第 8 节
作者:吻火      更新:2021-02-27 00:38      字数:9322
  During   his   sleep;   he   had   a   vision。   He   seemed   to   hear   the   sound   of   a
  clanging trumpet; and the sky became blood red; and he knew that the day
  of judgment had come。 Whilst he was fervently praying to God; he saw an
  enormous monster coming towards him; bearing on its forehead a cross of
  light;   and   he   recognised   the   sphinx   of   Silsile。   The   monster   seized   him
  between its teeth; without hurting him; and carried him in its mouth; as a
  cat carries a kitten。 Paphnutius was thus conveyed across many countries;
  crossing rivers and traversing mountains; and came at last to a desert place;
  covered   with   scowling   rocks   and   hot   cinders。   The   ground   was   rent   in
  many   places;   and   through   these   openings   came   a   hot   air。   The   monster
  gently put Paphnutius down on the ground; and said
  〃Look!〃
  And Paphnutius; leaning over the edge of the abyss; saw a river of fire
  which flowed in the interior of the earth; between two cliffs of black rocks。
  There; in a livid light; the demons tormented the souls of the damned。 The
  souls   preserved   the   appearance   of   the   bodies   which   had   held   them;   and
  even   wore   some   rags   of   clothing。   These   souls   seemed   peaceful   in   the
  midst   of   their   torments。   One   of   them;   tall   and   white;   his   eyes   closed;   a
  white fillet across his forehead; and a sceptre in his hand; sang; his voice
  filled the desert shores with harmony; he sang of gods and heroes。 Little
  green devils pierced his lips and throat with red…hot irons。 And the shade
  of   Homer   still   sang。   Near   by;   old   Anaxagoras;   bald   and   hoary;   traced
  figures in the dust with a compass。 A demon poured boiling oil into his ear;
  yet failed; however; to disturb the sage's meditations。 And the monk saw
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  many   other   persons;   who;   on   the   dark   shore   by   the   side   of   the   burning
  river;   read;   or   quietly   meditated;   or   conversed   with   other   spirits   while
  walking;like the sages and pupils under the shadow of the sycamore trees
  of   Academe。   Old   Timocles   alone   had   withdrawn   from   the   others;   and
  shook his   head like   a man   who denies。 One   of the demons of   the   abyss
  shook a torch before his eyes; but Timocles would see neither the demon
  nor the torch。
  Mute with surprise at this spectacle; Paphnutius turned to the monster。
  It   had   disappeared;   and;   in   place   of   the   sphinx;   the   monk   saw   a   veiled
  woman; who said
  〃Look   and   understand。   Such   is   the   obstinacy   of   these   infidels;   that;
  even   in   hell;   they   remain   victims   of   the   illusions   which   deluded   them
  when on earth。 Death has not undeceived them; for it is very plain that it
  does not suffice merely to die in order to see God。 Those who are ignorant
  of the truth whilst living; will be ignorant of it always。 The demons which
  are busy torturing these souls; what are they but agents of divine justice?
  That     is  why    these   souls   neither    see   them    nor   feel  them。    They    were
  ignorant of the truth; and   therefore unaware of their own   condemnation;
  and God Himself cannot compel them to suffer。
  〃God can do all things;〃 said the Abbot of Antinoe。
  〃He  cannot   do that   which   is   absurd;〃   replied   the  veiled   woman。   〃To
  punish them; they must first be enlightened; and if they possessed the truth;
  they would be like unto the elect。〃
  Vexed and horrified; Paphnutius again bent over the edge of the abyss。
  He saw the shade of Nicias smiling; with a wreath of flowers on his head;
  sitting   under   a   burnt   myrtle   tree。   By   his   side   was   Aspasia   of   Miletus;
  gracefully draped in a woollen cloak; and they seemed to talk together of
  love and philosophy; the expression of her face was sweet and noble。 The
  rain   of   fire   which   fell   on   them   was   as   a   refreshing   dew;   and   their   feet
  pressed the burning soil as though it had been tender grass。 At this sight
  Paphnutius was filled with fury。
  〃Strike him; O God! strike him!〃 he cried。 〃It is Nicias! Let him weep!
  let him groan! let him grind his teeth! He sinned with Thais!〃
  And Paphnutius   woke in the   arms   of a   sailor;  as strong   as   Hercules;
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  who cried
  〃Quietly! quietly! my friend! By Proteus; the old shepherd of the seals;
  you   slumber   uneasily。   If   I   had   not   caught   hold   of   you;   you   would   have
  tumbled into the Eunostos。 It is as true as that my mother sold salt fish;
  that I saved your life。〃
  〃I thank God;〃 replied Paphnutius。
  And; rising to his feet; he walked straight before him;  meditating on
  the vision which had come to him whilst he was asleep。
  〃This vision;〃 he said to himself; 〃is plainly an evil one; it is an insult
  to   divine   goodness   to   imagine   hell   is   unreal。   The   dream   certainly   came
  from the devil。〃
  He   reasoned   thus   because   he   knew   how   to   distinguish   between   the
  dreams sent by God and those produced by evil angels。 Such discernment
  is useful to the hermit; who lives surrounded by apparitions; and who; in
  avoiding men; is sure to meet with spirits。 The deserts are full of phantoms。
  When the pilgrims drew near the ruined castle; to which the holy hermit;
  Anthony; had retired; they heard a noise like that which goes up from the
  public square of a large city at a great festival。 The noise was made by the
  devils; who were tempting the holy man。
  Paphnutius   remembered   this   memorable   example。   He   also   called   to
  mind St。 John the Egyptian; who for sixty years was tempted by the devil。
  But John saw through all the tricks of the demon。 One day; however; the
  devil; having assumed the appearance of a man; entered the grotto of the
  venerable John; and said to him; 〃John; you must continue to fast until to…
  morrow   evening。〃 And   John;   believing   that   it   was   an   angel   who   spoke;
  obeyed the voice of the demon; and fasted the next day until the vesper
  hour。 That   was   the only  victory  that   the   Prince   of   Darkness   ever   gained
  over St。 John the Egyptian; and that was but a trifling one。 It was therefore
  not   astonishing   that   Paphnutius   knew   at   once   that   the   vision   which   had
  visited him in his sleep was an evil one。
  Whilst   he   was   gently   remonstrating   with   God   for   having   given   him
  into the power of the demons; he felt himself pushed and dragged amidst a
  crowd of people who were all hurrying in the same direction。 As he was
  unaccustomed to walk in the streets of a city; he was shoved and knocked
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  from one passer to another like an inert mass; and being embarrassed by
  the   folds   of   his   tunic;   he   was   more   than   once   on   the   point   of   falling。
  Desirous of knowing where all these people could be going; he asked one
  of them the cause of this hurry。
  〃Do you not know; stranger;〃 replied he; 〃that the games are about to
  begin; and that Thais will appear on the stage? All the citizens are going to
  the theatre; and I also am going。 Would you like to accompany me?〃
  It occurred to him at once that it would further his design to see Thais
  in the games; and Paphnutius followed the stranger。 In front of them stood
  the    theatre;   its  portico   ornamented      with    shining   masks;     and   its  huge
  circular wall covered with innumerable statues。 Following the crowd; they
  entered     a  narrow     passage;    at  the  end   of   which    lay  the   amphitheatre;
  glittering   with   light。   They   took   their   places   on   one   of   the   seats;   which
  descended       in  steps   to  the   stage;  which     was   empty     but  magnificently
  decorated。 There was no curtain to hide the view; and on the stage was a
  mound; such   as used   to be   erected   in old   times to   the shades   of   heroes。
  This mound stood in the midst of a camp。 Lances were stacked in front of
  the tents; and golden shields hung from masts; amidst boughs of laurel and
  wreaths   of     oak。   On   the  stage   all  was   silence;   but   a   murmur     like  the
  humming        of  bees   in  a  hive   rose   from   the   vast   hemicycle     filled  with
  spectators。   All   their   faces;   reddened   by   the   reflection   from   the   purple
  awning which waved above them; turned with attentiv