第 11 节
作者:吻火      更新:2021-02-27 00:38      字数:9321
  on the straw; instead of sleeping; he built for Thais little water…mills; and
  ships no bigger than his hand; with all their rigging。
  He had been badly treated by his masters; one of his ears was torn; and
  his body covered with scars。 Yet his features always wore an air of joyous
  peace。 And no one ever asked him whence he drew the consolation in his
  soul;   and   the   peace   in   his   heart。   He   was   as   simple   as   a   child。   As   he
  performed his heavy tasks; he sang; in a harsh voice; hymns which made
  the child tremble and dream。 He murmured; in a gravely joyous tone
  〃Tell us; Mary; what thou hast seen where thou hast been?                    I saw
  the shroud and the linen cloths; and the angels seated on the tomb。                   And
  I saw the glory of the Risen One。〃
  She asked him
  〃Father; why do you sing about angels seated on a tomb?〃
  And he replied
  〃Little light of my eyes; I sing of the angels because Jesus; our Lord; is
  risen to heaven。〃
  Ahmes   was   a   Christian。   He   had   been   baptised;   and   was   known   as
  Theodore at the meetings of the faithful; to which he went secretly during
  the hours allowed him for sleep。
  At that time the Church was suffering the severest trials。 By order of
  the Emperor; the churches had been thrown down; the holy books burned;
  the    sacred   vessels   and    candlesticks    melted。    The   Christians     had   been
  deprived     of  all  their  honours;    and   expected     nothing    but  death。   Terror
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  reigned     over   all  the   community       at  Alexandria;     and   the   prisons    were
  crammed with victims。 It was whispered with horror amongst the faithful;
  that in Syria; in Arabia; in Mesopotamia; in Cappadocia; in all the empire;
  bishops and virgins had been flogged; tortured; crucified or thrown to wild
  beasts。 Then Anthony;  already  celebrated   for  his   visions   and his   solitary
  life; a prophet; and the head of all the Egyptian believers; descended like
  an eagle from his desert rock on the city of Alexandria; and; flying from
  church     to   church;    fired   the  whole     community       with   his   holy   ardour。
  Invisible to the pagans; he was present at the same time at all the meetings
  of   Christians;   endowing   all   with   the   spirit   of   strength   and   prudence   by
  which      he  was    animated。     Slaves;    in  particular;    were    persecuted     with
  singular     severity。   Many     of  them;    seized   with    fright;  denied    the  faith。
  Others;   and   by  far   the   greater   number;   fled   to the   desert;   hoping   to   live
  there;    either   as  hermits     or  robbers。    Ahmes;     however;      frequented     the
  meetings as usual; visited the prisoners; buried the martyrs; and joyfully
  professed the religion of Christ。 The great Anthony; who saw his unshaken
  zeal; before he returned into the desert; pressed the black slave in his arms;
  and gave him the kiss of peace。
  When Thais was seven years old; Ahmes began to talk to her of God。
  〃The good Lord God;〃 he said; 〃lived in heaven like a Pharaoh; under
  the   tents   of   His   harem;   and   under   the   trees   of   His   gardens。   He   was   the
  Ancient of Ancients; and older than the world; and He had but one Son;
  the Prince Jesus; whom He loved with all His heart; and who surpassed in
  beauty the virgins and the angels。 And the good Lord God said to Prince
  Jesus
  〃 'Leave My harem and My palace; and My date trees and My running
  waters。 Descend to earth for the welfare of men。 There Thou shalt be like a
  little child; and Thou shalt live poor amongst the poor。 Suffering shall be
  Thy   daily   bread;   and   Thou   shalt   weep   so   profusely   that   Thy   tears   shall
  form rivers; in which the tired slave shall bathe with delight。 Go; My Son!'
  〃Prince Jesus obeyed the good Lord; and He came down to earth; to a
  place   named   Bethlehem  of   Judaea。 And   He   walked   in   fields;   amidst   the
  flowering anemones; saying to His companion
  〃   'Blessed   are   they  who   hunger;   for   I   will   lead   them   to   My   Father's
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  table! Blessed are they who thirst; for they shall drink of the fountains of
  heaven! Blessed   are   they  who   weep;   for   I   will dry  their   tears   with   veils
  finer than those of the almehs!'
  〃That is why the poor loved Him; and believed in Him。 But the rich
  hated Him; fearing that He should raise the poor above them。 At that time;
  Cleopatra and Caesar were powerful on the earth。 They both hated Jesus;
  and they ordered the judges and priests to put Him to death。 To obey the
  Queen of Egypt; the princes of Syria erected a cross on a high mountain;
  and they caused Jesus to die on this cross。 But women washed His corpse;
  and buried it; and Prince Jesus; having broken the door of His tomb; rose
  again to the good Lord; His Father。
  〃And; from that time; all those who believed in Him go to heaven。
  〃The Lord God opens His arms; and says to them
  〃   'Ye   are   welcome;   because   ye   love   the   Prince;   My   Son。   Wash;   and
  then eat。'
  〃They bathe to the sound of beautiful music; and; all the time they are
  eating;   they  see   almehs   dancing;   and   they  listen   to   tales   that   never   end。
  They are dearer to the good Lord God than the light of His eyes; because
  they are His guests; and they shall have for their portion the carpets of His
  house; and the pomegranates of His gardens。〃
  Ahmes   often   spoke in   this strain;   and   thus   taught   the  truth   to Thais。
  She wondered; and said
  〃I should like to eat the pomegranates of the good Lord。〃
  Ahmes replied
  〃Only those who are baptised may taste the fruits of heaven。〃
  And   Thais   asked   to   be   baptised。   Seeing   by   this   that   she   believed   in
  Jesus; the slave resolved to instruct her more fully; so that; being baptised;
  she might enter the Church; and he loved her as his spiritual daughter。
  The child; unloved and uncared for by its selfish parents; had no bed in
  the house。 She slept in a corner of the stable amongst the domestic animals;
  and there Ahmes came to her every night secretly。
  He gently approached the mat on which she lay; and sat down on his
  heels; his legs bent and his body straighta position hereditary to his race。
  His face and his body; which was clothed in black; were invisible in the
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  darkness; but his big white eyes shone out; and there came from them a
  light like a ray of dawn through the chinks of a door。 He spoke in a husky;
  monotonous tone; with a slight nasal twang that gave it the soft melody of
  music heard at night in the streets。 Sometimes the breathing of an ass; or
  the soft lowing of an ox; accompanied; like a chorus of invisible spirits;
  the voice of the slave as he recited the gospels。 His words flowed gently in
  the    darkness;    which    they    filled  with   zeal;   mercy;    and   hope;   and    the
  neophyte;  her   hand   in   that   of Ahmes;   lulled   by  the   monotonous   sounds;
  and   the   vague   visions   in   her   mind;   slept   calm   and   smiling;   amid      the
  harmonies of the dark night and the holy mysteries; gazed down on by a
  star; which twinkled between the joists of the stable…roof。
  The   initiation   lasted   a   whole   year;   till   the   time   when   the   Christians
  joyfully celebrate the festival of Easter。 One night in the holy week; Thais;
  who was already asleep on her mat; felt herself lifted by the slave; whose
  eyes gleamed with a strange light。 He was clad; not as usual in a pair of
  torn drawers; but in a long white cloak; beneath which he pressed the child;
  whispering to her
  〃Come;   my   soul!   Come;   light   of   my   eyes!   Come;   little   sweetheart!
  Come and be clad in the baptismal robes!〃
  He carried the child pressed to his breast。 Frightened and yet curious;
  Thais; her head out of the cloak; threw her arms round her friend's neck;
  and he ran with her through the darkness。 They went down narrow; black
  alleys;   they   passed   through   the   Jews'   quarter;   they   skirted   a   cemetery;
  where   the   osprey   uttered   its   dismal   cry;   they   traversed   an   open   space;
  passing   under   crosses   on   which   hung   the   bodies   of   victims;   and   on   the
  arms of the crosses the ravens clacked their beaks。 Thais hid her head in
  the slave's breast。