第 6 节
作者:吻火      更新:2021-02-27 00:38      字数:9320
  thy   pleasures;   and     thy   beauty。   Be   accursed;   temple     of   demons!     Lewd
  couch   of   the   Gentiles;   tainted   pulpit   of Arian   heresy;   be   thou   accursed!
  And   thou;   winged   son   of   heaven   who   led   the   holy   hermit Anthony;   our
  father; when he came from the depths of the desert; and entered into the
  citadel of idolatry to strengthen the faith of believers and the confidence of
  martyrs; beautiful angel of the Lord; invisible child; first breath of God; fly
  thou before me; and cleanse; by the beating of thy wings; the corrupted air
  I am about to breathe amongst the princes of darkness of this world!〃
  Having   thus   spoken;  he   resumed   his   journey。   He   entered   the   city  by
  the Gate of the Sun。 This gate was a handsome structure of stone。 In the
  shadow of its arch; crowded some poor wretches; who offered lemons and
  figs for sale; or with many groans and lamentations; begged for an obolus。
  An   old   woman   in   rags;   who   was   kneeling   there;   seized   the   monk's
  cassock; kissed it; and said
  〃Man of the Lord; bless me; that God may bless me。 I have suffered
  many things in this world that I may have joys in the world to come。 You
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  come from God; O holy man; and that is why the dust of your feet is more
  precious than gold。〃
  〃The Lord be praised!〃 said Paphnutius; and with his half…closed hand
  he made the sign of redemption on the old woman's head。
  But hardly had he gone twenty paces down the street; than a band of
  children began to jeer at him; and throw stones; crying
  〃Oh; the wicked monk! He is blacker than an ape; and more bearded
  than   a   goat!   He   is   a   skulker!   Why   not   hang   him   in   an   orchard;   like   a
  wooden Priapus; to frighten the birds? But no; he would draw down the
  hail   on   the   apple…blossom。   He   brings   bad   luck。   To   the   ravens   with   the
  monk! to the ravens!〃 and stones mingled with the cries。
  〃My God; bless these poor children!〃 murmured Paphnutius。
  And he pursued his way; thinking。
  〃I was worshipped by the old woman; and hated and despised by these
  children。 Thus the same object is appreciated differently by men who are
  uncertain in their judgment and liable to error。 It must be owned that; for a
  Gentile; old Timocles was not devoid of sense。 Though blind; he knew he
  was   deprived of   light。  His   reasoning   was   much   better   than   that of   these
  idolaters; who cry from the depths of their thick darkness; 'I see the day!'
  Everything       in  this  world    is  mirage    and    moving     sand。   God    alone    is
  steadfast。〃
  He passed through the city with rapid steps。 After ten years of absence
  he would still recognise every stone; and every stone was to him a stone of
  reproach     that   recalled   a   sin。   For  that   reason   he   struck  his   naked  feet
  roughly against the kerb…stones of the wide street; and rejoiced to see the
  bloody   marks   of   his   wounded   feet。   Leaving   on   his   left   the   magnificent
  portico   of   the   Temple   of   Serapis;   he   entered   a   road   lined   with   splendid
  mansions; which seemed to be drowsy with perfumes。 Pines; maples; and
  larches   raised   their   heads   above   the   red   cornices   and   golden   acroteria。
  Through      the   half…open    doors    could   be   seen   bronze    statues   in  marble
  vestibules;   and   fountains   playing   amidst   foliage。   No   noise   troubled   the
  stillness of these quiet retreats。 Only the distant strains of a flute could be
  heard。    The    monk    stopped     before   a  house;    rather   small;   but   of  noble
  proportions; and supported by columns as graceful as young girls。 It was
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  ornamented with bronze busts of the most celebrated Greek philosophers。
  He    recognised     Plato;   Socrates;    Aristotle;   Epicurus;    and    Zeno;   and
  having knocked with the hammer against the door; he waited; wrapped in
  meditation。
  〃It   is  vanity   to  glorify    in  metal   these    false  sages;    their  lies  are
  confounded; their souls are lost in hell; and even the famous Plato himself;
  who filled the earth with his eloquence; now disputes with the devils。〃
  A slave opened the door; and seeing a man with bare feet standing on
  the mosaic threshold; said to him roughly
  〃Go and beg elsewhere; stupid monk; or I will drive you away with a
  stick。〃
  〃Brother;〃   replied   the  Abbott   of   Antinoe;   〃all   that   I   ask   is   that   you
  conduct me to your master; Nicias。〃
  The slave replied; more angrily than before
  〃My master does not see dogs like you。〃
  〃My   son;〃   said   Paphnutius;   〃will   you   please   do   what   I   ask;   and   tell
  your master that I desire to see him。
  〃Get   out;   vile   beggar!〃   cried   the   porter   furiously;   and   he   raised   his
  stick and struck the holy man; who; with his arms crossed upon his breast;
  received unmovedly the blow; which fell full in his face; and then repeated
  gently
  〃Do as I ask you; my son; I beg。〃
  The porter tremblingly murmured
  〃Who is this man who is not afraid of suffering?〃
  And he ran and told his master。
  Nicias had just left the bath。 Two pretty slave girls were scraping him
  with strigils。 He was a pleasant…looking man; with a kind smile。 There was
  an expression of gentle satire in his face。 On seeing the monk; he rose and
  advanced with open arms。
  〃It   is   you!〃   he   cried;   〃Paphnutius;   my   fellow…scholar;   my   friend   my
  brother! Oh; I knew you again; though; to say the truth; you look more like
  a wild animal than a man。 Embrace me。 Do you remember the time when
  we   studied   grammar;   rhetoric;   and   philosophy  together? You   were;   even
  then;   of   a   morose   and   wild   character;   but   I   liked   you   because   of   your
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  complete sincerity。 We used to say that you looked at the universe with the
  eyes of a wild horse; and it was not surprising you were dull and moody。
  You needed a pinch of Attic salt; but your liberality knew no bounds。 You
  cared     nothing    for  either   your   money     or  your    life。  And   you   had    the
  eccentricity of genius; and a strange character which interested me deeply。
  You   are   welcome;   my   dear   Paphnutius;   after   ten   years   of   absence。   You
  have   quitted   the   desert;   you   have   renounced   all   Christian   superstitions;
  and now return to your old life。 I will mark this day with a white stone。〃
  〃Crobyle and Myrtale;〃 he added; turning towards the girls; 〃perfume
  the feet; hands; and beard of my dear guest。〃
  They   smiled;   and   had   already   brought   the   basin;   the   phials;   and   the
  metal mirror。 But Paphnutius stopped them with an imperious gesture; and
  lowered his eyes that he might not look upon them; for they were naked。
  Nicias brought cushions for him; and offered him various meats and drinks;
  which Paphnutius scornfully refused。
  〃Nicias;〃   he   said;   〃I   have   not   renounced   what   you   falsely   call   the
  Christian superstition; which is the truth of truths。 'In the beginning was
  the Word; and the Word was with God; and the Word was God。 All things
  were   made   by   Him;   and   without   Him   was   not   anything   made   that   was
  made。 In Him was the life; and the life was the light of men。' 〃
  〃My dear Paphnutius;〃 replied Nicias; who had now put on a perfumed
  tunic; 〃do you expect to   astonish me by reciting   a lot of words   jumbled
  together without skill; which are no more than a vain murmur? Have you
  forgotten   that   I   am   a   bit   of   a   philosopher   myself? And   do   you   think   to
  satisfy me with some rags; torn by ignorant men from the purple garment
  of AEmilius; when AEmilius; Porphyry; and   Plato; in all their glory;  did
  not satisfy me! The systems devised by the sages are but tales imagined to
  amuse the eternal childishness of men。 We divert ourselves with them; as
  we do with the stories of /The Ass/; /The Tub/; and /The Ephesian Matron/;
  or any other Milesian fable。〃
  And;   taking   his   guest   by   the   arm;   he   led   him   into   a   room   where
  thousands of papyri were rolled up and lay in baskets。
  〃This is my library;〃 he said。 〃It contains a small part of the various
  systems   which   the   philosophers   have   constructed   to   explain   the   world。