第 7 节
作者:吻火      更新:2021-02-27 00:38      字数:9322
  systems   which   the   philosophers   have   constructed   to   explain   the   world。
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  The Serapeium itself; with all its riches; does not contain them all。 Alas!
  they are but the dreams of sick men。〃
  He   compelled   his   guest   to   sit   down   in   an   ivory   chair;   and   sat   down
  himself。 Paphnutius scowled gloomily at all the books in the library; and
  said
  〃They ought all to be burned。〃
  〃Oh;   my   dear   guest;   that   would   be   a   pity!〃   replied   Nicias。   〃For   the
  dreams of sick men are sometimes amusing。 Besides; if we should destroy
  all   the   dreams   and   visions   of   men;   the   earth   would   lose   its   form   and
  colours; and we should all sleep in a dull stupidity。〃
  Paphnutius continued in the same strain as before
  〃It is certain that the doctrines of the pagans are but vain lies。 But God;
  who is the truth; revealed Himself to men by miracles; and He was made
  flesh; and lived among us。〃
  Nicias replied
  〃You speak well; my dear Paphnutius; when you say that he was made
  flesh。 A God who thinks; acts; speaks; who wanders through nature; like
  Ulysses   of   old   on   the   glaucous   sea;   is   altogether   a   man。   How   do   you
  expect   that   we   should   believe   in   this   new   Jupiter;   when   the   urchins   of
  Athens; in the time of Pericles; no longer believed in the old one?
  〃But let us leave all that。 You did not come here; I suppose; to argue
  about     the  three   hypostases。     What    can   I  do   for  you;   my    dear   fellow…
  scholar?〃
  〃A  good deed;〃   replied the Abbot of Antinoe。 〃Lend   me   a   perfumed
  tunic; like the one you have just put on。 Be kind enough to add to the tunic;
  gilt sandals; and a vial of oil to anoint my beard and hair。 It is needful also;
  that you should give me a purse with a thousand drachmae in it。 That; O
  Nicias;    is  what    I  came    to  ask   of  you;    for  the   love   of  God;    and   in
  remembrance of our old friendship。〃
  Nicias    made     Crobyle     and   Myrtale     bring   his  richest   tunic;   it  was
  embroidered; after the Asiatic fashion; with flowers and animals。 The two
  girls   held   it   open;   and   skilfully   showed   its   bright   colours;   waiting   till
  Paphnutius should have taken off the cassock which covered him down to
  his feet。 But the monk having declared that they should rather tear off his
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  flesh than this garment; they put on the tunic over it。 As the two girls were
  pretty;   they   were   not   afraid   of   men;   although   they   were   slaves。   They
  laughed at the strange appearance of the monk thus clad。 Crobyle called
  him   her   dear   satrap;   as   she   presented   him   with   the   mirror;   and   Myrtale
  pulled his beard。 But Paphnutius prayed to the Lord; and did not look at
  them。 Having tied on the gilt sandals; and fastened the purse to his belt; he
  said to Nicias; who was looking at him with an amused expression
  〃O Nicias; let not these things be an offence in your eyes。 For know
  that I shall make pious use of this tunic; this purse; and these sandals。〃
  〃My dear friend;〃 replied Nicias; 〃I suspect no evil; for I believe that
  men are equally incapable of doing evil or doing good。 Good and evil exist
  only in the opinion。 The wise man has only custom and usage to guide him
  in his acts。 I conform with all the prejudices which prevail at Alexandria。
  That is why I pass for an honest man。 Go; friend; and enjoy yourself。〃
  But   Paphnutius   thought   that   it   was   needful   to   inform  his   host of   his
  intention。
  〃Do you know Thais;〃 he said; 〃who acts in the games at the theatre?〃
  〃She is beautiful;〃 replied Nicias; 〃and there was a time when she was
  dear   to   me。   For   her   sake;   I   sold   a   mill   and   two   fields   of   corn;   and   I
  composed in her honour three books full of detestably bad verses。 Surely
  beauty is the most powerful force in the world; and were we so made that
  we   could   possess   it   always;   we   should   care   as   little   as   may   be   for   the
  demiurgos;       the   logos;   the   aeons;    and    all  the   other   reveries    of   the
  philosophers。   But   I   am   surprised;   my   good   Paphnutius;   that   you   should
  have come from the depths of the Thebaid to talk about Thais。〃
  Having said this; he sighed gently。 And Paphnutius gazed at him with
  horror; not conceiving it possible that a man should so calmly avow such a
  sin。 He expected to see the earth open; and Nicias swallowed up in flames。
  But   the   earth   remained   solid;   and   the   Alexandrian   silent;   his   forehead
  resting on his hand; and he smiling sadly at the memories of his past youth。
  The monk rose; and continued in solemn tones
  〃Know   then;   O   Nicias;   that;   with   the   aid   of   God;   I   will   snatch   this
  woman Thais from the unclean affections of the world; and give her as a
  spouse to Jesus Christ。 If the Holy Spirit does not forsake me; Thais will
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  leave this city and enter a nunnery。〃
  〃Beware      of  offending     Venus;〃    replied   Nicias。   〃She    is  a  powerful
  goddess; she will be angry with you if you take away her chief minister。〃
  〃God   will   protect   me;〃   said   Paphnutius。   〃May   He   also   illumine   thy
  heart; O Nicias; and draw thee out of the abyss in which thou art plunged。〃
  And     he  stalked    out  of   the  room。    But    Nicias   followed     him;   and
  overtook   him   on     the   threshold;   and   placing    his  hand   on   his  shoulder
  whispered into his ear the same words
  〃Beware of offending Venus; her vengeance is terrible。〃
  Paphnutius; disdainful of   these trivial   words; left   without turning   his
  head。 He felt only contempt for Nicias; but what he could not bear was the
  idea that his former friend had received the caresses of Thais。 It seemed to
  him that to sin with that woman was more detestable than to sin with any
  other。   To   him   this   appeared    the   height  of   iniquity;  and   he  henceforth
  looked     upon    Nicias   as  an   object   of  execration。    He   had   always    hated
  impurity; but never before had this vice appeared so heinous to him; never
  before had it so seemed to merit the anger of Jesus Christ and the sorrow
  of the angels。
  He felt only a more ardent desire to save Thais from the Gentiles; and
  that he must hasten to see the actress in order to save her。 Nevertheless;
  before he could enter her house; he must wait till the heat of the day was
  over;   and   now   the   morning   had   hardly   finished。   Paphnutius   wandered
  through the most frequented streets。 He had resolved to take no food that
  day; in order to be the less unworthy of the favours he had asked of the
  Lord。 To the great grief of his soul; he dared not enter any of the churches
  in the city; because he knew they were profaned by the Arians; who had
  overturned the Lord's table。 For; in fact; these heretics; supported by the
  Emperor       of  the   East;  had    driven   the   patriarch    Athanasius     from    his
  episcopate;     and   sown     trouble   and   confusion     among     the  Christians    of
  Alexandria。
  He therefore wandered about aimlessly; sometimes with his eyes fixed
  on   the   ground   in   humility;   and   sometimes   raised   to   heaven   in   ecstasy。
  After some time; he found himself on the quay。 Before him lay the harbour;
  in which were sheltered innumerable ships and galleys; and beyond them;
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  smiling in blue and silver; lay the perfidious sea。 A galley; which bore a
  Nereid at its prow; had just weighed anchor。 The rowers sang as the oars
  struck   the   water;   and   already   the   white   daughter   of   the   waters;   covered
  with   humid   pearls;   showed   no   more   than   a   flying   profile   to   the   monk。
  Steered by her pilot; she cleared the passage leading from the basin of the
  Eunostos; and gained the high seas; leaving a glittering trail behind her。
  〃I also;〃 thought Paphnutius; 〃once desired to embark singing on the
  ocean of the world。 But I soon saw my folly; and the Nereid did not carry
  me away。〃
  Lost in his thoughts; he sat down upon a coil of rope; and went to sleep。
  During   his   sleep;   he   had   a   vision。   He   seemed   to   hear   the   s