第 10 节
作者:吻火      更新:2021-02-27 00:38      字数:9322
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  Where are now the atoms which formed Lais or Cleopatra? I must confess
  that   women      are   sometimes     beautiful。    But   they   are  liable   to  grievous
  afflictions;   and   disgusting   inconveniences。   That   is   patent   to   all   thinking
  men;  though   the   vulgar   pay  no   attention   to   it。 And   women   inspire   love;
  though it is absurd and ridiculous to love them。〃
  Such   were   the   thoughts   of   the   philosopher   and   the   ascetic   as   they
  gazed on Thais。 They neither of them noticed Hecuba; who turned to her
  daughter; and seemed to say by her gestures
  〃Try to soften the cruel Ulysses。 Employ your tears; your beauty; and
  your youth。〃
  Thaisor rather Polyxena herselflet fall the curtain of the tent。 She
  made a step forward; and all hearts were conquered。 And when; with firm
  but light steps; she advanced towards Ulysses; her rhythmic movements;
  which were accompanied by the sound of flutes; created in all present such
  happy visions; that it seemed as though she were the divine centre of all
  the   harmonies   of   the   world。 All   eyes   were   bent   on   her;   the   other   actors
  were     obscured     by   her   effulgence;     and    were    not   noticed。    The   play
  continued; however。
  The   prudent   son   of   Laertes   turned   away   his   head;   and   hid   his   hand
  under his mantle; in order to avoid the looks and kisses of the suppliant。
  The virgin made a sign to him to fear nothing。 Her tranquil gaze said
  〃I follow you; Ulysses;  and bow to necessitybecause   I wish to die。
  Daughter      of  Priam;    and   sister  of  Hector;    my    couch;   which     was   once
  worthy of Kings; shall never receive a foreign master。 Freely do I quit the
  light of day。〃
  Hecuba; lying motionless in the dust; suddenly rose and enfolded her
  daughter   in   a   last   despairing   embrace。   Polyxena   gently;   but   resolutely;
  removed the old arms which held her。 She seemed to say
  〃Do not   expose   yourself;  mother;  to   the fury  of   your   master。  Do not
  wait until he drags you ignominiously on the ground in tearing me from
  your arms。 Better; O well…beloved mother; to give me your wrinkled hand;
  and bend your hollow cheeks to my lips。〃
  The face of Thais looked beautiful in its grief。 The crowd felt grateful
  to   her   for   showing   them   the   forms   and   passions   of   life   endowed   with
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  superhuman   grace;   and   Paphnutius   pardoned   her   present   splendour   on
  account of her coming humility; and glorified himself in advance for the
  saint he was about to give to heaven。
  The drama neared its end。 Hecuba fell as though dead; and Polyxena;
  led by Ulysses; advanced towards the tomb; which was surrounded by the
  chief warriors。 A dirge was sung as she mounted the funeral pile; on the
  summit of which the son of Achilles poured out libations from a gold cup
  to the manes of the hero。 When the sacrificing priests stretched out their
  arms to seize her; she made a sign that she wished to die free and unbound;
  as befitted the daughter of so many kings。 Then; tearing aside her robe; she
  bared her bosom to the blow。 Pyrrhus; turning away his head; plunged his
  sword into her heart; and by a skilful trick; the blood gushed forth over the
  dazzling white breast of the virgin; who; with head thrown back; and her
  eyes swimming in the horrors of death; fell with grace and modesty。
  Whilst the warriors enshrouded the victim with a veil; and covered her
  with   lilies   and   anemones;   terrified   screams   and   groans   rent   the   air;   and
  Paphnutius; rising from his seat; prophesied in a loud voice。
  〃Gentiles?      vile   worshippers      of   demons!      And    you    Arians     more
  infamous than the idolaters!learn! That which you have just seen is an
  image   and   a   symbol。   There   is   a   mystic   meaning   in   this   fable;   and   very
  soon     the  woman      you   see   there   will  be   offered;   a  willing   and   happy
  sacrifice; to the risen God。〃
  But   already  the   crowd   was   surging   in   dark   waves   towards   the   exits。
  The Abbot   of Antinoe;   escaping   from  the   astonished   Dorion;  gained   the
  door; still prophesying。
  An hour later he knocked at the door of the house of Thais。
  The   actress   then   lived   in   the   rich   Racotis   quarter;   near   the   tomb   of
  Alexander;   in   a   house   surrounded   by   shady   gardens;   in   which   a   brook;
  bordered with poplars; flowed amidst artificial rocks。 An old black slave
  woman; loaded with rings; opened the door; and asked what he wanted。
  〃I wish to see Thais;〃 he replied。 〃God is my witness that I came here
  for no other purpose。〃
  As he wore a rich tunic; and spoke in an imperious manner; the slave
  allowed him to enter。
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  〃You will find Thais;〃 she said; 〃in the Grotto of Nymphs。〃
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  PART THE SECOND
  THE PAPYRUS
  Thais was born of free; but poor; parents; who were idolaters。 When
  she was a very little girl; her father kept; at Alexandria; near the Gate of
  the Moon; an inn; which was frequented by sailors。 She still retained some
  vivid; but disconnected; memories of her early youth。 She remembered her
  father;   seated    at  the  corner   of  the   hearth   with   his  legs  crossedtall;
  formidable; and quiet; like one of those old Pharaohs who are celebrated in
  the ballads sung by blind men at the street corners。 She remembered also
  her thin; wretched mother; wandering like a hungry cat about the house;
  which she filled with the tones of her sharp voice; and the glitter of her
  phosphorescent eyes。 They said in the neighbourhood that she was a witch;
  and changed into an owl at night; and flew to see her lovers。 It was a lie。
  Thais knew well; having often watched her; that her mother practised no
  magic arts; but that she was eaten up with avarice; and counted all night
  the gains of the day。 The idle father and the greedy  mother let the child
  live as best it could; like one of the fowls in the poultry… yard。 She became
  very   clever   in   extracting;   one   by   one;   the   oboli   from   the   belt   of   some
  drunken sailor; and in amusing the drinkers with artless songs and obscene
  words; the meaning of which she did not know。 She passed from knee to
  knee; in   a   room  reeking   with the   odours   of   fermented drinks   and   resiny
  wine…skins; then; her cheeks sticky with beer and pricked by rough beards;
  she escaped; clutching the oboli in her little hand; and ran to buy honey…
  cakes   from   an   old   woman   who   crouched   behind   her   baskets   under   the
  Gate of the Moon。 Every day the same scenes were repeated; the sailors
  relating their perilous adventures; then playing at dice or knuckle…bones;
  and blaspheming the gods; amid their shouting for the best beer of Cilicia。
  Every night the child was awakened by the quarrels of the drunkards。
  Oyster…shells would fly across the tables; cutting the heads of those they
  hit;   and   the   uproar   was   terrible。   Sometimes   she  saw;   by  the   light   of   the
  smoky lamps; the knives glitter; and the blood flow。
  It   humiliated   her   to   think   that   the   only   person   who   showed   her   any
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  human kindness in her young days was the mild and gentle Ahmes。 Ahmes;
  the house…slave; a Nubian blacker than the pot he gravely skimmed; was as
  good as a long night's sleep。 Often he would take Thais on his knee; and
  tell   her   old  tales   about    underground      treasure…houses      constructed     for
  avaricious kings; who put to death the masons and architects。 There were
  also    tales   about    clever   thieves    who     married    kings'   daughters;     and
  courtesans who built pyramids。 Little Thais loved Ahmes like a father; like
  a   mother;   like   a   nurse;   and   like   a   dog。   She   followed   the   slave   into   the
  cellar    when    he  went    to  fill  the  amphorae;     and   into   the  poultry…yard
  amongst the scraggy and ragged fowls; all beak; claws; and feathers; who
  flew swifter than eagles before the knife of the black cook。 Often at night;
  on the straw; instead of sleeping; he built for Thais little water…mill