第 6 节
作者:翱翔1981      更新:2021-02-27 00:27      字数:9317
  the morning; and the beauty of the hills and valleys; I soon lost
  my sense of sadness and regret。  For nearly an hour I walked
  along the road to the 'Cat and Fiddle;' and then returned。  On
  the way back; suddenly; without warning; I felt that I was in
  Heavenan inward state of peace and joy and assurance
  indescribably intense; accompanied with a sense of being bathed
  in a warm glow of light; as though the external condition had
  brought about the internal effecta feeling of having passed
  beyond the body; though the scene around me stood out more
  clearly and as if nearer to me than before; by reason of the
  illumination in the midst of which I seemed to be placed。  This
  deep emotion lasted; though with decreasing strength; until I
  reached home; and for some time after; only gradually passing
  away。〃
  The writer adds that having had further experiences of a similar
  sort; he now knows them well。
  〃The spiritual life;〃 he writes; 〃justifies itself to those who
  live it; but what can we say to those who do not understand?
  This; at least; we can say; that it is a life whose experiences
  are proved real to their possessor; because they remain with him
  when brought closest into contact with the objective realities of
  life。 Dreams cannot stand this test。  We wake from them to find
  that they are but dreams。  Wanderings of an overwrought brain do
  not stand this test。  These highest experiences that I have had
  of God's presence have been rare and briefflashes of
  consciousness which have compelled me to exclaim with
  surpriseGod is HERE!or conditions of exaltation and insight;
  less intense; and only gradually passing away。  I have severely
  questioned the worth of these moments。  To no soul have I named
  them; lest I should be building my life and work on mere
  phantasies of the brain。  But I find that; after every
  questioning and test; they stand out to…day as the most real
  experiences of my life; and experiences which have explained and
  justified and unified all past experiences and all past growth。
  Indeed; their reality and their far…reaching significance are
  ever becoming more clear and evident。  When they came; I was
  living the fullest; strongest; sanest; deepest life。  I was not
  seeking them。  What I was seeking; with resolute determination;
  was to live more intensely my own life; as against what I knew
  would be the adverse judgment of the world。  It was in the most
  real seasons that the Real Presence came; and I was aware that I
  was immersed in the infinite ocean of God。〃'242'
  '242' Op。 cit。; pp。 256; 257; abridged。
  Even the least mystical of you must by this time be convinced of
  the existence of mystical moments as states of consciousness of
  an entirely specific quality; and of the deep impression which
  they make on those who have them。  A Canadian psychiatrist; Dr。
  R。 M。 Bucke; gives to the more distinctly characterized of these
  phenomena the name of cosmic consciousness。  〃Cosmic
  consciousness in its more striking instances is not;〃 Dr。 Bucke
  says; 〃simply an expansion or extension of the self…conscious
  mind with which we are all familiar; but the superaddition of a
  function as distinct from any possessed by the average man as
  SELF…consciousness is distinct from any function possessed by one
  of the higher animals。〃
  〃The prime characteristic of cosmic consciousness is a
  consciousness of the cosmos; that is; of the life and order of
  the universe。  Along with the consciousness of the cosmos there
  occurs an intellectual enlightenment which alone would place the
  individual on a new plane of existencewould make him almost a
  member of a new species。  To this is added a state of moral
  exaltation; an indescribable feeling of elevation; elation; and
  joyousness; and a quickening of the moral sense; which is fully
  as striking; and more important than is the enhanced intellectual
  power。  With these come what may be called a sense of
  immortality; a consciousness of eternal life; not a conviction
  that he shall have this; but the consciousness that he has it
  already。〃'243'
  '243' Cosmic Consciousness:  a study in the evolution of the
  human Mind; Philadelphia; 1901; p。 2。
  It was Dr。 Bucke's own experience of a typical onset of cosmic
  consciousness in his own person which led him to investigate it
  in others。  He has printed his conclusions In a highly
  interesting volume; from which I take the following account of
  what occurred to him:
  〃I had spent the evening in a great city; with two friends;
  reading and discussing poetry and philosophy。  We parted at
  midnight。  I had a long drive in a hansom to my lodging。  My
  mind; deeply under the influence of the ideas; images; and
  emotions called up by the reading and talk; was calm and
  peaceful。  I was in a state of quiet; almost passive enjoyment;
  not actually thinking; but letting ideas; images; and emotions
  flow of themselves; as it were; through my mind。  All at once;
  without warning of any kind; I found myself wrapped in a
  flame…colored cloud。  For an instant I thought of fire; an
  immense conflagration somewhere close by in that great city; the
  next; I knew that the fire was within myself。  Directly afterward
  there came upon me a sense of exultation; of immense joyousness
  accompanied or immediately followed by an intellectual
  illumination impossible to describe。  Among other things; I did
  not merely come to believe; but I saw that the universe is not
  composed of dead matter; but is; on the contrary; a living
  Presence; I became conscious in myself of eternal life。  It was
  not a conviction that I would have eternal life; but a
  consciousness that I possessed eternal life then; I saw that all
  men are immortal; that the cosmic order is such that without any
  peradventure all things work together for the good of each and
  all; that the foundation principle of the world; of all the
  worlds; is what we call love; and that the happiness of each and
  all is in the long run  absolutely certain。  The vision
  lasted a few seconds and was gone; but the memory of it and the
  sense of the reality of what it taught has remained during the
  quarter of a century which has since elapsed。  I knew that what
  the vision showed was true。  I had attained to a point of view
  from which I saw that it must be true。  That view; that
  conviction; I may say that consciousness; has never; even during
  periods of the deepest depression; been lost。〃'244'
  '244' Loc。 cit。; pp。 7; 8。  My quotation follows the privately
  printed pamphlet which preceded Dr。 Bucke's larger work; and
  differs verbally a little from the text of the latter。
  We have now seen enough of this cosmic or mystic consciousness;
  as it comes sporadically。  We must next pass to its methodical
  cultivation as an element of the religious life。  Hindus;
  Buddhists; Mohammedans; and Christians all have cultivated it
  methodically。
  In India; training in mystical insight has been known from time
  immemorial under the name of yoga。  Yoga means the experimental
  union of the individual with the divine。  It is based on
  persevering exercise; and the diet; posture; breathing;
  intellectual concentration; and moral discipline vary slightly in
  the different systems which teach it。  The yogi; or disciple; who
  has by these means overcome the obscurations of his lower nature
  sufficiently; enters into the condition termed samadhi; 〃and
  comes face to face with facts which no instinct or reason can
  ever know。〃  He learns
  〃That the mind itself has a higher state of existence; beyond
  reason; a superconscious state; and that when the mind gets to
  that higher state; then this knowledge beyond reasoning comes。 。
  。 。 All the different steps in yoga are intended to bring us
  scientifically to the superconscious state or Samadhi。 。 。 。
  Just as unconscious work is beneath consciousness; so there is
  another work which is above consciousness; and which; also; is
  not accompanied with the feeling of egoism 。 。 。 。 There is no
  feeling of I; and yet the mind works; desireless; free from
  restlessness; objectless; bodiless。  Then the Truth shines in its
  full effulgence; and we know ourselvesfor Samadhi lies
  potential in us allfor what we truly are; free; immortal;
  omnipotent; loosed from the finite; and its contrasts of good and
  evil altogether; and