第 5 节
作者:翱翔1981      更新:2021-02-27 00:27      字数:9322
  also in a way never to be forgotten; the excess of what we see
  over what we can demonstrate。
  〃And so on!these things may seem to you delusions; or truisms;
  but for me they are dark truths; and the power to put them into
  even such words as these has been given me by an ether dream。〃
  With this we make connection with religious mysticism pure and
  simple。  Symonds's question takes us back to those examples which
  you will remember my quoting in the lecture on the Reality of the
  Unseen; of sudden realization of the immediate presence of God。
  The phenomenon in one shape or another is not uncommon。
  〃I know;〃 writes Mr。 Trine; 〃an officer on our police force who
  has told me that many times when off duty; and on his way home in
  the evening; there comes to him such a vivid and vital
  realization of his oneness with this Infinite Power; and this
  Spirit of Infinite Peace so takes hold of and so fills him; that
  it seems as if his feet could hardly keep to the pavement; so
  buoyant and so exhilarated does he become by reason of this
  inflowing tide。〃'236'
  '236' In Tune with the Infinite; p。 137。
  Certain aspects of nature seem to have a peculiar power of
  awakening such mystical moods。'237' Most of the striking cases
  which I have collected have occurred out of doors。  Literature
  has commemorated this fact in many passages of great beautythis
  extract; for example; from Amiel's Journal Intime:
  '237' The larger God may then swallow up the smaller one。  I take
  this from Starbuck's manuscript collection:
  〃I never lost the consciousness of the presence of God until I
  stood at the foot of the Horseshoe Falls; Niagara。  Then I lost
  him in the immensity of what I saw。  I also lost myself; feeling
  that I was an atom too small for the notice of Almighty God。〃
  I subjoin another similar case from Starbuck's collection:
  〃In that time the consciousness of God's nearness came to me
  sometimes。  I say God; to describe what is indescribable。  A
  presence; I might say; yet that is too suggestive of personality;
  and the moments of which I speak did not hold the consciousness
  of a personality; but something in myself made me feel myself a
  part of something bigger than I; that was controlling。  I felt
  myself one with the grass; the trees; birds; insects; everything
  in Nature。  I exulted in the mere fact of existence; of being a
  part of it allthe drizzling rain; the shadows of the clouds;
  the tree…trunks; and so on。  In the years following; such moments
  continued to come; but I wanted them constantly。  I knew so well
  the satisfaction of losing self in a perception of supreme power
  and love; that I was unhappy because that perception was not
  constant。〃 The cases quoted in my third lecture; pp。 65; 66; 69;
  are still better ones of this type。  In her essay; The Loss of
  Personality; in The Atlantic Monthly (vol。 lxxxv。 p。 195); Miss
  Ethel D。 Puffer explains that the vanishing of the sense of self;
  and the feeling of immediate unity with the object; is due to the
  disappearance; in these rapturous experiences; of the motor
  adjustments which habitually intermediate between the constant
  background of consciousness (which is the Self) and the object in
  the foreground; whatever it may be。  I must refer the reader to
  the highly instructive article; which seems to me to throw light
  upon the psychological conditions; though it fails to account for
  the rapture or the revelation…value of the experience in the
  Subject's eyes。
  〃Shall I ever again have any of those prodigious reveries which
  sometimes came to me in former days?  One day; in youth; at
  sunrise; sitting in the ruins of the castle of Faucigny; and
  again in the mountains; under the noonday sun; above Lavey; lying
  at the foot of a tree and visited by three butterflies; once more
  at night upon the shingly shore of the Northern Ocean; my back
  upon the sand and my vision ranging through the Milky Way;such
  grand and spacious; immortal; cosmogonic reveries; when one
  reaches to the stars; when one owns the infinite!  Moments
  divine; ecstatic hours; in which our thought flies from world to
  world; pierces the great enigma; breathes with a respiration
  broad; tranquil; and deep as the respiration of the ocean; serene
  and limitless as the blue firmament; 。 。 。 instants of
  irresistible intuition in which one feels one's self great as the
  universe; and calm as a god。 。 。 。  What hours; what memories!
  The vestiges they leave behind are enough to fill us with belief
  and enthusiasm; as if they were visits of the Holy Ghost。〃'238'
  '238' Op cit。; i。 43…44
  Here is a similar record from the memoirs of that interesting
  German idealist; Malwida von Meysenbug:
  〃I was alone upon the seashore as all these thoughts flowed over
  me; liberating and reconciling; and now again; as once before in
  distant days in the Alps of Dauphine; I was impelled to kneel
  down; this time before the illimitable ocean; symbol of the
  Infinite。  I felt that I prayed as I had never prayed before; and
  knew now what prayer really is:  to return from the solitude of
  individuation into the consciousness of unity with all that is;
  to kneel down as one that passes away; and to rise up as one
  imperishable。  Earth; heaven; and sea resounded as in one vast
  world…encircling harmony。  It was as if the chorus of all the
  great who had ever lived were about me。  I felt myself one with
  them; and it appeared as if I heard their greeting:  'Thou too
  belongest to the company of those who overcome。'〃'239'
  '239' Memoiren einer Idealistin; Ste Auflage; 1900; iii。 166。
  For years she had been unable to pray; owing to materialistic
  belief。
  The well known passage from Walt Whitman is a classical
  expression of this sporadic type of mystical experience。
  〃I believe in you; my Soul 。 。 。
  Loaf with me on the grass; loose the stop from your throat;。 。 。
  Only the lull I like; the hum of your valved voice。
  I mind how once we lay; such a transparent summer morning。
  Swiftly arose and spread around me the peace and knowledge
  that pass all the argument of the earth;
  And I know that the hand of God is the promise of my own;
  And I know that the spirit of God is the brother of my own;
  And that all the men ever born are also my brothers and the
  women my sisters and lovers;
  And that a kelson of the creation is love。〃'240'
  '240' Whitman in another place expresses in a quieter way what
  was probably with him a chronic mystical perception:  〃There is;〃
  he writes; 〃apart from mere intellect; in the make…up of every
  superior human identity; a wondrous something that realizes
  without argument; frequently without what is called education
  (though I think it the goal and apex of all education deserving
  the name); an intuition of the absolute balance; in time and
  space; of the whole of this multifariousness this revel of fools;
  and incredible make…believe and general unsettiedness; we call
  THE WORLD; a soul…sight of that divine clue and unseen thread
  which holds the whole congeries of things; all history and time;
  and all events; however trivial; however momentous; like a
  leashed dog in the hand of the hunter。  'Of' such soul…sight and
  root…centre for the mind mere optimism explains only the
  surface。〃  Whitman charges it against Carlyle that he lacked this
  perception。  Specimen Days and Collect; Philadelphia; 1882; p。
  174。
  I could easily give more instances; but one will suffice。  I take
  it from the Autobiography of J。 Trevor。'241'
  '241' My Quest for God; London; 1897; pp。 268; 269; abridged。
  〃One brilliant Sunday morning; my wife and boys went to the
  Unitarian Chapel in Macclesfield。  I felt it impossible to
  accompany themas though to leave the sunshine on the hills; and
  go down there to the chapel; would be for the time an act of
  spiritual suicide。  And I felt such need for new inspiration and
  expansion in my life。  So; very reluctantly and sadly; I left my
  wife and boys to go down into the town; while I went further up
  into the hills with my stick and my dog。  In the loveliness of
  the morning; and the beauty of the hills and valleys; I soon lost
  my sense of sadness and regret。  For nearly an hour I walked
  alon