃 replied Nicias; smiling; 〃I know the truths。 He
knows but one; I know them all。 I am superior to him in that respect; but to
tell the truth; it doesn't make me any the prouder nor any the happier。〃
Then; seeing that the monk was glaring fiercely at him
〃My dear Paphnutius; do not imagine that I think you extremely
absurd; or even altogether unreasonable。 And if I were to compare your
life with mine; I could not say which is preferable in itself。 I shall
presently go and take the bath which Crobyle and Myrtale have prepared
for me; I shall eat the wing of a Phasian pheasant; then I shall read for
the hundredth timesome fable by Apuleius or some treatise by Porphyry。
You will return to your cell; where; leaning like a tame camel; you will
ruminate onI know not whatformulas of incarnations you have long
chewed and rechewed; and in the evening you will swallow some radishes
without any oil。 Well; my dear friend; in accomplishing these acts; so
different apparently; we are both obeying the same sentiment; the only
motive for all human actions; we are both seeking our own pleasure; and
striving to attain the same endhappiness; the impossible happiness。 It
would be folly on my part to say you were wrong; dear friend; even
though I think myself in the right。
〃And you; my Thais; go and enjoy yourself; and be more happy still; if
it be possible; in abstinence and austerity than you have been in riches and
pleasure。 On the whole; I should say you were to be envied。 For if in our
whole lives; Paphnutius and I have pursued but one kind of pleasurable
satisfaction; you in your life; dear Thais; have tasted diverse joys such as it
is rarely given to the same person to know。 I should really like to be for
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one hour; a saint like our dear friend Paphnutius。 But that is not possible。
Farewell; then; Thais! Go where the secret forces of nature and your
destiny conduct you! Go; and take with you; whithersoever you go; the
good wishes of Nicias! I know that is mere foolishness; but can I give you
anything more than barren regrets and vain wishes in payment for the
delicious illusions which once enveloped me when I was in your arms; and
of which only the shadow now remains to me? Farewell; my benefactress!
Farewell; goodness that is ignorant of its own existence; mysterious virtue;
joy of men! Farewell to the most adorable of the images that nature has
ever thrownfor some unknown reasonson the face of this deceptive
world!〃
Whilst he spoke; deep wrath had been brewing in the monk's heart;
and it now broke forth in imprecations。
〃Avaunt; cursed wretch! I scorn thee and hate thee。 Go; child of hell; a
thousand times worse than those poor lost ones who just now threw stones
and insults at me! They knew not what they did; and the grace of God;
which I implored for them; may some day descend into their hearts。 But
thou; detestable Nicias; thou art but a perfidious venom and a bitter poison。
Thy mouth breathes despair and death。 One of thy smiles contains more
blasphemy than issues in a century from the smoking lips of Satan。 Avaunt;
backslider!〃
Nicias looked at him。
〃Farewell; my brother;〃 he said; 〃and may you preserve until your
life's end your store of faith; hate; and love。 Farewell; Thais! It is in vain
that you will forget me; because I shall ever remember you。〃
On quitting them he walked thoughtfully through the winding streets
in the vicinity of the great cemetery of Alexandria; which are peopled by
the makers of funeral urns。 Their shops were full of clay figures painted in
bright colours and representing gods and goddesses; mimes; women;
winged sprites; &c。; such as were usually buried with the dead。 He fancied
that perhaps some of the little images which he saw there might be the
companions of his eternal sleep; and it seemed to him that a little Eros;
with its tunic tucked up; laughed at him mockingly。 He looked forward to
his death; and the idea was painful to him。 To cure his sadness he tried to