第 18 节
作者:吻火      更新:2021-02-27 00:38      字数:9320
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  Thy precious body? Is not Thy face here; and that tear which flows down
  Thy cheek a real tear? Yes; the angel of eternal justice shall receive it; and
  it shall be the ransom of the soul of Thais。 Art Thou not here; Jesus? Jesus;
  Thy   loving   lips   open。   Thou   canst   speak;   speak;   I   hear   Thee! And   thee;
  Thais; happy Thais! listen to what the Saviour Himself says to thee; it is
  He who speaks; not I。 He says; 'I have sought thee long; O My lost sheep!
  I have found thee at last! Fly from Me no more。 Let Me take thee by the
  hands; poor little one; and I will bear thee on My shoulders to the heavenly
  fold。 Come; My Thais! come; My chosen one! come; and weep with Me!'
  〃
  And   Paphnutius   fell   on   his   knees;   his   eyes   filled   with   ecstasy。  And
  then Thais saw in his face the likeness of the living Christ。
  〃O   vanished   days   of   my   childhood!〃   she   sobbed。   〃O   sweet   father
  Ahmes! good Saint Theodore; why did I not die in thy white mantle whilst
  thou didst bear me; in the first dawn of day; yet fresh from the waters of
  baptism!〃
  Paphnutius advanced towards her; crying
  〃Thou art baptised! O divine wisdom! O Providence! O great God! I
  know now the power which drew me to thee。 I know what rendered thee
  so   dear   and   so   beautiful   in   my   eyes。   It   was   the   virtue   of   the   baptismal
  water;  which   made   me   leave   the shadow   of   God;   where   I   lived; to   seek
  thee in the poisoned air where men dwell。 A dropa drop; no doubt; of the
  water which   washed thy  bodyhas been   sprinkled in   my face。  Come;   O
  my sister; and receive from thy brother the kiss of peace。〃
  And the monk touched with his lips the forehead of the courtesan。
  Then he was silent; letting God speak; and nothing was heard in the
  Grotto of Nymphs but the sobs of Thais; mingled with the rippling of the
  running water。
  She   wept   without   trying   to   stop   her   tears;   when   two   black   slaves
  appeared; loaded with stuffs; perfumes; and garlands。
  〃It was hardly the right time to weep;〃 she said; trying to smile。 〃Tears
  redden   the   eyes   and   spoil   the   complexion;   and   I   must   sup   tonight   with
  some   friends;   and   want   to   be   beautiful;   for   there   will   be   women   there
  quick to spy out marks of care on my face。 These slaves come to dress me。
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  Withdraw; my father; and allow them to do their work。 They are clever and
  experienced; and I pay them well for their services。 You see that one who
  wears thick rings of gold; and shows such white teeth。 I took her from the
  wife of the pro…consul。〃
  Paphnutius had at first a thought of dissuading Thais; as earnestly as
  he could; from going to this supper。 But he determined to act prudently;
  and asked what persons she would meet there。
  She replied that there would be the host; old Cotta; the Prefect of the
  Fleet; Nicias; and several other philosophers who loved an argument; the
  poet Callicrates; the high priest of Serapis; some young men whose chief
  amusement was training horses; and   lastly some women; of whom  there
  was little to be said except that they were young。 Then; by a supernatural
  inspiration
  〃Go amongst them; Thais;〃 said the monk。 〃Go! But I will not leave
  thee。   I   will   go   with   thee   to   this   banquet;   and   will   remain   by   thy   side
  without saying a word。〃
  She   burst   out   laughing。 And   whilst   her   two   black   slaves   were   busy
  dressing her; she cried
  〃What will they say when they see that I have a monk of the Thebaid
  for my lover?〃
  THE BANQUET
  When;   followed   by   Paphnutius;   Thais   entered   the   banqueting…room;
  the   guests   were   already;   for   the   most   part;   assembled;   and   reclining   on
  their    couches    before    the   horseshoe     table;   which    was    covered    with
  glittering    vessels。    In  the   centre    of  the   table   stood    a  silver   basin;
  surmounted by four figures of satyrs; who poured out from wine…skins on
  the   boiled    fish  a  kind   of  pickle   in  which    they   floated。   When     Thais
  appeared; acclamations arose from all sides。
  Greetings to the sister of the Graces!
  To the silent Melpomene; who can express all things with her looks!
  Salutation to the well…beloved of gods and men!
  To the much desired!
  To her who gives suffering and its cure!
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  To the pearl of Racotis!
  To the rose of Alexandria!
  She waited impatiently till this torrent of praise had passed; and then
  said to Cotta; the host
  〃Lucius;   I   have   brought   you   a   monk   of   the   desert;   Paphnutius;   the
  Abbot of Antinoe。 He is a great saint; whose words burn like fire。〃
  Lucius Aurelius Cotta; the Prefect of the Fleet; rose; and replied
  〃You are welcome; Paphnutius; you who profess the Christian faith。 I
  myself have some respect of a religion that has now become imperial。 The
  divine Constantine has placed your co…religionists in the front rank of the
  friends of the empire。  Latin wisdom ought; in   fact; to admit your   Christ
  into   our   pantheon。    It  was   a  maxim   of    our   forefathers   that   there  was
  something divine in every god。 But no more of that。 Let us drink and enjoy
  ourselves while there is yet time。〃
  Old   Cotta   spoke   tranquilly。   He   had   just   studied   a   new   model   for   a
  galley; and had finished the sixth book of his history of the Carthaginians。
  He felt sure he had not lost his day; and was satisfied with himself and the
  gods。
  〃Paphnutius;〃 he added; 〃you see here several men who are worthy to
  be    lovedHermodorus;        the   High    Priest   of  Serapis;    the  philosophers
  Dorion; Nicias; and Zenothemis; the poet Callicrates; young Chereas and
  young Aristobulus; both sons of dear old comrades; and near them Philina
  and Drosea; who deserve to be praised for their beauty。〃
  Nicias embraced Paphnutius; and whispered in his ear
  〃I warned you; brother; that Venus was powerful。 It is her gentle force
  that has brought you here in spite of yourself。 Listen: you are a man full of
  piety; but if you do not confess that she is the mother of the gods;  your
  ruin is certain。 Do you know that the old mathematician; Melanthes; used
  to say; 'I cannot demonstrate the properties of a triangle without the aid of
  Venus'?〃
  Dorion;   who   had   for   some   seconds   been   looking   at   the   new…comer;
  suddenly clapped his hands and uttered a cry of surprise。
  〃It is he; friends! His look; his beard; his tunicit is he himself! I met
  him at the theatre whilst our Thais was acting。 He was furiously excited;
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  and spoke with violence; as I can testify。 He is an honest man; but he will
  abuse     us  all;  his  eloquence     is  terrible。  If  Marcus    is  the  Plato   of  the
  Christians; Paphnutius is the Demosthenes。 Epicurus; in his little garden;
  never heard the like。〃
  Philina   and   Drosea;   however;   devoured   Thais   with   their   eyes。   She
  wore   on   her   fair   hair   a   wreath   of   pale   violets;   each   flower   of   which
  recalled; in a paler hue; the colour of her eyes; so that the flowers looked
  like   softened    glances;   and    the  eyes   like  sparkling    flowers。   It  was   the
  peculiar   gift   of   this   woman;   on   her   everything   lived;   and   was   soul   and
  harmony。 Her   robe; which   was   of mauve   spangled   with silver;  trailed   in
  long folds with a grace that was almost melancholy and was not relieved
  by either bracelets or necklaces。 The chief charm of her appearance was
  her beautiful bare arms。 The two friends were obliged to admire; in spite
  of themselves the robe and head…dress of Thais; though they said nothing
  to her on the subject。
  〃How beautiful you are!〃 said Philina。 〃You could not have been more
  so when you came to Alexandria。 Yet my mother; who remembers seeing
  you then; says there were few women who were worthy to be compared
  with you。〃
  〃Who is the new lover you have brought?〃 asked Drosea。 〃He has   a
  strange; wild appearance。 If there are shepherds of elephants; assuredly he
  must resemble one。 Where did you find such a wild…looking friend; Thais?