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  is one bit of the mystic consciousness; and our total opinion of
  it must find its place in our opinion of that larger whole。
  '232' Crichton…Browne expressly says that Symonds's 〃highest
  nerve centres were in some degree enfeebled or damaged by these
  dreamy mental states which afflicted him so grievously。〃
  Symonds was; however; a perfect monster of many…sided cerebral
  efficiency; and his critic gives no objective grounds whatever
  for his strange opinion; save that Symonds complained
  occasionally; as all susceptible and ambitious men complain; of
  lassitude and uncertainty as to his life's mission。
  Nitrous oxide and ether; especially nitrous oxide; when
  sufficiently diluted with air; stimulate the mystical
  consciousness in an extraordinary degree。  Depth beyond depth of
  truth seems revealed to the inhaler。  This truth fades out;
  however; or escapes; at the moment of coming to; and if any words
  remain over in which it seemed to clothe itself; they prove to be
  the veriest nonsense。  Nevertheless; the sense of a profound
  meaning having been there persists; and I know more than one
  person who is persuaded that in the nitrous oxide trance we have
  a genuine metaphysical revelation。
  Some years ago I myself made some observations on this aspect of
  nitrous oxide intoxication; and reported them in print。  One
  conclusion was forced upon my mind at that time; and my
  impression of its truth has ever since remained unshaken。  It is
  that our normal waking consciousness; rational consciousness as
  we call it; is but one special type of consciousness; whilst all
  about it; parted from it by the filmiest of screens; there lie
  potential forms of consciousness entirely different。  We may go
  through life without suspecting their existence; but apply the
  requisite stimulus; and at a touch they are there in all their
  completeness; definite types of mentality which probably
  somewhere have their field of application and adaptation。  No
  account of the universe in its totality can be final which leaves
  these other forms of consciousness quite disregarded。  How to
  regard them is the questionfor they are so discontinuous with
  ordinary consciousness。  Yet they may determine attitudes though
  they cannot furnish formulas; and open a region though they fail
  to give a map。 At any rate; they forbid a premature closing of
  our
  accounts with reality。  Looking back on my own experiences; they
  all converge towards a kind of insight to which I cannot help
  ascribing some metaphysical significance。  The keynote of it is
  invariably a reconciliation。  It is as if the opposites of the
  world; whose contradictoriness and conflict make all our
  difficulties and troubles; were melted into unity。  Not only do
  they; as contrasted species; belong to one and the same genus;
  but one of the species; the nobler and better one; is itself the
  genus; and so soaks up and absorbs its opposite into itself。
  This is a dark saying; I know; when thus expressed in terms of
  common logic; but I cannot wholly escape from its authority。 I
  feel as if it must mean something; something like what the
  hegelian philosophy means; if one could only lay hold of it more
  clearly。  Those who have ears to hear; let them hear; to me the
  living sense of its reality only comes in the artificial mystic
  state of mind。'233'
  '233' What reader of Hegel can doubt that that sense of a
  perfected Being with all its otherness soaked up into itself;
  which dominates his whole philosophy; must have come from the
  prominence in his consciousness of mystical moods like this; in
  most persons kept subliminal?  The notion is thoroughly
  characteristic of the mystical level and the Aufgabe of making it
  articulate was surely set to Hegel's intellect by mystical
  feeling。
  I just now spoke of friends who believe in the anaesthetic
  revelation。  For them too it is a monistic insight; in which the
  OTHER in its various forms appears absorbed into the One。
  〃Into this pervading genius;〃 writes one of them; 〃we pass;
  forgetting and forgotten; and thenceforth each is all; in God。
  There is no higher; no deeper; no other; than the life in which
  we are founded。  'The One remains; the many change and pass;' and
  each and every one of us IS the One that remains。 。 。 。 This is
  the ultimatum。 。 。 。  As sure as beingwhence is all our
  careso sure is content; beyond duplexity; antithesis; or
  trouble; where I have triumphed in a solitude that God is not
  above。〃'234'
  '234' Benjamin Paul Blood:  The Anaesthetic Revelation and the
  Gist of Philosophy; Amsterdam; N。 Y。; 1874; pp。 35; 36。  Mr。
  Blood has made several attempts to adumbrate the anaesthetic
  revelation; in pamphlets of rare literary distinction; privately
  printed and distributed by himself at Amsterdam。  Xenos Clark; a
  philosopher; who died young at Amherst in the '80's; much
  lamented by those who knew him; was also impressed by the
  revelation。  〃In the first place;〃 he once wrote to me; 〃Mr。
  Blood and I agree that the revelation is; if anything
  non…emotional。  It is utterly flat。  It is; as Mr。 Blood says;
  'the one sole and sufficient insight why; or not why; but how;
  the present is pushed on by the past; and sucked forward by the
  vacuity of the future。  Its inevitableness defeats all attempts
  at stopping or accounting for it。  It is all precedence and
  presupposition; and questioning is in regard to it forever too
  late。  It is an initiation of the past。' The real secret would be
  the formula by which the 'now' keeps exfoliating out of itself;
  yet never escapes。  What is it; indeed; that keeps existence
  exfoliating?  The formal being of anything; the logical
  definition of it; is static。  For mere logic every question
  contains its own answerwe simply fill the hole with the dirt we
  dug out。  Why are twice two four?  Because; in fact; four is
  twice two。  Thus logic finds in life no propulsion; only a
  momentum。  It goes because it is a…going。 But the revelation
  adds:  it goes because it is and WAS a…going。  You walk; as it
  were; round yourself in the revelation。  Ordinary philosophy is
  like a hound hunting his own tail。  The more he hunts the farther
  he has to go; and his nose never catches up with his heels;
  because it is forever ahead of them。  So the present is already a
  foregone conclusion; and I am ever too late to understand it。
  But at the moment of recovery from anaesthesis; just then; BEFORE
  STARTING ON LIFE; I catch; so to speak; a glimpse of my heels; a
  glimpse of the eternal process just in the act of starting。  The
  truth is that we travel on a journey that was accomplished before
  we set out; and the real end of philosophy is accomplished; not
  when we arrive at; but when we remain in; our destination (being
  already there)which may occur vicariously in this life when we
  cease our intellectual questioning。 That is why there is a smile
  upon the face of the revelation; as we view it。  It tells us that
  we are forever half a second too late that's all。  'You could
  kiss your own lips; and have all the fun to yourself;' it says;
  if you only knew the trick。  It would be perfectly easy if they
  would just stay there till you got round to them。 Why don't you
  manage it somehow?〃
  Dialectically minded readers of this farrago will at least
  recognize the region of thought of which Mr。 Clark writes; as
  familiar。  In his latest pamphlet; 〃Tennyson's Trances and the
  Anaesthetic Revelation;〃 Mr。 Blood describes its value for life
  as follows:
  〃The Anaesthetic Revelation is the Initiation of Man into the
  Immemorial Mystery of the Open Secret of Being; revealed as the
  Inevitable Vortex of Continuity。  Inevitable is the word。  Its
  motive is inherentit is what has to be。  It is not for any love
  or hate; nor for joy nor sorrow; nor good nor ill。  End;
  beginning; or purpose; it knows not of。
  〃It affords no particular of the multiplicity and variety of
  things but it fills appreciation of the historical and the sacred
  with a secular and intimately personal illumination of the nature
  and motive of existence; which then seems reminiscentas if it
  should have appeared; or shall yet appear; to every participant
  thereof。
  〃Although it is at first startling in its solemnity; it becomes
  directly such a matter of courseso old…fashioned; and so akin
  to proverbs